Tuesday, November 29, 2011
so tired.. but i have to go on if not the world will crash
Monday, November 28, 2011
keep until icing also 生水了.. but still i refuse to eat it.
brings to mind a certain song.. 你知不知道, 你知不知道.. 我等到花儿也谢了~~
Friday, November 25, 2011
i can't tell you what it really is, i can only tell you what it feels like. and right now, its a steel knife in my windpipe. i can't breathe
but i still fight while i can fight. i won't give up. i can't.
but i still fight while i can fight. i won't give up. i can't.
Monday, November 21, 2011
yea fuck this shit
Friday, November 18, 2011
the sky today and me both depict almost dying but not dead.
my diarrhoea, my drinking, my hyper-crazy type 'A' daily state.. are all manifestations of that..
it feels good.
i'm very tired. but it's ok. chin up heads down, there are fights to finish..
my diarrhoea, my drinking, my hyper-crazy type 'A' daily state.. are all manifestations of that..
it feels good.
i'm very tired. but it's ok. chin up heads down, there are fights to finish..
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
還是要幸福 - 田馥甄
不確定就別親吻 感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍
你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束
還我鑰匙的備份 我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
你如果很幸福 半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了 容身之處 我也 能有 最純粹的孤獨
最孤獨的孤獨
and so i wonder if you read this blog. but don't tell me.
Tuesday, November 15, 2011
对啊, so don't worry so much, 让这些都成为故事吧. 其实, 结局谁都不懂嘛.
Monday, November 14, 2011
you're the reason why i'm not drinking tonight.
because tomorrow, i gotta fight for you.
because tomorrow, i gotta fight for you.
questions with no answers.
Tuesday, November 08, 2011
i'm gonna take a shot in the dark here,
i am not living in the past. i have not, in a long time.
i AM looking forward, in fact i can see very far ahead.
i may not be charming, or a prince. but i said i am going to be the one who changes you, and i mean it.
prove to you.
i am not living in the past. i have not, in a long time.
i AM looking forward, in fact i can see very far ahead.
i may not be charming, or a prince. but i said i am going to be the one who changes you, and i mean it.
prove to you.
Monday, November 07, 2011
at this time, i alr see 2 couples at utown starbucks patting/sayanging each other awake.. on a separate note, ppl i know seem to be seeking a partner according to rational thought and probability and prospects. no one's pining crazy like this for one person..
Saturday, November 05, 2011
its a pleasant afternoon, and i am at home eating chilli crab that my dad just fried, with my brother, and my mum. my dad and my mum bought the crabs, and "a seafood sauce" from the market this morning. i watch my mum try to feed my elder sis, who keeps making noise and refusing to eat, and my dad watches and uncontrollably gives a chuckle. we talk in colloquial singapore chinese..
i cant believe i'm jealous of my parents.. haha :/
i cant believe i'm jealous of my parents.. haha :/
Friday, November 04, 2011
slacking, making life decisions, and being mindf-ed all rolled into one.. wth thats how i've spent the past 3 hours -.- how i'll spend the next 3 i guess would be drinking, studying, and going crazy being depressed. all rolled into one...
Thursday, November 03, 2011
but i put one foot in front of the other and keep going and waiting for it anyway right
9 o'clock show.. i watch until damn tired alr. also wait until damn tired alr
i'll bet tigers are damn sian when they have to fend off ppl. like i freaking peed there!! -.-
Wednesday, November 02, 2011
我是地球, 在追逐留不住的流星.. its like i have to wait for the stars to align, for us to collide