Wednesday, March 29, 2017
I'm not feeling v happy today. I don't rly know why, but it's the same kind as I usually do have like this. Just damn sian. Maybe it's cos I slept only 2 hours plus the night before, which I seriously have a problem stopping myself from doing as I keep trying to steal more time from the day before by staying up late and "delaying" the next day, which we all know doesn't work and that with sleep I function much better and am actually smart sometimes.
Sunday, March 12, 2017
Ate at Japan rail cafe today with mum and leng.. treated them :) missing dad and sis and xuan, and ger.. it was good, very nice, peaceful.. maybe I really should do emed, will have more time in life to live a little. Even the day-times spent alone might be great watching shows and movies, playing games or reading a book or learning Japanese..
As usual dread booking in, dread being away from my life and my loved ones.. but this time there's an additional anticipation feeling, because by this time next week the worst of mocc should be over ba. Sigh..
Tuesday, March 07, 2017
"But I cannot lie to myself and say that National Service is not needed – the reason being these places I love, which house the many people I love, need to be protected. These things I love such as peace, harmony, security, and everything beautiful and good we have in our lives, need to be defended and held on closely to."
只是水星逆行而已