beautiful, isnt it
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
'i am yet wat i am none cares or knows
those near forsake me like a memory lost
i am the self consumer of my woes
they rise and vanish in oblivions host
like shadows in love frenzied stifled throes
and yet i am, and live, like vapours tost

years of hardship and mockery have i born
injustice floods my earth w'desolation
if anything. my heart is deeply shorn
scorn adorns my souls coronation
even the dearest that i love the best
are strange, nay, rather, stranger than the rest'

'have we done with war at last
figures flounder in fire or lime
in all my dreams before my helpless sight
plunging at me. guttering. choking. drowning.

and in this bitter aftermath
i fail to stem a tear
silently slipping down my cheek
to drain into the thirsty soil below

the town is the same, so is the country
things remain in the same place as before
but i know it. and so do you.
that love is in the air no longer

am i. satisfied?'

wootwoot. all from memory yay :D hahaha

yes my lines as weak shylock in 2L movduction :D thats short for MOV production for all those who dunno hahaha.

the thign is tmr alr ahhhh

haha yay its over (:
oh no its over ):

haha bet all of us have the same double feeling there. its like one of our last major projects as a class. our last time doing something on such a scale. i really will miss these days man. its like. OMG WTF so fuckign close to next year alr.. when we wil lall not be a class anymore. its like the last fuckign time we ever stay back in school so late to do this kinda shit. makes me really sad tho all along we've all been like. screw mov it sucks. hahaha bet all of u will miss these days man. well i alr do haha. really loved you guys 2L (: we're the best class ever i fucking swear. wait i just swore. -.-

2L we're like the class that gave the most shit out to this. i believe we all get the same fuck load of credit. and tmr we rock. uh. LT1. lol? hahahaha yea tmr we're gonna win it cos we fucking deserved it.

in a way all of us have won haha i mean. cmon whenever the fuck did we bond so much as a class? this is our victory, this show of class spirit (:


haha yea. really sad u know. like this is the last time all of us will be doing somethign and every fucking person from 2L has a part in.

rock on 2L (: we did it as a class, tmr we do it as a class, then we win it as a class. and we rock on as a class yay hahaha i <3 2L (:
at 9:19 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
i miss you.
at 5:49 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
haha looking into my pencil case i realised i forgot to mention something in my prev post haha. i mentioned when i went into class in the morn after morn assembly, will and gabriel ng were doing straw stars for mov rite.. haha i forgot to mention. when they later hit 14 stars, i realised it wasnt for mov lol. haha gab put it into my hands and said fourteen starts for fourteen years old hahahaha. omg they are motherfuckingly nice lor. hahaha thanks a lot a lot a lot ok will and gabriel ng (: hahahaha
at 8:34 PM
haha today was quite fun la hahaha. i woke up slightly late hahaha was expecting to be spamemd wif smses lol. but i got only one hahaha. but that was all that took to make my morning great :D ahahaha.. until i remembered was was better last time la haha.. but oh well :D thnx yah

went to sch and left my buddy's prez in the car WTF luckily my uncle caught in the jam haha so i ran to his van and koped the thing then zao again haha. in class will and gaby ng were folding straw stars for our mov lol hahaha. then after morn assembly and all that went back to class and they said the puma sling bag on my chair was for me lol hahaha i think will tom and choonhian bought it hahaha. thnx guys thanks a shit load man (: hahaha. the puma bag looked like a shoe bag haha but the bottom of the bag is padded and the thing isnt as thick in width as a shoe bag haha. i extended the strap and it loosk damn nice as a slign bag :D:D:D thnx a damn damn load uh guys :D hahahaha

recess was okay hahaha played full field lol stupidly tiring hahaha. then zheng xuan shot curling out haha i jump it went in lol -.-

then cle. where we were given our first ever academic detention lol. shall talk abt it later

science was great hahaha fun as usual and mr law like let us off 10-15mins early lor pwnage man hahaha. choped astro :D hahahaha played against 2m and we pwned them like siao hahaha. like seetow whack go into top left corner xD hahaha. me and seetow has good striking partnership :D hahaha his a defender i'm a camper ahaha so he took goal kick and then i scored some funny goal haha went off my heel lol. haha. then got injured ahahaha i was taking some high ball then when me and will both landed he stepped on my ankle lol haha. nvm la a bit pain only hahaha hope it doesnt hurt in the pool tmr while swimming hahaha

history was okay hahha but came our detention.. hahaha guess we deserved it la cos our class haha we're like a damn boisterous and loud and fun class :D its in us man we cant help it hahaha so yea got punished duely anyway. from 10 mins become 65 mins cos we just dint know how to do it absolutely the first time so time kept clock up la hahaha oh well. we had to write a full page write up on why we must be at our best behaviour at all tiems and poems were allowed hahaha. timo cheat one la he left liens for his poem lol hahaha. i dint leave lines yay here's my poem i just hope it is counted hahaha cos its like damn colloquail yet answers why we must be on our best behaviour at times hahaha:

last time when i came to school
me and m'mates thought shouting was cool
how wrong we were to think this way
until it wasted our time one day
noise we made in CLE class
led us to detention at last
after history, last period
no more joking was to be heard
at three fifteen the school bell rang
lament we wanted, but did not sang
off we were set for dictation (cos this is part of our detention lol)
closed our mouths our eats listened
now as i sit here, pen scribbling away
noisemaking does waste the lesson away
as a student, a proud rafflesian
we should listen more in class, and learn
rowdy boys are 'primary school'
mature secondary boys are 'cool'
two years in school, our class as a whole
should set examples for juniors to follow
so grow up fast, i pray thee (shakespeare woots)
honourable rafflesians let us be!
gone is the joking, noise and rhyme
those are for recess time
during our lessons at all times
our best behaviour; dont even mime!
a mature individual, a proud rafflesian
should be honoured, civilised and learned!
so gone be the joking during lesson time
shut up and learn (then can make poems rhyme)

hahaha ok only the braketed words in the last line were in my actual written copy haha. i know this is like damn light hearted and joking and all that hahaa but it does fulfill the requirements lol haha so i hope it gets thru lol

haha so after the detention i rushed off to pass stuff to my buddy hahaha yay the late birthday gift from me hahaha and the nice pink shirt lol hahaha thnx yah buddy :D hahahaha



i noticed this is like a slightly more lighthearted post than usual lol? hahaha sigh. oh well. i realised that whenever i need to get into 'good/weak' shylock's mindset for our mov production, all i gotta do is start thinking abt stuff haha. i realyl can get myself into that mood lol haha.. but the prob is i cant get out of it after the play hahaha. sigh thats why i keep feeling shit after each mov meeting lol hahaha. like ytd. and today eng class haha.. now thinking back i starting to feel fucked again sigh.. but oh well lol.


off to work then hiokhong
at 6:45 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005
edit: dun bother reading. u wont understand half a shit cos half way thru i realised theres so much fuck to say i dint bother to type alr.


i was gonna have a relatively bubbly post.
now i'm not gonna have that relatively bubbly post.

you guys. those who read my 6 am post last time haha rmr somewhere around sugust i fell asleep while trying to do last minute reading for erp, then woke up and rushed 4 pages of utter crap in 45 mins? haha rmr me saying that was the most work done in the whole weekend. hahaha. i really thot i was gonna it liek shit haha cos i rushed and crapped and dint know wat i was writing, plus i dint read the book. but today got back. it was a cheery 19/20 with a 'good attempt, hiok' on it. damn waturf and -.- leh. hahaha.

i was gonna have a bubbly post abt that. really i swear. i was gonna blog, and for once it was gonna sound slightly betetr than usual. for once. that was wat i planned.

then all this fuck had to happen. haha. i would've said something like a emotional rollercoaster ride. except i just rmred. wat rolelrcoaster. its been fucking gliding around in the mud in the ground. wat shit. there are no ups.

this sucks. i dun even know what the fuck i m writing.

this month came all the stupid work. al lthe assignments, all the mov fuck.

i have work now i dun even know why the hell am i doing this. but i needa outlet haha i guess

its as if all this is not enough. hahaha i know i'm like a guy and all, and esp since u all see me like damn happy in sch and all that. haha yea i'm a guy i'm not suppsoed to shed tears and all that. but sometimes i really cant help it u know. i really really cant. i really reallly. ah fUFYIFCUHYUF*IOKJNCBHJKL: i dunno how to say also without being direct SO FUCK IT ALL I'M GONNA BOTTLE UP AND DIE. i really dunno la i also dunno who i can tell haha its really stupid.




to add on to the fuckload of shit i alr have, i just received news that interclass, ms sim only let 10 ppl per class to register and play. that is damn good job. hahaha gabriel ng i told u alr rite haha i'm never gonan get to play. fuck it la. fuck this all.

actually i have so much more to say. just so much fucking more to scream out. so much fucking else to say.

but i'm not going to.


ever since that day. my life has been nothing but shit after shit after shit. maybe its like. i'm destined to get pwned by life or some shit. shit after shit. i always told myself it'll be ok. there will be the rainbow and sunshine after the motherfucking rain. but right now, how do i, when there is no sunshine there is no rainbow theres no fucking thing i look the fuck forward to in life anymore. i dunno why i'm putting in so much effort into life anymore.


i would like to thank my buddy (: for caring haha. well we STILL share troubles with each other and thats something i'm glad abt.


abt all the shit thats inside me right now. haha i think i'll just bottle up and diefuckingdiediedie.
at 8:54 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
been wanting to post this song's lyrics for quite long. felt like it today. sigh here goes.



Empty Apartments
Yellowcard

Called me out
You stayed inside
The one you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down as I flew by
Crashed and burned
I think sometimes you forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening now
Can't you see something's missing?
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say its okay
It's okay
It's okay



loads of stuff one can find from yellowcard songs haha. personally i found a fuckload in this. a fuckload. just wished i had the mp3 on my other comp then could upload for u guys haha. do read thru tho. those who want the song can find me haha.
at 7:34 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
haha. guitar agm. fun fun.

just realised how fast time fucking flies. i mean really. next year i'm gonna be sec 3. like wtf. lol. haha and then another one year would be syf and sec 4. hahaha. sigh. another year is coming to an end. it seems just like yesterday that had been in that old 1L classroom fucking around wif everyone else.

haha and next year its our class no more alr. like fuck lor that sucks shit.

so agm haha and i'm damn damn damn close to this year's batch of sec 4s, and to think after agm we no longer officially meet them as ccals anymore. and then next year i'll probably not get to see much of them as well haha.. sigh. was fucking fun this year was the best year i had in the best cca called raffles instituition guitar ensem. i've always liked my cca all along, but this batch, this year, made me really really proud to be a guitarist of the rige. really proud to be one.

wanna say a big thank you to all you guys. dun think u'll read this but haha yea. yusheng, hyqel, ben low, yan an, jeremy, yuzhuo, chin heng (hey i spelt it correct), karthik, sherman, and everyone else i didnt mention. you guys rock so rock on ok. will miss you all loads really sigh. another year has passed so fucking fast man.


then today we had re presentation. i was fucking scared i was gonna fail. i mean really. we're really damn jacked, and for this amount of work that we've done, i'm actually amazed that we got so far. sigh kevin mark lee and gabriel ng. really really will miss all the fun times we had together for re. i mean we really fretted so much and did so little work, and xlab really kileld us cos we sucked at the computer and we realyl worried abt wat shud be next. i stil lrmr when we sat in that room telling each other. we're not gonan do this again. i must say, if i had to go thru it again i really wouldnt mind its really been real fun time for me. haha of course next year onwards i wanna try out band for re, and if possible, sec 4 as well. so yea.. haha dun think we'll have chance of extending this project. but if we do, i'll gladly be part of this team again. haha kevin mark lee and gabriel ng, you guys rock. i really really really will miss al lthe fun times, all the sacrifices as well as all the hornying in the room. heh :D hahaha sigh. another year has passed, tian xia wu bu san zhi yan xi. i know this might not be the end (tech symposium, extension) but it might well have been our last re session together. our last days as an re group, spent, each making a great deal of effort to pass. gabriel the transfer of info to the script was really good and kevin mark, if that was overnight work, u can go pwn ppl alr lol. hahaha. sigh. i know i've said this so many times in this long para but i'll say it again. its really been great working wif u guys, and i will never forget this year of re, all the great times we had together, and i will miss this year of re definitely. you gusy rock. rock on :D hahahah


ok fine i'm getting all worked up over time pwning men. but oh well. haha.

gabriel ng was asking me why ppl keep saying their life sucks. hahaha. well i told him frankly and truthfully. my near-fourteen years of life was really fucked up. except for a period of almost 2 months.


hahaha tmr still gotta go sam's house for physics filming. sian like fuck. sigh.
at 9:49 PM
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
fuck i dunno wat i m saying haha i'm feeling worse by the minute. hahaha.

wtf.

hahahaha i'm feelign damn fucked now. dunno why am i even typing this haha. dunno why i'm blogging also haha cos this post is pointless. i just feel shit. yay.


so long alr leh. wtf. sigh.






will you come home and stop this pain tonight?
at 9:43 PM
my aunt and cousin and niece just came.

hahaha they rock la my other cousin passed thru my aunt windows office 98 for mac. it sucks haha but better than neooffice and i can use to open all my docs yay :D hahahaha

for those who read my that long thankyou post quite some time back rite haha you all rmr i talked abt my guzhang. haha my this aunt is my gu ma la so gu zhang her husband. divorce alr.. he was like violent and shorttempered and all the bad things. splurges money but doesnt give much to the family.. sigh. built up tension voer the years made them divorce haha.

but for those who can stil lrmr, i also said my guzhang loved all of us in his own way. sure he's violent and shorttempered. but he did love us. haha i talked abt him buying a gold necklace for my aunt as a bday present before hahaha.

sigh today my aunt brought wif her some stuff he got for us haha. i said before he did not have high education la haha. so you all know lantern festival coming right haha. he got us lanterns. really. i was like damn oh mannnn he's damn nice still rmrs us!

haha well my siblings got to chose and i dint really want to cary -.- so yea haha i dun really have a lantern but he got it for us. one for each of us. in fact i can tell he did chose. there are two doll ones for my two sis (a elder and a younger) and two non girly ones, probably for me and my bro haha. could tell he really meant it.

sigh

this world is gay la. why must all this happen lor. really. i mean he's really not connected to us anymore in any way, cos my aunt and him cant take each other anymore haha. he really doesnt even need to care abt us man. but he did care for us when we were wif him, and now that we arent.. he stil lrmrs us and he still cares for us.

i really dunnno hwo else to express this feeling man. maybe you guys are not me haha so you all might not get why i m so worked up.. but really if u were in my shoes you would know how this feels, to know someone, esp someone no longer tied to us in anyway, still loves and cares for us. its really heartwarming to see that he cares for us in his own way. haha i really dunno how else to express it betetr alr la.. sigh

the lanterns are strewn at one side now haha currently. they are stil lwrapped nicely in the plastic and all that. these objects were created by sins. yes. man's greed. earn money so manufacture all this. the thing itself is dead. its just an object, those lanterns. but my uncle could use these to show his love for us, show his care. hahaha i kinda miss him..

we have no contact wif him, and us beign children will probably forget all abt this alr..

but right now. right at this moment, i really appreciate his love and care and concern for us, previously as our uncle, as well as right now. sigh. just wish all that shit dint need to happen between my aunt and him haha. oh well.







today no homework i shud be able to sleep! but i dunno leh. feel like writing more garbage and city lights. also need to do music work, as well as study chinese. then tmr still got chinese essay -.- sigh.




how long has it been since our paths first met at a crossroad?
how long has it been since the first time we walked down the same path together?
how long has it been since you dissapeared?
how long has it been since you didn't love me?

very fucking long ago.


why cant i get over it?
at 9:21 PM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
hello there.


the angel from my nightmare.


will you come home and stop this pain tonight.
and stop this pain tonight.
at 10:30 PM
beautiful song.

view from heaven
yellowcard

i'm just so tired
wont you sing me to sleep
and fly through my dreams
so i can hitch a ride with you tonight
and get away from this place
have a new name and face
i just aint the same without you in my life
late night drives, all alone in my car
i can't help but start
singing lines from all our favorite songs
and melodies in the air
singin life just aint fair
sometimes i still just can't believe you're gone
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven,
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

feel your fire,
when its cold in my heart
and things sorta start
remindin' me of my last night with you
i only need one more day
just one more chance to say
i wish that i had gone up with you too
and i'm sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
down here

you wont be comin' back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say goodbye
and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here
and if we all believe in heaven
maybe we'll make it through one more year
i hope that all is well in heaven
cuz its all shot to hell down here
i hope that i find you in heaven
cuz i'm so...
lost without you down here
you wont be coming back
and i didn't get to say goodbye
i really wish i got to say gooooodbye



i'm feeling fucked.
very fucking tired wif a damn lot of work.

was up till quite late last night crashing in a couple of chapters for garbage and city lights. not bad. my memories might not die with me.

i'm fucking hell tired wif a shit load of work sigh. better go do alr.




late night drives
all alone in my car
i cant help but start
singing lines from all our favourite songs.


if i were to name those lines now how fucking long would it take sigh.


fuck this.
at 10:04 PM
Monday, September 12, 2005
i know its an old song.


Solitaire
Clay Aiken

There was a man, a lonely man
Who lost his love through his indifference
A heart that cared, that went unchecked
Until it died in his silence

And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself, it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire

Another day, a lonely day
So much to say that goes unspoken
And through the night, his sleepless nights
His eyes are closed, his heart is broken

And Solitaire's the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself it's easy to pretend
She's coming back again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire

A little hope, goes up in smoke
Just how it goes, goes without saying
Solitaireee
And by himself it's easy to pretend
He'll never love again
Ohhh

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He's playing Solitaire
Solitaire, solitaire
at 10:16 PM
had guitar session wif the main ensem today!! :D hahaha yay chose our parts!

i'm supposed to be in alto 2 haha but they had a vacancy in bass so i tried it out xD hahaha and its relaly really fun! this bass isnt like wat everyone think bass is. its not just random bass notes :D theres like melody too very like alto i heard haha. hope its fun it sure sounds good heh xD

the stupid room doesnt have reception -.- shit la cannot sms that sucks )x haha sigh oh well. i love guitar its damn rocks :D:D:D hahaha


9days haha :D



its been exactly a month alr. exactly one fucking month. when will i get out of it. or will i ever get out of it?
at 8:03 PM
Saturday, September 10, 2005
got home at 1130 from sch cos of mov.


fuckzors.


life sucks. life hates me. i know it hahahahahhahaa. too bad hiok.

haha and i cant see the fucking tagboard now hope its just today and tmr it'll be ok.


btw.
my blogsong lyrics.

All about lovin you
Bon Jovi

Looking at the pages of my life
Faded memories of me and you
Mistakes you know I've made a few
I took some shots and fell from time to time
Baby, you were there to pull me through
We've been around the block a time or two
I'm gonna lay it on the line
Ask me how we've come this far
The answer's written in my eyes

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

I've lived, I've loved, I've lost, I've paid some dues, baby
We've been to hell and back again
Through it all you're always my best friend
For all the words I didn't say and all the things I didn't do
Tonight I'm gonna find a way

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

You can take this world away
You're everything I am
Just read the lines upon my face
I'm all about lovin' you

Every time I look at you, baby, I see something new
That takes me higher than before and makes me want you more
I don't wanna sleep tonight, dreamin's just a waste of time
When I look at what my life's been comin' to
I'm all about lovin' you

All about lovin' you
at 12:59 AM
Friday, September 09, 2005
omg.

today i woke up. and my dad asked me. who the hell sent u a package from london.
i was like. who the shit do i know thats in london.
he's like. i dunno who the shit.
i'm like. oh. i know the score, fa premierleageu, as well as budweisser beer are from london.

..


OMG I FINALLY GOT MY IKTS PRIZE FROM LAST SEASONS IKTS OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

two shirts
one bag
one cap.


wootwoot (:
at 12:27 PM
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
baby you dont know how much i want you
you dont know how much i miss you

and you dont know how much i'm stopping myself from wanting you

the only reason why i want to go heaven is to be able to see you. yet i know even in heaven i'll never be with you.



guess i'll be sitting right over there under the tree wasting my life away just looking at the happy you.
at 11:23 PM
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
heh. i dun even know wts i m doing. slacked for quite a bit alr. only work done is physics project. and the filming hasnt even started yet. i'm on a mac now i cant even view my damn blog properly. i dun even know why the shit i m writing this. damnit. shud be changing blog lay when i have the time.

sigh. its alr been a month now. and yet i m still plagued by this. maybe a months not long. or maybe a months very long. the opinion is yours. but for me, its a month and i think its just the begining. fuck it. i have to get it off really. because its a month and its still here it hasnt gone away and its really really so fucking bad. so here i go its my shot feet fail me not.

'the last thing the little boy knew was them snuggling under the same blanket of stars.

there was no sunshine the next dawn.

he awoke, and looked around for any sign of her. and indeed, he sees a glimpse of her back. she was running away.

of course, he gave chase (like duh -.-). and he chased and chased. he was exhausted, yet determined.

finally she stopped. at this play ground, with the merry go rounds the swings and the seesaws and slides all around. other little children too.

he stopped too, at a distance, and looked on.

for the first time, since she ran, her face lit up with a smile. she was talking and playing wif all the other children, happily and wif no worries, carefree as ever. they played at the play ground ran around and enjoyed themselves non stop til night fell. and when the sun rose the next day for them, they played again and again, and again, her face lit up wif smiles.

she was happy.

she was happier.

and the little boy, still standing at a distance, looked on. and thought.

she was happy.

she was happier.

the little boy still really wants the girl back. he really really wants her back. but he wont let himself try. because he knows the answer, and he knows its better for everyone this way.

the little boy picked his spot under the tree and sat.

and everyday he would look at the girl.
everyday he would see her smile.
everyday he would want her back
everyday he would stop himself

because he knew the girl was happier this way. he knows it, and it looks like it. the little girl is happier this way.

everyday he would watch her smile, and he himself would grin because in his eyes she would always be so beautiful. especially her smile. then he would cry cause he misses her. then he would dry his tears and tell himself your not gonna get her back. because she's happier this way.

he thought after a while he could forget her.

apparently he couldnt.

he still doesnt know why she went away
he still sees her being happier without him
he still grins everytime when he sees her beautiful smile
he still cries cos he still miss her
he still wants her back

he still stops himself from taking another step because she's happier in this imperfection

i guess
he still loves her."


hahaha. back to work hiokhong.
at 8:34 PM
Monday, September 05, 2005
wootwoot. on my ibook now wootwootwoot. hahaha. but still needs a damn lot of configuration. plus need to transfer files over. esp music. poof. sigh. shall leave the transfer to the night. i shall wrap things up now and install games yay. hahaha should update again today or tmr.
at 6:28 PM