beautiful, isnt it
Monday, May 28, 2007
mdm masayu sorry but i gna burn your sch down. tmr morning first thing.
at 6:08 PM
Friday, May 25, 2007
god sent me home early on the last day of sch.


lol. yea well during pe i won the game haha i chase ball chase until fell off the astro and head first onto the field. except i dint quite make it to the field i hit the concrete before that.

(Y) lol. dunno how high that was but got ledge so its about half a storey or so i think. lol.

still rmr back in sec 1. or 2. i saw with my own eyes some sec 4/j1 who fell this way too haha. and i thought wah shit that was fked up lol. then here i am sending out smses telling ppl wah shit that was fked up lol.

mmhmm. i think gonna see doc. my specs goner, next time take pic and upload or smth haha other than the fact that one lens is gone and one arm is bent to be perpendicular to ground, its still wearable and functionable.

put on contacts. with difficult cos left eye above swollen haha it looks like shit man dont fall on above ur eye ever haha. feels good to see again anyway haha.

i'm hunger ): i bought chicken rice with veg lol. shall go makan. my head starting to have headache -.- wonder if its cos sleep late or jnow. but apparently i have bruise and cut on right eye, damn fat swollen bruise above left eye. meat missing from finger lol. knuckles raw. ): boo. last day of sch haha. all i need to complement this portfolio before i leave ri would be a few fire extinguishers and some holes in the wall. memoria hahaha.

oh yea how can i forget. the biggest -.- of all. my left cheek. fked up v badly. had only a few secs to look at it before had to dress it. looked like raw fish with a lot of blood. and astro grass stuck in it. had to remove them.

qte pain but that was the last thing on my mind. heh. from start till now the only thing in my head was to get to you. the other thing is wonder if you'll still want me now that i'm ugly. ):

hahaha alright.. shall go see doc soon. after food. mmm.
at 2:19 PM
Monday, May 21, 2007
says: (12:04:06 AM)
lol this is called the kind of beauty that appears and fades away when love does =.=

so you trying to say your beauty wont fade la..^^
at 12:05 AM
Sunday, May 20, 2007
the phantom of the opera is here..!

haha hax hax hax hax show wth =.= last night lol wtf their set is damn pro damn chio and crazily set up chandelier, chandelier crash, mad load of candles/lights that can just go on and off asthey like plus so many back drops wtf T_T AND singing is mad MAD damn pro wth the singing is MAD ITS A LIVE PERFORMANCE WTF DONTTHEY EVER GET SORE THROAT THEY PERFORM EVERY DAY =.= AND THE ORCHESTRA LIVE OCHESTRA AND HAVE TO PEI HE THE PLAY THE SINGING AND MOVEMENTS =.= the timing is mad the whole thind was crazy crazy la srsly they are freakingly pro =.= every single thing. esp phantom his voice was like WTF strong like hell =.= mad mad mad mad damn pro =.=

and. i was nodding off! xD can u believe it lol -.- cos i damn tired la. but i did catch the whole show haha and i loved it it was great T_T
at 12:55 PM
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
ora!



haha hi everyone thats me sm-ing the headboy and the deputy headboy ^^ at ora!

hahahaha ora was fun lol a lot of screwed up stuff happend hahaha plus saw a damn lot of ppl! i went bankrupt tho -.- lol. oh bishan gay was there lol damn cool heard he gave headboy flower and patted random ppl on the head + spent and donated a hell lot of money (Y)

many of the things happen after my last post! including screwing my math test (nln, the day before i blogging and talking abt same rule) which i got back today hahaha. fri was. lol random fun haha i went taka with will to kino lol then after that weekend also damn fun! ^^ then ora then sunday which kinda sucked but i did qte a bit of work for once.

but the thing is work is work.. studying is another thing. i'm kinda dead la wth. lol today got back screwed up math test. i realise i'm fking up lol i'm rly fking up everyth lol i gging myself like mad -.- a bit like nowadays i screw around even more in class la i sleep so much more and if i'm not sleeping i'm talking a hell lot of crap with kevin and i'm rly rly fking dead esp for math i shud pay attention in math and do sum do sum do sums ): do sums i must start having habit of doing practice and i must pay attention and talk less cock in class talk less cockkkk -.- why i talk so much cock then dunno how to do everyth la tmd why everyone know howto do differentiation but me ): lol its like ppl panic other topic i ok ok so so then differentiation everyone know how to do i down there fking up =.= (Y) gg la i must attempt to start trying to work hard in class ):

that was v well phrased i realise.. theres the attempt and the start and the trying -.- keywords -.- now i know how my mind thinks =.= fk la fk la i cmi i gna die x.x bleargh vomits.

k la but i rly think i need to work hard la wth i'm fking up my studies =.= chem test tmr i bet i die =.= tmd. tmdness. oh and eng bio presentation..

sigh this week killer lol.. k:

wed - chem test, eng presentation, re, need to rush lit
thur - need to rush lit
fri - bio in class and guitar
sat - open house

but thank god sat is also phantom of the opera T_T i am very excite its rly smth to look forward too theres so much crap in sch lol -.- sian sian sian sian sian wl i shud stop wasting time in class i shud pay attention la =.= and i shud stop sleeping.. and i shud stop talking crap on blogger and start studying for chem tmr..

ftw, can i make guitar camp planned for 29 to 30 may? o.O lol.
at 6:32 PM
Monday, May 07, 2007
lol hello everyone! yes its been a long time since i updated.. rly rly long time T_T rly rly rly long time haha many small things have happened lol that i cant recall! but hmm lets see.

last fri after chi paper 4 hours of crap and 1 hour of crap chem getting back cct lol. i went to pasta to eat with choon and gabby haha.. qte some time since we ate liddat, 2L, like before third lang liddat go pasta for offer hahaha.. anw i was rly rly tired out that day and qte zz lol haha and i was rly grateful they actually ate with me and talked crap + impt stuffwith me haha.. rmr we were talking abt stuff abt life and god and all that and abt belief etc haha.. well i have my own opnions on stuff la but i could tell they were good ppl haha from how they talked to me etc and all that.. i rmr telling gabriel i'm going to hell and he was quite ... abt it haha but i get this feeling maybe just that small thing i said kinda got stuck in his mind for a wao, at least for the duration of the talk? haha i rmr like. he was telling me how must believe in god to not go to hell etc etc and i was telling him how do i know if i'm believing just because i dowan to go to hell, or because i rly believe in him? i dowan to be a hypocrit or anyth so i'd rather not believe than believe for the sake of going heaven etc etc..

i rmr we talked a lot haha.. we talk a lot of crap as well as serious stuff haha.. but i rmr one of the last things gabriel said to me was like. he pat me on the shoulder and said, anw hiok, if you dont believe in god you will go to hell. but then, aiyah everyth is up to god, so don worry. he said smth like, even if ppl believe in him just to go to heaven, he wont let them go to heaven, which is of course fair la lol. so on his that last statement, i guess he's saying i shudnt worry too much if i'm not a bad person? lol. gabriel's going heaven haha i know that. i know i'm qte a hard person to convince unless maybe i see stuff for myself? and i guess i have my own views and a lot oftimes i like having my own views (esp on more big issues like this?) and its hard to influence me.. maybe gabriel wants to talk to me cos he dowan me to go to hell.. but z la i'm not that an easy person i guess.. but rly lol his that last pat on the back and telling me not to worry, everyth is up to god haha was rly nice of him..

not say i'm worrying anyway haha..the only reason i dowan to end up in hell is because i dowan to be away from my loved ones? lol. thats the only reason, cos on a level, death is scary in the sense that you'll have to part with ur loved ones. thats the fked up thing abt dying. haha i'm not rly like worried i go hell wdv la i'm more worried like i don have enuf sleep i don sleep well i unhealthy poor health not good for 15 16 year old etc =.= t dot t man i need to take care of myself more hahaha.. that and other than random crap here and there and work, life is good? (:

haha i rmr before i alighted at orchard i told choon and gabriel, that if one day, i was gonna eat lunch and they were free. but if they don wanna eat with me/ we dont talk cock when we eat, i'm going to be really really sad. cos i think they are good ppl and ppl like them rly make those bleak days seem better, however much not close i am to them and all. yea we're good frens but not close? ): v sad. lol i realise i rly have no frens la. i know a lot of u ... me at that everyone does when i tell them that but they dont know lol.. i have a lot of frens haha and i'm rly ok with everyone! just, no rly close ones whom i tell things too? lol blogger drafts ftw -.- but lol ppl like choon and gabriel.. lunchmates? rly haha i rly grateful for them. they are good ppl and its good knowing that at least a few ppl might cry if u die one day haha.. i nv talk to gabriel one lol.. but haha thanks for being there ! ^^

anw my eyes uber dry nao =.= super super dry damn pain.. i think cos lack of sleep last night.. lol. today yan pi keep throbbing la lol. and i die i rly die i fking die ); math tmr. and i am here blogging! in fact i'm gonna be blogging abt the math revelation me and kev came up with for differentiation.

so theres chain rule. one day we mis heard mr teo and we heard 'same rule'. we were like. wtf!? wats same rule? and thus began ultimate math winnage..

same rule:

for all x, x = x ; for all y, y = y

so with this rule, 1 = 1, and 2 = 2, 3.14 = 3.14, and so on.

this is a basic and fundamental rule, crucial to all math calculations. without it math will nv exist. same rule is damn pro.

then there is, reverse rule:

for all y + x, y + x = x + y

so with this rule, 1 +2 = 2 + 1.

this is yet another basic and fundamental rule for math. however, this is high level mathematics as it might confuse some students, leading them to,


the wrong rule:

for all y - x, y - x = x - y

so with wrong rule, 1 - 2 = 2 - 1.

which is wrong.


now for all the ppl not in 4P who think i v mugger/pay attention in class blahblah, see what glorious math i do in math. (:

k very good, all the pract qns i do so far for differentiation got mistake (Y) i'm gonna fucking fail tmr la dammit =.= back to work. water to eyes!
at 7:20 PM