Friday, June 30, 2006
haha was listening to love actually soundtrack the journey home haha. got stuck at this song cos its nice >_>
Love can be a many splendid thing
Has another joy you bring
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you’ll just want the world to see
But like a drunk that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Now I was just a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up in side)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
Gets stronger then your pride
(The trouble with love is) See your heart its in your soul
(It doesn’t care how fast you fall) You wont remember control (?)
(And you can’t refuse the call)
See you’ve got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo….ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)
the lyrics not bad. quite nice. man hao de. bu cuo.
yah i spent the whole day saying guailan phrases me and jon ho come up with/popularise >_> haha. dont tell you. man hao xiao de. not bad. quite nice. hai hao. bu cuo. then he made one today. and i started to smile. like wth la randomness haha.
yah i just got home haha. yeap still in mufti day clothes (Y) haha.
today was ok. during lunch damn funny haha. i met up with jon ho (who wore some spastic black shirt with green vest thingy :D hahaha yay) then we go my class. then lol. ppl throwing cardboard around and he join in >_> then he reluctant to leave can wth hahahahaha. damn funny.
then met jon gan, me him jon ho and kev lim go for lunch at j8. where everyone got owned like siao haha. eat at foodcourt. then sit down eat then we talking abt kev lim or smth then suddenly jon gan was like. 'thats quite typical of victor'. -.- like wth wrong person. and a lot of stuff i cant rmr lol. i know when he said that me jon ho look at each other before spitting out our food.. >_> hahaha and a damn lot of own stuff. like how jon ho pronounces thirst quenching as thirst quanching and jon gan pronounce as thirst kenching. >_> lol so fun i keep telling them they tio own.
then we play the yes no game >_> hahaha v fun. oh and jon ho finally believed me that dani california bass at first damn hard to get out of head. today he whole day hum it haha.
guitar was ok. i lie on the ground and i fell asleep >_> haha then my conductor got ppl to wake me up hahaha not bad quite nice. learn whole piece of the glen miller medley liao.
and basically this was a cheerful post talking abt the day and wat else happened. it was a nice day. i come back i tired then blogger decides to piss me off so now man hao xiao become bu hao xiao. stupid.
anw i'm just home cos me jon ho jon gan fzh sat at ljs till 10 plus deciding wat song to play for fzh his scouts campfire. still need a singer sigh. anyone intrested. looking for a guy. yah. u know the yahoo personals. 'i am a _male_ looking for a _male_'.
haha the four of us sat there till 10 plus just owning each other and talking random shit. damn nice can haha. yay we rock haha i love them la. must jam more can. i hope we jamming tmr.. >< my work will die but oh well.
i v tired. i gonna go bathe and do work bb.
Love can be a many splendid thing
Has another joy you bring
A dozen roses
Diamond rings
Dreams for sale
And fairy tales
It’ll make you hear a symphony
And you’ll just want the world to see
But like a drunk that makes you blind
It’ll fool you every time
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Now I was just a once a fool it’s true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world’s a deeper blue
I’m sadder but I’m wiser too
I swore I’d never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn’t worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name
The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
Gets stronger then your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn’t care how fast you fall
And you can’t refuse the call
See you’ve got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I’ve got it all
My heart keeps callin
And I keep on fallin
Over and over again
This set story always ends the same
Me standin in the pouring rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two
The trouble with love is (the trouble with love)
It can tear you up inside (it can tear you up in side)
Make your heart believe a lie (Make your heart believe a lie)
Gets stronger then your pride
(The trouble with love is) See your heart its in your soul
(It doesn’t care how fast you fall) You wont remember control (?)
(And you can’t refuse the call)
See you’ve got no say at all
The trouble with love is (Oooo….ya)
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie (the trouble with love..)
the lyrics not bad. quite nice. man hao de. bu cuo.
yah i spent the whole day saying guailan phrases me and jon ho come up with/popularise >_> haha. dont tell you. man hao xiao de. not bad. quite nice. hai hao. bu cuo. then he made one today. and i started to smile. like wth la randomness haha.
yah i just got home haha. yeap still in mufti day clothes (Y) haha.
today was ok. during lunch damn funny haha. i met up with jon ho (who wore some spastic black shirt with green vest thingy :D hahaha yay) then we go my class. then lol. ppl throwing cardboard around and he join in >_> then he reluctant to leave can wth hahahahaha. damn funny.
then met jon gan, me him jon ho and kev lim go for lunch at j8. where everyone got owned like siao haha. eat at foodcourt. then sit down eat then we talking abt kev lim or smth then suddenly jon gan was like. 'thats quite typical of victor'. -.- like wth wrong person. and a lot of stuff i cant rmr lol. i know when he said that me jon ho look at each other before spitting out our food.. >_> hahaha and a damn lot of own stuff. like how jon ho pronounces thirst quenching as thirst quanching and jon gan pronounce as thirst kenching. >_> lol so fun i keep telling them they tio own.
then we play the yes no game >_> hahaha v fun. oh and jon ho finally believed me that dani california bass at first damn hard to get out of head. today he whole day hum it haha.
guitar was ok. i lie on the ground and i fell asleep >_> haha then my conductor got ppl to wake me up hahaha not bad quite nice. learn whole piece of the glen miller medley liao.
and basically this was a cheerful post talking abt the day and wat else happened. it was a nice day. i come back i tired then blogger decides to piss me off so now man hao xiao become bu hao xiao. stupid.
anw i'm just home cos me jon ho jon gan fzh sat at ljs till 10 plus deciding wat song to play for fzh his scouts campfire. still need a singer sigh. anyone intrested. looking for a guy. yah. u know the yahoo personals. 'i am a _male_ looking for a _male_'.
haha the four of us sat there till 10 plus just owning each other and talking random shit. damn nice can haha. yay we rock haha i love them la. must jam more can. i hope we jamming tmr.. >< my work will die but oh well.
i v tired. i gonna go bathe and do work bb.
Thursday, June 29, 2006
lol. cheat my money. i paid 35cents more for the other brand of coconut juice and it taste like shit la wth. i shud buy hte cheaper one taste better got pulp somemore can wahlao feel damn wasted wahlao taste damn weird i think tmr i lao sai plz.
yay tmr got guitar :D:D:D
yay tmr got guitar :D:D:D
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
Tears in Heaven – Eric Clapton
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
tears in heaven is a damn freaking nice song by eric clapton. heard he wrote it for his child who somehow died i cant rmr. well he quite womanizer.. anyway its a nice song and its kinda sad haha. i mean obv. his son died. >_>
and i just spent the past half hour of my life learning and practing this song haha >_> now need to memory lyrics plus polish up.
i shud be doing work know. zz.
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven
Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please
Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven
tears in heaven is a damn freaking nice song by eric clapton. heard he wrote it for his child who somehow died i cant rmr. well he quite womanizer.. anyway its a nice song and its kinda sad haha. i mean obv. his son died. >_>
and i just spent the past half hour of my life learning and practing this song haha >_> now need to memory lyrics plus polish up.
i shud be doing work know. zz.
i wonder how its like to be a hermit. a total social out cast. to refuse all frens, be it due course or by own choice.
i wonder if i'm anywhere intellectually close to that. am i close to a stage where i am abt to declare my love for no humans not even myself. am i going to refuse what little friends i have?
load up on guns. its fun to lose and to pretend. i was just on uncyclopedia haha.
so where is kurt cobain?
i wonder if i'm anywhere intellectually close to that. am i close to a stage where i am abt to declare my love for no humans not even myself. am i going to refuse what little friends i have?
load up on guns. its fun to lose and to pretend. i was just on uncyclopedia haha.
so where is kurt cobain?
dont you hate it when you are helpless? and dont you hate it when you ARE helpless?
z.z.z.
i have done zero work today.
i cannot concentrate. i cannot concentrate. i rly cannot. i cannot stop. i cannot control myself. i'm going to go crazy i'm going to die. i am a screw up and a failure and i am just damn jacked.
i cannot concentrate. i rly cannot. omg shit. i'm really going crazt and going out of control. absurdity. craziness. yet its not really my fault. i cant help it. argh.
sit it out and wait for it to blow over omg. this is weird. ://////////
cant wait for guitar tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
i have done zero work today.
i cannot concentrate. i cannot concentrate. i rly cannot. i cannot stop. i cannot control myself. i'm going to go crazy i'm going to die. i am a screw up and a failure and i am just damn jacked.
i cannot concentrate. i rly cannot. omg shit. i'm really going crazt and going out of control. absurdity. craziness. yet its not really my fault. i cant help it. argh.
sit it out and wait for it to blow over omg. this is weird. ://////////
cant wait for guitar tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
lol next week youth week.. haha fri = posing day >_> eh got practice haha. not bad. must arrange something with jon ho.. o.O
lol. i gg can. now 12 tmr start sch. i. playing guitar. yay.
i understand why some artists prefer flat tuning leh. haha cos i tuned flat PLUS drop d for nirvana's heartshaped box mah. lol damn nice song >< haha. then wah shit flat tuning actually sounds damn mellow and damn nice leh. dunno. i bet its like the frequency is the golden ratio or smth la. wah damn nice. yay flat tuning haha.
i shud start writing more on my chi bk review can. die liao leh. how. my work.
yay cant wait for wed haha. practice lol. haha.
i still not that sure wats manifest leh. can play guitar not. lol. or the karang guni noise can or not. haha i lazy to sign up. oh yah can sing its a small world uber forcetto ftw. shit. aiyah nvm. wonder what ppl will wear on mufti day haha. wonder what i shud wear.. i not enuf bling bling also leh. zz.
>: ( damn sian i dun want to do work leh. sch is cb can.
she eyes me like a pisces when i am weak. nirvana ftw!
btw. guitar concert rige annual guitar concert rage xi (11 right!) held on 25th aug at rjc pac tickets shud be around 7 to 9 dollars PLEASE COME SUPPORT. BUY TIX FROM ME. dont get form anyone else. (Y) yay.
then of course also must go next year one la. my batch + syf year k. <(^_^<)
lol. i gg can. now 12 tmr start sch. i. playing guitar. yay.
i understand why some artists prefer flat tuning leh. haha cos i tuned flat PLUS drop d for nirvana's heartshaped box mah. lol damn nice song >< haha. then wah shit flat tuning actually sounds damn mellow and damn nice leh. dunno. i bet its like the frequency is the golden ratio or smth la. wah damn nice. yay flat tuning haha.
i shud start writing more on my chi bk review can. die liao leh. how. my work.
yay cant wait for wed haha. practice lol. haha.
i still not that sure wats manifest leh. can play guitar not. lol. or the karang guni noise can or not. haha i lazy to sign up. oh yah can sing its a small world uber forcetto ftw. shit. aiyah nvm. wonder what ppl will wear on mufti day haha. wonder what i shud wear.. i not enuf bling bling also leh. zz.
>: ( damn sian i dun want to do work leh. sch is cb can.
she eyes me like a pisces when i am weak. nirvana ftw!
btw. guitar concert rige annual guitar concert rage xi (11 right!) held on 25th aug at rjc pac tickets shud be around 7 to 9 dollars PLEASE COME SUPPORT. BUY TIX FROM ME. dont get form anyone else. (Y) yay.
then of course also must go next year one la. my batch + syf year k. <(^_^<)
Monday, June 26, 2006
i am damn pissed.
wat kind of a screwup chaos match was ytd match!? wth. valentin ivanov is damn pro la. he referee la. pro la pro. he is god on the pitch la. hand out 20 cards la. 16 yellow 4 red la. pro la. send off 2 playes on each side la. i know he communist then he say oh shit everything must be equal so he send 2 ppl off both side.
wat kind of a screwup match was that!?!? referee damn pro la. wahlao 20 cards sia. tmd. i know everyone foul everywhere la. but u also no need hardcore right.
then marco van basten also damn pro. leave rvn out of starting line up. damn pro la. then sub ppl off also dun wnat to sub rvn on. now lose la. we laugh at u la. damn pro lor. u leave my idol out then i buaysong with u so of course u lose right. stupid. liddat also dunno.
tmd rvn turns 30 on sat lor. the next world cup he is 34 la. as soccer net said, he is axed by his nation and axed by his club. he might as well retire and go play golf as he said la. then i go support golf and i quite soccer la. marco vanbasten smart. make me pissed. then lose. pro.
anw. today last day of hols for us. i have finished no major hmwk. congratulate me.
wat kind of a screwup chaos match was ytd match!? wth. valentin ivanov is damn pro la. he referee la. pro la pro. he is god on the pitch la. hand out 20 cards la. 16 yellow 4 red la. pro la. send off 2 playes on each side la. i know he communist then he say oh shit everything must be equal so he send 2 ppl off both side.
wat kind of a screwup match was that!?!? referee damn pro la. wahlao 20 cards sia. tmd. i know everyone foul everywhere la. but u also no need hardcore right.
then marco van basten also damn pro. leave rvn out of starting line up. damn pro la. then sub ppl off also dun wnat to sub rvn on. now lose la. we laugh at u la. damn pro lor. u leave my idol out then i buaysong with u so of course u lose right. stupid. liddat also dunno.
tmd rvn turns 30 on sat lor. the next world cup he is 34 la. as soccer net said, he is axed by his nation and axed by his club. he might as well retire and go play golf as he said la. then i go support golf and i quite soccer la. marco vanbasten smart. make me pissed. then lose. pro.
anw. today last day of hols for us. i have finished no major hmwk. congratulate me.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
i have a subconcious wonderfully absurd imagination that just occurs when i feel like shit haha. quite amusing..
lol i dun have time to pract piano leh haha. my teacher says i'm going to fail and i agree with her. i feel like quitting haha but group lesson quite fun leh. sigh. i hate grade 4 performance i alr got grade 5 la i dun feel like doing grade 4 liao la.
v sian. barely 3 more days. sigh. mental note to watch my name is earl (or izzit carl?) later at 10 or smth. and malcom in the middle at 7. and tmr simpsons at 7. i keep forgetting.. haha
lol i dun have time to pract piano leh haha. my teacher says i'm going to fail and i agree with her. i feel like quitting haha but group lesson quite fun leh. sigh. i hate grade 4 performance i alr got grade 5 la i dun feel like doing grade 4 liao la.
v sian. barely 3 more days. sigh. mental note to watch my name is earl (or izzit carl?) later at 10 or smth. and malcom in the middle at 7. and tmr simpsons at 7. i keep forgetting.. haha
Friday, June 23, 2006
changed my blog song to blood tears little girl (acoustic) - alice in chains.
just woke from a nap. still a bit tired haha. but maybe jsut now was worse la. read book then fall asleep. shit in toilet also fall asleep. so i go sleep lor. tmd. then now ahve to do work damn sian i wnat to sleep till tmrleh haha..
today's 2nd sesion of the leadership challenge workshop concludes the workshop for us haha. was actually pretty impressed with wang tong's speech.. dint know he was in this for guitar as well leh. i was quite surprised to know there's more than me pzx and kevlim in itfor guitar la haha. anw his speech was rly rly nice haha. quite a lot of wordplay. i cant really rmr how it starts off but there were rly nice parts like 'we will play guitar all over singapore, not to show off, not to perform, but to express our love for guitar.' and quite cute parts like 'we will have a magnificent training room with pictures of past guitarist (we assume rige alumni la) on the wall for us to work towards to.' i esp liked the 'on the spaceship travelling on the journey in the ether of guitar (or smth liddat), there will be no passengers; all will be crew.' or smth liddat. which i found rly rly nice and meaningful! i rly rly liked his speech. i certainly hope he dint write it for the sake of writing, or write it cos of his good language. but rather, he wrote it because he trully wanted rige to become liddat. because that is what i want rige to become as well.
its a pity because (i might be wrong) but i dun think he talks a lot esp to the seniors, during guitar. fault on me but i dint even notice he was from guitar! i think he might stand a good chance if he was more sociable amongst everyone can. esp the fact that he was chosen as one of us to come for the workshop, esp because i think his vision was rly good. even sweet in a sense.
next year, if its within my power. will delegate tasks to everyone, esp him. enable others to work hahaha. sweet sweet vision of his. rly hope he believes strongly in it. cos i do.
anw. this week featuring mer mer darling!
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:25 PM)
eh
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:28 PM)
why u keep opening convo
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:34 PM)
i nv
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:37 PM)
really?
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:38 PM)
i dint even click on ur name today
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:42 PM)
oh thats strange
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:43 PM)
okay
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:45 PM)
lol. i dunno if i'm suffering with you or suffering cos of you.
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:47 PM)
i know u love me. yea and i love you too. loads.
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:49 PM)
its ok. cos i'm hoping this blows over. and fast.
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:49 PM)
(: more can.. sigh..
kk random. xD
finally got down to listening my jazz playlist in my mini haha. tho a lot of nice songs still not inside yet. like music to watch girls by - andy williams :D haha.
The boys watch the girls while the girls watch the boys who watch the girls go by
Eye to eye, they solemnly convene to make the scene
Which is the name of the game, watch a guy watch a dame on any street in town
Up and down and over and across, romance is boss
Guys talk girl talk , it happens everywhere
Eyes watch girls walk with tender lovin' care
It's keepin' track of the fact watching them watching back
That makes the world go 'round
What's that sound? each time you hear a loud collective sigh
They're making music to watch girls by
Guys talk girl talk , it happens everywhere
Eyes watch girls walk with tender lovin' care
It's keepin' track of the fact watching them watching back
That makes the world go 'round
What's that sound? each time you hear a loud collective sigh
They're making music to watch girls by
The boys watch the girls while the girls watch the boys who watch the girls go by
Eye to eye, they solemnly convene to make the scene
paints a quite cute image hur (: haha the song makes me groove can.. haha reminds me of like 1930s liddat then the bunch of bachelors in suits watch the girls in frilly fresses haha..
sounds familiar? it happens everywhere..
just woke from a nap. still a bit tired haha. but maybe jsut now was worse la. read book then fall asleep. shit in toilet also fall asleep. so i go sleep lor. tmd. then now ahve to do work damn sian i wnat to sleep till tmrleh haha..
today's 2nd sesion of the leadership challenge workshop concludes the workshop for us haha. was actually pretty impressed with wang tong's speech.. dint know he was in this for guitar as well leh. i was quite surprised to know there's more than me pzx and kevlim in itfor guitar la haha. anw his speech was rly rly nice haha. quite a lot of wordplay. i cant really rmr how it starts off but there were rly nice parts like 'we will play guitar all over singapore, not to show off, not to perform, but to express our love for guitar.' and quite cute parts like 'we will have a magnificent training room with pictures of past guitarist (we assume rige alumni la) on the wall for us to work towards to.' i esp liked the 'on the spaceship travelling on the journey in the ether of guitar (or smth liddat), there will be no passengers; all will be crew.' or smth liddat. which i found rly rly nice and meaningful! i rly rly liked his speech. i certainly hope he dint write it for the sake of writing, or write it cos of his good language. but rather, he wrote it because he trully wanted rige to become liddat. because that is what i want rige to become as well.
its a pity because (i might be wrong) but i dun think he talks a lot esp to the seniors, during guitar. fault on me but i dint even notice he was from guitar! i think he might stand a good chance if he was more sociable amongst everyone can. esp the fact that he was chosen as one of us to come for the workshop, esp because i think his vision was rly good. even sweet in a sense.
next year, if its within my power. will delegate tasks to everyone, esp him. enable others to work hahaha. sweet sweet vision of his. rly hope he believes strongly in it. cos i do.
anw. this week featuring mer mer darling!
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:25 PM)
eh
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:28 PM)
why u keep opening convo
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:34 PM)
i nv
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:37 PM)
really?
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:38 PM)
i dint even click on ur name today
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:42 PM)
oh thats strange
[merrill']*9 why watch the game when you've got the fans... says: (9:19:43 PM)
okay
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:45 PM)
lol. i dunno if i'm suffering with you or suffering cos of you.
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:47 PM)
i know u love me. yea and i love you too. loads.
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:49 PM)
its ok. cos i'm hoping this blows over. and fast.
hiokhong! in sickness or in health. says: (9:19:49 PM)
(: more can.. sigh..
kk random. xD
finally got down to listening my jazz playlist in my mini haha. tho a lot of nice songs still not inside yet. like music to watch girls by - andy williams :D haha.
The boys watch the girls while the girls watch the boys who watch the girls go by
Eye to eye, they solemnly convene to make the scene
Which is the name of the game, watch a guy watch a dame on any street in town
Up and down and over and across, romance is boss
Guys talk girl talk , it happens everywhere
Eyes watch girls walk with tender lovin' care
It's keepin' track of the fact watching them watching back
That makes the world go 'round
What's that sound? each time you hear a loud collective sigh
They're making music to watch girls by
Guys talk girl talk , it happens everywhere
Eyes watch girls walk with tender lovin' care
It's keepin' track of the fact watching them watching back
That makes the world go 'round
What's that sound? each time you hear a loud collective sigh
They're making music to watch girls by
The boys watch the girls while the girls watch the boys who watch the girls go by
Eye to eye, they solemnly convene to make the scene
paints a quite cute image hur (: haha the song makes me groove can.. haha reminds me of like 1930s liddat then the bunch of bachelors in suits watch the girls in frilly fresses haha..
sounds familiar? it happens everywhere..
Thursday, June 22, 2006
where are you kurt cobain? in heaven or in hell?
im damn worried
did i ever know i had a self destructive nature.
wont let it come out. i'll keep at least that.
...
wont let it come out. i'll keep at least that.
...
http://www.ultimate-guitar.com/tabs/a/alice_in_chains/blood_tears_little_girl_acoustic_tab.htm
no my day wasnt good dont ask its just like ytd. lcw was ok actually haha. rly ok..
yah but then on the way home v tired sleep standing blah headache eyes pain listen grunge. lol. (Y) haha feel like shit now la yay. whee. got music later but SOME ppl ponning la too pro alr so pon ): lol but got um. the jazz song to play.. so ok ok la.. sigh. rly damn sian..
oh well haha. dunno why these few days feel like shit liddat.
no my day wasnt good dont ask its just like ytd. lcw was ok actually haha. rly ok..
yah but then on the way home v tired sleep standing blah headache eyes pain listen grunge. lol. (Y) haha feel like shit now la yay. whee. got music later but SOME ppl ponning la too pro alr so pon ): lol but got um. the jazz song to play.. so ok ok la.. sigh. rly damn sian..
oh well haha. dunno why these few days feel like shit liddat.
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
heh. just spent the whole day slacking. past 3 hours spent on making a tab for the acoustic version of blood tears little girl by alice in chains -.- haha its a superrrrrr nice song omgomgomgomg hahaha and i couldnt resist tabbing it out..
tabbed out the song i made in guitar camp last night.. i think i like tabbing :D v funnnn haha i wish they paid ppl to tab la.. then i can get loads of money haha. so fun la typing stuff like
|8--8-5-3-----3-|
|8--8-5-3-3h5---|
haha i post the link when ultimate guitar approves it :D:D hahaha yay.
but the thing is. no work done. YAY. ok la i read like 2 pages of the chi book.. wow.
my stomach is rumbling and i dunno why. shall go shower then eat! then DO WORK. tmr lcw and music, fri lcw. sat music. yay. a lot of time.
tabbed out the song i made in guitar camp last night.. i think i like tabbing :D v funnnn haha i wish they paid ppl to tab la.. then i can get loads of money haha. so fun la typing stuff like
|8--8-5-3-----3-|
|8--8-5-3-3h5---|
haha i post the link when ultimate guitar approves it :D:D hahaha yay.
but the thing is. no work done. YAY. ok la i read like 2 pages of the chi book.. wow.
my stomach is rumbling and i dunno why. shall go shower then eat! then DO WORK. tmr lcw and music, fri lcw. sat music. yay. a lot of time.
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
i shall blog abt guitar camp first haha.
went to sch. met jon ho and daniel on the bus haha. grunge all the way haha new playlist.. all the alice in chains and nirvana songs.. hahaha.
first activity was station games i think haha. ok la.. lol. not bad.. haha taufiq uber nice can he help our group like siao haha. restringing guitar we owned la. lol. its like ppl do 20 mins my grp did 10 :D haha ty ty.
then was soccer i think haha.. my group damn stone haha i like run the whole match for them. as in literally la. super tired can. lol. then raining so gg..
lunch. took with ho haha. kfc. someone borrowed his zinger box to keep a piece of chicken -.- lol then he look at me i look at him we laugh like siao -.- we thought we might be late for going back.. but the movie was with me. -.- so good lor. we walk walk talk abt his pri sch fren and our senior...! haha damn funny..
then go back. movie screening. kungpow haha omggggggggggggggggg kung pow rocks haha kungpow is uber funny haha. wheeyouuwheeyouwheeyou hahahaha. 'she's there! you go this way! i go.. home!' =.= wthhh its a SUPER gl and quite parodying show haha. omg its damn funny.
then go back. scavenger hunt.. haha i owned scavenger hunt. we had a fun time searching for the clues and exchanging locations.. lol. then after that need to solve clues haha and everyone dunno. so me being the ahem always self sacrificing person. went around asking for trouble. i mean. went around asking for forfeits by the seniors haha for them to gimme answer :D good can. i did some sick things with a pole for shaun. answered qutie a few qns.. lied down in the middle of the atrium solo sing you are my sunshine to the 3rd floor. do you are my sunshine signlanguage for hengzhong's extra shirt :D haha taufiq was uber nice again. i saw him i find him i ask him for items he gave. and he asked for no forfeits can.. haha partly cos he carrying guitar and returning to room i think. but yea haha. nice lor..
then i pro la pro do a lot of forfeits for the group haha. i dint want to jack the group la -.- so i do for them whee. the end clue is damn lame haha. find key. what key? oh. linKY. =.= haha then its like i realise then we all look around oh shit linky is gone.. then we started hunting then chasing him down haha. and i think after a lot of sprinting he gave up.. :/ ahaha but not bad we come in first can.. :D haha
the most own part is scavenger hunt items collected.. hahaha. got points if u can get certain items la haha. then i thought we dying. then wai kit produced 5 one ringgit notes from his wallet -.- foreign currency - 6 pts. 30 auto points xD haha. plus i did a lot of forfeits for a lot of items/info for points :D haha. then damn fun suan kevin lim's grp :D 'i got 16 pts. wat abt you?' 'oh. same as u la. just flip the numbers around (:' hahaha. damn own can. we hit hundred plus points the 2nd grp was like 60 plus la i think haha
then present the written song haha. jon ho grp obv win la haha. but hey ari told me he really liked the solo i wrote k. thats like. better than first prize yay. hahaha. bu cuo la.. considering not pentatonic cos i did along the chord prog.. ours was like soft pop/rock style la haha. not bad k.. but lyrics needed to fit in some chosen line (ours was there is no spoon -.-) haha so our song was like smth abt ice cream -.- haha. but v short cos we not organized ): i shudnt stone so much haha.. but yay can like expand/change lyrics make into song for band haha..
yah la cos of playstation games and scavenger hunt haha we win the thing by damn huge margin :D haha 372 then next was 330 something i think haha. then damn suan la. cos i was like. eh lets give the winning group a huge round of applause :D haha lol haha ego :D
haha prizes was some funny wooden mini game haha. kinda cool looking. i could've took two! but we not so bad yay we give to the sec 2 shaun who dint come today haha. omg even tho this camp not residential it was fun lor.. only regret is year make it residential.. haha then moses and waikit were being funny la they started calling me boss -.- haha cos i grp leader mah. haha eh rly fun lor.. lol.
and i cant believe the next guitar camp we wont be group leaders liao.. we will be sec 4s it'll be our camp alr haha we planning it. this is the second last big thing we doing with this year sec 4 can.. >< haha sigh pass v fast..
today i am pissed. recounting guitar camp made me a bit better haha. but basically my phone kept screwing up on me. cannot open inbox. say message notsent/dont want to send it/cause me to double send and blah. i am v pissed.
plus i was tired the whole journey home haha. sleep standing again.. lol. + grunge ftw. felt just like last night. only worse haha. that sucks.
oh well. time to bathe haha.. btw lol me and jon ho super lame.. haha jon ho start one la give him credit.. haha he start using stupid phrases like 'dont tell you' and 'secret' when ppl ask him things -.- lol then we popularize it like siao by keep using it to irritate ppl.. xD damn fun haha.. damn lame la.. lol. haha like ppl ask. 'eh what time izzit?' then we say. '... dont tell you (:' yah must follow with a smile. lol. 'eh wats ur number.' 'secret (:'. 'eh where u all eating later.' '(: dont tell you..' haha uber fun can..
went to sch. met jon ho and daniel on the bus haha. grunge all the way haha new playlist.. all the alice in chains and nirvana songs.. hahaha.
first activity was station games i think haha. ok la.. lol. not bad.. haha taufiq uber nice can he help our group like siao haha. restringing guitar we owned la. lol. its like ppl do 20 mins my grp did 10 :D haha ty ty.
then was soccer i think haha.. my group damn stone haha i like run the whole match for them. as in literally la. super tired can. lol. then raining so gg..
lunch. took with ho haha. kfc. someone borrowed his zinger box to keep a piece of chicken -.- lol then he look at me i look at him we laugh like siao -.- we thought we might be late for going back.. but the movie was with me. -.- so good lor. we walk walk talk abt his pri sch fren and our senior...! haha damn funny..
then go back. movie screening. kungpow haha omggggggggggggggggg kung pow rocks haha kungpow is uber funny haha. wheeyouuwheeyouwheeyou hahahaha. 'she's there! you go this way! i go.. home!' =.= wthhh its a SUPER gl and quite parodying show haha. omg its damn funny.
then go back. scavenger hunt.. haha i owned scavenger hunt. we had a fun time searching for the clues and exchanging locations.. lol. then after that need to solve clues haha and everyone dunno. so me being the ahem always self sacrificing person. went around asking for trouble. i mean. went around asking for forfeits by the seniors haha for them to gimme answer :D good can. i did some sick things with a pole for shaun. answered qutie a few qns.. lied down in the middle of the atrium solo sing you are my sunshine to the 3rd floor. do you are my sunshine signlanguage for hengzhong's extra shirt :D haha taufiq was uber nice again. i saw him i find him i ask him for items he gave. and he asked for no forfeits can.. haha partly cos he carrying guitar and returning to room i think. but yea haha. nice lor..
then i pro la pro do a lot of forfeits for the group haha. i dint want to jack the group la -.- so i do for them whee. the end clue is damn lame haha. find key. what key? oh. linKY. =.= haha then its like i realise then we all look around oh shit linky is gone.. then we started hunting then chasing him down haha. and i think after a lot of sprinting he gave up.. :/ ahaha but not bad we come in first can.. :D haha
the most own part is scavenger hunt items collected.. hahaha. got points if u can get certain items la haha. then i thought we dying. then wai kit produced 5 one ringgit notes from his wallet -.- foreign currency - 6 pts. 30 auto points xD haha. plus i did a lot of forfeits for a lot of items/info for points :D haha. then damn fun suan kevin lim's grp :D 'i got 16 pts. wat abt you?' 'oh. same as u la. just flip the numbers around (:' hahaha. damn own can. we hit hundred plus points the 2nd grp was like 60 plus la i think haha
then present the written song haha. jon ho grp obv win la haha. but hey ari told me he really liked the solo i wrote k. thats like. better than first prize yay. hahaha. bu cuo la.. considering not pentatonic cos i did along the chord prog.. ours was like soft pop/rock style la haha. not bad k.. but lyrics needed to fit in some chosen line (ours was there is no spoon -.-) haha so our song was like smth abt ice cream -.- haha. but v short cos we not organized ): i shudnt stone so much haha.. but yay can like expand/change lyrics make into song for band haha..
yah la cos of playstation games and scavenger hunt haha we win the thing by damn huge margin :D haha 372 then next was 330 something i think haha. then damn suan la. cos i was like. eh lets give the winning group a huge round of applause :D haha lol haha ego :D
haha prizes was some funny wooden mini game haha. kinda cool looking. i could've took two! but we not so bad yay we give to the sec 2 shaun who dint come today haha. omg even tho this camp not residential it was fun lor.. only regret is year make it residential.. haha then moses and waikit were being funny la they started calling me boss -.- haha cos i grp leader mah. haha eh rly fun lor.. lol.
and i cant believe the next guitar camp we wont be group leaders liao.. we will be sec 4s it'll be our camp alr haha we planning it. this is the second last big thing we doing with this year sec 4 can.. >< haha sigh pass v fast..
today i am pissed. recounting guitar camp made me a bit better haha. but basically my phone kept screwing up on me. cannot open inbox. say message notsent/dont want to send it/cause me to double send and blah. i am v pissed.
plus i was tired the whole journey home haha. sleep standing again.. lol. + grunge ftw. felt just like last night. only worse haha. that sucks.
oh well. time to bathe haha.. btw lol me and jon ho super lame.. haha jon ho start one la give him credit.. haha he start using stupid phrases like 'dont tell you' and 'secret' when ppl ask him things -.- lol then we popularize it like siao by keep using it to irritate ppl.. xD damn fun haha.. damn lame la.. lol. haha like ppl ask. 'eh what time izzit?' then we say. '... dont tell you (:' yah must follow with a smile. lol. 'eh wats ur number.' 'secret (:'. 'eh where u all eating later.' '(: dont tell you..' haha uber fun can..
i shall blog abt guitar camp first haha.
went to sch. met jon ho and daniel on the bus haha. grunge all the way haha new playlist.. all the alice in chains and nirvana songs.. hahaha.
first activity was station games i think haha. ok la.. lol. not bad.. haha taufiq uber nice can he help our group like siao haha. restringing guitar we owned la. lol. its like ppl do 20 mins my grp did 10 :D haha ty ty.
then was soccer i think haha.. my group damn stone haha i like run the whole match for them. as in literally la. super tired can. lol. then raining so gg..
lunch. took with ho haha. kfc. someone borrowed his zinger box to keep a piece of chicken -.- lol then he look at me i look at him we laugh like siao -.- we thought we might be late for going back.. but the movie was with me. -.- so good lor. we walk walk talk abt his pri sch fren and our senior...! haha damn funny..
then go back. movie screening. kungpow haha omggggggggggggggggg kung pow rocks haha kungpow is uber funny haha. wheeyouuwheeyouwheeyou hahahaha. 'she's there! you go this way! i go.. home!' =.= wthhh its a SUPER gl and quite parodying show haha. omg its damn funny.
then go back. scavenger hunt.. haha i owned scavenger hunt. we had a fun time searching for the clues and exchanging locations.. lol. then after that need to solve clues haha and everyone dunno. so me being the ahem always self sacrificing person. went around asking for trouble. i mean. went around asking for forfeits by the seniors haha for them to gimme answer :D good can. i did some sick things with a pole for shaun. answered qutie a few qns.. lied down in the middle of the atrium solo sing you are my sunshine to the 3rd floor. do you are my sunshine signlanguage for hengzhong's extra shirt :D haha taufiq was uber nice again. i saw him i find him i ask him for items he gave. and he asked for no forfeits can.. haha partly cos he carrying guitar and returning to room i think. but yea haha. nice lor..
then i pro la pro do a lot of forfeits for the group haha. i dint want to jack the group la -.- so i do for them whee. the end clue is damn lame haha. find key. what key? oh. linKY. =.= haha then its like i realise then we all look around oh shit linky is gone.. then we started hunting then chasing him down haha. and i think after a lot of sprinting he gave up.. :/ ahaha but not bad we come in first can.. :D haha
the most own part is scavenger hunt items collected.. hahaha. got points if u can get certain items la haha. then i thought we dying. then wai kit produced 5 one ringgit notes from his wallet -.- foreign currency - 6 pts. 30 auto points xD haha. plus i did a lot of forfeits for a lot of items/info for points :D haha. then damn fun suan kevin lim's grp :D 'i got 16 pts. wat abt you?' 'oh. same as u la. just flip the numbers around (:' hahaha. damn own can. we hit hundred plus points the 2nd grp was like 60 plus la i think haha
then present the written song haha. jon ho grp obv win la haha. but hey ari told me he really liked the solo i wrote k. thats like. better than first prize yay. hahaha. bu cuo la.. considering not pentatonic cos i did along the chord prog.. ours was like soft pop/rock style la haha. not bad k.. but lyrics needed to fit in some chosen line (ours was there is no spoon -.-) haha so our song was like smth abt ice cream -.- haha. but v short cos we not organized ): i shudnt stone so much haha.. but yay can like expand/change lyrics make into song for band haha..
yah la cos of playstation games and scavenger hunt haha we win the thing by damn huge margin :D haha 372 then next was 330 something i think haha. then damn suan la. cos i was like. eh lets give the winning group a huge round of applause :D haha lol haha ego :D
haha prizes was some funny wooden mini game haha. kinda cool looking. i could've took two! but we not so bad yay we give to the sec 2 shaun who dint come today haha. omg even tho this camp not residential it was fun lor.. only regret is year make it residential.. haha then moses and waikit were being funny la they started calling me boss -.- haha cos i grp leader mah. haha eh rly fun lor.. lol.
and i cant believe the next guitar camp we wont be group leaders liao.. we will be sec 4s it'll be our camp alr haha we planning it. this is the second last big thing we doing with this year sec 4 can.. >< haha sigh pass v fast..
today i am pissed. recounting guitar camp made me a bit better haha. but basically my phone kept screwing up on me. cannot open inbox. say message notsent/dont want to send it/cause me to double send and blah. i am v pissed.
plus i was tired the whole journey home haha. sleep standing again.. lol. + grunge ftw. felt just like last night. only worse haha. that sucks.
oh well. time to bathe haha.. btw lol me and jon ho super lame.. haha jon ho start one la give him credit.. haha he start using stupid phrases like 'dont tell you' and 'secret' when ppl ask him things -.- lol then we popularize it like siao by keep using it to irritate ppl.. xD damn fun haha.. damn lame la.. lol. haha like ppl ask. 'eh what time izzit?' then we say. '... dont tell you (:' yah must follow with a smile. lol. 'eh wats ur number.' 'secret (:'. 'eh where u all eating later.' '(: dont tell you..' haha uber fun can..
went to sch. met jon ho and daniel on the bus haha. grunge all the way haha new playlist.. all the alice in chains and nirvana songs.. hahaha.
first activity was station games i think haha. ok la.. lol. not bad.. haha taufiq uber nice can he help our group like siao haha. restringing guitar we owned la. lol. its like ppl do 20 mins my grp did 10 :D haha ty ty.
then was soccer i think haha.. my group damn stone haha i like run the whole match for them. as in literally la. super tired can. lol. then raining so gg..
lunch. took with ho haha. kfc. someone borrowed his zinger box to keep a piece of chicken -.- lol then he look at me i look at him we laugh like siao -.- we thought we might be late for going back.. but the movie was with me. -.- so good lor. we walk walk talk abt his pri sch fren and our senior...! haha damn funny..
then go back. movie screening. kungpow haha omggggggggggggggggg kung pow rocks haha kungpow is uber funny haha. wheeyouuwheeyouwheeyou hahahaha. 'she's there! you go this way! i go.. home!' =.= wthhh its a SUPER gl and quite parodying show haha. omg its damn funny.
then go back. scavenger hunt.. haha i owned scavenger hunt. we had a fun time searching for the clues and exchanging locations.. lol. then after that need to solve clues haha and everyone dunno. so me being the ahem always self sacrificing person. went around asking for trouble. i mean. went around asking for forfeits by the seniors haha for them to gimme answer :D good can. i did some sick things with a pole for shaun. answered qutie a few qns.. lied down in the middle of the atrium solo sing you are my sunshine to the 3rd floor. do you are my sunshine signlanguage for hengzhong's extra shirt :D haha taufiq was uber nice again. i saw him i find him i ask him for items he gave. and he asked for no forfeits can.. haha partly cos he carrying guitar and returning to room i think. but yea haha. nice lor..
then i pro la pro do a lot of forfeits for the group haha. i dint want to jack the group la -.- so i do for them whee. the end clue is damn lame haha. find key. what key? oh. linKY. =.= haha then its like i realise then we all look around oh shit linky is gone.. then we started hunting then chasing him down haha. and i think after a lot of sprinting he gave up.. :/ ahaha but not bad we come in first can.. :D haha
the most own part is scavenger hunt items collected.. hahaha. got points if u can get certain items la haha. then i thought we dying. then wai kit produced 5 one ringgit notes from his wallet -.- foreign currency - 6 pts. 30 auto points xD haha. plus i did a lot of forfeits for a lot of items/info for points :D haha. then damn fun suan kevin lim's grp :D 'i got 16 pts. wat abt you?' 'oh. same as u la. just flip the numbers around (:' hahaha. damn own can. we hit hundred plus points the 2nd grp was like 60 plus la i think haha
then present the written song haha. jon ho grp obv win la haha. but hey ari told me he really liked the solo i wrote k. thats like. better than first prize yay. hahaha. bu cuo la.. considering not pentatonic cos i did along the chord prog.. ours was like soft pop/rock style la haha. not bad k.. but lyrics needed to fit in some chosen line (ours was there is no spoon -.-) haha so our song was like smth abt ice cream -.- haha. but v short cos we not organized ): i shudnt stone so much haha.. but yay can like expand/change lyrics make into song for band haha..
yah la cos of playstation games and scavenger hunt haha we win the thing by damn huge margin :D haha 372 then next was 330 something i think haha. then damn suan la. cos i was like. eh lets give the winning group a huge round of applause :D haha lol haha ego :D
haha prizes was some funny wooden mini game haha. kinda cool looking. i could've took two! but we not so bad yay we give to the sec 2 shaun who dint come today haha. omg even tho this camp not residential it was fun lor.. only regret is year make it residential.. haha then moses and waikit were being funny la they started calling me boss -.- haha cos i grp leader mah. haha eh rly fun lor.. lol.
and i cant believe the next guitar camp we wont be group leaders liao.. we will be sec 4s it'll be our camp alr haha we planning it. this is the second last big thing we doing with this year sec 4 can.. >< haha sigh pass v fast..
today i am pissed. recounting guitar camp made me a bit better haha. but basically my phone kept screwing up on me. cannot open inbox. say message notsent/dont want to send it/cause me to double send and blah. i am v pissed.
plus i was tired the whole journey home haha. sleep standing again.. lol. + grunge ftw. felt just like last night. only worse haha. that sucks.
oh well. time to bathe haha.. btw lol me and jon ho super lame.. haha jon ho start one la give him credit.. haha he start using stupid phrases like 'dont tell you' and 'secret' when ppl ask him things -.- lol then we popularize it like siao by keep using it to irritate ppl.. xD damn fun haha.. damn lame la.. lol. haha like ppl ask. 'eh what time izzit?' then we say. '... dont tell you (:' yah must follow with a smile. lol. 'eh wats ur number.' 'secret (:'. 'eh where u all eating later.' '(: dont tell you..' haha uber fun can..
nah dun really feel like writing haha. anyway come to think of it its a really really stupid thing to be writing prose abt >_>
to quote a few ppl today. lol. sean said 'kaka is hawwwwt' -.- haha and linky suddenly blurted the best:
'wank! start wanking!!!'
-.- haha cos sc Ii got this character one combo to heal health is um doing some ritual with his sword..
anyway. lol. i really wonder what it feels like to be high on drugs haha. cos i have to types of like stoned feelings la. like when i listen to jazzy and groovy stuff and i start going like damn jazzy and groovy and swayey and just dun care abt everything haha walk like some dont care guy.
then theres the grunge kind of stone. where i bleed from my eyes. i listen to kurt cobain mumble in agony. i listen to alice in chains grunge dist guitars. and the singer going crazy ahhh ahhhh ahhhh like want to die that kind of groan haha. esp man in the box. the guitars is like. dunno how dist la. 11/10 pls. i bet they all high on drugs when they play the song la. its crazy can. its just hypnotic. grunge. it numbs everything haha makes you buay song and dont care. feed my eyes; can you sew them shut.
lol and then there are times when i'm just damn tired haha. physically tired. very hahaha. mentally beat too :/
listening to grunge can get me thru my days haha.. man in the box solo starts with trill. sextuplet trills. 5-7-5-7-5-7-5-7-5-7-5-7 spam hammer ons. wah pedal gradually going front then back then front. modified pentatonic follows. etc. hahaha. bleed from my eyes man haha grunge. stoned.
i shud sleep soon.
to quote a few ppl today. lol. sean said 'kaka is hawwwwt' -.- haha and linky suddenly blurted the best:
'wank! start wanking!!!'
-.- haha cos sc Ii got this character one combo to heal health is um doing some ritual with his sword..
anyway. lol. i really wonder what it feels like to be high on drugs haha. cos i have to types of like stoned feelings la. like when i listen to jazzy and groovy stuff and i start going like damn jazzy and groovy and swayey and just dun care abt everything haha walk like some dont care guy.
then theres the grunge kind of stone. where i bleed from my eyes. i listen to kurt cobain mumble in agony. i listen to alice in chains grunge dist guitars. and the singer going crazy ahhh ahhhh ahhhh like want to die that kind of groan haha. esp man in the box. the guitars is like. dunno how dist la. 11/10 pls. i bet they all high on drugs when they play the song la. its crazy can. its just hypnotic. grunge. it numbs everything haha makes you buay song and dont care. feed my eyes; can you sew them shut.
lol and then there are times when i'm just damn tired haha. physically tired. very hahaha. mentally beat too :/
listening to grunge can get me thru my days haha.. man in the box solo starts with trill. sextuplet trills. 5-7-5-7-5-7-5-7-5-7-5-7 spam hammer ons. wah pedal gradually going front then back then front. modified pentatonic follows. etc. hahaha. bleed from my eyes man haha grunge. stoned.
i shud sleep soon.
Monday, June 19, 2006
haha guitar camp was fun fun!
kk start. go sch! rain -.- met daniel at the busstop ahaha and started laughing for no reason again >_> hahaha then we realised we are 'not sure' which bus goes to ri.. lol -.- haha then anyhow take la but we got there haha. we were planning to ask 'uncle wats ur next stop' -.-
kk in sch. walk. we walk one big round to take sheltered way.. find that it is flooded with like omg stretches of mud hahahaha. daniel win la. he was like. 'u'll encounter 5 cm of rain there' and i'm like. '...' haha. anyway the mud water stretch abt. 5 m so quite good. then we heck k lets walk outside >_> hahaha. apparently a lot of juniors went that path..
guitar room. lol. grp leader >_> a lot of gl grps hahaha. whacko at dining hall = quite stone. pt = win. haha i laugh and get abs more than i do pt la.. start from zero 'down zero! down one..' -.- haha lame laaa
then went back. song writing -.- wat shit is there is no spoon -.- damn song lyric la.. wahlao.
then wat ar. oh yah. PLAY station games hahahaha. sc was fun haha. fifa 06 also fun.. sc damn funny la got kilik there poking ppl with stick and got raphael there spamming his fencing sword..
06 he best. i jack the first game. let in goal -.- haha then second game damn funny. we own 3-0 then i keeper charge. -.- then dribble damn long la hahahahaha. then tackle. so i tackle back. then lose ball again! they shoot. hit cross bar >_> GG can. then bounce back my keeper dive toward goal save. <(^_^<)
haha back to guitar room. charades. thanks to my senior..! we had wonderful charade words like. caress. lingerie. philosophy. paris hilton. pumpkin. lemondade. teacher name (: hahaha but damn amusing.. lol xD then we arrange the words form fun stuff xD hahaha yay.
then song writing again i think. super stone i uber tired.. haha then practice! which was okay haha basslines > u.
wargames! that was the best la.. hahahahaha super fun.. show a lot of bonding can.. hahahahaha. we had NO alliancing la.. haha. kk so we supp to catch each other to dock points. catch snr no points tho they will attack u. even if u catch them then they just stun for 20 s >_> hahahaha. then i think we super bad to seniors la haha.. cos we all alliance like siao and whack seniors for no reason -.- hahaha. except jon ho backstab jon gan -.- and our hunt for pzx xD hahahahahaha..
eh this is like one of the first war games that i not scared of snr lor.. haha maybe cos i'm sec 3 liao.. fast right hahaha.. v fun la. we pull the snr tail out, stand for 20 s and pull again ahaha. but they also gang us ): so bad. hahaha. eh gang ppl ftw can. i was looking for my team mate then i saw eugene chasing ppl so i quickly hide. bit he saw me -.- so he was walking to me then i kk lets fight then i saw eh. got 5, 6 heads pop out from a wall behind him.. then i was like. GANG HIM. HAHA then we corner eugene to the wall then to the ground and out went his tail.. lol.. xD haha. then got like everyone scared then i see. eh. we got more ppl.. then i shout kk lets fight then the seniors run.. hahaha omg fun la.. but we v bad to seniors haha screwed their grand plan.. they had to retire from game lor to make us fight each other haha.. but we went pzx hunting anyway.. haha
dinner and jon gan got owned. jon ho also haha. today they all tio own :D lol. me clean.. hope karma dun catch me tmr.. >_> haha tmr got soccer i think.. :/ haha looking forward.. but i v tired and i a bit the a lot of work to do.
i was inspired to do a short story on the train today :/ dunno if i'll get down to writing it.. haha. i realise i might have seen a birthday person today hahaha.
kk start. go sch! rain -.- met daniel at the busstop ahaha and started laughing for no reason again >_> hahaha then we realised we are 'not sure' which bus goes to ri.. lol -.- haha then anyhow take la but we got there haha. we were planning to ask 'uncle wats ur next stop' -.-
kk in sch. walk. we walk one big round to take sheltered way.. find that it is flooded with like omg stretches of mud hahahaha. daniel win la. he was like. 'u'll encounter 5 cm of rain there' and i'm like. '...' haha. anyway the mud water stretch abt. 5 m so quite good. then we heck k lets walk outside >_> hahaha. apparently a lot of juniors went that path..
guitar room. lol. grp leader >_> a lot of gl grps hahaha. whacko at dining hall = quite stone. pt = win. haha i laugh and get abs more than i do pt la.. start from zero 'down zero! down one..' -.- haha lame laaa
then went back. song writing -.- wat shit is there is no spoon -.- damn song lyric la.. wahlao.
then wat ar. oh yah. PLAY station games hahahaha. sc was fun haha. fifa 06 also fun.. sc damn funny la got kilik there poking ppl with stick and got raphael there spamming his fencing sword..
06 he best. i jack the first game. let in goal -.- haha then second game damn funny. we own 3-0 then i keeper charge. -.- then dribble damn long la hahahahaha. then tackle. so i tackle back. then lose ball again! they shoot. hit cross bar >_> GG can. then bounce back my keeper dive toward goal save. <(^_^<)
haha back to guitar room. charades. thanks to my senior..! we had wonderful charade words like. caress. lingerie. philosophy. paris hilton. pumpkin. lemondade. teacher name (: hahaha but damn amusing.. lol xD then we arrange the words form fun stuff xD hahaha yay.
then song writing again i think. super stone i uber tired.. haha then practice! which was okay haha basslines > u.
wargames! that was the best la.. hahahahaha super fun.. show a lot of bonding can.. hahahahaha. we had NO alliancing la.. haha. kk so we supp to catch each other to dock points. catch snr no points tho they will attack u. even if u catch them then they just stun for 20 s >_> hahahaha. then i think we super bad to seniors la haha.. cos we all alliance like siao and whack seniors for no reason -.- hahaha. except jon ho backstab jon gan -.- and our hunt for pzx xD hahahahahaha..
eh this is like one of the first war games that i not scared of snr lor.. haha maybe cos i'm sec 3 liao.. fast right hahaha.. v fun la. we pull the snr tail out, stand for 20 s and pull again ahaha. but they also gang us ): so bad. hahaha. eh gang ppl ftw can. i was looking for my team mate then i saw eugene chasing ppl so i quickly hide. bit he saw me -.- so he was walking to me then i kk lets fight then i saw eh. got 5, 6 heads pop out from a wall behind him.. then i was like. GANG HIM. HAHA then we corner eugene to the wall then to the ground and out went his tail.. lol.. xD haha. then got like everyone scared then i see. eh. we got more ppl.. then i shout kk lets fight then the seniors run.. hahaha omg fun la.. but we v bad to seniors haha screwed their grand plan.. they had to retire from game lor to make us fight each other haha.. but we went pzx hunting anyway.. haha
dinner and jon gan got owned. jon ho also haha. today they all tio own :D lol. me clean.. hope karma dun catch me tmr.. >_> haha tmr got soccer i think.. :/ haha looking forward.. but i v tired and i a bit the a lot of work to do.
i was inspired to do a short story on the train today :/ dunno if i'll get down to writing it.. haha. i realise i might have seen a birthday person today hahaha.
exactly one year ago, this very moment, a mistake began.
Sunday, June 18, 2006
hahaha. its 3.30! went to watch little manhattan on vcd haha.. my mother borrow from her office again.
damn nice la the show haha. its quite funny. lol. its romance comedy abt this young guy liking this young girl. the girl was taller and older haha. eh but the girl damn chio xD haha kk shes a bit the young >_>. 11 i think haha. the guy is 10. whee.
damn damn nice la haha.. talk abt young love! first love! haha. damn stupid can lol. esp the guy la. he zi yi wei shi think the girl his gf hahaha. but the girl also was a bit confused so i guess mixed signal hahahaha. so cool the show haha. i'm sorry la i'm sadistic but i laugh at the parts where he was being a loser haha. like when he punch the karate board and jack up and roll on the ground screaming and crying PAIN PAIN haha i was whacking the wall and laughing can hahahaha cos its damn stupid! then got when he anyhow go tease the girl abt the other guy then he start saying he hates her >_> and then he hang up and starts crying HAHAHA. damn funny the way he scream hahahahahaha sorry la i found that funny.. heh its a show k >_> laugh shud be ok right.. haha.but its nice of him to go say sorry la haha. but aww sad ending. no la no its abt young love hahaha.
the show is nice lor haha. its funny. yet its nice can. there are a lot of stupid things haha -.- uber childish can the little boy hahahaha uber uber uber childish! haha so bad u want to laugh la. but its nice lor.. haha there's only gonna be one first love can! hahahahaha. then he ask diao but truthery qns like. why does all love have to end? etc la haha. then he got say rly truthery things like. love'll leave you with nothing but many memories haha. hoho i rmr that look! and sheesh! haha kk loads of crap hahaha.
time to sleep..! ghana owned czech whee. had fun whispering tonight hahahaha. -.-
damn nice la the show haha. its quite funny. lol. its romance comedy abt this young guy liking this young girl. the girl was taller and older haha. eh but the girl damn chio xD haha kk shes a bit the young >_>. 11 i think haha. the guy is 10. whee.
damn damn nice la haha.. talk abt young love! first love! haha. damn stupid can lol. esp the guy la. he zi yi wei shi think the girl his gf hahaha. but the girl also was a bit confused so i guess mixed signal hahahaha. so cool the show haha. i'm sorry la i'm sadistic but i laugh at the parts where he was being a loser haha. like when he punch the karate board and jack up and roll on the ground screaming and crying PAIN PAIN haha i was whacking the wall and laughing can hahahaha cos its damn stupid! then got when he anyhow go tease the girl abt the other guy then he start saying he hates her >_> and then he hang up and starts crying HAHAHA. damn funny the way he scream hahahahahaha sorry la i found that funny.. heh its a show k >_> laugh shud be ok right.. haha.but its nice of him to go say sorry la haha. but aww sad ending. no la no its abt young love hahaha.
the show is nice lor haha. its funny. yet its nice can. there are a lot of stupid things haha -.- uber childish can the little boy hahahaha uber uber uber childish! haha so bad u want to laugh la. but its nice lor.. haha there's only gonna be one first love can! hahahahaha. then he ask diao but truthery qns like. why does all love have to end? etc la haha. then he got say rly truthery things like. love'll leave you with nothing but many memories haha. hoho i rmr that look! and sheesh! haha kk loads of crap hahaha.
time to sleep..! ghana owned czech whee. had fun whispering tonight hahahaha. -.-
Saturday, June 17, 2006
haha went to music. my teacher scolded me haha. but i think shes very nice. lol. ya cos she can slack and just nod nod head one but she scold me haha. she say i have to hardcore practice a lot more. sigh.
school is the reason i am messing up myself know? because of sch, i have no time to pract music and all that. maybe i shall just to have sex with school and do music. i was planning to like set time to pract this hol one right after the lesson.. but my mum just told me tmr go out. mon and tues 8-8 guitar camp, wed one free day. thurs and fri leadership ws. thurs and sat have music. sun = 2 days of hols left. and i have so much work undone. and i cant do work. lol. how am i gonna set time to pract? maybe i see first la sigh. omg this is owning me -.- kk days with no lengthy activities i try to pract like. 30 mins session thru out the day la.. like 4 times or smth lor. sigh.
HAHA SO AMUSING. I AM IN MY ROOM FAR FAR AWAY AND I CAN HEAR THE DOORBELL. and the whole living room super noisy and my parnets nv hear anything xD. i pwn yay.
kk i go shower and do work liao.. collected my new specs and bought jeans haha. my mother bring me shopping at eastpoint ftw can.
school is the reason i am messing up myself know? because of sch, i have no time to pract music and all that. maybe i shall just to have sex with school and do music. i was planning to like set time to pract this hol one right after the lesson.. but my mum just told me tmr go out. mon and tues 8-8 guitar camp, wed one free day. thurs and fri leadership ws. thurs and sat have music. sun = 2 days of hols left. and i have so much work undone. and i cant do work. lol. how am i gonna set time to pract? maybe i see first la sigh. omg this is owning me -.- kk days with no lengthy activities i try to pract like. 30 mins session thru out the day la.. like 4 times or smth lor. sigh.
HAHA SO AMUSING. I AM IN MY ROOM FAR FAR AWAY AND I CAN HEAR THE DOORBELL. and the whole living room super noisy and my parnets nv hear anything xD. i pwn yay.
kk i go shower and do work liao.. collected my new specs and bought jeans haha. my mother bring me shopping at eastpoint ftw can.
Friday, June 16, 2006
lol eh today's my elder sis bday can! hahaha so cool! shes alr 16 liao leh hahaha soooo fast. still have abandoned pics in ancient photo frames in some neglected cupboard under the tv there haha. pics of me and her as young young kids can. when we were like. wat. 2 or 3 or so lor hahaha. so cute can u see her smiling haha. our age gap the least one lor. 1 yr only. then me and my younger sis i think 5 or 6 years haha. and my lil bro also no need to say alr haha.
speaking of which my little bro was being an idiot. as usual. he act like he all so pro liddat and like hate my sis and all that. refuse to sit close to her during celebration k. then whole thing black face. idiot. loser. now he is bitching to my mum abt random stupid things. loser. he kept asking to go back into the room during the celeb can. now wat say wat dun want to eat cake. he really thinks the world center around him la. the worse is he shun my elder sis and no one will do that. he will pay. wait till we all grow up or smth then one day i will give him a chance to charge me with assault.
haha my sis is so happy today can hahaha. sweet 16 lol. rly la she laugh a lot haha. kk i go eat cake. (:
speaking of which my little bro was being an idiot. as usual. he act like he all so pro liddat and like hate my sis and all that. refuse to sit close to her during celebration k. then whole thing black face. idiot. loser. now he is bitching to my mum abt random stupid things. loser. he kept asking to go back into the room during the celeb can. now wat say wat dun want to eat cake. he really thinks the world center around him la. the worse is he shun my elder sis and no one will do that. he will pay. wait till we all grow up or smth then one day i will give him a chance to charge me with assault.
haha my sis is so happy today can hahaha. sweet 16 lol. rly la she laugh a lot haha. kk i go eat cake. (:
music is a religion. and the fingers on my left hand are sacrifices made in its name.
the skin on all 4 fingertips are hard beyond any of ur imagination. if you dont believe u can ask me let u feel it. but i doubt when u see it u'll want to even touch it. the skin, espcially on the middle and ring finger, are so hard, that it is peeling. and the skin that peels is not one bit one bit. but thick flaps. it is slightly blackins because i have not yet washed my hands. the fret board is bound to be dirty. it has a very strong metallic smell when u put it close to ur nose. those are metal strings i am bending.
everytime i play my fingernails grow. the line seperating th pink and the white part is forever jagged in an extremely peculiar manner. this is because sometimes when i dont bend properly, or when i bend too fast, the string eats into the nail and cuts at the inside of the nail, between the nail and the finger itself. other times, it is because the bend is too strong or i hold too long. using the flesh at my finger tips to hold up the strings against the fretboard. the part where it connects with the nail underneath, is greatly stretched and at a high tension. tears occur. this is why the white part increases. more and mroe of my flesh is being torn from the tail.
as i type these very words now it is a sharp sick pain i feel when i use my left fingers. they are in perpetual pain now, sometimes even when i dun play, and i press down on my those fingertips, i can feel some pain. i really cannot believe how much skin is peeling at one shot. esp at the finger tips. i also cannot believe just how hard and rough those fingers feel now. how battered up it looks.
i put both hands side by side facing me and i can see a world of difference. but i hold on to what that makes me happy. bring me to tears. leave me awestruck leave me thunderstruck. if the beauty of the human body is due to the golden ratio, i wonder why music is not simply called 1.61 instead.
my left hand will go to valhalla. mother fretboard hear my cry.
woke up early for guitar haha. nth much la. ate lunch and laughed like siao with linky and daniel hahaha. cos we talk abt stupid things and abt sch. of how daniel kept spilling greentea on his pants. how mc spicy always slips out under ur finger. how we shud all relax and stop laughing -.- hahahaha. fun fun. monday and tues is guitar day camp.. looking forward to it a lot haha. pity it isnt a residential camp lol.
better go shower and start on work. :/
the skin on all 4 fingertips are hard beyond any of ur imagination. if you dont believe u can ask me let u feel it. but i doubt when u see it u'll want to even touch it. the skin, espcially on the middle and ring finger, are so hard, that it is peeling. and the skin that peels is not one bit one bit. but thick flaps. it is slightly blackins because i have not yet washed my hands. the fret board is bound to be dirty. it has a very strong metallic smell when u put it close to ur nose. those are metal strings i am bending.
everytime i play my fingernails grow. the line seperating th pink and the white part is forever jagged in an extremely peculiar manner. this is because sometimes when i dont bend properly, or when i bend too fast, the string eats into the nail and cuts at the inside of the nail, between the nail and the finger itself. other times, it is because the bend is too strong or i hold too long. using the flesh at my finger tips to hold up the strings against the fretboard. the part where it connects with the nail underneath, is greatly stretched and at a high tension. tears occur. this is why the white part increases. more and mroe of my flesh is being torn from the tail.
as i type these very words now it is a sharp sick pain i feel when i use my left fingers. they are in perpetual pain now, sometimes even when i dun play, and i press down on my those fingertips, i can feel some pain. i really cannot believe how much skin is peeling at one shot. esp at the finger tips. i also cannot believe just how hard and rough those fingers feel now. how battered up it looks.
i put both hands side by side facing me and i can see a world of difference. but i hold on to what that makes me happy. bring me to tears. leave me awestruck leave me thunderstruck. if the beauty of the human body is due to the golden ratio, i wonder why music is not simply called 1.61 instead.
my left hand will go to valhalla. mother fretboard hear my cry.
woke up early for guitar haha. nth much la. ate lunch and laughed like siao with linky and daniel hahaha. cos we talk abt stupid things and abt sch. of how daniel kept spilling greentea on his pants. how mc spicy always slips out under ur finger. how we shud all relax and stop laughing -.- hahahaha. fun fun. monday and tues is guitar day camp.. looking forward to it a lot haha. pity it isnt a residential camp lol.
better go shower and start on work. :/
Thursday, June 15, 2006
lol the reason why i can never get started on my freaking hist of eng proj is cos everytime i review my sources i end up laughing like siao.
my hist of eng topic is engrish.
www.engrish.com
hahahahahaha i was laughing like siao can hahahahaha at all the funny stuff hahahaha.
"soup. with a certain ingredient"
"frank hurter"
xD
my hist of eng topic is engrish.
www.engrish.com
hahahahahaha i was laughing like siao can hahahahaha at all the funny stuff hahahaha.
"soup. with a certain ingredient"
"frank hurter"
xD
lol omg southpark is super gl. got this episode which is the repeat of the one cartman gets abducted by aliens la. then they checking if the aliens put anything into him. so chef brought him to see a proctologist.
then i think kyle asked what a proctologist is. then chef was like 'some guy who at some point in his life decided to study ppl's assholes.' haha stan replied.
'what a dick.'
xD omg super gl!!!! -.- damn lame la omg.
then i think kyle asked what a proctologist is. then chef was like 'some guy who at some point in his life decided to study ppl's assholes.' haha stan replied.
'what a dick.'
xD omg super gl!!!! -.- damn lame la omg.
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
i believe each of us have a deep dark secret. it might not be what we think it is. it might not be what others think it is.
but it will be our undoing.
ok so i dint stop guitar at 5 i stopped at 6 -.- and went to make specs -.- till -.- 7. yay. come back watch south park -.- on youtube -.-.
-.- today v diao. i thought can do work one. anyway i did keep my promise to myself. i got down to doing work la. but then i read read read everything i kena confused can.
smp what is our final report? there is a paper for publication in ysc due by july 10. but that one is not more than 6 pages long which i dun think is our final product for re. then right. my smp is math, and basically there arent experiments nor results wielded. we look into and review all the stuff. so how are we supp to include exp, tables and results in our paper? if not what do we put? just a overview of the diff things? then basically we havent really come up with a product, but rather a summary of all the stuff. like a general reference point liddat, with our opinion, and our looking into diff scenarios in life haha. yah but then is that our end product? do we need another longer more dense paper for our re?
in conclusion, what am i supp to do now?!
ftw man. ftw..
but it will be our undoing.
ok so i dint stop guitar at 5 i stopped at 6 -.- and went to make specs -.- till -.- 7. yay. come back watch south park -.- on youtube -.-.
-.- today v diao. i thought can do work one. anyway i did keep my promise to myself. i got down to doing work la. but then i read read read everything i kena confused can.
smp what is our final report? there is a paper for publication in ysc due by july 10. but that one is not more than 6 pages long which i dun think is our final product for re. then right. my smp is math, and basically there arent experiments nor results wielded. we look into and review all the stuff. so how are we supp to include exp, tables and results in our paper? if not what do we put? just a overview of the diff things? then basically we havent really come up with a product, but rather a summary of all the stuff. like a general reference point liddat, with our opinion, and our looking into diff scenarios in life haha. yah but then is that our end product? do we need another longer more dense paper for our re?
in conclusion, what am i supp to do now?!
ftw man. ftw..
i dont like to think about bad stuff in the toilet. there is no wood to touchwood on.
had guitar today woke up uber early went to sch with my left eye uber uber dry yay uber. >_> anywyay yah. met my gep camp sl on the way can haha. his in rj now lol. he cant recognize me lor.. as in he know i'm his jr but he dunno izzit scouts or dunno wat haha.. so bad..
guitar wasnt that bad haha even with like dunno how bad an attendance can -.- haha only jon gan and me playing for the bassline most part haha. but not bad. could impro a bit for my bassline haha so cool the new song so jazz/blues can hahaha. harmonics bass! >_> hahahahaha. the bass line damn fun lor. and then long time never do my wind 10 to 3 slide :D uber fun haha the others were laughing like siao hahaha 10 to 3 slide yay.
after guitar slack around lunch blah lor then now come back.. haha v fun hearing ari linky and sean talk abt their batch xD hahaha and sean being a slut. lol sean rocks la he has a very big vocab.. slut, bitch, spastic. -.- and today he finally learned his name! noob! =.= hahahaha yea we were just being stupid and chillin lor. i spill my drink can then i nothing to drink la so i kop linky's coke haha.
i want to try my wah on my cube >_> okok till 5 :D no later! must do work.. shit la i'm dead..
had guitar today woke up uber early went to sch with my left eye uber uber dry yay uber. >_> anywyay yah. met my gep camp sl on the way can haha. his in rj now lol. he cant recognize me lor.. as in he know i'm his jr but he dunno izzit scouts or dunno wat haha.. so bad..
guitar wasnt that bad haha even with like dunno how bad an attendance can -.- haha only jon gan and me playing for the bassline most part haha. but not bad. could impro a bit for my bassline haha so cool the new song so jazz/blues can hahaha. harmonics bass! >_> hahahahaha. the bass line damn fun lor. and then long time never do my wind 10 to 3 slide :D uber fun haha the others were laughing like siao hahaha 10 to 3 slide yay.
after guitar slack around lunch blah lor then now come back.. haha v fun hearing ari linky and sean talk abt their batch xD hahaha and sean being a slut. lol sean rocks la he has a very big vocab.. slut, bitch, spastic. -.- and today he finally learned his name! noob! =.= hahahaha yea we were just being stupid and chillin lor. i spill my drink can then i nothing to drink la so i kop linky's coke haha.
i want to try my wah on my cube >_> okok till 5 :D no later! must do work.. shit la i'm dead..
): i miss xsquare at dhoby ghaut. i really miss xsquare at dhobyghaut. i can rmr that day choon called me and told me they closed it down. i really miss xsquare at dhoby ghaut. i miss playing halo from 6 to 10 plus 11. i miss hanging out with choon there. i miss saying 'k me and choon vs the rest' then grinning to everyone else's protest. i actually miss nick owning us but thats another thing. i miss me and choon vs the rest. i miss ascension assault. i miss headlong. most of all i miss the rockets and the rifles (alliteration!) and the commando drops on coagulation. i miss sniping ppl while thet're in the air i dunno why that get me high -.- i miss choon saying 'back stab' -.- i miss swording a random tyre and saying tyres cannot defeat me! -.- i miss the cs like games we have in ivory tower(?) i miss the rockets i miss the sniping. i miss the adrenaline rush of using the freaking energy sword. i miss me and choon vs the rest ): i miss xsquare at dhoby ghaut. ):
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
i want to be an accomplished man.
it is people like you all and comments like all that that make me want to be the best. to beat those people. i must outwit them. i must outpower them.
i must be better than them. most of all. i must show that i am better than them.
i want to be an accomplished man. i want to be able to provide for not just myself, but for others also. ppl come to me for help and i am able to give them that help. we wont lack food we wont lack shelter. you wont even see the tip of maslow's hierarchy with me around.
i must outwit them. outpower outskill.
outshine them.
i will turn bitterness. grudges. jealousy. into a driving force.
outshine them. i want to be an accomplished man.
this is a threat.
it is people like you all and comments like all that that make me want to be the best. to beat those people. i must outwit them. i must outpower them.
i must be better than them. most of all. i must show that i am better than them.
i want to be an accomplished man. i want to be able to provide for not just myself, but for others also. ppl come to me for help and i am able to give them that help. we wont lack food we wont lack shelter. you wont even see the tip of maslow's hierarchy with me around.
i must outwit them. outpower outskill.
outshine them.
i will turn bitterness. grudges. jealousy. into a driving force.
outshine them. i want to be an accomplished man.
this is a threat.
ah it feels good letting it out haha. and i hope no one read the post because ytd when blogger was screwey as usual, i pasted it on word to save it first. and it was uh. 6 pages long -.-
yea haha whee the front part is like ranting haha then turn to um imho a critical review of stuff? lol i dunno.
i woke at near 4 today again anyway. i dun really think my parents made an effort waking me up early because a) my dad is sleeping, b) i sensed nth. in fact. i heard my siblings quarrel, laughing, making fun of me, but i did not hear anything close to waking me up..
:/ haha. i feel like staying over at my aunt's house again leh haha.. but my work.. maybe i can bring over but it'll be worse atmos than here.. lol.. plus thurs no music can stay v long leh.. haha. dilemma!
edit! no i cant go lol. wed and fri got guitar (: and ): i want to see my niece ): and my aunt ): but yay guitar. then jon ho not going then no jamming then its like boring la.. ): ): ):
someone said xx jie is dyeing hair omgomg hahahahaha i wonder man i want to see before and after pics haha
edit! just brown la -.- i thought wat screwed colour..
kk my bro ask me go out and eat dunno wat stuff liao lol.
two whole weeks from now today i'll be in sch.
yea haha whee the front part is like ranting haha then turn to um imho a critical review of stuff? lol i dunno.
i woke at near 4 today again anyway. i dun really think my parents made an effort waking me up early because a) my dad is sleeping, b) i sensed nth. in fact. i heard my siblings quarrel, laughing, making fun of me, but i did not hear anything close to waking me up..
:/ haha. i feel like staying over at my aunt's house again leh haha.. but my work.. maybe i can bring over but it'll be worse atmos than here.. lol.. plus thurs no music can stay v long leh.. haha. dilemma!
edit! no i cant go lol. wed and fri got guitar (: and ): i want to see my niece ): and my aunt ): but yay guitar. then jon ho not going then no jamming then its like boring la.. ): ): ):
someone said xx jie is dyeing hair omgomg hahahahaha i wonder man i want to see before and after pics haha
edit! just brown la -.- i thought wat screwed colour..
kk my bro ask me go out and eat dunno wat stuff liao lol.
two whole weeks from now today i'll be in sch.
Monday, June 12, 2006
i'm living in a world of my own.
if there was a robbery in this house, who would know? perhaps my siblings MIGHT wake me up.
if there was a fire in this house, who would know? PERHAPS my siblings MIGHT wake me up.
if my brother climb up and down and fall, who would know? PERHAPS MY SIBLINGS MIGHT. JUST MIGHT. WAKE UP UP.
MAYBE ONLY. YAH. MAYBE. cos my siblings are inable and stupid and they WILL NOT get worried at such obvious cases of emergency. they WILL NOT react in such situations. i DO NOT THINK THEY WILL WAKE ME UP. NO. THEY WONT.
and for god's sake i'm not that dead when i'm sleeping. difficult to wake doesnt mean that when some one is shouting HELP HELP or FIRE FIRE i wont bolt up. when i smell smoke and it chokes my lungs MAYBE I WONT WAKE UP. I WILL DIE IN MY SLEEP.
yes i know funeral costs money. is that why you are worried that i might die?
for god's sake. arts is arts and math is math. arts is formless. undefined. not definite. up to perception and up to presentation. flexible.
numbers are definite and fixed. defined values. numbers are dead. art is alive.
do you think we are all numbers? numbers on your paper? we arent just one thing. we can react. and we certainly react differently to different things.
like maybe if i am sleeping and my siblings tell me hey theres an ant on the ground i wont wake up.
and like maybe if i am sleeping and my siblings tell me hey theres a fire. i WILL WAKE UP.
MAYBE ONLY.
how much time do i spend in my room? as much time as u are bustling around house, doing ur own things, or interacting with my other siblings.
how much time do i spend infront of my computer? as much time as u talk to others and dont talk to me.
i was reading my book in the room. do u require me to read outside? i can. i wont be in my room. i wont spend time in my room.
but do i spend time with you?
why do i like to turn my day upside down? i'm not part of the family. i dont see sun rise.
you wait till the day i really dont see the freaking sun rise. i hope u regret every blasting u ever gave me. some of course u gave rightfully. but often. u look at one side of the story.
what have i done for the family this holiday? nothing. nothing are you happy? i'm not lying. i did nothing for this family this holiday and really. what do you want me to do? housework? i dont mind but i'll tell u that isnt gonna get u satisfied either.
what have i done for this family this holiday nothing good.
can you wake up early tmr and take care of your siblings? i simply asked what is there to take care of. i simply asked that. because what do you want me to do? feed them? bathe them?
keep an eye on them you say. keep what eye? if something happens they will wake me. they will because they can register in their brains it is an emergency and they will tell me and however deep in trance high on drugs i am in my dreams i will register they are shocked or scared and it is an emergency and i will wake up. i will wake up because i am a perfectly healthy and sane human being that can understand facial expressions, tone of voice. really. i can tell what is a scream. and when ppl scream i will register that something is wrong. my brain functions.
can i wake up at 12? that triggered your logic there? i'm sorry my estimation and approximation and mathematical skills arent as good as yours. but i was thinking more along the lines of slightly later can or not. i was just thinking that. i did not say no. if i did my mouth will make the soun uhhnn-ohhhh. or u can read my lips if that sound isnt registered.
i am wasting ur electricity. the aircon will be on till 4 if u sleep till 4. off it u can by all means off it.
what? why must you do that for me? why dont i wake at 7 and switch it off?
why dont you just save your own energy and dont switch on the air conditioner in the first place? why dont those that want the air condition switch it on and off?
that triggers my logic here u know.
so what.. the bottom line is i shudnt turn my day upside down? what abt the caring for the family part. u forgot that? why u forget? what is ur point. what are u driving at do you even know?
so. noctunalism. oh great u just came in. how nice to pay me a visit in my world of my own. what did you say? twelve o clock u'll shut down? lol. i'm feeling optimist i shall take that as an opportunity to do my work. anyway. do u realise if thats all ur ever gonna say to me each passing day, theres really nothing much i can do?
do i even know what i am saying?
nvm lets readdress the issues. nocturnalism. what are ur main problems with it. that turning my day upside down isnt good? what are the detriments? perhaps you might argue it isnt healthy. my health is perfectly well. i'm getting my hours of sleep. i actually do things better at night, and i sometimes actually get work done. and its not like i'm cutting into ur schedule, messing up and interfering with your lives in any major way. u can dont switch on the aircon. u can wake me up at 7 to make me switch off the aircon then let me go back to sleep.
what what abt emergencies? addressed twice above please read.
i dont see sunrises? thats at 6 and why are u so particular abt that. u know just now u actually linked that to not being part of the family but i dun see what this has gotta do with the family. for the record i actually saw sun rise ytd. that is, before i slept. i can be particular. i am particular. i'm molecular. atomic. nucleic. hnn particular.
issue number two not being part of the family/not doing enuf for the family. u dont notice do you, that each night when u pop in to talk to my siblings u dont talk to me. am i really expected to always be the ones talking to u? perhaps this holiday i havent been starting as much convos i didnt really take notice i'm sorry. but u cant deny i have started a fair shre of conversations on normal days. and on some occasions i can rmr u dismissing me when i tried to talk. u tell me thats not ur interest. but u know the least u can do is listen. and u dont have to be sarcastic. do u know when i was addicted to 70s music i actually tried starting conversations with you abt them? what did you do? u sarcastically told me that poor ppl like u then dint listen to english music. and that ppl who had a lot of money to by records could listen. u know u could have just told me simply that you did not listen to these music as a teen so you really dont know much. u can just say that. its less words and less effort than being sarcastic.
and you. u know why i dont like telling u things some times. its cause u make a commotion out of it. like when i just asked passingly whether u had any comprehension exercises because truthfully and sincerely and probably for once in my life i am very worried for my test and wanted to try and prepare for it. but what did u do when i asked you? you bursted out, worried and huang zhang and searching even when i told u nvm i was just asking. yes i know ur concerned. but what did u do next? u scolded me for not telling u earlier blahblahblah random things u pick out. then u make a huge commotion and my dad comes and i get my round two of scoldings. and u stand there looking like i deserved it. when i just sincerely wanted to work on preparing a test. u are concerned. but it would be good if u stop being childish and always pushing the blame on me and making mountains out of mole hills.
and it would be good if when u ask me something and i truthfully dont know and i tell u dont know. u accept the fact that i do not know the answer to ur query. i am not 3 yrs old and i am not that gl as to purposely answer u dunno for everything. in fact i dont. and thats probably the reason. u ask me everything and expect no dont knows. when i really dont know u get pissed and tell me dont tell u dont know. then i dont tell u anything la. since i cant say dont know when i do not know.
it would also really help by telling me what i can do for the family. instead of when i ask u that question, u explode and stomp off, sarcastically exclaiming u dont need me to do anything for the family. not telling me how to do something when u want me to do it will NOT help me to care more for the family. are u gonna next ask me must i be told everything? i'm gonna answer u yes because if u demand something out of me and u dont tell me what is it that u demand. what do u expect me to give?
that triggers my logic here you know.
lastly. i have to admit. u do care for me. in fact a lot of times u dote on me a lot. really a lot. perhaps u spoilt me. really i appreciate how u care for me sometimes. why else would i bother. why else would i feel bad when i in turn blast you like this here? if i really dint care i wouldnt feel bad. i wouldnt care abt you ppl in the first place. i know sometimes u mean the best for me. and that u give me a lot more freedom than many parents out there do give their kids. i know u ppl are sane and mostly rationale ppl and as sane humans, u as parents naturally do care for me and love me as ur child.
you might say u have reminded me countless of times to sleep early and dont wake up too late and dont turn my day up side down.
but have you once nicely told me (not in a scolding) why you want me to sleep early and wake early instead? have you given me a chance to speak and respond to whatever you are telling me? do you know why i said nth at all just now? cos i cant be bothered to say anything in response already. because whatever come out of my mouth either isnt heard, or is heard and dealt with in a hostile manner. u feel the sound wave coming out of my mouth u immediately shoot it down. be it with sound or unsound argument.
i really feel bad talking abt all these here. but you must know. i am 15. i might not be able to make money i might not be able to support my self and my expenses and my lifestyle. but i am not a child, and even a child must be entitled to his right to speak. (do you know that you should cry and feel sad that i am speaking here? because this shows that i have no where else to speak. certainly not to you.)
i'm almost drained of the fire the fueled this post so i'm a bit non articulate now quite spinning from all the things i plan to be dealing with in this post. actly congrats, if u made it here. -.-
you really shudnt explode at every comment i make. even if it is absurd/outright wrong. lets look back at just now. when u asked me if i could wake up earlier and i asked if i could wake up later. u can start by telling me things like. no u shudnt turn ur day upside down because its not good for ur body clock, you end up more tired, less things done. u can TELL me that. and if i dun listen. blast me go ahead. that would be when i am in the wrong. but what did you do? you called him and u said i am not willing to wake up early to take care of my siblings.
then u come and u blasted me and asked me why am i turning my day upside down and what have i done for the family etc. u could just come, and tell me. i shud listen to my mum because she cares abt me sleeping at unearthly hours, and that she also wants to provide me an opportunity to care for my siblings by keeping an eye on them while u guys are away. and that i shud converse more with my family instead of facing the computer every moment. u could have said this but u went to blast me immediately and be sarcastic abt me staying in my room etc.
really i am sick and tired of getting such things from you. i know previously sometimes my tone of voice might be bad. then u scolded me. thats alright. i dint blog on those occasions because there is no need to. i was wrong. but just now, for an example, i did not have any negative tone of voice. in fact i hardly spoke after u started blasting me. i might have made a mistake in asking to wake up late tmr when u told me i shud wake up early. but i dun think that is reason enuf for u ppl blast me. simply because i wasnt purposely wanting to wake up late because i dint want to take care of my siblings. neither did i talk to u in any disrespectful manner. when i asked '12 can?' u could have just said no i want you to wake up at ten and take care of ur siblings. then from there if i raise my voice or anything i deserve to be scolded.
i'm not asking too much. perhaps just thinking twice before u start making a big commotion out of nothing, thinking twice before u start blasting me. perhaps just one more line of sincere telling me why i shouldnt be doing what i am doing. just one more before u start blasting me. perhaps u can answer my simple question of 'how to take care of them?' in a calm and rationale manner and make me see the light. perhaps a small bit more effort in getting me involved in this family. instead of just telling me i am in a world of my own. perhaps u can try look through the other side of the looking glass and see what i see. perhaps u can just give me a chance to speak up in this family.
perhaps you can tell me nicely and sincerely from the bottom of ur heart ur rationale for asking me of all these. because nowadays u just skip that stage and jump straight to the blasting.
perhaps you can just tell me nicely and sincerely from the bottom of ur heart why you ask me of these.
for your information parents are supposed to be role models for their children. both of u really have a lot of good points, but you also have bad ones. i know no one can be perfect, but the least you can do is try to make an effort in changing the bad habits. especially habits that REALLY HARM OTHER PPL, raising ur voice, and SLEEPING EARLY. you might say u dont wake up late. but u dont sleep early either. and i do see that you are playing games till late night. the pot shudnt call the kettle black, especially in this aspect. as for habits that REALLY HARM OTHER PPL. that one u are really. really. blatantly wrong. u are not living by urself that action u do causes direct harm to others. i think u cut down tho. that is good. but it is still there. and that is obvious. for that i dare to say u are in the wrong. there are more than one person living under this roof and that action is inconsiderate.
this post was done full of backspaces. at many points i typed expletives because i needed to outlet. but i backspaced because after that split second i become conscious of that bad habit in action. i am making the effort to change.
why dont you?
if there was a robbery in this house, who would know? perhaps my siblings MIGHT wake me up.
if there was a fire in this house, who would know? PERHAPS my siblings MIGHT wake me up.
if my brother climb up and down and fall, who would know? PERHAPS MY SIBLINGS MIGHT. JUST MIGHT. WAKE UP UP.
MAYBE ONLY. YAH. MAYBE. cos my siblings are inable and stupid and they WILL NOT get worried at such obvious cases of emergency. they WILL NOT react in such situations. i DO NOT THINK THEY WILL WAKE ME UP. NO. THEY WONT.
and for god's sake i'm not that dead when i'm sleeping. difficult to wake doesnt mean that when some one is shouting HELP HELP or FIRE FIRE i wont bolt up. when i smell smoke and it chokes my lungs MAYBE I WONT WAKE UP. I WILL DIE IN MY SLEEP.
yes i know funeral costs money. is that why you are worried that i might die?
for god's sake. arts is arts and math is math. arts is formless. undefined. not definite. up to perception and up to presentation. flexible.
numbers are definite and fixed. defined values. numbers are dead. art is alive.
do you think we are all numbers? numbers on your paper? we arent just one thing. we can react. and we certainly react differently to different things.
like maybe if i am sleeping and my siblings tell me hey theres an ant on the ground i wont wake up.
and like maybe if i am sleeping and my siblings tell me hey theres a fire. i WILL WAKE UP.
MAYBE ONLY.
how much time do i spend in my room? as much time as u are bustling around house, doing ur own things, or interacting with my other siblings.
how much time do i spend infront of my computer? as much time as u talk to others and dont talk to me.
i was reading my book in the room. do u require me to read outside? i can. i wont be in my room. i wont spend time in my room.
but do i spend time with you?
why do i like to turn my day upside down? i'm not part of the family. i dont see sun rise.
you wait till the day i really dont see the freaking sun rise. i hope u regret every blasting u ever gave me. some of course u gave rightfully. but often. u look at one side of the story.
what have i done for the family this holiday? nothing. nothing are you happy? i'm not lying. i did nothing for this family this holiday and really. what do you want me to do? housework? i dont mind but i'll tell u that isnt gonna get u satisfied either.
what have i done for this family this holiday nothing good.
can you wake up early tmr and take care of your siblings? i simply asked what is there to take care of. i simply asked that. because what do you want me to do? feed them? bathe them?
keep an eye on them you say. keep what eye? if something happens they will wake me. they will because they can register in their brains it is an emergency and they will tell me and however deep in trance high on drugs i am in my dreams i will register they are shocked or scared and it is an emergency and i will wake up. i will wake up because i am a perfectly healthy and sane human being that can understand facial expressions, tone of voice. really. i can tell what is a scream. and when ppl scream i will register that something is wrong. my brain functions.
can i wake up at 12? that triggered your logic there? i'm sorry my estimation and approximation and mathematical skills arent as good as yours. but i was thinking more along the lines of slightly later can or not. i was just thinking that. i did not say no. if i did my mouth will make the soun uhhnn-ohhhh. or u can read my lips if that sound isnt registered.
i am wasting ur electricity. the aircon will be on till 4 if u sleep till 4. off it u can by all means off it.
what? why must you do that for me? why dont i wake at 7 and switch it off?
why dont you just save your own energy and dont switch on the air conditioner in the first place? why dont those that want the air condition switch it on and off?
that triggers my logic here u know.
so what.. the bottom line is i shudnt turn my day upside down? what abt the caring for the family part. u forgot that? why u forget? what is ur point. what are u driving at do you even know?
so. noctunalism. oh great u just came in. how nice to pay me a visit in my world of my own. what did you say? twelve o clock u'll shut down? lol. i'm feeling optimist i shall take that as an opportunity to do my work. anyway. do u realise if thats all ur ever gonna say to me each passing day, theres really nothing much i can do?
do i even know what i am saying?
nvm lets readdress the issues. nocturnalism. what are ur main problems with it. that turning my day upside down isnt good? what are the detriments? perhaps you might argue it isnt healthy. my health is perfectly well. i'm getting my hours of sleep. i actually do things better at night, and i sometimes actually get work done. and its not like i'm cutting into ur schedule, messing up and interfering with your lives in any major way. u can dont switch on the aircon. u can wake me up at 7 to make me switch off the aircon then let me go back to sleep.
what what abt emergencies? addressed twice above please read.
i dont see sunrises? thats at 6 and why are u so particular abt that. u know just now u actually linked that to not being part of the family but i dun see what this has gotta do with the family. for the record i actually saw sun rise ytd. that is, before i slept. i can be particular. i am particular. i'm molecular. atomic. nucleic. hnn particular.
issue number two not being part of the family/not doing enuf for the family. u dont notice do you, that each night when u pop in to talk to my siblings u dont talk to me. am i really expected to always be the ones talking to u? perhaps this holiday i havent been starting as much convos i didnt really take notice i'm sorry. but u cant deny i have started a fair shre of conversations on normal days. and on some occasions i can rmr u dismissing me when i tried to talk. u tell me thats not ur interest. but u know the least u can do is listen. and u dont have to be sarcastic. do u know when i was addicted to 70s music i actually tried starting conversations with you abt them? what did you do? u sarcastically told me that poor ppl like u then dint listen to english music. and that ppl who had a lot of money to by records could listen. u know u could have just told me simply that you did not listen to these music as a teen so you really dont know much. u can just say that. its less words and less effort than being sarcastic.
and you. u know why i dont like telling u things some times. its cause u make a commotion out of it. like when i just asked passingly whether u had any comprehension exercises because truthfully and sincerely and probably for once in my life i am very worried for my test and wanted to try and prepare for it. but what did u do when i asked you? you bursted out, worried and huang zhang and searching even when i told u nvm i was just asking. yes i know ur concerned. but what did u do next? u scolded me for not telling u earlier blahblahblah random things u pick out. then u make a huge commotion and my dad comes and i get my round two of scoldings. and u stand there looking like i deserved it. when i just sincerely wanted to work on preparing a test. u are concerned. but it would be good if u stop being childish and always pushing the blame on me and making mountains out of mole hills.
and it would be good if when u ask me something and i truthfully dont know and i tell u dont know. u accept the fact that i do not know the answer to ur query. i am not 3 yrs old and i am not that gl as to purposely answer u dunno for everything. in fact i dont. and thats probably the reason. u ask me everything and expect no dont knows. when i really dont know u get pissed and tell me dont tell u dont know. then i dont tell u anything la. since i cant say dont know when i do not know.
it would also really help by telling me what i can do for the family. instead of when i ask u that question, u explode and stomp off, sarcastically exclaiming u dont need me to do anything for the family. not telling me how to do something when u want me to do it will NOT help me to care more for the family. are u gonna next ask me must i be told everything? i'm gonna answer u yes because if u demand something out of me and u dont tell me what is it that u demand. what do u expect me to give?
that triggers my logic here you know.
lastly. i have to admit. u do care for me. in fact a lot of times u dote on me a lot. really a lot. perhaps u spoilt me. really i appreciate how u care for me sometimes. why else would i bother. why else would i feel bad when i in turn blast you like this here? if i really dint care i wouldnt feel bad. i wouldnt care abt you ppl in the first place. i know sometimes u mean the best for me. and that u give me a lot more freedom than many parents out there do give their kids. i know u ppl are sane and mostly rationale ppl and as sane humans, u as parents naturally do care for me and love me as ur child.
you might say u have reminded me countless of times to sleep early and dont wake up too late and dont turn my day up side down.
but have you once nicely told me (not in a scolding) why you want me to sleep early and wake early instead? have you given me a chance to speak and respond to whatever you are telling me? do you know why i said nth at all just now? cos i cant be bothered to say anything in response already. because whatever come out of my mouth either isnt heard, or is heard and dealt with in a hostile manner. u feel the sound wave coming out of my mouth u immediately shoot it down. be it with sound or unsound argument.
i really feel bad talking abt all these here. but you must know. i am 15. i might not be able to make money i might not be able to support my self and my expenses and my lifestyle. but i am not a child, and even a child must be entitled to his right to speak. (do you know that you should cry and feel sad that i am speaking here? because this shows that i have no where else to speak. certainly not to you.)
i'm almost drained of the fire the fueled this post so i'm a bit non articulate now quite spinning from all the things i plan to be dealing with in this post. actly congrats, if u made it here. -.-
you really shudnt explode at every comment i make. even if it is absurd/outright wrong. lets look back at just now. when u asked me if i could wake up earlier and i asked if i could wake up later. u can start by telling me things like. no u shudnt turn ur day upside down because its not good for ur body clock, you end up more tired, less things done. u can TELL me that. and if i dun listen. blast me go ahead. that would be when i am in the wrong. but what did you do? you called him and u said i am not willing to wake up early to take care of my siblings.
then u come and u blasted me and asked me why am i turning my day upside down and what have i done for the family etc. u could just come, and tell me. i shud listen to my mum because she cares abt me sleeping at unearthly hours, and that she also wants to provide me an opportunity to care for my siblings by keeping an eye on them while u guys are away. and that i shud converse more with my family instead of facing the computer every moment. u could have said this but u went to blast me immediately and be sarcastic abt me staying in my room etc.
really i am sick and tired of getting such things from you. i know previously sometimes my tone of voice might be bad. then u scolded me. thats alright. i dint blog on those occasions because there is no need to. i was wrong. but just now, for an example, i did not have any negative tone of voice. in fact i hardly spoke after u started blasting me. i might have made a mistake in asking to wake up late tmr when u told me i shud wake up early. but i dun think that is reason enuf for u ppl blast me. simply because i wasnt purposely wanting to wake up late because i dint want to take care of my siblings. neither did i talk to u in any disrespectful manner. when i asked '12 can?' u could have just said no i want you to wake up at ten and take care of ur siblings. then from there if i raise my voice or anything i deserve to be scolded.
i'm not asking too much. perhaps just thinking twice before u start making a big commotion out of nothing, thinking twice before u start blasting me. perhaps just one more line of sincere telling me why i shouldnt be doing what i am doing. just one more before u start blasting me. perhaps u can answer my simple question of 'how to take care of them?' in a calm and rationale manner and make me see the light. perhaps a small bit more effort in getting me involved in this family. instead of just telling me i am in a world of my own. perhaps u can try look through the other side of the looking glass and see what i see. perhaps u can just give me a chance to speak up in this family.
perhaps you can tell me nicely and sincerely from the bottom of ur heart ur rationale for asking me of all these. because nowadays u just skip that stage and jump straight to the blasting.
perhaps you can just tell me nicely and sincerely from the bottom of ur heart why you ask me of these.
for your information parents are supposed to be role models for their children. both of u really have a lot of good points, but you also have bad ones. i know no one can be perfect, but the least you can do is try to make an effort in changing the bad habits. especially habits that REALLY HARM OTHER PPL, raising ur voice, and SLEEPING EARLY. you might say u dont wake up late. but u dont sleep early either. and i do see that you are playing games till late night. the pot shudnt call the kettle black, especially in this aspect. as for habits that REALLY HARM OTHER PPL. that one u are really. really. blatantly wrong. u are not living by urself that action u do causes direct harm to others. i think u cut down tho. that is good. but it is still there. and that is obvious. for that i dare to say u are in the wrong. there are more than one person living under this roof and that action is inconsiderate.
this post was done full of backspaces. at many points i typed expletives because i needed to outlet. but i backspaced because after that split second i become conscious of that bad habit in action. i am making the effort to change.
why dont you?
lol its 4 now. i just woke up (:
i'm owning myself la lol. esp when i dint do any work. lol nice pf peng to sms me while still in germany haha. great his enjoying himself. i hope the host family doesnt mind the crowd.. but well. haha :D
anyway yah holland won! but i dun like robben. he is good but i dun like him lol.
erm. i forgot what i was supp to say haha. or maybe nth else to blog -.- shit my life getting uber uber boringz lol. i have so much work un done. whats today's date ar i better check lol.
oh yah i rmred some stuff haha. i got quite a few more of my music classmates contacts liao! haha now left er xinkai and jane i think! haha. yay.
yah i just rmred -.- lol my memory is super selective.. i rmr useless random things that sometimes i shudnt rmr. then i dun rmr any impt things much less mugging facts -.-
oh well haha. yea i'm getting my wah back from ari on wed haha. he says its great and i cant wait to try it on the microcube can >< the rectifier mode is damn nice lor haha. but i think need better pick ups cos tapping still quite soft haha. lol eruption is a gay song.. i saw one of the vid of some guy i think its van halen himself playing eruption haha omg haxxor la.. then i think slash possess him or something cos he stuck a lit cigarette at the guitar headstock -.- lol quite nice lol one white thing there smoking -.- lol burn incense liddat..
kk i go eat my breakfast now. then um. attempt work..
i'm owning myself la lol. esp when i dint do any work. lol nice pf peng to sms me while still in germany haha. great his enjoying himself. i hope the host family doesnt mind the crowd.. but well. haha :D
anyway yah holland won! but i dun like robben. he is good but i dun like him lol.
erm. i forgot what i was supp to say haha. or maybe nth else to blog -.- shit my life getting uber uber boringz lol. i have so much work un done. whats today's date ar i better check lol.
oh yah i rmred some stuff haha. i got quite a few more of my music classmates contacts liao! haha now left er xinkai and jane i think! haha. yay.
yah i just rmred -.- lol my memory is super selective.. i rmr useless random things that sometimes i shudnt rmr. then i dun rmr any impt things much less mugging facts -.-
oh well haha. yea i'm getting my wah back from ari on wed haha. he says its great and i cant wait to try it on the microcube can >< the rectifier mode is damn nice lor haha. but i think need better pick ups cos tapping still quite soft haha. lol eruption is a gay song.. i saw one of the vid of some guy i think its van halen himself playing eruption haha omg haxxor la.. then i think slash possess him or something cos he stuck a lit cigarette at the guitar headstock -.- lol quite nice lol one white thing there smoking -.- lol burn incense liddat..
kk i go eat my breakfast now. then um. attempt work..
lol its near 7 am! omg! haha my uncle alr got out for work can! =.=
haha i dunno tonight/this morning i in a very weird mood! haha. dunno like er. actly i also dunno how to describe.. quite gl but not really gl.. its just weird! a bit gigglish also but i dunno why! its like rojak! haha. i think i'm gigglish cos of south park -.- but u dun giggle at south park -.- u laugh and say wt*.
lol yea weird mood tonight/this morning! haha. omg south park rocks HAHA damnnnnnn funny lol omgomgomg damn funny!!!!!!!!!!! got chef and his make love to you woman song -.- and watch cartman get owned lol really damn funny haha ppl shud watch :D
i shud sleep soon!
haha i dunno tonight/this morning i in a very weird mood! haha. dunno like er. actly i also dunno how to describe.. quite gl but not really gl.. its just weird! a bit gigglish also but i dunno why! its like rojak! haha. i think i'm gigglish cos of south park -.- but u dun giggle at south park -.- u laugh and say wt*.
lol yea weird mood tonight/this morning! haha. omg south park rocks HAHA damnnnnnn funny lol omgomgomg damn funny!!!!!!!!!!! got chef and his make love to you woman song -.- and watch cartman get owned lol really damn funny haha ppl shud watch :D
i shud sleep soon!
haha back at home! lol.
i have never lazed in bed this long before! lol -.- fun fun :D haha.
anyway! i went to recall the dani california bassline and now the whole song stuck in my head again and i'm like going all groovy and swayey again.. haha. shall mess around with my microcube again later :D it runs on batteries omg!
anyway. heres the vid for dani california :D the bands parodied! i like the beatles one >< everyone is like a mushroom head with glasses and doing half squats while playing can. then the solo at the back the phaser one then got the beatles guy there soloing while standing straight and smiling and shaking his head :D coool! and i like the elvis presley one haha cos the rock n roll dancing so cool :D then got the big double bass! haha. the nirvana parody is like classic la first thing anyone can tell pls! haha but kurt cobain rocks ): sigh.
oh well! heres the vid ftw!
:D
i have never lazed in bed this long before! lol -.- fun fun :D haha.
anyway! i went to recall the dani california bassline and now the whole song stuck in my head again and i'm like going all groovy and swayey again.. haha. shall mess around with my microcube again later :D it runs on batteries omg!
anyway. heres the vid for dani california :D the bands parodied! i like the beatles one >< everyone is like a mushroom head with glasses and doing half squats while playing can. then the solo at the back the phaser one then got the beatles guy there soloing while standing straight and smiling and shaking his head :D coool! and i like the elvis presley one haha cos the rock n roll dancing so cool :D then got the big double bass! haha. the nirvana parody is like classic la first thing anyone can tell pls! haha but kurt cobain rocks ): sigh.
oh well! heres the vid ftw!
:D
Saturday, June 10, 2006
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lol paul leng showed me a few days ago haha. omg that boy will kill his parents man. for naming him that. his parents > him la. lol damn poor thing..
anyway! my bad. i went to the dragonforce website today and they are NOT SCANDINAVIAN. wt*. omg power metal this standard that is not scandinavian is like pro omg. lol. my bad sorry haha. but they UK so its like.. near cold = near scandinavian. ah **** the vikings attack england then they got ppl there la so counted. seriously la i bet they inject like scandinavian blood into their necks before they play one >_> their music = scandinavian power metal lor haha. they > us anyway.
lalala. ice cream? :D
edit!
"... ah **** the vikings..."
yah see censored i just censored. omg haha. i promised!
lol paul leng showed me a few days ago haha. omg that boy will kill his parents man. for naming him that. his parents > him la. lol damn poor thing..
anyway! my bad. i went to the dragonforce website today and they are NOT SCANDINAVIAN. wt*. omg power metal this standard that is not scandinavian is like pro omg. lol. my bad sorry haha. but they UK so its like.. near cold = near scandinavian. ah **** the vikings attack england then they got ppl there la so counted. seriously la i bet they inject like scandinavian blood into their necks before they play one >_> their music = scandinavian power metal lor haha. they > us anyway.
lalala. ice cream? :D
edit!
"... ah **** the vikings..."
yah see censored i just censored. omg haha. i promised!
blog like colin and kero! 2dae mi go to darlin's place for stayover worxx...mi darlin v cute esp wen slpin..^^!
kk random. anyway. yah i sleep at 5 woke at 2 for music. so good!. i dunno why but i was feeling uber guailan on the journey there. and back for that matter but yah. dunno. lol i guailan to a lot of ppl. like i accidentally step on someone shoe then she look back then i said sorry but i dun think she hear. then i was like feeling like oh great there's another person who will go away thinking she met another prick in her life. -.- its not like amusing or anything its just.. gl -.- and i was feeling uber gl the whole thing la. u know like somedays u just feel damn gl and u dunno why.
anyway! lol at the dhobyghaut entry i saw chenhoon and i said what the fuck. lol then her fren went smth like. eeep! =.= then she complain to me say everytime i see her i say what the fuck. -.- maybe i say cos i dun expect to see her there wat. lol. actly. why the fuck am i blogging this?
er. great i forogt what i wanted to blog. anyway i learnt chinese today!
折射率 is refractive index!
全反射 is total internal reflection!
临界角 is critical index!
lol. i think i shud start on some work la. everyone is like. omg portfolio omg re. =.= fuck i feel like shit not starting my work la. its like this feeling of impending doom coming soon u know what i meanzor!?
kk random. anyway. yah i sleep at 5 woke at 2 for music. so good!. i dunno why but i was feeling uber guailan on the journey there. and back for that matter but yah. dunno. lol i guailan to a lot of ppl. like i accidentally step on someone shoe then she look back then i said sorry but i dun think she hear. then i was like feeling like oh great there's another person who will go away thinking she met another prick in her life. -.- its not like amusing or anything its just.. gl -.- and i was feeling uber gl the whole thing la. u know like somedays u just feel damn gl and u dunno why.
anyway! lol at the dhobyghaut entry i saw chenhoon and i said what the fuck. lol then her fren went smth like. eeep! =.= then she complain to me say everytime i see her i say what the fuck. -.- maybe i say cos i dun expect to see her there wat. lol. actly. why the fuck am i blogging this?
er. great i forogt what i wanted to blog. anyway i learnt chinese today!
折射率 is refractive index!
全反射 is total internal reflection!
临界角 is critical index!
lol. i think i shud start on some work la. everyone is like. omg portfolio omg re. =.= fuck i feel like shit not starting my work la. its like this feeling of impending doom coming soon u know what i meanzor!?
Thursday, June 08, 2006
lol. i wish today was 06/06/06 cos that was national emo kid beatdown day. if u had a emo haircut u expect a punch in the face, like the poster i posted on yougotpenged.
today after music very good. me daniel and jevvie were outside yamaha then this big fatass group of ppl with emo haircut boys and girls included walked by. yah la v cool la. my-fringe-pokes-my-eye ftw. losers. i was like fuck i wish today was tuesday. nb cbs.
anyway. lol today used my angbao money to get a micro cube haha. i saw that they are in stock again :D haha. ooooh omg small can and portable and lots of effects omg i shall play it till like 3 am later :D haha.
the box like heavier than the amp la =.= i carry with in the box and outside the box like got big diff =.= haha.
anyway yah went music! someone pon again la =.= i thought return from usa liao can. lol. got some nice fun jazz piece! i bassist haha the bass can be damn funky one! then mr yeo say too lively =.= wahlao. nvm! when he bring his that electronic guitar sim thingy i can use and do funky bass :D lol.
speaking of bass! eh next time we jam can go fzh house immediately la. cos jon ho bass amp portable. then me and jon gan have mcubes now. yay. :D i decided to name my amp spill. =.= but who the fuck names their amp =.= anyway i was thinking like. my guitar called sex goddess. then amps, is like something come out. then i thought abt wanking =.= then er. dunno i decided to name it spill ok yay.
er. shit wat was i gonna say. fuck. nvm. wahlao how come my days are like getting shorter?
oh i woke with a toothache. dunno if its numb or i got used to the pain now. i dunno why leh. fuck la. its adult tooth liao i hope nth wrong can sigh.
oh well haha. sex goddess and spill! :D =.= oh and ukuleles cost 200 at sweelee =.= eh if anyone knows anywhere can get cheaper ones TELL ME OKAY I WANT TO LEARN UKULELE. while my guitar gently weeps :D
edit! i forgot to talk abt jevvie and the blind man! haha he helped a blind guy today! so hao xin chang can :D hahaha. but then he also v smart =.= the guy ask him if there is sembawang cd shop at plaza or not. he said NO =.= WTF MR YEO WHOLE DAY IN CLASS COMPLAIN THAT STORE IS OVERPRICING CDS. =.= then jevvie thinks theres no sembawang in plaza?!?!?!?! omg gggggg. =.= hahahahaha but anyway after music we saw him in yamaha owning the keyboard drumset can. wah shit. u know keyboards then can set the sound as 'drumset' then some keys are which drums, some are which cymbals, hi hat, gongs etc la. wtf he was owning that thing la. he was like sitting there and just tapping away at the keys and some ownage drum pattern came out can. i bet he was from a scandinavian power metal band =.= sorry i was just listening to through the fire and the flames. lol. shit he is damn pro.. ppl like him, takehiro oura, mr michael gaspar. they make me want to be a local musician! :D
today after music very good. me daniel and jevvie were outside yamaha then this big fatass group of ppl with emo haircut boys and girls included walked by. yah la v cool la. my-fringe-pokes-my-eye ftw. losers. i was like fuck i wish today was tuesday. nb cbs.
anyway. lol today used my angbao money to get a micro cube haha. i saw that they are in stock again :D haha. ooooh omg small can and portable and lots of effects omg i shall play it till like 3 am later :D haha.
the box like heavier than the amp la =.= i carry with in the box and outside the box like got big diff =.= haha.
anyway yah went music! someone pon again la =.= i thought return from usa liao can. lol. got some nice fun jazz piece! i bassist haha the bass can be damn funky one! then mr yeo say too lively =.= wahlao. nvm! when he bring his that electronic guitar sim thingy i can use and do funky bass :D lol.
speaking of bass! eh next time we jam can go fzh house immediately la. cos jon ho bass amp portable. then me and jon gan have mcubes now. yay. :D i decided to name my amp spill. =.= but who the fuck names their amp =.= anyway i was thinking like. my guitar called sex goddess. then amps, is like something come out. then i thought abt wanking =.= then er. dunno i decided to name it spill ok yay.
er. shit wat was i gonna say. fuck. nvm. wahlao how come my days are like getting shorter?
oh i woke with a toothache. dunno if its numb or i got used to the pain now. i dunno why leh. fuck la. its adult tooth liao i hope nth wrong can sigh.
oh well haha. sex goddess and spill! :D =.= oh and ukuleles cost 200 at sweelee =.= eh if anyone knows anywhere can get cheaper ones TELL ME OKAY I WANT TO LEARN UKULELE. while my guitar gently weeps :D
edit! i forgot to talk abt jevvie and the blind man! haha he helped a blind guy today! so hao xin chang can :D hahaha. but then he also v smart =.= the guy ask him if there is sembawang cd shop at plaza or not. he said NO =.= WTF MR YEO WHOLE DAY IN CLASS COMPLAIN THAT STORE IS OVERPRICING CDS. =.= then jevvie thinks theres no sembawang in plaza?!?!?!?! omg gggggg. =.= hahahahaha but anyway after music we saw him in yamaha owning the keyboard drumset can. wah shit. u know keyboards then can set the sound as 'drumset' then some keys are which drums, some are which cymbals, hi hat, gongs etc la. wtf he was owning that thing la. he was like sitting there and just tapping away at the keys and some ownage drum pattern came out can. i bet he was from a scandinavian power metal band =.= sorry i was just listening to through the fire and the flames. lol. shit he is damn pro.. ppl like him, takehiro oura, mr michael gaspar. they make me want to be a local musician! :D
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
lol. congratulate me. i finally have teh 自制力! :D haha i resist the comp for like a while and i did my first piece of hol hmwk can.
lol actly its like cock =.= cos i rush it to come back to comp =.= lol. and its damn lame cos i had to make it rhyme la. lol then cannot use vulgarities. or the poem become more interesting can. have to submit lor too bad haha. some turtle shit from the m'sia trip one lol mdm maas wants it..
Beaks and eyes and legs and tails
Some with shells as hard as nails
Come ye all males and females
Come and hear their cries and wails!
But no sound comes from their voice
No tears from their small round eyes
Nothing from’em, who face demise
Their extinction, ‘tis not lies.
The numbers drop every year
“They won’t last long”, that we fear
The end for them it seems is near
Lest we do something while we’re here.
I can help and so can you
Doesn’t hurt much these to do
Doesn’t matter you are who
Follow me, skip to my lou!
Guys don’t throw your plastic bag
Into the sea for it’ll gag
Turtles who think it’s a snack
Sorry I don’t mean to nag!
Do enjoy your stay here
At the seashore you are near.
Please take and leave nothing dear
And boycott turtle souvenirs!
Turtles do need their shell!
I am sure that you can tell!
How’d you feel, would you feel well,
If someone skinned your skin to sell!
And turtle eggs do not taste nice!
They are already fertilised!
Really, how would you feel guys,
If someone cooked and ate your wife’s?!
And what about turtle soup?
Would you like to have a scoop?
Of water, salt and turtle poop
Mixed with turtles in a pot of goop.
So people please have some decency
Be more environmental-friendly!
The world is shared by you and me,
And our friends from the big blue sea! (:
haha tag and comment! yay. i shall go eat lunch! :D
lol actly its like cock =.= cos i rush it to come back to comp =.= lol. and its damn lame cos i had to make it rhyme la. lol then cannot use vulgarities. or the poem become more interesting can. have to submit lor too bad haha. some turtle shit from the m'sia trip one lol mdm maas wants it..
Beaks and eyes and legs and tails
Some with shells as hard as nails
Come ye all males and females
Come and hear their cries and wails!
But no sound comes from their voice
No tears from their small round eyes
Nothing from’em, who face demise
Their extinction, ‘tis not lies.
The numbers drop every year
“They won’t last long”, that we fear
The end for them it seems is near
Lest we do something while we’re here.
I can help and so can you
Doesn’t hurt much these to do
Doesn’t matter you are who
Follow me, skip to my lou!
Guys don’t throw your plastic bag
Into the sea for it’ll gag
Turtles who think it’s a snack
Sorry I don’t mean to nag!
Do enjoy your stay here
At the seashore you are near.
Please take and leave nothing dear
And boycott turtle souvenirs!
Turtles do need their shell!
I am sure that you can tell!
How’d you feel, would you feel well,
If someone skinned your skin to sell!
And turtle eggs do not taste nice!
They are already fertilised!
Really, how would you feel guys,
If someone cooked and ate your wife’s?!
And what about turtle soup?
Would you like to have a scoop?
Of water, salt and turtle poop
Mixed with turtles in a pot of goop.
So people please have some decency
Be more environmental-friendly!
The world is shared by you and me,
And our friends from the big blue sea! (:
haha tag and comment! yay. i shall go eat lunch! :D
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
lol. i shall blog from the start.
i woke at 1030 am. -_-" then i smsed jon ho and tell him. i will be 15 mins late. lol cos my dad say fetch wat. lol. damn siao can haha i got ready dunno how fast..
drive drive yay nice sunny day suddenly the whole of bishan got black sky =.= i'm like. fuck. ok reach room then we play play ok not bad can hear..
then. go there. RAIN YAY. v good. can busk a lot.. yes..
tyah la screw around til llike almost 2 then go set up and busk haha. very soft. 2 amps 4 outputs 1 mic 1 accoustic 1 aux in cannot be heard 1 guitar. meaning yah. one elec lol. then we were like. screw la just strum everything haha. i think dun look back in anger was ok tho :P ok la a bit ego but yah i think that one cos singing was ok then strumming most also ok. then californication also can la.. but then it was largely disorganized leh.
anyway barely busked an hour can.. it started raining again -.- i think we gonna go another day haha.. this time we'll be organized! haha..
i playing halfway got this interactor kneel down infront of me like proposing liddat la. took pic. then we all like laughing cos i thought like gonna be on sch newsletter or smth.
then. v good. around 5 plus i on my way to cine to see show. this salah sms me and say she ask the guy take pic one. =.= omg like wtf how come she so smart one?!?!?!??! i dint even see her can -.- can u imagine u go up to this random person and ur like. eh help me take close up pic of that guy there. =.= wtf can. i'm still in shock la =.= wtf shes crazy la wtf.
yah strum a bit then go shelter liao -.- then wait for bus come liao -.- show was at 7.30 so i decided to go back to sch with them.. plugged in my elec to the fender can amp that got the new adapter so can use. nice. jam a while then i put down start playing soccer with pzx they all -.- lol joga part two can ahahaha kev lim also there :D lol. jon ho after a while also join. -.- pzx is damn suggestive la! xD i ask him why he come back sch with us. then he say. i come back see you all do what. fun then i join. then we all think a awhile start laughing =.= yah he meant soccer but yah lol.
went to meet paul leng at cine haha with jon ho. watch the omen lol. we went in look for him cannot see him. then we see him we run outside HAHA TO HIDE FROM HIM and scare him. then guess wat. i run in hide behind a pillar behind him i pop out eh he not there. then i see this crazy person smiling and trying to hide behind her fren -.- in u know those kind of comic way haha. then i'm like. =.= wtf lol how come i keep meeting her. yah booed paul. then i heard a 'SARAH YOUR FREN' then i'm like. wtf then the crazy person walk walk walk smile smile smile. siao one i tell you xD lol then me paul jon went subway get dinner. then we make stupid jokes la =.= hahahahahaha. 6 inch or a foot long! then the guy guai lan can. hi sir u want the.. short short one or the long long one? -.- hahaha then we were like. subway guys night out! u get a free subway the size of ur dick.. sorry girls! =.= lol. girls wat. have to pay subway back can -.- hahahaha.
lol ordering that time i saw nat then i call her she look around la then nv see me haha. after i order my food i realise i v full from lunch =.= then i wonder how i eat. lol so i sit down then we had abt 2 hours to spare so we started talking a hell lot of shit can =.= hahaha from jokes abt flats to red hot chilli peppers la haha. to carvins randomness! lol. hahaha it was fun can.. its like guys night out really :D hahaha quote dane cook! fuck chicks! today guys we DANCEE if chicks come near we tazer them bzzzt! =.= lol but yah fun leh hanging out :D lol must do more often!
when to watch the omen! look at our preeeeetty tix :D
i tell u the omen shud be retitled a series of unfortunate events. its crap la haha ppl in front of us damn pissed can i laughed thru out the whole thing la. some things really v stupid then others is like i dunno i just find funny =.= like the observatory then got ppl talk in italian and pointing at a fucking comet. then i cant stop laughing =.= then i think of pzx and i laugh more. haha then got the part the new nanny grab the main guy then the little boy jump up. : O he look SUPER SPASTIC HAHA I LAUGH LIKE SIAO CAN. then me and paul make stupid jokes abt chuck norris, and then the girl got say something like. so far away. then we started singing dragonForce =.= so far away! we wait for the daayy! lol.
yah anyway after the movie went home lor haha.. eh thats it meh. my day so short!? but haha was damn amusing. plus its like wat. the 4th time i met salah and dint know can =.= she really damn siao la wtf crazy damn smart leh think of that way =.= she really v smart now kena tease by her frens =.= haha shen jing bing one. but she DONATED. <(^_^<)
oh yah i rmred wat i was gonna say. haha blog song changed to while my guitar gently weeps - beatles! omg damn ncie song can >< compossed by george harrison haha.. beatles lead. but i think lead is played by eric clapton haha. well be glad i ditn change it to scandinavian power metal -.- haha. while my guitar gently weeps.
edit! lol i rmr wat me and jon ho talk abt the omen poster =.= lol he was like look damn freaky la. the boy on the swing.. then i was like. nvm. i twis! then he cannot attack me later. lol =.= u know twis right. lol last time primary sch then raise up index and middle fingers then the catcher cannot catch you one.. :D:D:D
i woke at 1030 am. -_-" then i smsed jon ho and tell him. i will be 15 mins late. lol cos my dad say fetch wat. lol. damn siao can haha i got ready dunno how fast..
drive drive yay nice sunny day suddenly the whole of bishan got black sky =.= i'm like. fuck. ok reach room then we play play ok not bad can hear..
then. go there. RAIN YAY. v good. can busk a lot.. yes..
tyah la screw around til llike almost 2 then go set up and busk haha. very soft. 2 amps 4 outputs 1 mic 1 accoustic 1 aux in cannot be heard 1 guitar. meaning yah. one elec lol. then we were like. screw la just strum everything haha. i think dun look back in anger was ok tho :P ok la a bit ego but yah i think that one cos singing was ok then strumming most also ok. then californication also can la.. but then it was largely disorganized leh.
anyway barely busked an hour can.. it started raining again -.- i think we gonna go another day haha.. this time we'll be organized! haha..
i playing halfway got this interactor kneel down infront of me like proposing liddat la. took pic. then we all like laughing cos i thought like gonna be on sch newsletter or smth.
then. v good. around 5 plus i on my way to cine to see show. this salah sms me and say she ask the guy take pic one. =.= omg like wtf how come she so smart one?!?!?!??! i dint even see her can -.- can u imagine u go up to this random person and ur like. eh help me take close up pic of that guy there. =.= wtf can. i'm still in shock la =.= wtf shes crazy la wtf.
yah strum a bit then go shelter liao -.- then wait for bus come liao -.- show was at 7.30 so i decided to go back to sch with them.. plugged in my elec to the fender can amp that got the new adapter so can use. nice. jam a while then i put down start playing soccer with pzx they all -.- lol joga part two can ahahaha kev lim also there :D lol. jon ho after a while also join. -.- pzx is damn suggestive la! xD i ask him why he come back sch with us. then he say. i come back see you all do what. fun then i join. then we all think a awhile start laughing =.= yah he meant soccer but yah lol.
went to meet paul leng at cine haha with jon ho. watch the omen lol. we went in look for him cannot see him. then we see him we run outside HAHA TO HIDE FROM HIM and scare him. then guess wat. i run in hide behind a pillar behind him i pop out eh he not there. then i see this crazy person smiling and trying to hide behind her fren -.- in u know those kind of comic way haha. then i'm like. =.= wtf lol how come i keep meeting her. yah booed paul. then i heard a 'SARAH YOUR FREN' then i'm like. wtf then the crazy person walk walk walk smile smile smile. siao one i tell you xD lol then me paul jon went subway get dinner. then we make stupid jokes la =.= hahahahahaha. 6 inch or a foot long! then the guy guai lan can. hi sir u want the.. short short one or the long long one? -.- hahaha then we were like. subway guys night out! u get a free subway the size of ur dick.. sorry girls! =.= lol. girls wat. have to pay subway back can -.- hahahaha.
lol ordering that time i saw nat then i call her she look around la then nv see me haha. after i order my food i realise i v full from lunch =.= then i wonder how i eat. lol so i sit down then we had abt 2 hours to spare so we started talking a hell lot of shit can =.= hahaha from jokes abt flats to red hot chilli peppers la haha. to carvins randomness! lol. hahaha it was fun can.. its like guys night out really :D hahaha quote dane cook! fuck chicks! today guys we DANCEE if chicks come near we tazer them bzzzt! =.= lol but yah fun leh hanging out :D lol must do more often!
when to watch the omen! look at our preeeeetty tix :D
i tell u the omen shud be retitled a series of unfortunate events. its crap la haha ppl in front of us damn pissed can i laughed thru out the whole thing la. some things really v stupid then others is like i dunno i just find funny =.= like the observatory then got ppl talk in italian and pointing at a fucking comet. then i cant stop laughing =.= then i think of pzx and i laugh more. haha then got the part the new nanny grab the main guy then the little boy jump up. : O he look SUPER SPASTIC HAHA I LAUGH LIKE SIAO CAN. then me and paul make stupid jokes abt chuck norris, and then the girl got say something like. so far away. then we started singing dragonForce =.= so far away! we wait for the daayy! lol.
yah anyway after the movie went home lor haha.. eh thats it meh. my day so short!? but haha was damn amusing. plus its like wat. the 4th time i met salah and dint know can =.= she really damn siao la wtf crazy damn smart leh think of that way =.= she really v smart now kena tease by her frens =.= haha shen jing bing one. but she DONATED. <(^_^<)
oh yah i rmred wat i was gonna say. haha blog song changed to while my guitar gently weeps - beatles! omg damn ncie song can >< compossed by george harrison haha.. beatles lead. but i think lead is played by eric clapton haha. well be glad i ditn change it to scandinavian power metal -.- haha. while my guitar gently weeps.
edit! lol i rmr wat me and jon ho talk abt the omen poster =.= lol he was like look damn freaky la. the boy on the swing.. then i was like. nvm. i twis! then he cannot attack me later. lol =.= u know twis right. lol last time primary sch then raise up index and middle fingers then the catcher cannot catch you one.. :D:D:D
omg i want to learn ukulele.
http://www.ukuleledisco.com/jake
while my guitar gently weeps.
every next time guarantees nothing.
http://www.ukuleledisco.com/jake
while my guitar gently weeps.
every next time guarantees nothing.
why doesnt anyone believe it is the end of the world?
lol i dont either.
but can you imagine what if it was? what would one of the last things u want be? will you be able to get it? will it be given to you?
what if tmr's sunrise was the last you'll ever see?
thatt is spelt with a double t. not like satay.
it is now the 6th day of the 6th month of the 6th year.
lol i dont either.
but can you imagine what if it was? what would one of the last things u want be? will you be able to get it? will it be given to you?
what if tmr's sunrise was the last you'll ever see?
thatt is spelt with a double t. not like satay.
it is now the 6th day of the 6th month of the 6th year.
Monday, June 05, 2006
haha i EXERCISED for the first time in like omg wat. 3 months?! yah. i went sch morning to play soccer with 2Lers! hahahaha fun fun but i tire out v easily can. haha then daniel chew there doing sudoku lol. =.=
lol i feel so good sweating and running haha :D but then right. we went for lunch then its like. i ate a shit load anyway so i feel like shit now. then dinenr is char kway teow la ultimate healthiness can.
anw. lol seetow kept hitting post haha xD then we saw mer mer darling :D WITH HIS BRACES :D:D:D lol omgomgomgomg braces can wtf. wahlao BRACES HAHA I GOT BRACES FETISH DID ANYONE TELL YOU :D braces!!! :D lol i chased him around for a while then i sian lol then we play soccer haha..
yah then went to catch movie! THE BENCH WARMERS :D hahahahahahahaha OMG SUPER NICE SHOW CAN. I LAUGH THRU OUT THE WHOLE THING NOW I GOT HEADACHE LA WTF. lol quite sick a helll lot of funny stuffs :D:D:D:D:D haha and a niceeeeee twist near the end can! >< nice nice :D ahahaha. rob schneider is another brilliant actor haha but johnny depp still pwns :D lol. the guy scared of sun one DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHA OMG ITS A TOTALLY RETARDED SHOW BUT ITS SUPER FUNNY AND NICE LOL.
trailers before the show! haha i want to watch lake house can! and click :D haha click stars adam sandler, abt a 'universal remote' he can like ffw and stop and switch off and on everything! including ppl :D:D haha funny! then lake house is a must can! its looks damn nice la haha.. stars keanu reeves and sandra bullock, abt two ppl who live in this house by the lake. but the thing is, they live 2 years apart! haha well they leave stuff in the mailbox and realise the other party can receive it.. its damn cool can >< freaky yet nice! romance haha. quote sandra bullock 'its like.. a long distance relationship'. nice can omg haha i want to watch!
haha anyway lol. scandinavian power metal the lyrics mostly abt some fantasy world one can =.= haha pagan legends xD lol. like wolf and raven yah.. black sheep is abt some temple of evil and living with the black sheep. rising force is like. abt some rising force and wat the lightning strikes cracking the night la -.- HAHA. thru the fire and flames (or the other way round?) is best la its like a 7 min somg abt riding on dunno wat wings and eluding wat thunderstorm and flying away into battle -.- LOL. scandinavian power metal > you! :D
haha tmr is busking @ orchard! guitar will be outside the paragon i think. call me for more details! i hope we wont screw up leh.. but its ok just come and donate pls :D hahaha. well busking they either pay u cos u damn pro, or they donate cos u kanasai then they come see then u kachiao them then they donate LOL. so. i'm confident we can get money (: no comments BUT COME LA. 12 TO 5. OUTSIDE PARAGON. call/sms me for details! come come donate k!
haha my father rushing me for dinner can =.= haha kk i go go i v guai one. lol. benchwarmers! :D
lol i feel so good sweating and running haha :D but then right. we went for lunch then its like. i ate a shit load anyway so i feel like shit now. then dinenr is char kway teow la ultimate healthiness can.
anw. lol seetow kept hitting post haha xD then we saw mer mer darling :D WITH HIS BRACES :D:D:D lol omgomgomgomg braces can wtf. wahlao BRACES HAHA I GOT BRACES FETISH DID ANYONE TELL YOU :D braces!!! :D lol i chased him around for a while then i sian lol then we play soccer haha..
yah then went to catch movie! THE BENCH WARMERS :D hahahahahahahaha OMG SUPER NICE SHOW CAN. I LAUGH THRU OUT THE WHOLE THING NOW I GOT HEADACHE LA WTF. lol quite sick a helll lot of funny stuffs :D:D:D:D:D haha and a niceeeeee twist near the end can! >< nice nice :D ahahaha. rob schneider is another brilliant actor haha but johnny depp still pwns :D lol. the guy scared of sun one DAMN FUNNY HAHAHAHAHA OMG ITS A TOTALLY RETARDED SHOW BUT ITS SUPER FUNNY AND NICE LOL.
trailers before the show! haha i want to watch lake house can! and click :D haha click stars adam sandler, abt a 'universal remote' he can like ffw and stop and switch off and on everything! including ppl :D:D haha funny! then lake house is a must can! its looks damn nice la haha.. stars keanu reeves and sandra bullock, abt two ppl who live in this house by the lake. but the thing is, they live 2 years apart! haha well they leave stuff in the mailbox and realise the other party can receive it.. its damn cool can >< freaky yet nice! romance haha. quote sandra bullock 'its like.. a long distance relationship'. nice can omg haha i want to watch!
haha anyway lol. scandinavian power metal the lyrics mostly abt some fantasy world one can =.= haha pagan legends xD lol. like wolf and raven yah.. black sheep is abt some temple of evil and living with the black sheep. rising force is like. abt some rising force and wat the lightning strikes cracking the night la -.- HAHA. thru the fire and flames (or the other way round?) is best la its like a 7 min somg abt riding on dunno wat wings and eluding wat thunderstorm and flying away into battle -.- LOL. scandinavian power metal > you! :D
haha tmr is busking @ orchard! guitar will be outside the paragon i think. call me for more details! i hope we wont screw up leh.. but its ok just come and donate pls :D hahaha. well busking they either pay u cos u damn pro, or they donate cos u kanasai then they come see then u kachiao them then they donate LOL. so. i'm confident we can get money (: no comments BUT COME LA. 12 TO 5. OUTSIDE PARAGON. call/sms me for details! come come donate k!
haha my father rushing me for dinner can =.= haha kk i go go i v guai one. lol. benchwarmers! :D
Sunday, June 04, 2006
lol i just finished corpse bride!
corpse bride is such a sweet and sad show! (:! ):!
omg 14.90 is damn worth it la >< omgomgomg corpse bride is a damn nice show!!!!! omg lol wtf. u know i cant believe i like dun care abt other shows then i laugh at horror cos its damn stupid -.- then corpse bride. i feel like crying la =.= lol. i told u i was emotional these days! but its so cool can and so sweet! omg tim burton is really a genius! i think victor really looks like johnny depp la! omgomg. i love these kind of gothic settings! some more its like. romance comedy la!. its not realistic tho.. apart from the fact abt the corpses.. but yah lol. the yi jian zhong qing part not v realistic.. exp victor and victoria haha. i think victor and emily the yi jian zhong qing better lor. emily damn cute can! haha dance dance then leg drop out HAHA -.- then brough vicotr his dead dog as wedding gift :D then play piano the hand run off do trills HAHA omgomgomg damn cute hahaha xD. omg lol its a damn ncie show >< damn sweet leh.
wont spoil the surprise for u ppl. GO WATCH. I GIVE IT 6 STARS HAHA. =.= very short one haha 80 mins only.. lol. one disk haha. what u expect its a bit pain staking to make la.. stop motion right if i'm not wrong haha. wah shit i really like the show a lot la. so sweet! haha its v cute la! and v sweet! and then theres the sad touch to it! >< haha. emily v cute! :D haha yay corpse bride! lol.
okay la 4 oclock i better sleep. >_> omg. corpse bride <3! :D
corpse bride is such a sweet and sad show! (:! ):!
omg 14.90 is damn worth it la >< omgomgomg corpse bride is a damn nice show!!!!! omg lol wtf. u know i cant believe i like dun care abt other shows then i laugh at horror cos its damn stupid -.- then corpse bride. i feel like crying la =.= lol. i told u i was emotional these days! but its so cool can and so sweet! omg tim burton is really a genius! i think victor really looks like johnny depp la! omgomg. i love these kind of gothic settings! some more its like. romance comedy la!. its not realistic tho.. apart from the fact abt the corpses.. but yah lol. the yi jian zhong qing part not v realistic.. exp victor and victoria haha. i think victor and emily the yi jian zhong qing better lor. emily damn cute can! haha dance dance then leg drop out HAHA -.- then brough vicotr his dead dog as wedding gift :D then play piano the hand run off do trills HAHA omgomgomg damn cute hahaha xD. omg lol its a damn ncie show >< damn sweet leh.
wont spoil the surprise for u ppl. GO WATCH. I GIVE IT 6 STARS HAHA. =.= very short one haha 80 mins only.. lol. one disk haha. what u expect its a bit pain staking to make la.. stop motion right if i'm not wrong haha. wah shit i really like the show a lot la. so sweet! haha its v cute la! and v sweet! and then theres the sad touch to it! >< haha. emily v cute! :D haha yay corpse bride! lol.
okay la 4 oclock i better sleep. >_> omg. corpse bride <3! :D
now i know what hyqel meant.
you can just sit there with your guitar at the balcony and play till 3 am.
i think i was just beginning sec 2 when he told me that haha. yea. 3 am. not yet for me.. haha its 2.25. but thats cos i want to watch vcd now lol -.- haha. i wasnt even plyaing elec guit la.. just my classical guit. a few nice songs, even quite a few strum and sing along songs la.. haha. its just nice (: ahaha.
busking on the 6th! haha outside paragon! i hope its gonna be good! >< who wants to watch the omen after that :D lol.
haha it was fun talking again really it really was i wish it'd stay this way.
you can just sit there with your guitar at the balcony and play till 3 am.
i think i was just beginning sec 2 when he told me that haha. yea. 3 am. not yet for me.. haha its 2.25. but thats cos i want to watch vcd now lol -.- haha. i wasnt even plyaing elec guit la.. just my classical guit. a few nice songs, even quite a few strum and sing along songs la.. haha. its just nice (: ahaha.
busking on the 6th! haha outside paragon! i hope its gonna be good! >< who wants to watch the omen after that :D lol.
haha it was fun talking again really it really was i wish it'd stay this way.
Saturday, June 03, 2006
haha lol i'm surprised two ppl asked me to blog ytd leh.. saying never update.. haha thanks thanks :D
anyway! yah ytd nth cos nth was going on. lol. except that at night when i went to bed haha.. my aunt is hardcore nice la. >< cos my other cousin surprise came back from aus wat she work there haha then we all v surprised :D lol yup yup haha yay shes back haha. she got powerbook one lol she gimme the small crumpler also.. hahaha yah la anyway shes back. then at night.. got rooming problem.. lol cos the flat is my other cousin and my aunt one.. so two beds.. then when we come over is put mattresses one la. then she let me sleep her bed lor.. >< i feel damn bad. then my this cousin come back.. then gg la.. lol i wanted to sleep in the comp room one la the floor very nice and cold wat haha then she ask me go room sleep.
she kop the thick blanket and use as a sort of thin bedding against the floor la.. >< other than that wooly blanket, she was sleeping on the ground lor. she old alr la then she still sleep on the floor.. >< omg la she damn nice can haha. shes super nice to us one! lol. all of us siblings all stayed at her hosue till p1 one haha.. she like mother to us lor.. lol..
haha then today went for breakfast with my other other cousin (mother of the niece la), my niece, my cousin from aus, siblings and aunt haha. ate macs breakfast then went to walk around tiong bahru plaza hahaha.. then my cousins keep complaining i have a durian head -.- cos i shave alr then i never go style wat. just.. one other mop there again haha. then they were like. omg its like durian so round. -.- then they drag me go cut can haha. but they look at the barber and was like. lol he shave also.. then my aus cousin who wanted to cut hair also. brought me to jantzen or something to cut la. omg exp can.. >< 20 bucks i never had such an exp hair cut in my life?! in fact i've like never been in a hair salon, nor done anything to my hair before -.- she v nice la.. even tho my hair too short to style, she still bring me there to layer :/ haha shes damn nice la.. >< then she pay some more lor.. lol. my those cousins and us age gap a bit the big la they 30 plus lor.. hahaha. sigh then today come home liao la.. i want to go stay again next week! ahha ><
music today canclelled! lol the indiv one la. not the thurs one haha.. but make up on another holiday.. :/ dunno whether hapyp or sad haha..
anyway! yah ytd nth cos nth was going on. lol. except that at night when i went to bed haha.. my aunt is hardcore nice la. >< cos my other cousin surprise came back from aus wat she work there haha then we all v surprised :D lol yup yup haha yay shes back haha. she got powerbook one lol she gimme the small crumpler also.. hahaha yah la anyway shes back. then at night.. got rooming problem.. lol cos the flat is my other cousin and my aunt one.. so two beds.. then when we come over is put mattresses one la. then she let me sleep her bed lor.. >< i feel damn bad. then my this cousin come back.. then gg la.. lol i wanted to sleep in the comp room one la the floor very nice and cold wat haha then she ask me go room sleep.
she kop the thick blanket and use as a sort of thin bedding against the floor la.. >< other than that wooly blanket, she was sleeping on the ground lor. she old alr la then she still sleep on the floor.. >< omg la she damn nice can haha. shes super nice to us one! lol. all of us siblings all stayed at her hosue till p1 one haha.. she like mother to us lor.. lol..
haha then today went for breakfast with my other other cousin (mother of the niece la), my niece, my cousin from aus, siblings and aunt haha. ate macs breakfast then went to walk around tiong bahru plaza hahaha.. then my cousins keep complaining i have a durian head -.- cos i shave alr then i never go style wat. just.. one other mop there again haha. then they were like. omg its like durian so round. -.- then they drag me go cut can haha. but they look at the barber and was like. lol he shave also.. then my aus cousin who wanted to cut hair also. brought me to jantzen or something to cut la. omg exp can.. >< 20 bucks i never had such an exp hair cut in my life?! in fact i've like never been in a hair salon, nor done anything to my hair before -.- she v nice la.. even tho my hair too short to style, she still bring me there to layer :/ haha shes damn nice la.. >< then she pay some more lor.. lol. my those cousins and us age gap a bit the big la they 30 plus lor.. hahaha. sigh then today come home liao la.. i want to go stay again next week! ahha ><
music today canclelled! lol the indiv one la. not the thurs one haha.. but make up on another holiday.. :/ dunno whether hapyp or sad haha..
Thursday, June 01, 2006
hotel california - the eagles
On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
’this could be heaven or this could be hell’
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...
Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the hotel california
Any time of year, you can find it here
Her mind is tiffany-twisted, she got the mercedes bends
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget
So I called up the captain,
’please bring me my wine’
He said, ’we haven’t had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine’
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...
Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin’ it up at the hotel california
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis
Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said ’we are all just prisoners here, of our own device’
And in the master’s chambers,
They gathered for the feast
The stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can’t kill the beast
Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
’relax,’ said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
But you can never leave!
so rich for what. so pose for what. so flirt for what. so despo for what. so hardcore mug for what. so vicious for what. show no mercy for what. so emo for what. so pissed at this world for what. so unsatisfied for what.
we'll all end up the same. it is man's inevitable destiny:
On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair
Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air
Up ahead in the distance, I saw a shimmering light
My head grew heavy and my sight grew dim
I had to stop for the night
There she stood in the doorway;
I heard the mission bell
And I was thinking to myself,
’this could be heaven or this could be hell’
Then she lit up a candle and she showed me the way
There were voices down the corridor,
I thought I heard them say...
Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
Plenty of room at the hotel california
Any time of year, you can find it here
Her mind is tiffany-twisted, she got the mercedes bends
She got a lot of pretty, pretty boys, that she calls friends
How they dance in the courtyard, sweet summer sweat.
Some dance to remember, some dance to forget
So I called up the captain,
’please bring me my wine’
He said, ’we haven’t had that spirit here since nineteen sixty nine’
And still those voices are calling from far away,
Wake you up in the middle of the night
Just to hear them say...
Welcome to the hotel california
Such a lovely place
Such a lovely face
They livin’ it up at the hotel california
What a nice surprise, bring your alibis
Mirrors on the ceiling,
The pink champagne on ice
And she said ’we are all just prisoners here, of our own device’
And in the master’s chambers,
They gathered for the feast
The stab it with their steely knives,
But they just can’t kill the beast
Last thing I remember, I was
Running for the door
I had to find the passage back
To the place I was before
’relax,’ said the night man,
We are programmed to receive.
You can checkout any time you like,
But you can never leave!
so rich for what. so pose for what. so flirt for what. so despo for what. so hardcore mug for what. so vicious for what. show no mercy for what. so emo for what. so pissed at this world for what. so unsatisfied for what.
we'll all end up the same. it is man's inevitable destiny:
lol. i'm readdicted to scandinavian metal again la.. lol. sonata arctica and dragonforce haha.. rmr last time i first heard black sheep - sonata arctica.. then i fell in love with it and i have no reason why cos its just gay power metal..
lol. ahhh lol long long long ago man. okay la. abt. 10 months ago. lol. haha scandinavian metal.. u wonder how come ppl like malmsteen and vai always get mentioned.. and not those unknown scandinavian lead guitarists.. lol their spamming isl ike ultimate pwn pls. like in wolf and raven vid, the sonata arctica guitarist is like. standing there. and u can like see only his fingers move -.- i bet they all play on one string and they tremolo and then their left hand is like. fast la. quote paul leng on malmsteen 'i bet he sold his hand to the devil.' yeap. its just sick how fast they can go. seriously they are gay just go listen to dragon force or sonata arctica. scandinavian power metal > you.
and not to forget their drummers. one way to identify scandinavian metal. is to listen for the drum -.- they usually have 16 - 64 drum beats a bar. maybe even 128 i really cant freaking here how many is in one beat la -.- but as u can see. its spammage. seriously. i think they get military drummers to like spam, then they get one guy hitting the cymbals and hi hat la. like wtf la. seriously. just listen. its like 64 drum beats a bar it is GAY.
if u took ur greenday cd and scratched it. u'll probably chop ur emo metal drum beats to abt. 100 pieces. then u listen. u get scandinavian metal. but of course scandinavian power metal > you so it > greenday and all emo crap.
anyway. today i went music yah haha. u know i think right. i'm actually gonna miss music.
you know this course is where i grew up really. i always complain abt the work and the scolding.. but. really la. excluding jmc -.- its been more than 7.5 years lor.. all the classmates. classmates who came and went haha. gerald darren and that other guy i forgot his name.. then theres like. jevvie me yi an xin kai jane li hsing. then we combined class with delise daniel ka en peiyi. lol. its been quite a nice time la. haha.
(lol. i think i very sentimental these days. very. and quite emotional when i get to these haha. emotional. not emo. got diff. emo can like. kiss my monkey's ass.)
(yah i just got reminded of some shit -.- lol. emotional xD)
anyway! okay yah sigh. and then theres mr yeo! lol. mr yeo kian boon.. he taught terrence chu, jonathan lim, my omg classmate pan yian, and countless number of like omg prodigies. and he is my teacher. i shud be honoured.. lol. sometime long ago we all like dun really like him cos he scold la.. and his stricter than the prev teacher i forgot her name -.- haha. but yea.. u know like end of last year i came to appreciate him haha.. he actly v nice. he is SUPER LAME can xD lol.. i dun think i got to appreciate his lameness till like last year la. and his hao yi. really la. if i dun continue to the funny compo course after ssac ends. it'll prob be the last time i see him? haha. maybe i'll cry know. lol. :/ really la. his really good. his hearing maybe owns.. today he like. haxxed la. got one ensem starting we played wrong, then he was like. eh you wrong ar. and who's that with that wrong pedal there? i'm like. how the fuck lol its one note leh. and so many ppl play.
i can rmr when i first went for the jsac audits la.. i went in and there was this guy in a black jacket. he tested my hearing.. that was mr yeo kian boon. ic of plaza singapura yamaha i think haha.
i'm very blessed u know. i have him as a teacher. i have ppl like. pan yi an as my classmate. not to mention the rest of my classmates all damn pro also. delise impro, jane kbh and impro, sarah and everyone elses compo haha. jevvvie :D and daniel and his electone haha.. i think i will miss this class la.
and u know right. we've been in this class since like. p1. so we all like behave like p1s in the class seriously. like p1 strangers. omg. u know its really scary i know like some of them for 7.5 years, the others like wat. 4 years? and i'm hardly as close to them as like ppl i know for less than a year? >< lol. its cos u know last time we all p1 then stranger then all the girls and guys v shy one :D all stand tgt one side guys one side girls one side u know right u know u know :D haha. u know we still do that for solfege singing!?!??! :D lol. guys behind, girls in front.. lol. and we never talk one.. other than for neccessary stuffs.. haha. seriously la. we v pri sch leh :D sighz. i think we all return to our innocence when we step into studio 120 of ps yamaha la.. seriously. we giggle at scandals :D (darren and lihsing HAHA last time :D) then we giggle at stuff like. bizet's carmen, cos mr yeo was like. carmen is an opera. abt a WHOOOOOREEE. u know wats a whore? then we all like giggle like p sch ppl la wtf. omg. innocence. we seriously dun talk one lor.
haha last year i blog surfing i reached yi an's blog la.. then from there i know yi an and delise la haha.. daniel is i talk sometimes, but jevvie. 7.5 years :D haha yea we're pretty close i guess haha.. (: lol.
course ending oct. i wanted to get everyone's contacts today end of class.. but i dint dare to. like omg. i dint dare to!?!? >< lol. sigh. that child likeness.. studio 120 la.. omg i'm really gonna miss music okay.. and i really really really hell regret not appreciating and runnign wild and free during these 7.5 years of lesson. i ded benefitted from this course. but i dun think i've benefitted as much as i could u know. its really wasted. i have less than half a year ahead. sigh..
i'm gonna miss this course leh.. lol. and i noticed everytime after the lesson, something we played during the lesson will get stuck in my head. shit i forgot wat was the prev song in my head.. for damn long leh. just just now chagned to carmen's seguidilla. do fa so ti ti do re mi re do ti la so. lol. its solfege :D lol. lol lo sddgvksjfhg afhjkdbg. fuyck lafkasdf, fuck la. i told u i was sentimental. oh i rmr wat song was playing liao! aida! the victory march thingy! :D
lol. note to self. rmr to ask them for contacts.. haha :D i'm honoured to be in this class really.. sigh. dun end leh.
haha i forgot wat i wanted to post alr. one more thing. but i forgot haha.. i really forgot wat i wanted to post.. shit my memory is seriously selective la. fuck. anyway. i'm gonna post my original post for tonight, tmr, or later. cos yah. this very long post that is more suited for today is alr posted haha. watch out for the next post.. man's inevitable destiny.
lol. ahhh lol long long long ago man. okay la. abt. 10 months ago. lol. haha scandinavian metal.. u wonder how come ppl like malmsteen and vai always get mentioned.. and not those unknown scandinavian lead guitarists.. lol their spamming isl ike ultimate pwn pls. like in wolf and raven vid, the sonata arctica guitarist is like. standing there. and u can like see only his fingers move -.- i bet they all play on one string and they tremolo and then their left hand is like. fast la. quote paul leng on malmsteen 'i bet he sold his hand to the devil.' yeap. its just sick how fast they can go. seriously they are gay just go listen to dragon force or sonata arctica. scandinavian power metal > you.
and not to forget their drummers. one way to identify scandinavian metal. is to listen for the drum -.- they usually have 16 - 64 drum beats a bar. maybe even 128 i really cant freaking here how many is in one beat la -.- but as u can see. its spammage. seriously. i think they get military drummers to like spam, then they get one guy hitting the cymbals and hi hat la. like wtf la. seriously. just listen. its like 64 drum beats a bar it is GAY.
if u took ur greenday cd and scratched it. u'll probably chop ur emo metal drum beats to abt. 100 pieces. then u listen. u get scandinavian metal. but of course scandinavian power metal > you so it > greenday and all emo crap.
anyway. today i went music yah haha. u know i think right. i'm actually gonna miss music.
you know this course is where i grew up really. i always complain abt the work and the scolding.. but. really la. excluding jmc -.- its been more than 7.5 years lor.. all the classmates. classmates who came and went haha. gerald darren and that other guy i forgot his name.. then theres like. jevvie me yi an xin kai jane li hsing. then we combined class with delise daniel ka en peiyi. lol. its been quite a nice time la. haha.
(lol. i think i very sentimental these days. very. and quite emotional when i get to these haha. emotional. not emo. got diff. emo can like. kiss my monkey's ass.)
(yah i just got reminded of some shit -.- lol. emotional xD)
anyway! okay yah sigh. and then theres mr yeo! lol. mr yeo kian boon.. he taught terrence chu, jonathan lim, my omg classmate pan yian, and countless number of like omg prodigies. and he is my teacher. i shud be honoured.. lol. sometime long ago we all like dun really like him cos he scold la.. and his stricter than the prev teacher i forgot her name -.- haha. but yea.. u know like end of last year i came to appreciate him haha.. he actly v nice. he is SUPER LAME can xD lol.. i dun think i got to appreciate his lameness till like last year la. and his hao yi. really la. if i dun continue to the funny compo course after ssac ends. it'll prob be the last time i see him? haha. maybe i'll cry know. lol. :/ really la. his really good. his hearing maybe owns.. today he like. haxxed la. got one ensem starting we played wrong, then he was like. eh you wrong ar. and who's that with that wrong pedal there? i'm like. how the fuck lol its one note leh. and so many ppl play.
i can rmr when i first went for the jsac audits la.. i went in and there was this guy in a black jacket. he tested my hearing.. that was mr yeo kian boon. ic of plaza singapura yamaha i think haha.
i'm very blessed u know. i have him as a teacher. i have ppl like. pan yi an as my classmate. not to mention the rest of my classmates all damn pro also. delise impro, jane kbh and impro, sarah and everyone elses compo haha. jevvvie :D and daniel and his electone haha.. i think i will miss this class la.
and u know right. we've been in this class since like. p1. so we all like behave like p1s in the class seriously. like p1 strangers. omg. u know its really scary i know like some of them for 7.5 years, the others like wat. 4 years? and i'm hardly as close to them as like ppl i know for less than a year? >< lol. its cos u know last time we all p1 then stranger then all the girls and guys v shy one :D all stand tgt one side guys one side girls one side u know right u know u know :D haha. u know we still do that for solfege singing!?!??! :D lol. guys behind, girls in front.. lol. and we never talk one.. other than for neccessary stuffs.. haha. seriously la. we v pri sch leh :D sighz. i think we all return to our innocence when we step into studio 120 of ps yamaha la.. seriously. we giggle at scandals :D (darren and lihsing HAHA last time :D) then we giggle at stuff like. bizet's carmen, cos mr yeo was like. carmen is an opera. abt a WHOOOOOREEE. u know wats a whore? then we all like giggle like p sch ppl la wtf. omg. innocence. we seriously dun talk one lor.
haha last year i blog surfing i reached yi an's blog la.. then from there i know yi an and delise la haha.. daniel is i talk sometimes, but jevvie. 7.5 years :D haha yea we're pretty close i guess haha.. (: lol.
course ending oct. i wanted to get everyone's contacts today end of class.. but i dint dare to. like omg. i dint dare to!?!? >< lol. sigh. that child likeness.. studio 120 la.. omg i'm really gonna miss music okay.. and i really really really hell regret not appreciating and runnign wild and free during these 7.5 years of lesson. i ded benefitted from this course. but i dun think i've benefitted as much as i could u know. its really wasted. i have less than half a year ahead. sigh..
i'm gonna miss this course leh.. lol. and i noticed everytime after the lesson, something we played during the lesson will get stuck in my head. shit i forgot wat was the prev song in my head.. for damn long leh. just just now chagned to carmen's seguidilla. do fa so ti ti do re mi re do ti la so. lol. its solfege :D lol. lol lo sddgvksjfhg afhjkdbg. fuyck lafkasdf, fuck la. i told u i was sentimental. oh i rmr wat song was playing liao! aida! the victory march thingy! :D
lol. note to self. rmr to ask them for contacts.. haha :D i'm honoured to be in this class really.. sigh. dun end leh.
haha i forgot wat i wanted to post alr. one more thing. but i forgot haha.. i really forgot wat i wanted to post.. shit my memory is seriously selective la. fuck. anyway. i'm gonna post my original post for tonight, tmr, or later. cos yah. this very long post that is more suited for today is alr posted haha. watch out for the next post.. man's inevitable destiny.
:D yes i'm staying over at my aunt's house again :D haha. till sat morn i think! my sis so cute! and my cousin haha yah the grown up one she got new hairstlye! frizzy one haha coolio.
went out for tea with them just now :D lol. went tcc! haha very exp pls >< haha. v full v full. i tell you today trip out is like crazy reliving of many memories la. remote ones, even la. yah like at tcc. then we all ordered nice stuff :D haha i got salmon linguine lor :D
yah then my cousin was like. no no u cant eat liddat. u eat like wanton noodle liddat. then she was like. i show u i show u. then she twirl the pasta against the spoon and show me la. i was like. wah fuck that looks damn fucking familiar where the fuck did i see that before. -.- lol. yah. someone ate pastamania creamy chicken spaghetti liddat one. lol. fuck la its like suddenly can rmr such random things la lol.
yah anyway v nice tea! i super super full la. then they dump me all their unwanted food also i want to die can. i ate 2 half serving of lunch, now gimme all this omg. )x ahaha. then went barang barang shop!
yah omg the stuff there super exp also!?!??!?! but nice nice nice like all the metal plates etc. chic la :D haha. then theres like. this softoy section!??!?! like wtf!? lol. guess wat i saw! i saw a purple unicorn!!! and i got reminded of something LONG ago. like uh. sec 1 or end of sec 1 liddat la. LOL someone havent gimme lor. my purple unicorn or wdv xD hahaha omgomgomg long ago stuff can. wtf la. remote memories!!!!
after barang barang we went ben and jerry's! :D hahaha omg surprised we all could still eat la. at least me. i was really exploding and i still feel like bursting can. omg >< damn full!!!! haha. ben and jerry's lol. can u believe its only my second time eating? lol first time was at suntec that time. -.- haha. told u full of memories!
then went to uh. where did we go ar. oh i think just random walk around liao lor haha. but like omg. such a short trip there. lol. happy and sad lol. its torturous sometimes u know. but then again u think abt it. how boring would life get without all this crap? xD
lol. fish and fisherman xD lol funny analogy la i dun even know how i came up with it -.- haha.
wah really leh. when i walking that time then i see the twirling of the spaghetti. omg lol fuck. lol. batman begins. lol. haha wtf la.. twirling of spaghetti against spoon..
later got music la fuck i gotta go there myself from here then come back also. -.- sian. then i never pract. win la win. maybe i'll get scolded. maybe only.. sigh. but then again right. wtf la.. this course almost ending leh.. :/ i think i will actually miss it? haha.. i can go kachiau jevon after class.. and maybe see mr tan chee wan and his son :D. lol. plaza singapura.. (:
went out for tea with them just now :D lol. went tcc! haha very exp pls >< haha. v full v full. i tell you today trip out is like crazy reliving of many memories la. remote ones, even la. yah like at tcc. then we all ordered nice stuff :D haha i got salmon linguine lor :D
yah then my cousin was like. no no u cant eat liddat. u eat like wanton noodle liddat. then she was like. i show u i show u. then she twirl the pasta against the spoon and show me la. i was like. wah fuck that looks damn fucking familiar where the fuck did i see that before. -.- lol. yah. someone ate pastamania creamy chicken spaghetti liddat one. lol. fuck la its like suddenly can rmr such random things la lol.
yah anyway v nice tea! i super super full la. then they dump me all their unwanted food also i want to die can. i ate 2 half serving of lunch, now gimme all this omg. )x ahaha. then went barang barang shop!
yah omg the stuff there super exp also!?!??!?! but nice nice nice like all the metal plates etc. chic la :D haha. then theres like. this softoy section!??!?! like wtf!? lol. guess wat i saw! i saw a purple unicorn!!! and i got reminded of something LONG ago. like uh. sec 1 or end of sec 1 liddat la. LOL someone havent gimme lor. my purple unicorn or wdv xD hahaha omgomgomg long ago stuff can. wtf la. remote memories!!!!
after barang barang we went ben and jerry's! :D hahaha omg surprised we all could still eat la. at least me. i was really exploding and i still feel like bursting can. omg >< damn full!!!! haha. ben and jerry's lol. can u believe its only my second time eating? lol first time was at suntec that time. -.- haha. told u full of memories!
then went to uh. where did we go ar. oh i think just random walk around liao lor haha. but like omg. such a short trip there. lol. happy and sad lol. its torturous sometimes u know. but then again u think abt it. how boring would life get without all this crap? xD
lol. fish and fisherman xD lol funny analogy la i dun even know how i came up with it -.- haha.
wah really leh. when i walking that time then i see the twirling of the spaghetti. omg lol fuck. lol. batman begins. lol. haha wtf la.. twirling of spaghetti against spoon..
later got music la fuck i gotta go there myself from here then come back also. -.- sian. then i never pract. win la win. maybe i'll get scolded. maybe only.. sigh. but then again right. wtf la.. this course almost ending leh.. :/ i think i will actually miss it? haha.. i can go kachiau jevon after class.. and maybe see mr tan chee wan and his son :D. lol. plaza singapura.. (:
yay. 5.04 am now. i killed diablo abt an hour ago. lvl 28 leh kill diablo. not bad la haha. siao rush front part can :D
lol. since i dun have the exp YET (ya i'm thinking of getting the original. then can play bnet haha. some more its like. 25 bucks not compared to last time 60 bucks. very tempting leh. shud i get.. ><) anw since i dun ahve the exp YET. i decided to try.
DOTA. omg. i think i like. went against my original intention? haha i restrict myself la cos i dun want to get addicted haha. but i was addicted to other games (mofunzone, diablo, etc -.-), its like not much help.. so sicne i finished dII, being a blizzard fan, i went to play wIII! haha. guess wat. i realised abt. 3 years ago i got involved in a very primistive dota match -.- it was just some random map made by some korean (?!?!?) ppl which was like dota except its not pushing la. dunno how to explain. but its like. primitive dota -.- lol. yah. so i happen to have that map cos when i saw it i rmr i was in that match -.- haha so i decided to try it :D
lol. and i just decided dota actly quite fun haha.. but i'm like wat. playing with ai now -.- ai is like. -.- lol.a bit diao la.. maybe some other day i go on bnet play haha..
sad leh. dII finish liao haha.. shud i get dII LOD! ): 25 bucks..
ok ok i better sleep. -.-
lol. since i dun have the exp YET (ya i'm thinking of getting the original. then can play bnet haha. some more its like. 25 bucks not compared to last time 60 bucks. very tempting leh. shud i get.. ><) anw since i dun ahve the exp YET. i decided to try.
DOTA. omg. i think i like. went against my original intention? haha i restrict myself la cos i dun want to get addicted haha. but i was addicted to other games (mofunzone, diablo, etc -.-), its like not much help.. so sicne i finished dII, being a blizzard fan, i went to play wIII! haha. guess wat. i realised abt. 3 years ago i got involved in a very primistive dota match -.- it was just some random map made by some korean (?!?!?) ppl which was like dota except its not pushing la. dunno how to explain. but its like. primitive dota -.- lol. yah. so i happen to have that map cos when i saw it i rmr i was in that match -.- haha so i decided to try it :D
lol. and i just decided dota actly quite fun haha.. but i'm like wat. playing with ai now -.- ai is like. -.- lol.a bit diao la.. maybe some other day i go on bnet play haha..
sad leh. dII finish liao haha.. shud i get dII LOD! ): 25 bucks..
ok ok i better sleep. -.-