beautiful, isnt it
Thursday, June 28, 2007
如樱花盛开一刹那
爱情的花瓣
很快就落下
如嘴巴对我很牵挂
别装蒜吻我吧
就让它像回家
像动画的主角去摇摆
如我们有了爱会发出光彩
左右高低双手像钟摆钟
画一个交叉烟花都放出来

如樱花熬不过仲夏
爱情抓不紧
被阳光蒸发
起来吧寂寞洋娃娃
没动作孤独吗
没有话快乐吗
像动画的主角去摇摆
如我们有了爱会发出光彩
左右高低双手像钟摇摆
画一个交叉变出神奇色彩

come and dance with me!
at 3:46 PM
if u rly think this way, i have nth to say.. i dont rly think this way. but the hurtful things you say leave me nth to think. but this. and i dont think telling u ur phone might be spoilt warranted such a hostile reply, it is not my fault your msgs dont get through.. you dont have to 'change', there is nth to change, just dont treat me like dirt when u want to, then ask why i 'think this way', esp not when you know you're my superstar and you'll always be my superstar. stab my heart, and i'm still yours, always yours, at your mercy, forever yours. if only we met happier sunrises again, the last few werent very far back. i still believe in you, not because of anyth but because i love you.. do msg with more pokeypokeys.. xoxoxoxoxo.
at 3:20 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
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i know i havent blogged in a long long time. sorry.. but yea. even when i thinking of blogging now. also no mood to blog, or blog too much.

ytd rocks haha. just like every other day. sakae smushi haha. chawansmushi. lol smooshie. ): neos. i no mood to do work. i rly no mood to do any work even tho i'd die if i dint. just wake an hour ago. havent start work. when will i start.. i'm screwed haha. but thats not impt.. the thing is. don like this feeling. of missing you.

new term ahead. 10 weeks to guitar concert, and to the end of a leadership term. hahahaha. i hope concert will turn out alright.. band item (Y). =.=
at 1:43 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
day 3. everyth is right. feels right.

but i'm not right. ):? lol why ar.. i just dont feel right. am i tired? couldnt rly read the book on the bus.. but i think thats more cos his english is of the win, more of the win than be mine. or jon gan's lol. but ok i shall try to be of the read again.

work. nv do work today.. heh. but i must be bathe and sleep the early. day 3. everyth is right leh. ?_? everyth is right la. and i know its right. i'm. fine. but i dont feel fine i feel. randomly unfine. lol. why ar? o.O? i also dunno leh. how come.
at 10:38 PM
today is day 2. i dunno if i'm feeling sian/tired or i'm still plagued, or, i'm actually feeling fine and ok. lol. i cant tell! haha. but i think i'm feeling fine. lol yea i think i'm feeling fine, hey i've got myself convinced. or i got myself conned. but i'm feeling fine haha.. zou zhe qiao lor.

work, still not done! but aspring to do tmr! sent two more books for binding today, collecting tmr! whee! it be good i hope. i Will Not overwork myself i promise this. but then leh. i do still think i aiming too high leh. can meh?

tmr morn wake up, prescribed 1 hr of piano. tmr have to do work. trips home = reading up/sleeping, come back = more time too. sleep, next morn make sure get gd amt of sleep And prescrived 1 hr of piano.

sorry mr theory, havent found out how i'm gna make frens with u yet leh. best bet is still self, past year papers for 5 and maybe 6. but then right. that one need kaching $$$. and. time. so hey shelf but i wont forget.. now still trying to fit in everyth else. work is a problem. ):

but i'm fine i'm fine haha. doing scales =.= they are actually ok..
at 12:12 AM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
lol can i make it leh. i'm like doing. double. triple. maybe 4 or 5 times wat many ppl are doing leh. lol. can meh. am i aiming too high?

when i carry burdens i alw gung ho and tell myself lol can one i will hardcore myself and win the game. i will hardcore myself la can one.

but can meh? am i aiming too high leh? lol. i also dunno. u think i can make it? lol. its like. i'm kinda learning double wat ppl learn, and on my own accord, my own time my own effort and studies. i'm even aiming to do theory myself too but i havnet go to that yet dunno how to. ah that and thinking abt practing piano for good. which i did for a while and halted cos time plus laziness. and then on top of all that i'm balancing school work with this. my sch work is slightly below average but surely going down i think. havent touched hol hmwk. but i dun think i can rly neglect it too much. so i kinda have to factor that in some where.

wow. i'm rly. aiming for quite a bit. and doing almost all of that on my own. i can do it meh? o.O can i get myself down to do it not. will i succeed leh. lol. try hard lor. i v worried for sch work tho haha. everyth v hard but the hardest is still sch work lol. sian.
at 10:13 PM
lollll!!! my father takes my phone!!!! hahahaha.

today go musi 95.8 play this song talks abt si nian being like cannot hu xi. ): i miss youuuuu. ):
at 4:19 PM
let me borrow this moment where my internet is actually working to try and pop a post here.

been v long since i blogged haha no yea many stuff is happened.

take a look at the black hole sun video if u have the time. lol. the vid scary meh. its not scary. its just freaky. but i just thought its one of the most accurate depictions of humans. haha. very accurate. its so. rich and full and. so real haha.

heh its true ppl. but i must be xin ping qi he. must be! must maintain the calmness. is this calmness indifference?

anw its not just abt my parents haha. its a whole new thing altogether its like linkin park's paper cut lol. actually its not -.- but well. it is. what is happening?

life is a big question mark hahahaha. what is this and why is that. i'll never know, plus all this aside. i'm kinda O.O and !??!?!? and *&^%$ at a lot of things and i dun even know thats all that so i tell ppl 'i sian =.=' which is such a (Y) and detailed answer.

but then theres not much i can do. lol how come i'm feeling this way anyway haha. o.O? but yea i'm feeling very why and how come and lets hope for how come cos its nicer than why.. then again. ? lol i dunno. i dunno a lot of things.. why tho. i hope not. better not be. lol. but why leh. i think it is. but why?

and wat if its not? o.O if all this cause for is nth i be wasting my mind energy on it. but i think it is leh. but why? lol. stop la. stop. dont. if nv then not la then can lor lol.

its like he says, am i wrong? have i gone to far to get home..
at 12:55 AM