beautiful, isnt it
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
today is funny hahaha i just feel damn fucking funny lol. dunno why. ahahaha so funny. -.-

but anyway ytd night (i think) i switch on telly YAY then i saw random shows like. scrubs which is a damn fucking funny show haha damn guai lan -.- then got some other british comedy thing dunno what also damn funny lol. then i watched the last part of coyote ugly -.- wtf i switch on i think yay movie and it ends -.- but oh well i rmred this song :D

cant fight the moonlight! i'm addicted since ytd lor wtf hahaha. i'm damn swayyyeyeyeyeye nowadays ahhhhh i'm fucking up shit lol. wahlao now my music taste is like. -.- metal. hard rock. classic rock. then all the grooooooovy and swaaaaaaaayey songs :D

omg i cant fight the fucking moonlight hax! :D


can't fight the moonlight
leann rimes

under a lovers' sky
gonna be with you
and no one's gonna be around
if you think that you won't fall
well just wait until
til the sun goes down

underneath the starlight - starlight
there's a magical feeling - so right
it'll steal your heart tonight

you can try to resist
try to hide from my kiss
but you know
but you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
you'll surrender your heart
but you know
but you know that you can't fight the moonlight
no, you can't fight it
it's gonna get to your heart

there's no escape from love
was a gentle breeze
weaves it's spell upon your heart
no matter what you think
it won't be too long
til your in my arms
underneath the starlight - starlight
we'll be lost in the rhythm - so right
feel it steal your heart tonight

you can try to resist
try to hide from my kiss
but you know
but you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
you'll surrender your heart
but you know
but you know that you can't fight the moonlight
no you can't fight it
no matter what you do
the night is gonna get to you

don't try then
you're never win

part of me the starlight - starlight
there's a magic feeling - so right
it will steal your heart tonight

you can try to resist
try to hide from my kiss
but you know
but you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
you'll surrender your heart
but you know
but you know that you can't fight the moonlight
no, you can't fight it

you can try to resist
try to hide from my kiss
but you know
don't you know that you can't fight the moonlight
Deep in the dark
you'll surrender your heart
but you know
but you know that you can't fight the moonlight
no, you can't fight it
it's gonna get to your heart



the night is gonan get to you babyy :D
at 9:51 PM
Monday, January 30, 2006
shit great i forgot what i wanted to blog abt.

great this is fucking great i have a great memory wtf.

oh yah i think its something to do with how hax today was also lol. -.-

shit now i forgot what i'm supp to do now. nvm i shall bathe and do homework and be oh-so-model-student

cool la my blog posts are now getting more and more fucked up haha zz.
at 7:36 PM
harlow ppl haha

second day of cny! visiting lol. went see my uh grand aunt and got reminded of how screwed up my piano is cos over there my fathers cousin and his wife made me paly and i realise i had no decent song i can play thats nice lol. zz. must polish!

then went to aunt's place for lunch and omgomgomg my aunt is ownage u know she had to cook lunch for us all and she dint have ingredients wanted to get today and then she rmred its cny so no ntuc no market.. lol but she letthax the food. okay so she wanted friend rice she needed all the carrots peas and corn those kind of frozen one in one packet one la. she dint have. so she painstakingly plucked off all the corn from the normal stick of corn. then she used some damn nice japanese peas thing for peas. improvise till have food lor omg hax.

and then the food she cook itself is damn hax!! damn nice lor wtf hax. omg miss it alr! haha. then all of us went to uncle's house at choachukang or yewtee there i dint really notice. damn nice also lor! the wind is like always damn strong there damn windy damn cool damn nice omg! slack there a while then go home alr zz haha. on the way my father popped by nus to show me haha. yay i hope smp is fun i'm gonna make the best out of it haha.

home now zz damn sian back to work! lol tmr my siblings and mum going with cousins to the tree top walk or something haha. i
do i sound hyper! hahaha maybe i do zz but i'm damn not lor! hmm dunno how to describe my moods nowadays! hahaha. i woke up with a stairway to heaven mood lol and then it became normal now its liddat again! dunno why!

haha my head damn giddy damn pain >< lol i think i tired zz i need 15 hour sleeps la haha no i'm not lazy at all (:

zz to be a rock and not to roll!

stairway to heaven haha -.-


outout back to worrrkkkk.
at 6:50 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
hello everyone haha happy chu yi of chinese new year yay. first day funn hahaha not bad la. had uncle and aunt over haha wif my grown up cousins from my aunt and my little cousins from my uncle hahaha.

and!! my cute little niece :D haha yeap jaide lol. and one of my cousins from my uncle is also around jaide's age haha. si yin!. omg so cute both of them! was like playing wif them la haha then i like let them whack me and scream into my ear etc zz hahahaha damn fun omgomgomg! lol. damn cuteeeeee zz.

then went grandma's house! lol the usual la xD haha i love my grandma she dote on us like siao hahaha. then my dad challenged me to eat raw olives YAY. as usual haha. every cny or when they have raw olives my dad dare me to eat zz haha. cos its like freaking hard to bite and then its damn siap (hokkien for that taste.. but i dunno how to say) like its damn stingingly sour and raw taste haha. but i ate 5 now he owes me moolah hahaha see la bet wif me :D hahahahaha.

lol but yes thank you we have a bit the a lot of the work to do! shall start on it soon!


(soon (: )
at 6:19 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
if a person is vain, but doesnt bother about his looks, is he still vain?
(so basically he looks in the mirror and go like oh fuck i look like shit but then still dont care and dun like use gel dont pose etc -.-)

isnt vanity a sin?
at 10:30 AM
well apparently at around 7pm i went to 'take a nap'.

it is 5.18am now.

yes i'm fucking tired.
yes we have holiday homework wow.
i'm feeling damn sian.
as usual.

lol. so today was okay la. had chem which was okay then eng presented impromptu anecdotes. half the class hasnt done ahaha. peng's anecdote best la.

' my topic today was poison. one day. i saw a street. and i walked down it. then i saw a green vial of liquid on the ground. i drank it. my skin started turning (a series of colours), and then finally, green. then i saw the tower far far away. and i was going closer to the tower. the people around me were also becoming tiny. i was growing bigger. then, this monster appeared. i punched it and it died. i soon realise that the green vial of liquid was actually. poison! but due to my -ahem- great immunity system it actually gave me super human powers. thank you.'

haha almost the exact words he said lor. except i think i missed out one more funny part where he made some english mistake haha.

zz

then went back to pri sch and all that la haha. saw all the old teachers xD hahaha mr chan mrs chiam mrs tan ms cheng weng lao shi qiu lao shi mrs ho mrs soh mr wong mrs chng chen laoshi (on stage) hahaha omg so fun!

then me and zhihao met this bunch of rg sec 1s zz and they were talking to ms cheng who forgot my name hahaha. then this girl was like. see i even know his name and you dont! i'm like wtf?!?!?! so i ask her how she know then she was like 'i'm psychic' which sounded DAMN familiar.. turned out to be joo gian haha zekgian's sis lol. and zekgian in pri sch kept saying i'm psychic when u ask her how she know stuff >_> hahaha but she's damn pro one she's like daniel chew la studies all top sch one haha. last time i car pool with her lor i wish i copied more of her work.

ate canteen food! omg missed it so much lor. then went into classes hahaha to ka chiao the teachers :P hahahaha. and the p4s are SICK la. they were asking jon lee my hci fren stuff like. 'do you have a girlfriend yet? did u have sex with her? you know in class we have sex (as in gender) wars?' then the qns became like. 'do you shit on your girlfriend's food?' me and zhihao were like. WTF ARE THEY SUPP TO BE P4?!??!

but its so good to be back at my old pri sch xD hahaha esp in the classes! omg its like the class suddenly become so small. all the table chairs also. it used to be a chore to walk from the end table to the teacher's table. now its like takes wat. 5 steps lor wtf.

and the parade square! omg last time it seemed like an end less stretch almost as big as a field, where we can run around without crossing the boundaries to play touch rug! and it was always a bad thing if we ran from one end to the other for pe! now its like. omg so small!

i miss p sch la can go home everyday at 1.30 one zz.

aha oh and did i say how small the field is lol. okay so 1.6 km is 11.5 rounds round the track round the field la. last time i dint know that was small lor haha it seemed okay size. now i see its a bit the small la haha. but fun fun we played soccer on it haha yes in long pants zz haha

oh then i hitched a ride on my sis' sch bus back home zz. then i watched madagascar on tv yay :D hahaha omg damn short but damn damn damn nice show xD hahahahaha. i like to move it move it :D

haha and tmr (or rather later in the morning) is chinese new year's eve alr xD hahaha

oh well. i'mg gonna go piss now. then go back to zzz. see you guys when the sun rises again :D
at 5:40 AM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
today i feel hotel california lol. damn hotel california. like on a dark desert highway.

dunno why zz.

wats the meaning of the word delirious. dunno maybe thats wat i'm feeling now. actually i have no fucking idea u know.

zz sleepzor soon i'm as tired as usual.
at 11:44 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
a few things abt today hmm.

1. great. omg great. i was happy.
2. fuck. omg fuck. wth faggot we are not like geniuses. pls dont be a faggot.
3. aiyah okay la wats to come lol. ying yong wen. at least we got to bring it home to do. doubt i'll restart. just anyhow finish la i'm going to fail it anyway dammit.
4. omg penguins = <3!! (not penghui) so fucking cute omg. and the dance thing! so cute! omg. i'm gonna search the soundtrack zz.
5. sleepy zz kept sleeping. till i got mistaken to be doing WORK during the ceremony. zz like yes i do work wif eyes close. but oh well pen in hand worksheets on lap. not anything much la haha just damn sleepy and had headache zz. maybe i'm sick lol i mean gan and leoson were sick and they are sitting beside me.
6. lunch yay more rushing of work..
7. this is damn fucked up.
8. lit was okay just kept sleeping.
9. why haha. u know it pains me to see you like this. it leaves me wondering wat the fuck haha. i dunno wat the fuck now la.
and
10. theres whiskey in the jar-o!

sianz. zz.
at 6:16 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
yes swayyyeyyy moood baby (:

haha yay got blog music up THANK YOU YES YOU xD

i would be swayey now except i'm tired zz haha anyway heres santana and michelle branch - the game of love!

the game of love
santana and michelle branch

Tell me
Just what you want me to be
One kiss
And boom you’re the only one for me
So please tell me
Why don’t you come around no more?
Cause right now
I’m crying outside the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now we’re up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
I’m telling you my babe
It’s all in the game of ...

Love is
Whatever you make it to be
Sunshine
Instead of this cold lonely sea
So pleased baby
Try and use me for what I’m good for
It ain’t saying goodbye
It’s knocking down the door of your candy store

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now we’re up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
I’m telling you my babe
It’s all in the game of love
It’s all in the game of love

You roll me
Control me
Console me
Please hold me
You guide me
Divide me
Into me

(wanna make you mine)
So please tell me
Why don’t you come around no more?
Cause right now
I’m dying outside the door of your loving store

It just takes a little bit of this, a little bit of that
It started with a kiss
Now we’re up to bat
A little bit of laughs, a little bit of pain
I’m telling you my babe
It’s all in the game of love
It’s all in the game of love
It’s all in the game of love
Let’s play the game of love

Roll me
Control me
Console me
Please hold me
In this game of love
I’m out here on my own
at 9:29 PM
okay i'm fucking tired i just woke from an hour and half nap zz.

i wish i dint have so much fucking homework >_>

i want to fucking go back to sleep.

apparently i tried to change blog song and before i could upload my prev song i deleted the curent song. and now i'm having problems uploading lol. listen to the silence for a while i guess.

sianz.
at 7:56 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
omgomgomg!!

i'm really damn swayeyyyyyy tonight! lol i dunno why! maybe i gonna go change my blog song to some swayyeeyyyy stuffs xD

swayy!!!
at 9:47 PM
shit first i forgot wat i wanted to put on my nick

now i forgot wat i wanted to blog abt.

wtf me = memory loss = omg dieded waturf

i'm feeling a bit. hmm. swayey now xD haha uh like the gabriel ng dance thing. dunno how u all will get wat i mean zz so nvm. swayey LOL.

i really fucking forgot.

i have a feeling its like abt. how suckage the day generally was. except first period. where we did loads of fun stuff esp wif the board (refer to my disp pic). needless to say that was a free period.


i feel like swaying now zz like do the gab ng dance. wtf.

off to work off to work.
at 9:21 PM
OMG WTH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

WTH

LYSISTRATA!!

"CLEONICE (opening LAMPITO'S robe and baring her bosom)
And what superb breasts!
LAMPITO
La! you are feeling me as if I were a beast for sacrifice.
LYSISTRATA
And this young woman, where is she from?
LAMPITO
She is a noble lady from Boeotia.
LYSISTRATA
Ah! my pretty Boeotian friend, you are as blooming as a garden.
CLEONICE (making another inspection)
Yes, on my word! and her "garden" is so thoroughly weeded too!"

WTH HAHAHAHAHA

OMG LYSISTRATA PWNZORS.

I LOVE GREEK PLAYS.
at 12:01 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
sian. today damn sian. sian sian sian.

sian zzzz

lol.

my sis and bro are behind me being lame. screaming over who shud put the phone back zz >_>

like a bit lame.

yay my mp3 is charged.

i'm eating dinner

i'm being damn freaking random lol

hmm blog. wats a blog supp to be abt. blog abt the day?

lets see i woke at 2 and did a list of games for gep camp? then i slack. and thats abt it. actually. lol.

sorry la my life damn boring zz.

hope tmr sch better yay
at 10:11 PM
Friday, January 20, 2006
lol changed blog song. to rising force by yngwie malmsteen. not really much of the lyrics. its the solo. listen out.

sucks tmr - woot parliament which isnt really woot since i think its gonan be boring + wake early like knnbccb.
at 8:23 PM
Thursday, January 19, 2006
i just discovered i play sweet child o mine better wif my guitar behind the back of my head, than when i play it normally zz >_> wat kind of shit.

night world.
at 11:25 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
haha today swimming

u all know i cant fucking swim welll for nuts. lol then we all ahve to swim middle width = 2.0 m = a bit the i cannot touch ground. i cant tread water properly yay. but well i was dumped there >_> so nvm i tried then was okay till i swallowed water. hmm. then i swallowed more water. hmmmmm. then i fucking swallowed even more water. panic YAY. treaded water a bit to try to breathe. couldnt breathe >_> i think i breathed water or some shit la. then its like cannto breathe really cannot breathe in. tried to wade there by treadwatering. panic yay. couldnt move much/fast. peng pwned me WOOT. i really have to thank him la he stopped and supported me. went to the side zz haha. then me and carvin went to the side to cont the laps la.

i know i'm damn noob zz but its not my fucking fault i cant swim lor lol haha.

today damn scary haha zz peng saved my life (then he scored a goal during recess i think hao ren you hao bao lor)

went peni(n)sula plaza wif paul today lol. looking for guitar mod shops and that stupid humbucker from hell. its really from hell la everywhere dont have. oh well at least i know where to get mods zz. feel like getting a floyd rose. but tuning/restringing a bit hassle..

back to work zz
at 8:18 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
omg!
at 10:33 PM
lolololol i'm feeling like shit now haha i think its mainly i'm tired !?!?!?!?!?

shit i was humming a song that i'd put the lyrics up here but i forgot wat song. wtf -.-

oh well. she put the sugar on my tongue. shes gonna gimme gimme some sugar right there on my tongue. sweet sweet. shalalala she turns me on. like no other. she put the sugar on my tongue tongue yippee yippee yum yum goody goody gum drop put me in a tongue lock did it till my body went numb numb. later on her back back turn around gave her body a smack smack. then i forgot alr. lol surprisingly so many months since i last heard the song i can rmr this much xD i can rmr i can still rmr yayayayayayay. lol.

sorry la i'm really feelign like shit for some reason i really think its tired zz. then tmr got pe omg i dread pe. i cant fucking swim and he wants me to swim zz wtf.

sianz. hmm. i still havent done much work but oh well.


you know i can rmr the period of time when i changed from emo to metal and hard rock. like really big change. i hate emo now hahaha.

haha omgomg memories! lol. maybe when ur like half dead u start rmring half your life u know lollersi. i'm relaly half dead now zz damn siannnnnn.

wahlao last may - early sept was like really a funnnny period of time la zz. i put lots of stuff behind alr! really lol but i still dunno wat happened and i dunno why it became like this. i still dunno haha. like zz -.- and i dunno whyzit liddat now lol like wtf i do lol.

never fails a T_T :D (: >_> T_T -.- lol.

sian.


haha i still hope to know la zz but its the past! (:

we shouldnt be living for the past and we shouldnt be living for the future. we should live for now. for who we are and for what we have :D lets not dwell on memories nor worry about the future. love and be blessed for what we have now (:


yay i'm damn fucking lucky (:
at 8:33 PM
okay lets quote leoson today

'...and i think the most interesting experience in obs was that i met this person who liked to curse my brains.'

>_> i wonder who that person is hmm.


fuck your brain la.


....


okay so today

1. you get more lists
2. cos they are good and concise and brings out the damn point across.
3. i'm still damn sian
4. we have a load of stupid and difficult work
5. okay la maybe cos i'm stupid so i dunno how to do but its damn hard.
6. attempting some now. understanding a bit of the math zz

7. andy left for aus alr. lol all the best andy (if u ever see this there zz)

8. think i'll update later if i have time/something to write
at 7:30 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
okay a few things (again)

1. apparently ytd i blogged but my bloggger fucked itself up the ass so the post is gone
2. but even better was i told wat was in the blog post to someone. which pwned xD
3. it wasnt anything bad in fact it was like something really good. i realised something damn fucking impt and i'm damn fucking happy to be such a lucky piece of shit.
4. but just now i got pengd. lol. by myself haha. haha that feeling just swept over me lol swept over me haha.
5. but its okay at this moment i'm going to tell myself its alright.

6. i'm really a damn lucky piece of shit (:

7. yes thats sex goddess right there beside this.
8. i really feel damn inferior at guitar haha. i really suck at it dammit and i dunno how to get better. i cant get the sound i want. i think its the pick ups so i think i might mod it if i have the moolah.
9. but i really still think its cos i'm damn inferior and crap at guitar. i feel damn dui bu qi sex goddess leh. nvm i'll mod it then see. neck and bridge humbuckers will have to go. bridge first. humbucker from hell.

10. okay fine dammit i'm one lucky piece of shit :D


(the above dint make sense to you all. haha fuck off xD)
at 11:32 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
lol okay

1. i'm quite sianz of this blog skin
2. i'm lazy to change oh fuck
3. i did kill the mozzie ytd. MY blood splattered all over my hand. fuck you mozzie.
4. i feel damn sian -.-
5. i need to make my blog song be in mp3 so i can listen on my mac
6. should i change blog song? zz
7. i'm damn sian
8. i actually played piano
9. i'm going to play guitar later
10. really damn sian i dun want to go back to sch
11. i read king oedipus yay
12. he is damn jack
13. used to be my reg no.
14. is my current one. i want back 13.
15. is todays date?!?!??!?!?
16. ?!?!???! is fun
17. u can tell i'm damn sian
18. i ahvent bathe oh crap
19. okay i'll at least fix my blog song
20. then consult ppl abt the blog skin.. lol
21. actually i meant get ppl to do it for me :D
22. no i'm not lazy
23. i'm not sarcastic either
24. ppl were in 2L 05
25. ppl are in 3P 06
26. very sian zzzzz
at 7:04 PM
haha okay a few things

theres a mozzie thats been raping my legs. like dunno how many bites on my feet. as in feet. toes and feet itself. fuck you mozzie.

today was very fun.

sacrifice is sacred.

optimism and trust pwns you.

sacrifice is damn sacred.


thats abt it i guess. except sacrifice is sacred.
at 2:15 AM
Friday, January 13, 2006
hi we're back from obs lol.

uh i finish my math ws so no homework so the weekend is going to pwn i think.

lol.

damn sian i dun wanna blog abt obs it wasnt as fun as i though it'd be lol. maybe will can rmr my shivering on day 2 that night.

oh well.
at 11:28 PM
Monday, January 09, 2006
hi. i'm going obs tmr. i mean today. its like 1232. woot.

damn sianz. i actually managed to pack the damn bag. but its abt 5kg >_>

and its like damn late now i cant play wif sex goddess dammit 5 days wifout my guitar i'm going to dieeee.

nvm i smooch it later.

eating otah now. my aunts xD hahaha she damn pro.

sidn got squid in the otah omg she damn pro its damn nice.

i wore beach pants today. and then i went beach road (<_<) to get obs stuff. i hope the mosquitoes dun rape me. its bad enuf having werewolves, vampires and centaurs they dun really need mozzieman.

no snakes either theres lizardman alr. nor wild boars.

haha sian. -.-

aiyah i go zzz soon lol.

bye civilizationg (and sex goddess) see you in a few days time.
at 12:31 AM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
omg eric clapton pwnzor.

layla is a dammmmnnnnn nice song. i'm addicted!! lol.

first time piano and guitar sounded soooooooo good. and to think my music teacher said guitar and piano will never go tgt.

it pwns.


Layla
Eric Clapton

What'll you do when you get lonely
And nobody's waiting by your side?
You've been running and hiding much too long.
You know it's just your foolish pride.

Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.

I tried to give you consolation
When your old man had let you down.
Like a fool, I fell in love with you,
Turned my whole world upside down.

Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.

Let's make the best of the situation
Before I finally go insane.
Please don't say we'll never find a way
And tell me all my love's in vain.

Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.

Layla, you've got me on my knees.
Layla, I'm begging, darling please.
Layla, darling won't you ease my worried mind.
at 9:32 PM
i slept 11 hours but i'm still tired zzz

later have music. but think its gonna be changed to sunday 11-12 lol. morn la.

damn sian.

hoho sacrifice! will rmr ytd night >_>

haha so cool.

sianzor.

btw i'm not number 13 i'm 14 now. it either means my jackedness ends or it means i just lost my lucky number. i dun think the first one is very possible so yah. fuck.

oh well haha.

gonna go eat breakfast byebye.
at 12:50 PM
Monday, January 02, 2006
haha i'm reg no 13 again next year lol. i'm happy cos i like the number. but its like. yay. i'm destined to be jacked for the next two years to >_> haha tian yi ar. -.-

anyways sch is starting tmr. gay la my sleeping hours will be cut by HALF like wtf. sigh. sian.

and i dunno wat to bring on first day -.- cos if got lessons i also dunno wat lessons lor like uhhhh

grah. last day. enjoy, ppl (:
at 1:45 PM