Wednesday, January 31, 2007
love you too much to do the same to you.
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:22:51 AM)
WTF
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:22:53 AM)
I DAMN T_T
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:22:55 AM)
SHIT
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:22:58 AM)
I VIEW THE PICS
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:05 AM)
THEN MY BRAIN MY HEAD START PLAYING RANDOM MUSIC
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:08 AM)
THEN I NV TAKE NOTICE
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:12 AM)
NOW I STOP LOOKING AT PIC
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:13 AM)
I REALISE
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:21 AM)
MY BRAIN BU ZHI BU JUE WAS PLAYING
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:24 AM)
ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:25 AM)
WTF
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:26 AM)
WTF
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:28 AM)
WTF
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:29 AM)
T_T
WTF
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:22:53 AM)
I DAMN T_T
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:22:55 AM)
SHIT
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:22:58 AM)
I VIEW THE PICS
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:05 AM)
THEN MY BRAIN MY HEAD START PLAYING RANDOM MUSIC
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:08 AM)
THEN I NV TAKE NOTICE
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:12 AM)
NOW I STOP LOOKING AT PIC
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:13 AM)
I REALISE
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:21 AM)
MY BRAIN BU ZHI BU JUE WAS PLAYING
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:24 AM)
ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:25 AM)
WTF
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:26 AM)
WTF
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:28 AM)
WTF
hiokhong! yes we'll hold hands. says: (3:23:29 AM)
T_T
Monday, January 29, 2007
so much for the prev post in drafts, its when my voice becomes low like a growl, and my pupil dilates, but the lion wants its vengeance because it feels like an unwanted and neglected pup. py.
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
一颗沉重的心。
Sunday, January 21, 2007
i wonder is subaru a lament?
haha anyway. i'm doing my eye drawing nao and not rly starting on any really impt work, ie summative shit. but oh well. haha yes we really seem to have extra load of obstacles but we have even more extra load of love leh! ^^ lala haha v happy v happy >.< shit we damn rock haha we damn cool ^^ yay!
i'm hungry! i shud go eat! haha yea i will go nao..
haha anyway. i'm doing my eye drawing nao and not rly starting on any really impt work, ie summative shit. but oh well. haha yes we really seem to have extra load of obstacles but we have even more extra load of love leh! ^^ lala haha v happy v happy >.< shit we damn rock haha we damn cool ^^ yay!
i'm hungry! i shud go eat! haha yea i will go nao..
my happiness my plate my food my restaurant is sleeping ):
anw lol.. its been a long time since i blogged i think.. for re last week we watched tuesdays with morrie which is such a uber nice meaningful show lol.. i should have read the book.. must get or smth :/ haha its such a good show!
lol ytd bought rocky mountain marshmallow the white one WTF its exactly like carrot la wtf >_> it looks like carrot it feels like carrot it squeezes like carrot and when i eat it in my mouth it seriously feels like i was eating carrot T_T T.T T.T T_T T_T
shit la i got a hell lot of work and tests coming up ): shit shit shit i damn tired damn sian don feel like doing anythhhhh T_T boo.
anw lol.. its been a long time since i blogged i think.. for re last week we watched tuesdays with morrie which is such a uber nice meaningful show lol.. i should have read the book.. must get or smth :/ haha its such a good show!
lol ytd bought rocky mountain marshmallow the white one WTF its exactly like carrot la wtf >_> it looks like carrot it feels like carrot it squeezes like carrot and when i eat it in my mouth it seriously feels like i was eating carrot T_T T.T T.T T_T T_T
shit la i got a hell lot of work and tests coming up ): shit shit shit i damn tired damn sian don feel like doing anythhhhh T_T boo.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
我没什么生气啦。可是你不肯照顾好自己，我也不得不闷闷不乐嘛。T_T
Monday, January 15, 2007
lol one of the things i cant get out of my mind, that keeps popping up in my head, is something paul (leng) said to me.
well its not anyth bad rly, lol in fact, its smth that sorta makes me hmm go on lol.. well sometimes i get pissed and buaysong at some ppl la. i dont rly scared them and sometimes i just wan go fight but paul told me this.
i dunno but paul was using this normal tone and he said smth like 'its quite dangerous. you shouldnt have. cos they have nothing to lose, and you have all these that you might lose. they have nothing to lose.'
haha yea just smth that rly keeps coming up in my mind haha..
today tired ): i v worried abt syf alr lol..
lol i think i quite tired la. i shudnt be concerned or think abt anyth haha. not that anyth bad has happened lol =.= its just i've got stuff on my mind haha but i shud just. not care abt much for once haha.. i'm tired ):
well its not anyth bad rly, lol in fact, its smth that sorta makes me hmm go on lol.. well sometimes i get pissed and buaysong at some ppl la. i dont rly scared them and sometimes i just wan go fight but paul told me this.
i dunno but paul was using this normal tone and he said smth like 'its quite dangerous. you shouldnt have. cos they have nothing to lose, and you have all these that you might lose. they have nothing to lose.'
haha yea just smth that rly keeps coming up in my mind haha..
today tired ): i v worried abt syf alr lol..
lol i think i quite tired la. i shudnt be concerned or think abt anyth haha. not that anyth bad has happened lol =.= its just i've got stuff on my mind haha but i shud just. not care abt much for once haha.. i'm tired ):
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
lol shit man i rly rly rly shud get down to trying to start making a new damn blog layyyy -_- rahhh i procrastinate shit i wan a new blog lay -_- but shit i damn lazyyyyyyyyy lazyyyy dowan do lol dowannn haha zz!
ok la ithink abt new blog lay after i clear homework >_> yea hol hmwk >_> lol. fk la zz i damn tiredddddd! dowan do hmwk la cb. zz. and i need a new blog lay -_-.
anyway. lol tmr is gonna be the first time we're jamming in 2007, and the first time we've jammed since abt. wat, 4 or 5 months? lol shit man. we're gonna pract on thurs for a performance on fri and i dunno hows it gonna be man screw lol.. wtf la haha qte unprepared lol.
today's sitting around at pasta talking bullshit was rly fun :D haha was like guys night out la lol so fun talk bullshit with paul again haha..
oh yea, and before that, when we got fed up and pissed at the hall lol also v fun. since we were stopped from attempting to practice, we sat in a scircle on stage and everyone was talking crap and laughing loudly and talking a lot of crap hahaha and being screwed up lol. fun haha lol shit it was rly fun!
lala siannnnn. zz. quite a few things on hand..! zz hope i don miss out any crap tho lol. start work! kai gong! ):
ok la ithink abt new blog lay after i clear homework >_> yea hol hmwk >_> lol. fk la zz i damn tiredddddd! dowan do hmwk la cb. zz. and i need a new blog lay -_-.
anyway. lol tmr is gonna be the first time we're jamming in 2007, and the first time we've jammed since abt. wat, 4 or 5 months? lol shit man. we're gonna pract on thurs for a performance on fri and i dunno hows it gonna be man screw lol.. wtf la haha qte unprepared lol.
today's sitting around at pasta talking bullshit was rly fun :D haha was like guys night out la lol so fun talk bullshit with paul again haha..
oh yea, and before that, when we got fed up and pissed at the hall lol also v fun. since we were stopped from attempting to practice, we sat in a scircle on stage and everyone was talking crap and laughing loudly and talking a lot of crap hahaha and being screwed up lol. fun haha lol shit it was rly fun!
lala siannnnn. zz. quite a few things on hand..! zz hope i don miss out any crap tho lol. start work! kai gong! ):
Tuesday, January 09, 2007
wah pain sia. i dint even do anyth.
Monday, January 08, 2007
lol omg I'M TRAUMATISEDDD I'M TRAAAUUUUMMMAAAATTISEDDDDD T_T. more like half sad half delirious and trying to let the delirious bit last longer so it wont becomethe sad bit hahaha.
shit omg lol wtf shit I'M TRAUMATISED. T_T.
shit omg lol wtf shit I'M TRAUMATISED. T_T.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
lol siao i'm traumatising myself with a water gun i'm traumatising myself with nth lol..
walter said we were quite cute! lol shit (Y) play with dimsum shove paper with chopstick eat carrot radish turnip flick chopsticks break and twirl them into art pieces from me to you! laughlaughlovelove! walter said we were quite cute!
raffles trail today! lol. so fun owning the other musical ccas haha. shit i damn pissed jnow lol they a bit kiasu la all start moving outside to the corridor to perform then i damn pissed ok la u all got a lot of ppl. i bring my 2 watt microcube out and i put to less than half volume i start playing trooper = louder = win (Y). so me and ho jammed across a platform, and subsequently i jammed amazing grace with nat on bagpipes (Y) own we gonna do jamming again for open house! haha so fun lol..
k a tired.. v v v tired.. hands pain from lugging that almightly godlike 2 watt microcube and music books, cos the bag i used the handle is rough one then rub against hand got abrasion ): lol..
shud i do concert for sl or cut an album for re this year? :/ zz.
sian i shud get down to changing the damn blog layout haha.. but first i have to do my hol hmwk la cb mtfk la zz.. i shall go sleep soon..
walter said we were quite cute! lol shit (Y) play with dimsum shove paper with chopstick eat carrot radish turnip flick chopsticks break and twirl them into art pieces from me to you! laughlaughlovelove! walter said we were quite cute!
raffles trail today! lol. so fun owning the other musical ccas haha. shit i damn pissed jnow lol they a bit kiasu la all start moving outside to the corridor to perform then i damn pissed ok la u all got a lot of ppl. i bring my 2 watt microcube out and i put to less than half volume i start playing trooper = louder = win (Y). so me and ho jammed across a platform, and subsequently i jammed amazing grace with nat on bagpipes (Y) own we gonna do jamming again for open house! haha so fun lol..
k a tired.. v v v tired.. hands pain from lugging that almightly godlike 2 watt microcube and music books, cos the bag i used the handle is rough one then rub against hand got abrasion ): lol..
shud i do concert for sl or cut an album for re this year? :/ zz.
sian i shud get down to changing the damn blog layout haha.. but first i have to do my hol hmwk la cb mtfk la zz.. i shall go sleep soon..
Saturday, January 06, 2007
lol its because my specs the lens are small.
i'm sad, i'm always sad when such things happen, and i just cant seem to get over it. i just get damn sad when the truth comes, and even though its gone and over and even though everything is fine, i just get sad.
you know when msn doesnt deliver my msgs. you know when i find my smses dint get sent.
you know when my phone just fuck up and refuses to let me receive any calls or msgs.
yea. thats it. when i cant get to you. i think like, eh how come no reply how come dao me but it just cos of technology and its fuck ups. then i feel so.
wasted. fucking hell. that is why i'm always so sad when it comes to this. i just cant get over it fast. i remain sad when this happens. i'm sad cos those moments that could have been spent with you were wasted. i just feel so wasted. and i'm sad and i cant get over it.
anw, my phone just spoilt. cheebye la lol.
you know when msn doesnt deliver my msgs. you know when i find my smses dint get sent.
you know when my phone just fuck up and refuses to let me receive any calls or msgs.
yea. thats it. when i cant get to you. i think like, eh how come no reply how come dao me but it just cos of technology and its fuck ups. then i feel so.
wasted. fucking hell. that is why i'm always so sad when it comes to this. i just cant get over it fast. i remain sad when this happens. i'm sad cos those moments that could have been spent with you were wasted. i just feel so wasted. and i'm sad and i cant get over it.
anw, my phone just spoilt. cheebye la lol.
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
i realised that whacking myself, whacking things, tables, walls dont have effect on me anymore. not even forcing my upperbody upside down and letting all the blood flow to my head and letting the pressure on my brain and lips and neck be bursting. no no help. unless u let me rip the throats of those who cross me with my teeth and have things my way. and i dont care if you're from mt olympus.
why do you, want to grow up so much? you will regret it mark my words, cos if you dont you've gone beyond repair and rescue as society's lights and bass corrodes. why you cant wait? why do you want to grow up so much?
today is jan 3! my little sis bday and my first day in sch. damn sian. so much work. i just did some briefing sheet for raffles trail on saturday thingy. need to call teacher tell him stuff, need to call jon gan make him call everyone else. lala. need to email everyone tell them i need to brief them on fri cos the 2 pages packed briefing pointers i'm not gonna email to the group.
c'wealth is due fri and i will fin it today i will will will! someday you will find me! back in time.
today is jan 3! my little sis bday and my first day in sch. damn sian. so much work. i just did some briefing sheet for raffles trail on saturday thingy. need to call teacher tell him stuff, need to call jon gan make him call everyone else. lala. need to email everyone tell them i need to brief them on fri cos the 2 pages packed briefing pointers i'm not gonna email to the group.
c'wealth is due fri and i will fin it today i will will will! someday you will find me! back in time.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
haha its suddenly 1140 of jan 2 now and sch starts tmr.. so fast right? have to wake early, have to do homework, have to try and do my hol homework, have to rmr i'm a sec 4 in guitar and i'd have to be in charge.
hm. initiative. initiative, for guitar. have to keep in mind, no seniors to look up to alr. we're them now and heh we set the rules.
we make things happen. i'll have to start making things happen.
speaking of making things happen, we're gonna be in a new block.. its like this street fighter game you know, '... and 12 new different destroyable environments!' lalala.. the new block looks so. glass. so dangerous!
wonder wat time i'll wake tmr haha.. trying to do c'wealth now prob wont fin.. i read fin wild sex de hu huan alr, but i havent do book review ):
its a beginning of a sch year, full of many weekdays which will be spent toiling and working towards the much beloved weekend and public hols, and eventually the hols. tired now so a bit zz :/ but its ok.. tommy and gina are right.. they've got each other and thats a lot for love.. (:
tmr's a new day and everyth will turn out right.!
hm. initiative. initiative, for guitar. have to keep in mind, no seniors to look up to alr. we're them now and heh we set the rules.
we make things happen. i'll have to start making things happen.
speaking of making things happen, we're gonna be in a new block.. its like this street fighter game you know, '... and 12 new different destroyable environments!' lalala.. the new block looks so. glass. so dangerous!
wonder wat time i'll wake tmr haha.. trying to do c'wealth now prob wont fin.. i read fin wild sex de hu huan alr, but i havent do book review ):
its a beginning of a sch year, full of many weekdays which will be spent toiling and working towards the much beloved weekend and public hols, and eventually the hols. tired now so a bit zz :/ but its ok.. tommy and gina are right.. they've got each other and thats a lot for love.. (:
tmr's a new day and everyth will turn out right.!
haha tmr is the last day of hols.. ): and its back to sch life haha..
i'm really blessed! cos i got to spend my last day of 2006 with you, step into 2007 eating a pizza on a bus, and to be with you for the first sunrise of 2007 (though the sun dint rise, it appeared. again -.-) most of all, it was two whole days spent doing nth but wasting time with you! shit we do a lot of gl stuff! sing, bop, enjoy making sandwiches, hate eating the same sandwiches. light sticks!!! squeeze pimple remove pepsi bubbles -.- slap myself eat dimsum make chopstick art eat carrot radish turnip. spend a few hours talking abt how if we made this world, and wat we would do to carrot radish turnip, make them flg, kkk, etc. ride trolley, shop grocery, stop every few moments in carrefour..^^ oh and just how much mo qi is there we say the exact same things/have the exact same sou zhu yi and it happens like every other moment.. the best part is that its prob not all just mo qi but cos as we go along we'll slowly rub off each other one ('fuck i'm damn pissed!'^^). yes.. another sch year, but i alr like 2007 the way it started alr! yes we'll go thru it the best we can! and thats gonna be a hell of a good time k..! ^^
dint sleep ytd haha yea i'm deadbeat you're deadbeat but theres only one heartbeat.
anw as i was saying quite a while ago, i need to change blog layout >_> but i'm too lazy to get down to it BOO. but my ye xing de hu huan gonna read fin alr haha maybe i nv read at all one now hardcore >_> still got c'wealth to do.. tmr last day of hols i stay home slack and do some hmwk.. oh and i realise my prev post is the 700th post.. lol..
i'm really blessed! cos i got to spend my last day of 2006 with you, step into 2007 eating a pizza on a bus, and to be with you for the first sunrise of 2007 (though the sun dint rise, it appeared. again -.-) most of all, it was two whole days spent doing nth but wasting time with you! shit we do a lot of gl stuff! sing, bop, enjoy making sandwiches, hate eating the same sandwiches. light sticks!!! squeeze pimple remove pepsi bubbles -.- slap myself eat dimsum make chopstick art eat carrot radish turnip. spend a few hours talking abt how if we made this world, and wat we would do to carrot radish turnip, make them flg, kkk, etc. ride trolley, shop grocery, stop every few moments in carrefour..^^ oh and just how much mo qi is there we say the exact same things/have the exact same sou zhu yi and it happens like every other moment.. the best part is that its prob not all just mo qi but cos as we go along we'll slowly rub off each other one ('fuck i'm damn pissed!'^^). yes.. another sch year, but i alr like 2007 the way it started alr! yes we'll go thru it the best we can! and thats gonna be a hell of a good time k..! ^^
dint sleep ytd haha yea i'm deadbeat you're deadbeat but theres only one heartbeat.
anw as i was saying quite a while ago, i need to change blog layout >_> but i'm too lazy to get down to it BOO. but my ye xing de hu huan gonna read fin alr haha maybe i nv read at all one now hardcore >_> still got c'wealth to do.. tmr last day of hols i stay home slack and do some hmwk.. oh and i realise my prev post is the 700th post.. lol..