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Friday, December 29, 2006
livin' on a prayer - bon jovi

Tommy used to work on the docks
Union's been on strike
He's down on his luck... gets tough, so tough

Gina works the diner all day
Working for her man, she brings home her pay
For love - for love

She says we've got to hold on to what we've got
It doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer

Tommy got his six string in hock
Now he's holding in what he used
To make it talk - so tough, it's tough

Gina dreams of running away
When she cries in the night
Tommy whispers, baby it's okay, someday

We've got to hold on to what we've got
It doesn't make a difference
If we make it or not
We've got each other and that's a lot
For love - we'll give it a shot

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer

Livin' on a prayer

We've got to hold on ready or not
You live for the fight when it's all that you've got

We're half way there
Livin' on a prayer
Take my hand and we'll make it - I swear
Livin' on a prayer

yea i changed blog song lol.. bon jovi! livin on a prayer! so athemic haha.. nice song haha.. old song.

anw hols are ending and my homework isnt doing itself. fuck you homework. yea fuck you.. cos i'm gonna make the most out of the last few days of my hols.. i think kai xue then i figure out wat to do abt it la. oh well.. haha last few days of hols.. give it a break and enjoy..
at 11:44 PM
but i'm not afraid to shine, just for the sole sake of blinding you faggots there.

leet. ph33r me.
at 12:12 AM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
sorry world, i'm sorry pa ma. you breed a musician.
at 12:15 AM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
haha its been a great christmas!

24th it raaained! ): but that dint stop me from going tiong bahru (to get cheese for the party later before going to aunts house) where i bought cha ye dan to sit at some corner and peel and eat and its so hot T_T then trying to find the way to tiong bahru market in the rain! haha lol then eat dao huay ice kachang there! haha so fun k!

went to aunts house! haha then everyone is like there lol.. help set up stuff abit? collect satay lol. oh yea my aus cousin dug up all the photo albums they had of me and some bits of my sis and bro (nyeh i have the most hahaha) yea and compiled into one big album la haha.. had fun looking thru all the photos!

food was GREAT haha shit now i'm hungry T_T and i drank a bit too much -.- cos the ppl usu either have red wine or champagne. then i had champagne which was qte strong then my dad dint wan drink his red wine so i help him. i like the red wine. smell like xo lol. but all v high content one then i drank a lot lol.. got dehydrated la but was ok haha. i liked the ham T_T but i dun like the. spice thingy stuck in the skin of the ham i forgot the name. haha oh nad the chicken wing my aunts chicken wings are like own lol.

then open presents! haha i realise i was wearing my christmas present to the party -.- lol yea two of my cousins got me shirt la so ihad two less presents to open! ): but it was ok! haha.. my aus cousin got me a shirt also! but this one sort of got match with another shirt one. haha oh then got chocs from my second uncle and aunt. which i shall eat later if this headache doesnt stop (tell more later). oh yea then frven my guy cousin rocks la T_T he damn nice he got me nice stuff haha he got me this big about guitar!!! wl wl! haha and tix money and pamphlet for some exhibition at the singapore museum haha which i will go since still got hols.. cos right.actly i can spend on other thigns la, but thats wat he meant it for so i go take a look lor (tho the tix exp T_T) haha got nice presents!

ok la went home and caught last bit of love actually but its alright i now have the vcd cos some plumpie burn for me! haha thanks k!

next day! haha yay was christmas day! yay! haha supp to go out walking and take pics of christmas decos but i look at the decos i get pissed cos its not nice again this year >_> u know i saw the lights leading to plaza from orchard road i was like. OMG NICE NICE NICE cos i pictured the lights in white and purple and green which would have made the deco damn nice.

SHUI ZHI DAO. the lights were YELLOW. WTF i'm sure la its like some lightbulbs lor not festive lights lor wl cheat my feelings not nice one i pissed k. anw in the end only took pic of the christmas tree at taka -.- but took it on level 1, level 2 and level 3! haha ithink level 3 not successful la -.- but that tree bu cuo lor. tho in aus there were damn nice ones haha..

after that. went for christmas dinner at some sushi place at plaza haha.. it was a fun dinner! haha mainly cos got a lot of brilliant plans and ideas on how to disturb the manager and the waiters/waitresses of the place T_T cos we pissed at the place la lol.. we want nice seats one they gave us some nub seats lol.. but its ok it was a fun dinner haha! happy happy! haha sorry i v happy thinking abt wat a nice christmas i had!

haha yea this was the best christmas i had in years my gdness. lol. and many more to come! ^^ as i said ytd i feel so blessed i feel damn xing fu haha. i feel so blessed! (:


now onto our darker purpose. ok la not. its just. i slept at 630 ytd lol.. then today sup pto be 2L soccer but i missed it cos rain and my dad was like dont go and i also a bit like how to get to mrt in the first place T_T plus i slept for 2 hours only before waking up. so i dint go lor. wl. stupid rain. then i woke at like 12 plus 1 liddat la. then i feel a bit zz in the head cos not enuf sleep i think T_T zz. yea i'm gonna try sleep again (yes now at 230 -.-) and ifthat doesnt work yes i will eat chocolates and play guitar.. lol nights everyone ^^
at 2:28 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
a sudden surge of unhappiness brought me to the realisation, that i am somehow scared of this type of people..

i questioned my fear. why am i scared of them? i could find no reason. i was just scared of this kind of people.

i questioned my fear once again. why should i be scared of them? i could find no reason. yes why should i be scared of them?


because they are the ones that should be afraid of me.

let me not accomplish this by inflating my any bit of my ego. but rather, let me live in a fantasy world, where i am the Red Dragon, and this is my Becoming.

i honestly mean no harm, but those who cross my path i will eat.


on a lighter note, i'm watching night at the museum later! ^^ lol i realise i sound pissed above -.- but i'm not! haha its more like. my thoughts la. internal stuff haha.. rmr the greatest devil is yourself and thats the only person you have to defeat..

anw yea i was up last night reading more wiki -.- on john petrucci, yjm, derek sherinian >_> and a lot of other links.. i realise paul gilbert and marty friedman can all speak jap cos they like live/play a lot in japan -.- haha but i also found two institutions for modern music that i want to look more into >_> lol.. oh well. shit i better prep to go out! i have so much homework undone and so much more to do too ): fuck. :/ oh well..
at 1:30 PM
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
I WAN GET A HOUSE WITH YOU! NAO. ^^
at 1:01 AM
Monday, December 18, 2006
lol.. cinderella is a weird movie.. not rly v scary but the plot ok ok la.. better than the grudge haha..

haha today i was at marina square arcade.. lol. then we watching ppl play la. then some guy shouted cb at some uncle lol..

haha.. tekken3!!! lol.. there was this group of guys playing on the opp machine, play tekken 3 against this uncle.. lol.. then the guy lost so he half laughing half pissed then shout at him la haha.. but the uncle was like damn calm haha and kept playing.. then those ppl challenge again.. then the uncle just own them la.. first round he got perfect score cos he lost no health. second round he anyhow play so when he won he had less health. third round.. -.- he whack till the other guy had one pixel bar of health left then he don press button at all he just keep walking towards the guy -.- a bit suan only.. then let the guy whack him so he a bit suanning purposely lose (after a damn long time of walking against the other guy..) lolthen third round he sian he whack and he win -.- lol.. then he saw us watching him -_- haha.. he played a bit then look at his phone.. then he look at us and asked us to play for him he going off.. -_- omg lol obv i dunno how to play so i spam buttons and lose hahahahaha.. but i'm gonna go get tea and china tea cups and bai that uncle wei shi one day.. lol.. he looks a bit the more nerdy kind la. but he owned in tekken -_- damn suan and damn cool abt those guys haha.. one for those not with the in crowd!

i'm damn tired ): tmr better not rain i'm going blading..? haha ^^
at 11:19 PM
omg lol i'm like flippy cure me.
at 12:35 PM
haha.. just some of my father's wishes/advices..



walk around the house more means to not be stuck at this seat and this computer..

hardcore a balanced diet means i srsly need to get fat via salad and fruits.

the outdoor and exercise part.. just me missing the times when i played soccer..

sleep around 12 to 1.. lol impossible.. ^^
at 11:32 AM
i have not been doing my homework. i will not finish it by the time term starts haha.

today watched two movies.. deja vu and charlottes web.. haha charlottes web is a great show haha its not rly v deep or action or anyth much actly if u come to think abt it.. but somehow the entertainment value is high lol.. i wan watch night at the museum!

lol i realise. a lot of ppl, like me, often feel frownie about a small thing even when there are so many things we can be happy about. like at the end of rage concert this year.. i had a lot to be happy about haha. but i was frownie like mad just cos of one small considerably insignificant thing. perhaps happiness IS a choice, and we just have to look past the things that we cannot change, accept them, and be happy we have the rest lol. this post is really not directed at anyone -.- its about me. cos i was just thinking a bit in the shower and i managed to think through stuff, think through a very bad internal issue. it seems like the greatest devil, after all, is still ourselves, and this war i have finally won.

just now i shower i realise i have this lump to one side of my neck. fk. dad says see doctor tmr. it better be nth serious. lol it better be.
at 1:21 AM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
today i saw this old man who was riding this skate scooter.. seemed like that was his form of transport like as if it were a bicycle.. cos he had his umbrella or bottle strapped to the body of the scooter.. he seemed quite happy/carefree, a decent person and rly not mentally unsound.

i think its damn cool lol. one for those who want to stay kiddie and one for the gl ppl.. haha i think he is damn cool.. i wan be like him..

i wan be like peter pan.. will someone take my hand and fly me to nevernever land? i don want to grow up i don want to grow old. i don want to face the world. if its so fked now, wats later?

haha i feel like. a cockatoo. that fell into a pack of hyenas and lionesses. your milk is my shit, and i gaze upwards at the sky. and leonardo tells me, '...for there you have been and there you will always long to be.' but i dont know where do i long to be.. lol.. i dont know anyth with a seed stuck in my throat and a boulder in my tree trunk..

i should let go and just take things easy. don worry too much, don suspect too much. choose to believe and choose to trust. then choose to believe that when you choose to trust you were right. (Y).. lol.. i realise ur right.. bu yao huai yi tai duo. i gave you a seed once. i regret. because i should, and i'm gonna, rake a butterfly out of my stomach and give that to you for christmas.

white christmas.. am i going to have a white christmas? i keep associating that with white christmas but there is no connection. no connection at all but he calls it a white christmas.

tralala.. i'm not sad or upset or frownie or anyth.. just a random puffin billy of juices lol. haha i got live scenes from new york - dream theater. in aus.. 3 cds for 25aus.. lol its goood..
at 5:47 PM
Friday, December 15, 2006
lol.. so i'm back in s'pore.. lol.. back to lalaland.. haha :x oops why i use lalaland.. i nv use lalaland one.. even tho i whole day hear yanzhi say haha.. lol havent talk to yanzhi for some time lol.. i shud get back to having good close frens LOL.. i shud get back to having frens hahahahaha.. zz.. v sian..

haha aus was fun..? too much to blog -_- lol.. aww too bad.. ): haha went movie world and sea world and i had my picture taken with batman which totally owned and i jumped up and down for a few days over that pics oops sorry haha.. zz.. melbourne is nice.. my cousin say the uni of melb the musi dept not bad leh. hmm. *considering*

lol i dunno la. anw. i watched love actually twice -_- the flight there and the flight back jnow..

oh fuck blogger say connection fail v gd yay..

anw.. i foretell tonight and a lot of nights to come is bad. mmhmm. haha..

i dint know the lyrics.. so i sang smth along the lines of. so la so me.. so la so me.. re re ti.. do do la.. la la do ti la so la so me.. la la do ti la so la so me.. re re fa re ti do-me.. do so me so fa re mi do.. complete with chords in the bg -.- dots.. sorry la.. when i zz i like sing wdv comes to my mind.. haha.. anyone knows wat song that was?
at 12:36 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
"也就算了" i think one night ago i almost took a wrong path.. i think i took the right way just now.. where it leads to i dont know i wont know? it be something good.. ^^ start again from tmr is a new day with a new good morning..! (:
at 2:55 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
haha its been a long time been a long time been a long lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely time!

haha. just home lol.. went city hall then went arcade and blew quite a bit there lol.. shit la. house of the dead 4 is damn nice but damn exp wtf wtf wtf wtf T_T haha we watched some pro couple (with lots of money) playing house of the dead 2 haha then damn fun like watching movie liddat.. they died at the last boss -.- they went damn far haha a bit a lot of money nia.. but they bu cuo la.. haha next time i shall have arcade fund! haha then go there spam and finish one game -.- lol..

haha the past many few days. wait thats wrong -.- diao. the past few days i havent been blogging.. got a lot of pics of carrot everywhere.. carrot got new fren! haha he's name is radish! meet carrot and radish! haha.. ok v bad name it radish -.- but. RADISH! :D

meet radish! :D



carrot and radish having fun! first pic tog!



ahem.. they are both male..



carrot likes his new fren! ^^ yay carrot and radish!



haha got a lot more pics but nv upload.. haha happy feet was a nice nice show with cutey cutey penguins! watched it ytd haha so fun..

met sheron at the marina square arcade jnow o.O haha i was like is that her and she also quite guai lan me -.- then a bit like i dress as some 12 year old cos all my jeans packed le.. (i going aus, wait i tell u) haha so i down there looking like a 12 year old -.- then i was like jumping up and down at sheron -.- then she was like a bit don believe i 15 -.- then she ask her fren. zhe ge ji sui? then her fren say. 17? 18? then we both O.O lol bu cuo i'm damn sure la i look like 12 la srsly cos of the way i dress -.- haha then sheron try to treat me lollipop -.- haha.. well she just let off work and then she went celebrate her bday with frens.. haha so fun.. then she was at arcade why? play BISHI BASHI CHAMP HAHAHAHAHA 'destress' as she says.. i agree its a damn fun game >_> hahahaha.. so fun dint expect to meet her there lor.

anw. yah i going aus! tmr late afternoon evening go fly le WHEE. haha.. coming back 14 night haha.. gonna bring comp there but dunno where got internet! haha hope to say hi? haha donch miish miiex worx.. haha ok la -.- i just back i shall go bathe.. sleep till late late tmr haha fk hmwk! *^_^*



v nice piggy i hug to sleep everynight.. but i know got nicer one to hug!
at 11:46 PM