beautiful, isnt it
Sunday, April 30, 2006
why do i find it so difficult to study more than the day before..

fuck la. its been liddat since i was born can. psle i did the same la and got my marks screwed -.-

fuck la why all so hard one. plus so hard to concentrate. tmd. argh. tmr is gonna come soon and i'll really really be left with the day before to study liao. tmd. fuck.
at 10:18 PM


yes i'm not happy. pissed. annoyed. irritated. whatever.
at 4:32 PM
yes its sunday alr and i havent done much revision. look at proteins lipids blah now haha. gave up on chinese. again. lolz. tmr shall be hardcore ss and eng. today i shall get bio more or less done at least. wow. some what of a work plan.

my tagboard got owned haha.

hi chris lolz. bull shit hair ur neh la. how many times must i tell u hair can grow one lolz. once in a while do some knnb shit also quite interesting wat haha. u know my hair is like standing for the first time in my life can -.-

hi nat hahaha :D

hi er natasha.. thanks haha i wanted it to be plain la. dun feel like putting any pics haha. who are u lolz..

some ppl a lot of time worx. -.- yes i'm not feeling happy alr this afternoon i was happy now i'm not at all. and having to revise abt wat foregut shit for animal digestion is not helping.
at 4:22 PM
Saturday, April 29, 2006
fortune, goodnight, smile once more, turn thy wheel.


for everything.
at 6:23 PM
but its not a bad thing. at least it shows i am human and i have a heart.

and i cherish the things i have.
at 2:01 PM
i'm really sick and tired. it comes at the slightest things!
at 1:39 PM
haha i slept at wat. 3 ytd? cos i went to pack out all the stuff i need to mug see so guai can.

then i ate dinner till like 3 la haha then i sleep -.- my alarm was set for 1.30 today but i woke at 1 haha.

later got music. fuck la haha. oh well. i must go buy the discounted sushi HAHA i hope still have. yay.


i had a damn funny dream haha. but its like funny in a pleasant way. just quite out of the blue.

but then i wake up spoil my mood can. deja vu la then all over again.


will my flaw ever stop tormenting me?
at 1:31 PM
Friday, April 28, 2006
ARGH im tired

GO SLEEP SOON!
at 11:48 PM
argh fuck! haha i've been saying argh almost as much as i say fuck these days. uh uh not good.
at 10:49 PM
haha okay i wanted to blog but i was very not flowing or wdv so i decided to write here that i'm not flowing.

anyway i just found out something bad.

adding on to an alr crap mood haha. adding on to scotch taping wat. 70 sheets of scores tgt? and no dinner yet.

oh well. haha argh.
at 10:28 PM
Thursday, April 27, 2006
ok. now that i'm slightly. SLIGHTLY calm down.

SLIGHTLY YAH. STILL BALLS TO MY PHONE SIM CARD. TMDKNNBCCBNBKNFB.

okay.

haha after music today i saw mr tan chee wan at plaza ps pls!!! damn unexpected la haha i went to say hi :D hahahaha he BROUGHT HIS SON FOR YAMAHA JMC THERE HAHA. HIS SON V HYPERACTIVE AND CUTE HAHA. but v dao never say hi to me ): haha but HIS SON V CUTE!! and dint expect them to be learnign there and end time same time slot as me plzzz! next time i stalk them and say hi every week :D haha mr tan was like 'so yah see you tmr la' HAHA so cool can. mr tan damn nice guy :D hahaha. wah his son just starting jmc.. come to think of it. jmc was wat. 8 years plus ago for me that i graduated? make it 10 years since i started jmc man.. wah. teacher merie HAHA she v nice to me actly i only guy from the class selected for audition for jsac. haha but her expectations also v high la.

sunny day! we are dancing!

vigolin vigolin vigo vigolin!

waaaaahh. so long agoooooooo omgomgomg. haha jmc. when everything was simple and not stressed and i go sch come back watch tv do home work then watch tv and sleep at 10 when the 9 oclock channel 8 show end. the age when ignorance really is bliss. innocence. carefree. not fucked by this world haha.

oh take me back to the start. (:
at 10:29 PM
TMD.

MY SIM CARD.

FUCKING HELL TMD NABEI WAHLAO FUCK LA.

MY SIM CARD NO FUCKIGN REASONG GO FUCK ITSELF UP KNN. FUCK LA WAHLAO NOW I CAN CALL CANNOT CALL CAN SEND CANNOT SEND LIDDAT THEN ITS LIKE EVERYONE SO FUCKING QUIET I WONDER IF THEY GET MY MSG WAHLAO THEN I SEND MESSAGE TO MYSELF CAN LEH WHICH MEANS LIKE FUCK I CAN SEND AND CAN RECEIVE LEH WTF NB LA WAHLAO.

YES I AM DEPENDANT ON MY PHONE SAY ALL YOU LIKE BUT I CANNOT LEAVE IN A SILENT WORLD I HATE HATE NON CONTACT I FUCKING HATE NON CONTACT FUCK MY PHONE IT BETTER WORK TMR WAHLAO KNNBCCB FUCKING HELL.

FUCK LA I CANNOT LIVE IN A SILENT WORLD ONE WAHLAO I HATE NO CONTACT TMD. FUCK YOU SIM CARD.


ok. it better work tmr. or. all its base will belong to me. fuck.
at 10:08 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
today was ok la. thought it'd suck haha but turned out to be pretty fine lolz. fun la haha. not like super boring. quite okay haha.

just came home.. dined with readon zeming paul leng choon carvin a hell lot of other ppl haha. pauls bday!

HAPPY BDAY BRO HAHA :D

lolz.

i damn tired ): tmr got physics test one waves the one topic i have no idea abt at all haha. so i good luck. i want to sleep early today so i even more good luck.

i got high after learning journeys on guns n roses' paradise city! haha dunno why can. but its a superrrrrr groovy song :D haha.


take me down to the paradise city.
where the grass is green and the girls are pretty.
oh wont you please take me home.


yay nice song haha. argh i shud bathe soon haha. super tired plz.
at 9:14 PM
of rumours and gossips.


once there was a lady, who told lies about her neighbour. she felt guilty about it, and one day, she decided to confess it to the priest of the local church. she confessed to him, and asked for pardon.

however, upon hearing the confession, the old priest exploded.

"if you want to be pardoned, i need you to do as i say! hurry back to your home now and take your pillow and a knife to your rooftop. slash open your pillow, and come back to me!" he said.

so the lady went back home, took her pillow and a knife, went to the roof of her house, slashed open the pillow, and went back to see the priest.

"now lady. what happened when you slashed the pillow?" the priest asked.

"i saw so many feathers being blown and carried away by the wind!" replied the lady.

"now. i want you to go back there, and collect back every single feather you see." said the priest.

"but. but. they could be anywhere! it is impossible for me to collect back all the feathers!" the lady said.

"PRECISELY. do you know where the rumours have gone? can you call all of them back again? this, lady, is gossip!" the priest answered her.


- adapted from one of father brendan's sermons in the play, 'doubt'.



i think its a brilliant 'speech' from a brilliant play haha. cant don't blog out this story about gossip and rumours haha. its just damn nice. doubt was really great lol. lim yew beng was really good. the play really left me in doubt about father brendan.

but when we're in doubt, we are not alone.
at 12:22 AM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
!!! argh hacker!


lol.

no progress on work! cmon its my only homework today dammit. -.-
at 11:27 PM
i am random
at 11:21 PM
haha i shud be doing work la. but fuck haha i went to watch tv. good. haha.

aiyah all my dont care-ness and craziness from prev post all gone la. dunno why. v sudden haha. dunno haha.

dun think any of you will get this entry? any of you who still read my blog anyway hahahaha.


i have 3 copies of mov. exact same book. but each tell a diff story haha. of the second term of last year.

i havent read any of the 3 copies at all haha. but i know the story behind those books inside out man.


haha. fuck. i was just reading the copy on the left hand side of my table haha.

cb la fuck wahlao so long ago liao lor haha. memories haha. well i guess each of the 3 books bring back memories. i happened to be tearing to this one today haha. long time since that happened man haha. long long looooong time. it'll be a year very soon? time pass a bit the fucking fast only la haha. fuck la. haha those memories.

i shud go dig my gmail and read those emails from yesterday man haha. so childish haha.

haha i staring at the book spine now. i dont want to return it leh. you alr took away with you so many things.

i dont want to return it. its what? all i'm left with?


i'll wait i'll wait till you fall from grace.
its the calm before the storm.
its there and then its gone.
at 10:12 PM
TAMADE.

WHAT THE FUCKING HELL LA BREAK MIRROR IS BAD LUCK.

maybe physics toy assignment i had to cut mirror with the mirror cutter la. maybe only. then apart from accientally breaking mirrors, when u 'cut' the piece u want off, u are actually essentially breaking it off.

KNN FUCK LA.

YAY I AM NOW CURSED HAHAHA.

COME FUCK ME MAN FUCK ME UPSIDE DOWN. I V SCARED. I'M YOURS TO TAKE. COME COME.


tmd cb la.

eating dinner half way haha. woke up from a 2 hour nap with no work done yay. fuck i dunno how to do the work argh. but oh well thats abt the only work..? yay. i think i better go finish up dinner and do work la.

tmr learning journey! haha to dunno wat battle box la. i hope fun lolz. dunno got wat memorial service at the end. haha then end time = 6 plus. v good. v early. mm.
at 8:57 PM
on abt today! hokay! today started off with ss which is quite sian la haha. carvin better photocopy the notes or i'll kill him personally -.-

eng! argh i think i failed the expository la haha. fuck i'm failing all my shit i dun mind but why fail eng shit shit i dun want to stay back leh FUCK la.

chem! hahaha -.- all the plays and songs for chem proj la haha v funny.

stupid sister -.- just peeked at my comp -.- lame la haha.

maths haha quite okay la. then re alr which is slacking till mr fong gave us headstart on possibilities haha. went to ransack magazines and came up with a lot of out of the box stuffs. cept i dunno if can be applied or not. oh well maybe thu i see.

then went lunching with zhi at rj haha. okay la. minute maid lemonade quite nice leh. except got tartrazine la. lolz. additives -.-

then. er. went out of sch to renew passport. haa 40 ppl in front of me then the number jump jump jump suddenly my turn yay then rushedddd all the way back haha and thought was late for guitar but the room havent open yet -.- guitar was okay la haha. everyone so guai whee.

then when guitar ended. raining la haha. i tell u i wish all the days i going home = raining. then that = endless fun plz! haha i bet jon ho jon gan all agree :D everytime we go home and it rains then we walk from sch to j8. its always fun. first there is the nice nice nice big puddle on the pavement where we have to walk across. i usually pull my pants then take to the dryest soil. jon gan also la i think. but jon ho scared of mud.. -.- so he takes the puddle itself.. nothign wrong if his shoes are like clima proof.. the thing is his shoes are CLIMA COOOL. SO SMART CAN HIS WHOLE SHOE AND SOCKS SOAKED. good job man.

then next fun area is walking along the pavement.. we have to watch out for cars and where the puddles of water are.. :D after like so much exp of whee car vroom water splash, we learn our lesson! we watch out for where the puddles are, and we hide behind each other -.- other wise we watch the traffic, and time when to stop and wait till the car goes, or whether to chiong before the car comes.. :D then traffic light there also got puddle.. this is like free frag la. stand as far away and hope for the best lor. :D

yay haha fun fun :D

and guess wat! today in math. i was suuuuudddenly in a chrissssssmasssy mood :D i dunno why also -.- i dunno why also. suddenly i started singing jingle bells and getting high -.- I LOVE THE DASHING THROUGH THE SNOW PART :D i dunno why i like it i like it :D hahaha. then i sing sing then suddenly i sing britney spears the santa thats my only wish this year :D:D:D NICCCCEEEEE SONG PLZZZZ.

I want my baby, baby
I want someone to love me someone to hold
Maybe, Maybe
Be all my own in a big red bow
Santa, can you hear me ?
I have been so good this year
And all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want just for me
Underneath my Christmas tree
I’ll be waiting here
Santa that’s my only wish this year.

and

I hope my letter reaches you in time
woooo yeah
Bring me a love that I can call all mine
Cause I have been so good this year
Can’t be alone under the mistle toe
he's all i want in a big red bow


something special for me in your sleigh!! :D hahaha


RANDOM PLZ ALL THE CHRISTMAS MOOD HAHA. whee i'm crazy -.- haha. actually right. i dun like christmas -.- haha. but today i miss christmas!! as in the mood and all that la. its rainy, or at least cool, and i stay at home playing neopets -.- HAHA and doing advent calender -.- being lame. talking online slacking fucking work slack slack slack whee. i miss the atmosphere the mood la. ):

but actually otherwise i dun like christmas -.- cos the past christmases i had in sec sch sucked!!! ):

like end of p6 wah so fun plz i stay at aunt's house thats all haha. actly nice la. but normal la haha. bland.

sec 1 = most win. i had chickenpox la. good. very very good. so fun. 40 plus deg fever and shit all over my skin and suffering and shivering at night and fucking up etc and eating chocs (i know a bit crazy cos i having fever -.-) and fucking up more and rushing hol homework.

then ppl all VERY NICE they like to call me up or sms me and tell me how much fun they having while i stone yay. then the best is ppl call and then they stone then they say aiyah too noisy call u later -.- fuck la noisy then dun call la knn. lolz.

sec 2 was okay la. actually good. except the ever present random ppl calling me telling me how much fun they having. i had fun around that period la. btu i dreaded dec 25. cos i know i'll be lonely that night. pretty true haha. yah. v good i got spamemd with sms and calls telling me how much fun they having. oh wells at least i got loads smses and msn wishes for christmas! haha.

okay la actly christmas not that bad. just i kena suan plus lonely only la. otherwise quite okay la got random ppl suanning also got random ppl wishing me :D yay.

christmas!


oh oh oh. this goes out to you!! haha yes yes you. last christmas santa really really brought me something special for me in his sleigh. (:


work work!
at 1:10 AM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
TMD.

WHY DO I KNOW SO MANY PRO PPL.

WHY THEY ALL SO PRO.

FUCK.

AHHH.


TMD.
at 8:50 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
haha guess wat i just bathed haha. like maybe i reached home at abt 1245 -.- lolz raffles rock concert haha. nice nice!

sch was okay today la haha. pe was soccer lolz. then was physics lab haha which me and chee luckily do in pairs haha then i can copy his answers then fail my physics quiz later on cos i dunno how the shit to do anything. recess was okay la haha. i ate like 4 roti pratas -.- then went back to class try to study ss then in the end i went back too late chi start alr. then got chi compre -.- then as usual i dunno how to do haha so i dun care i bring home and do -.- then was assembly which was damn boring. had fun touching qiaoer -.- haha HE BASKIT HE TOOK OFF HIS BRACES LA WTF WHY HE TAKE OFF WAHLAO I DUMP HIM LA STUPID FLIRT LA HE THEN TAKE OUT BRACES SOME MORE. -.- then went back to class to do the ss test which i = win cos i dint study and i dint even read the notes so open book test i also dunno wat to refer. but ms tang uber nice gave us choc and lollllipop :D haha then i look at the lollipop i start to rmr things la. lolz. lollipop. haha fuck.

anyways after that went to take a damn late lunch. talk lame shit with kev lim and jon ho la lolz. then went for guitar la. yay hahaha damn fun i went to kop jon ho's alto and started sightreading alto parts -.- haha damn fun la.

wahlao then mr gaspar come and stand in front of me and tell jon ho that his dream will come true. cos next year he will be transfered to prime cos all the sec 4s leaving so his dream come true then i'm like fuck la i also want to go prime la -.- wahlao then mr gaspar always say the same thing make me feel happy and sad one -.- he say he wants me to stay in bass ( ): ) cos i'm a good bass player ( (: ) lolz. haha but at least bass in guitar is counter melody, not really the bassline. so thats okay.. hahaha bass runs v fun. ownage solos HAHA. sigh but i want to be in prime!! haha.

then we got scolded by mr gaspar -.- haha we quite deserve it la i think :/ haha he said we have no problem with playing its just our discipline. like when he wants to talk/teach we keep talking/playing etc. which is damn true la haha. oh well haha. syf next year lolz.. i hope we own by then at least.

after guitar! haha went with jon ho to the rj mph and meet fzh lolz to go see the concert haha. damn fun la. saw allkinds of funny ppl.. then me and fzh will make stupid and evil comments abt everyone haha then we whack each other damn fun haha. saw a hellll lot of seniors! haha rj one la. lolz. i saw ruth can!!! haha wahlao its like i could barely recognize my own cousin la -.- wish i last time had more chance to spend more time with cousins -.- lolz. she taking photo la haha i shall hunt her down and make her gimme the photos of the concert haha.

concert was damn funny la. me and fzh kept on making even stupider and eviller remarks abt everything. then edmund, whom if i'm not wrong is the rj guy cat high that owns hyqel, came on stage and did like 'warm ups' lolz. he fucking shredded the damn guitar la maybe he started playing some damn gay fast shit then he started playing flight of the bumble bee and all like so freaking calm and he like taps the whole frekaing ibanez like freaking pro argh he is too hax alr zz die die die.

then electrico came on stage and everyone leave their seats rush forwards haha so we follow la lolz. they damn pro la haha. then its like amongst jon ho me fzh and eugene only i was jumping la -.- haha wahlao they watch concert stone there one plz!! lolz. then got some uncle who had a camcorder and me and fzh were like waving at it and saying stupid things like. hello! good day! -.- hahaha.

SPANISHFLY! omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg ownage local band plzzzzzz! they like did led zep covers plz. heartbreaker and rock n roll! ><><>< then they guy use 7 string, then change to flying v then i'm like WTF WHY SO PRO then the other guitarist had an ibanez with like. if i'm not wrong, humbucker from hell. or maybe tonezone. or dunno wat la but its dimarzio dammit. gay la. then they singer and bassist are also crazy haha. the singer is like axl rose la. dress + look like girl >< haha but then its in this damn cool sense haha. its like the x factor la. he sing damn pro also xD haha then the bassist the bass carry damn high haha and he looks like he's high on drugs -.- haha more about them later!! :D:D

then got this band called zhen. who played like. i dunno. progressive rock/metal haha. the lead guitarist is another pro ass la >< it was another ibanez haha. but the arrangement is double humbuckers. and THEY WERE EVO BRIDGE AND NECK IF I'M NOT WRONG. he had like wat four pedals. he is like some metal guitarist la wtf he solo like siao damn pro damn fast then his tapping is also damn gay he keep tapping like siao la damn freakiing freaking pro plz!! >< haha i think he saw me keep staring at him -.- then he like came up to me and started soloing in front of me la. then he solo solo walk away. then come back solo at me again WTF. then he bend down ask me. can you hear my guitar or not? then i'm like yah. then he continue soloing in front of me. WAHLAO HE COME SUAN ME LA WTF WTF WTF SHEN JING BING HE COME SOLO IN FRONT OF ME AND SUAN ME WTF. -.- damn pro la i want his guitar the sound is damn nice. i dunno wats wrong with mine leh.. pick up or the amp? ><

after the concert, which lasted from like 6 plus to 11 plus -.- haha me fzh and jon ho walked out. then jon ho saw the spanishfly singer and bassist and went to ask for autograph -.- like wtf la haha. the bassist is damn guailan la haha i seriously think he is high la haha. we were like wahlao ur band damn pro then he was like. no la. we suck cocks >< literally.

-.-

hahaha fucking guailan la. he looks european but he talks in this damn singapore tone and its damn cool! haha pro pro!

then the spanishfly singer is THE BEST HE IS DAMN NICE GUY HAHA. lolz. we had a nice small talk with him in the dark la -.- haha like outside the mph itself lolz. cos we tell him his singing damn pro which is daaaaamn true then he was like no la. then we were like shit la we need a vocalist then he started telling us a lot of things and advice la haha. like shud start young. he started at 17 he said haha. he thought we were 17 la lolz. then we were like we 15 la! then he said good good start at this age can haha. then he say wat must find suitable genre. haha i thought they had like some label. like contract or somethign la turns out they dont they just play for leisure haha. they are daaaamn cool ppl la. haha he sounds like a damn nice guy lolz. then some more we met him and the bassist at j8 again haha -.-

yah then eat at j8 till like 12 and we realise shit no train then fuck everyone call parents -.- lolz.

wah fuck i have two years time to at least best the standard of today's concert. fuck fuck fuck. must jam and practice a lot more man haha.

aiyah originally want to play guitar till like late today one haha. but uh its like 130 now the most i play is 30 mins damn lamezor. lolz. tmr tmr tmr night must play! haha fuck work wootz.

wahlao u know i got fetish for braces.. then today i saw this damn chio girl.. wahlao fuck la >< haha its like at 6 me fzh and jon ho stoning outside the mph then i'm like lets go lets go cos i saw the girl then i'm like all ARGH alr -.- then they dont want to go la ying ying yao stone outside there -.- then wah shit i keep seeing her. then she end up also performing la wtf wahlao then after concert see her again wahlao wahlao wahlao wahlao wahlao >< >< >< wahlao. fuck. ): shit shit shti damn chiooooo. ): arghhhhh. ><

haha aiyah i better take out braces and sleep alr la. i a bit the fucking tired. a bit only.


you were a silly girl and he was a silly boy.
at 1:40 AM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
harlow harlow harlow haha i am fucking tired!

dint go smp today! haha cancelled it. come home actly also not much time to do work leh sigh.

tmr ss! argh! die. haha ss test wtf wtf i'm going to fail haha.

work work.. ): shall start now la haha


the green that you see.
at 4:54 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
haha its like 11 plus and i'm just back home haha. went rjge concert lolz. with ari and jon gan ho xiaoyu eugene gan haha. lolz.

shit i'm damn tired and theres a bit the alot of work..

anyways rjge concert rockeddddddddd >< haha wahlao they are seriously pro. saw alllll my seniors! like huan kiat hongyue omg pro HYQEL! karthik yusheng! chin heng (yay correct name) yu zhuo jeremy and others if i dint mention. oh charles was there as stage hand.. xD HAHA lolz special guest appearance of rige '04 chairman HAHA.

they seriously rocked la its really really really damn nice makes me damn ashamed of the state we guys are in now la haha. then its like we planning small group items and we think quite okay. then we go there see then its like omg >< argh. sigh gotta buck up like siao!!

but seriously la this concert today made me even more proud of my cca ever man. haha guitar rocks :D seriously la at first was like thinking trying out new thing in rj.. then now its like even more motivated to continue with guitar omgzzzzzzz xD hahaha crazy argh omg guitar rocks :D hahahaha. wonder what my year concert will turn out to be like :/ hmm haha. i hope i at least get into exco ): hahaha and i hope our year everyone is damn enthu cos i want to make that year a total success! plus syf year plz! >< hahahaha. yay guitar :D

today 2.4 haha screwed up dont ask i'm not even gonna say my timing. sigh. but at least gold. ><

okay la i better go bathe. (:
at 11:03 PM
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
just now i put too much shampoo again.. dont ask. -.-

anyway wahlao i wish i still had hair today la when i go home that time the wind si bei fucking nice la wah fuck. ):

lol morning damn funny can. i walk into general office to put my psl form in the box then mr paul lim see my hair then was like:

'hiok. you should have done this long ago.'

'yah i know sir haha.'

'you know ytd you run to under the podium that time. your hair was FLOWING LA.'

'yah sir i know my hair damn nice.'

then i zao HAHA. -.- lolz.

shit i need to submit my ccal camp form soon argh!!!

haha oh then jon lim also damn !@#$ lol morning assembly he come up to me. eh cut ur hair by thursday. then i flash him thumbs up. -.- hahaha.

tmr rj guitar concert! haha i'm going to watch yay. xD and go home late and work die yay. :D -.-

haha today after sch its like paul tern is gay la haha. cos we kena own by mdm fong for having shit class cleanliness then paul tern ask his mum bring vacuum cleaner then after school he started vacuuming the place haha. omgz he is like ultimate responsibility can >< haha i bet he will be one of those exceptions. ccal and head boy. omg la. and its damn weird seeing him do such things.. cos he is like rich and he is smart and he holds leadership positions and he is like this educated guy who is damn pro. then its like i see him use hand pump out the sink at obs. i see him vacuum floor. i go like >< ARGH WTF WHY U SO PRO. haha seriously its really weird knowing he is that pro and yet he can do all these menial stuff. haha seriously i swear that guy will become president one day. and he will be a good one. omg la. he is like ultimate responsible boy. haha.

tmr 2.4! i hope so.. haha i hope i dun screw up.. and if i do i hope he let me re run on friday.. sigh. must sub 11 i must sprint haha. sub 11 v slow la i know but yah. >< sigh. must get my last year badge and this year badge!

shit i starting to think abt ytd.. AIR HOSTESS. >< HAHAHAHAHA. xD
at 5:15 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
haha stupid ygp stupid jeremy he go post my gay sec 1 pic there haha. i got the seetow pic kay the seetow pic = win hahahahaha. i got doreen ang specs :D:D:D


shit just now i wash hair i put shampoo then fuck all over my hair la wtf. must lessen shampoo quantity like siao alr.. hahaha xD

jon ho is a lucky shit. he's the last guy that knows me to see me with my hair. :D
at 8:24 PM
today i finally failed my hair.


FUCK.

fucking cheebye its my 4th fucking demerit point i'm like 2 away from dentention and half a term to go omg fuck wahlao my god wtf omg. fuck la.


sigh. today. wait i check date. 17 april. is the day my hair dies. sigh. come everyone solemn face gimme one minute man.

i knew as i walked home today, that i no longer will have the great privillege of having wind in my hair.

i knew as i tied my hair in class today, that i no longer will have the great privillege of tying my hair anytime soon.

i knew as i pushed back my hair, that i wont have much hair to push back anymore.

readon knew, as he screwed my hair today, that he wont have much hair to screw tmr.

i knew. fuck la shut up.


...


yes i'm like half high. cos i just went to the barber on my way back from school.

and he cut cut cut. then look like shit. then the guy say gi hair cut boy? then i aiyah okay la.

then the shaver.

ZOOM.

wah fuck he damn hardcore haha xDDDD.


lolz. nvm! words cant describe.. you all can see tmr in school. tmr you all see.

come la book me for hair la. (: come come!

haha attitude the school.


lolz haha i a bit the hardcore la..


but its good! its a change! :D lolz

nvm tmr you all see.


xD.
at 7:38 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
ah but maybe this world is nothing but a vicious cabaret.

where all of us are a tragic heroes. through peripeteia we fall to our harmatia.


nothing but a vicious cabaret.
at 3:56 AM
opinion begets ignorance.


haha yes i'm back nope i havent done work dont wonder.

shit i feeling damn champion la. lolz i feeling very pwned. shit la haha. fuck. fuck fuck fuck. why!!!. wahlao. why. and i'm like so timid and shy la wtf. wtf. wahlao. wtf shit haha i've been stuck at this page for a while wtf-ing and shiting and fucking. wth fuck la. why.

its like this enthusiastic astronomer la. he marvels at the beauty of the stars, yet he knows he is so far away. and he has to share them with so many people haha.

the xD.

nvm no one will understand! i don't either! haha fuck! -.-
at 3:43 AM
i am a very shy person haha.


i just woke up from falling asleep at abt 11plus 12.. now its almost 3. i win la. somuch work not done. tmr is sunday which is like the last day i can zzz till late for a long time.. think i'll finish up one piece and go zzz la. sigh.

the zephyr song started playing in my head as i woke up. no idea.. o.O?

now dani california is playing cos i searched its lyrics. lols. california rest in peace, simultaneous release. california show your teeth, she's my priestess i'm your priest. wtf la i dun understand the lyrics but its a nice song. the vid even better.

haha i have two crunchie bars with me :D i feel like eating one.. no canot save for tmr night.. >< lol okay random.

fuck la its like 0308 now wtf.

die death to those fuckers ahaha.

wtf was that -.- i must be sleeping still haha.


wahlao. haha my prev entry. lol. the stars high up there. fuck la.

haha shit. wtf. sigh.


i feeling like shit now la haha. dunno why :/
at 2:56 AM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
haha back from music.. today music rocked la. ms wong said i gong gong de. -.- she was like a lot of stress etc right blahblah haha. then had a talk abt stress and all that la. then she v nice brought me step by step through this piece and it turned out pretty easy leh. lolz. she damn pro haha. fuck la i suck at piano. sigh. oh well. i really wish i had more time to pract. actly. i wish i even had time to pract man.

after music i went to redeem small pizza :D haha yay. cos my mother had like two lays packets etc la then i go redeem haha yum. :D on the car eating the pizza some how brought me back to p4 la. haha that time class party wat then we all make our own food omg funzor can. then i rmr i was making pizza :D haha put the pasta sauce mix, put ham, pineapple, LOADS of cheese.. hahaha then into the oven!. nice. haha rmr yongster accidentally dropped one of the pizzas lol. fall to pieces! haha then that made me think of the situation then and now la.. haha if i'm not wrong the party came from the teacher's own pocket? like in p6 end of year science club trip to science centre, mrs soh and mr chan bought allll of us burgers.. haha must be all from their own pockets i think.. haha so nice of them. to reward us when all we do is give them trouble..? lolz. haha. then i think abt tns now la.. all the teachers a lot of them scattered liao lor.. some left, some overseas, some went to teach mainstrem, some teaching diff levels.. a lot la. haha the good oldddddd days man. sigh. then and now.

fall to pieces.


anyways! when waiting for the pizza.. GUESS WHAT I DISCOVERED. i discovered this -OMG- secret entrance to plaza!!!! like omgomgomg i never ever saw that door before?!?!?!?! wtf?!?!??! hahaha its like this entrance hidden behind pizza hut, that says 'exit to istana park'. its like u have to walk in between ah kun kaya toast and pizza hut, not that a wide walkway, then follow it to turn behind pizza hut. then theres this automatic glass door thing, and it'll open to this underground passage thing. then u follow it till the end, walk up, then there are like 3 routes. one to dhobyghaut mrt. OMGOMG WTF SINCE WHEN HOW COME I NEVER SEE. then theres another one which i expected, leads to the escalator outside plaza macs there one haha nice! i never explore there before. then there was the last.. which leads to.. istana park! i almost forgot wat istana park is plz! haha its the small park thing opposite the istana across the road. in between park mall and plaza la, you might say. like omg i totally forgot lor. so cool! haha i want to go there one day! looks nice lor. but i think it looked esp appealing to me today cos it was quite cool (as in temperature), with nice cool wind blowing. which i love :D haha. plus the sky was dark and grey. i like it when the sky is dark and grey and its all cold HAHA dunno why i like it!! haha so yah it looks nice i wanna go there!

then while waiting for my dad, these two rj girls come ask me where the 'new cathay' is. lolz i got a feeling they asked me cos i was wearing the this year bayley shirt. which has raffles on it i think haha. anyways as i was saying. yah the new cathay open alr leh!!!! i never been there i wanna go i wanna gooooo! must go soon :D:D:D hahaha. i think its like haunted la haha last time go music that time it was like the old one, which was like in disrepair. so cool i wanna go!! at night :D

whee. better bathe and try to start on some work. i'll try really really hard. (: i really will!
at 5:22 PM
ode to the crazy fuckers.


they are

the furthest

the brightest of stars.

they are the constellations.

they are elegant,

pretty,

bright,

shining.

just so


beautiful.


but they are faraway.

high up out of reach.

way out of reach.


and there are

so many others.

so so many others

admiring them too.


and there are

so many other

so so many other planets

closer to them too.


hopeless impossible don't try.
at 12:10 AM
Friday, April 14, 2006
haha yes back from jamming! xD

haha me + dao look = win! on the mrt there i was feeling damn guai lan plus i was wearing contacts so i put on some damn dao damn buay song face. then when i walking that time ppl avoid me woohoo. i own xD lolz.

met fzh and ho at dhoby ghaut mrt! proceeded to potong pasir to wait for jon gan who was late! >:( lolz he said the place is some shop house near the thing so we anyhow walk and landed up there :D lolz. quite an okay place la to jam. jamming was okay. but damn wtf cos kept repeating the songs. oh well. fun fun hahaha. my ears can die la. then my wah pedal dint work there i thought spoil! then spoil my mood ): come back just now i try can work -.- fuck la.

then when we leave that time they guy told us 68 bucks we were like. FUCK. wahlao. turns out we supp to use the 11 buck hour room but we got the 17 buck hour room. like fuck la. burn one big piece of shit in my pocket la wtf. 17 buckz. then ho even better drag me go eat ajisen -.- so now i left a bit the 2 bucks in my wallet. gg.

oh well! better bathe and start work!! ><
at 8:49 PM
Thursday, April 13, 2006
haha just back from music..

pretty excited!!! xD

cos tmr is like jamming :D:D:D like daaaaaaaamn long since last jammed (ignoring classical guitar jamming). then some more this time with drumemr fu zhi hao hahahaha. omg! lolz cannot deny that i'm excited hahaha.

sum 41 got half hour of power.. tmr we got 4 hour of power.. good enuf la 4 hours :D


wootwoot can fuck around with my sex goddess. (:
at 10:08 PM
he's just another tragic hero,
with just another tragic flaw.


haha today is thurs. thought would be out till late but hey smp finished like 30 mins extra only so decided to come home then go. sigh dun feel like going. at least tmr = jamming + going out. i dun want to go paul tern's house a bit the far.. think i'll do my part on msn haha.

today was okay la. physics. lit. hmt. all okay but quite dreary since i was hungry and wanted to eat. then was bio which uh. carvin was being random again!!! mr court said something abt some bird in nz called kakapo and carvin was like. its a brazillian teletubby. then i was like lag damn long like wtf?!?!?!? then i realised. -.- kaka the brazil player. then po is. ya. WAHLAO. CARVIN IS DAMN RANDOM PLZ OMGZ. hahahahahaha he damnt funny xDDD dont stop baby :D

assembly was house meeting.. HAHA ms karen chua gave me special mention -.- HAHAHA lolz damn wtf la. cos they were talking abt how bayley for track and field we own esp cos a lot of ppl came down. then she was like. 'and the sec 3 steeple chase participants came down in full force.. yah yah i see one guy there.' then point to me. HAHAHAHA LIKE MAYBE I SCREWED UP -.- hahahaha whee special mention -ego :D

smp! had a super intense talk with shaun on the trip there hahahaha. then damn sian cos smp = damn sleepy >< sigh so fast need to do so many things. think i needa bring laptop on monday? ><

oh well i better go reply msgs and convos and prep for music!
at 6:02 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
oh yah btw right.


i think my nipples look daaaamn pathetic. ><

i should train boob muscles sometime haha.
at 10:02 PM
8 months ago today was a sad day. 8 months like a lot leh. haha.
i can still clearly rmr how i replied ur sms from atrium all the way to dining hall there. was walking. the sun. all very bright and shiny. its like a dream haha. or a scene from some lian xi ju long long long ago.



anyways! forgot to say smth ytd!! haha ytd me and jon ho were playing piano again xD at atrium! jamming session.. haha then this lady sat at the steps beside us and started listening.. i'm like lolz. then i look. then its like. OMGWTF. its some actress from tcs long long long long ago one haha. dunno her name.. >< but china looking and got like sun shine face one haha. she sat there talking to us in chinese listening to us playing piano la WTF like OMG haha famous personality come listen leh!!!! >< haha i think she was there for some drama performance? haha cos on the piano were like jie xi costumes etc.

hoho today was okay la.. wasnt 2.4.. almost was lor pls. but too many classes. so we play soccer. haha w5 DIE ):

anyway soccer was funny la haha. nat's toe pokes are good lor pls! haha. and peng scored again. surprisingly the ball hit his leg, but dint bounce off his head.. wait is he kicking his head?!!??!! anyway moses random again. suddenly tell peng. 'wahlao the pitch a bit crowded ah!' then peng was like 'my fault ar?!?!' then lag a while. then i say 'yah.' then he went into his high pitch WTF again lolz. really lor his fault the pitch crowded.. xDDD SORRY PENG HAHAHA.

haha physics quiz was kinda screwed la -.- ppl got like funny curves for graphs and its supp to be line of best fit. then their curve is descending one and its like WTF and then paul tern turns around and tell me shit i screwed up then i panic attack get damn scared >< hope can la haha..

after that was like chinese. which = ultimate slack. haha she nice wat. give us one cloze passage then let us slack. then the best part was she gave back the chi compo competition then she was like announcing who she chose to go for the comp then suddenly she mention my name and i scream -.- HAHA cos MAYBE my chinese is the sucks then i always do badly for zuo wen one. me will leoson and PENG (peng head big name big. (: JK!) hahaha wahlao i got like 59/70 i think thats the highest i've got (and will ever get ><) for a chinese essay lor haha. damn shocked. oh and then for my essay topid i wrote abt the PEN IS good la. yah. (:

oh yah then i realised something in chinese la. PAUL TERN WILL BE PRESIDENT OF SINGAPORE OMG. -.- i was like omg-ing through out chi la. cos kevin lim pointed out that presidents automatically become scouts or something haha. then i was like.. OMG. lols cos paul tern is alr head of 02 scouts la. they choosezor ccal early and PAUL TERN WHO IS HAX is like ccal now. like OMG omgomgomgomgomg crazy sick ppl >< why they all so pro. anyway does that mean he doesnt get to be head boy also..? cos he alr ccal wat.. >< ohwell. PAUL TERN IS GONNA BECOME PRESIDENT!!!! omg!!!

was filling in ccal camp form in math haha. >< omg i'm damn scared can.. i damn scared my teacher i/c dun let me become ccal in the end sigh. you know i swear i will be the most enthu and most responsible and the bestest best ccal ever in rige history la. i swear i will if i get the chance. sigh. damn scared. step one of approval will most prob be him letting me go for the ccal camp >< only like 3-4 ppl allowed to go. sigh. i'm seriously damn scared. plsplspls i want to be ccal!!!! sigh.

today guitar was fun la haha. lols jon gan really kena own like siao.. he really damn own la. recently he was being damn own. drums = synthesizer, then c major become c# major which is supp to be like Db major anyway. then today his ccal form a bit jian la, write false info for 'past leadership roles' i'm sure he asst batch rep in sec 1 thats douglas. i'm sure he batch rep in sec 2 thats douglas also i'm sure he batch rep for sec 3s this year THERE IS NOT BATCH REP -.- all under wuyang networking ic alr wat. otherwise its still douglas -.- a bit wtf la him -.- then after guitar haha we were like jamming (again -.-) haha screwing around with classical guitar version of dont look back in anger by oasis. i was using sopranino la. planning to use that for concert. haha mini guitar omgz. then jon ho was like suanning jon gan -.- haha cos his bass was not that good then jon ho take then do some funky bassline then damn cool haha i think he considering bass now for the song? xD then jon gan try to do fill ins then he cannot then i come suan him do for him -.- then he do melody also v funny hahahaha. today we damn bad haha keep pwning him.. but then who ask him so guailan.. hahahaha now he proposing wat pluck instead of strum for the song i'm damn sure u pluck for a pop/rock song la. maybe spoil the mood of it.. haha plus clash with melody and groove bassline the rhythm -.- i'm totally not for plucking la.. esp since today v successfull the random jamming.. haha not bad la no score all listening so far.. oh well. oh speaking of pwning jon gan damn funny i realise i pwn him in 5 stations -.- hahaha. but then ihave 2.4 next week so i dun want to talk alr -.-

wah shit i blog so long still havent take out contacts. nor wear my shirt -.- just bathed. not just actly. since i blog so long..

anyway! tmr is sucks! got smp after sch all the way till late then music!!! ): haha at least fri = hols lolz


okay la i better start wearing myshirt, eat dinner, take our contacts start on work etc liao. oh and stop daoing convos.. (:

oh yah btw i started wearing my contacts again today.. haha after months of not wearing pls!! >< haha.
at 9:12 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
cry for the want.

bleak.

cool rain. lush green. quiet.




today was okay la. screwed up math test haha i hope i can at least past.

haha i ponning the nus talks tmr for guitar :D haha.

shit la tmr got like pe. and physics pract. thurs = music and smp. ohwell. at least fri hol. if i have nothing on might go jamming.. :D hahaha.

but fri hol = no eng ): eng is like the best lesson ever one lor.. hahahaha. LOLS. today damn funny haha. as usual quite havoc la. then ms then damn funny. i asked her some question. then she came up to me, put her hand on my shoulder and was like. hiokhong you werent paying attention right you freak =.= . then i'm like. ...WTF HAHA. then she was like. hiokhong! you are so vulgar and you crack sick jokes and you take off your shoes and roll up ur pants during my lesson!!!

she called me a freak lor HAHA. u get wat goes on during our eng lesson. haha actly theres a hellll lot more but oh well. (: oh did i say i cut my toe nails and finger nails during eng before.. xDDDD hahaha omg fun!!! hahaha


hoho shall go bathe and slack! i dun THINK there is anything impt to hand up tmr. dun THINK so. (:
at 4:05 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
random thoughts:


why ppl wear braces?

wahlao my god weird combination.

haha behaviour and music.

i dont want to go jc!

no actually i just dont want to grow up!!

omg fuck just look at ct scary alr.

omg behaviour vs music! haha weird combi!

dont want to go jc leh.

fuck la i want to stay like now.

lolz i'm a liberalist.

no more like i'm an anarchist. wtf haha.

anarchism. not chaos. its freedom.

intellectuals not just at brain, but at heart.

anarchism. freedom.

i read too much v for vendetta. -.-

but really la haha.

peter pan.

i dont want to grow up.

passion.

school = back up plan.

waste.

but passion?

pursue.

worth?

success?

confuddled.


where do we go now.
at 10:04 PM
gandhi once said something like:

in this world, there is enough for our need, but not enough for our greed.


motherfucker sinners all of us.



today was okay la. except i wasted my re periods away again. realised thesis due end of june wtf. and we havent even narrow down our topic = win. shit.

guitar was fun haha but i was damn tired >< imho i think the pieces werent very well. and i think its cos of audience la haha. then after guitar AS USUAL me jon ho jon gan were like the last ppls to leave cos we jamming.. >_> <_< haha eh not bad la. we like played the whole dun look back in anger on classical lor. i think no need to arrange for small group la just play liddat ahahaha. not bad leh. concert aug we alr have this.. hope we allowed to play for concert small group xD hahaha.

dinner with jon ho again.. as usual -.- hahahaha stupid gay la him. made me eat.. -.- hahaha oh well! lols. now i owe him money cos he no change -.-

jon ho - $2.50 okay next dinner i treat la -.-
carvin - 2.10 wah shit how come ar.
wang - 1.10

woot i in debt OH NOS. -.-

haha today re i kept disturbing qiaoer hahahaha damn fun. hug him here and there haha then jon ho took like random pics of my ass. -.- photography damn pro lor. i had this damn blur pic of me and qiaoer but too blur alr ): hahaha okay next time i will take. i have me and paul alr now i think i need me and qiaoer and maybe me and mer mer :D hahahaha. QIAOER HERE I COME HAHA.

-.- must be math cct tmr and all the pressure of work and proj getting to me.. xD hahaha oh well. like maybe really a bit dead. esp since i missed the alpha beta lesson for math and today he dint teach too much.. but i think i understand la. later go try. the most i dun do homework lor mug and sleep haha. (:

ok ok msn stop chiming la cb i stop daoing msn convos liao byez :D
at 8:39 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
haha. lols i'm at this stage where i really dont care and i cant be bothered. i really dont care alr. i give up alr. i really give up alr. yes i know it'll be the second time in my 15 years of life but yah. i really dont know how else alr. i give up haha. neglect stagnate rot die. really sad i swear even if i sound cold now i'm feeling sad abt this haha. but yah. i give up alr. let it rot.
at 6:37 PM
haha i realised this is my 300th post. nothing much special. just felt like posting lyrics of.


don't look back in anger - oasis

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd once never been
All the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
Please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock n Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

So I'll start the revolution from my bed
Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows its too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger
At least not today



but don't look back in anger. i heard you say.
at 4:44 PM
lols my bro's bday today xD haha my mum bought ice cream cake for him hahaha. swensens one some more leh! lols. ok today i will not bully pick a fight whack. i mean. i will give way and be nice to him. (: hahaha
at 3:49 PM
its really sad that there are thieves near me.

yes near me. in fact. right here in my own house.

its really sad. its not that i've lost exp stuff or anything. its just the integrity that hurts me. you steal from your own family member. i've had a few dollars missing. sweets, food, instant mixes for fucks sake. who the hell steals packet milo and coffee. -.-

now i really cant take it anymore. cos i had this nice big chocolate bar saved for a night where i would have to work late. as a morale booster. i know that night will come soon. in fact i was expecting it to be tonight. i was saving it for a hard night la. really looking forward to eating it.

and now i checked its missing haha. not like a big loss or anything. but the lack of that small bit of honesty really saddens me.

i dun think its my parents -.- nor my elder sis for those of you who know. so its either my little sis, little bro, or my maid. if its my maid.. i have nothing to say la i cant like accuse her or something. but if its my little sis or bro. what are they gonna be when they grow up? now alr they are stealing from their own family and not even admitting it. if u steal outside, thats outright wrong. but you steal from your own family member. thats really fucked up haha.


fucking cheebyes.
at 3:01 PM
Saturday, April 08, 2006
haha today ora!!! lolz woke up super early haha. then go rj see like siao lot of ppl i know lor haha. i got say hi to most la haha.

i saw you and i know you saw me.


anyways! yah so reg for raffles trail and had to report alr! haha stone in lt like siao la >_> <_< haha. saw vinna! hahahaha. anw my group planned route super fast then stone lolz. then come the actual thing start we sprint all the way to mrt lor haha hardcore lols.

aiyah i lazy to blog one by one out la. but it rained and we hardcore then we got a bit the soaked la. super super super super tiring we sprinted and hardcored like SIAO. we were quite fast and all that but at the copy out 4 languages station (the rain) so many grooups so we deicded not to do the 300 point task. WE SHUD HAVE. cos we ended up hardcoring chionging to some other stations and getting like a total of 85 points cos the place damn hard to find/lots of running and hardcoreness. omgomgomg damn hardcore ><

so as expected rj ppl sweep the prizes la. got one ri team i think. but they sec 4 and sports ppl i think ahaha ><

oh well fun fun fun experience. super super sprinting long distances la omg! damn hax i think 2.4 i can do that lor omg damn fun damn fun hahaha. when am i going to sprint around singapore like this again lor. nice exp :D

oh well. cant believe its sat alr.. >< so much work so many tests knn. ):
at 8:40 PM
Friday, April 07, 2006
don't go away - oasis

Cold and frosty morning there's not a lot to say
About the things caught in my mind
And as the day was dawning my plane flew away
With all the things caught in my mind

I don't wanna be there when you're ...
Coming down
I don't wanna be there when you hit the ground

So dont go away, say what you say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and a day ... In the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time just to make things right

Damn my situation and the games I have to play
With all the things caught in my mind
Damn my education I can't find the words to say
With all the things caught in my mind

Me and you whats going on
All we seem to know is how to show
The feelings that are wrong

So dont go away, say what you say
Say that you'll stay
Forever and a day ... In the time of my life
Cos I need more time, yes I need more time just to make things right
Yes I need more time just to make things right
Yes I need more time just to make things right

So Don't Go Away
at 9:44 PM
haha today is okay la. i think.

pe was like a bit of conditioning then soccer. i anyhow do the pull up then sprint 4 rounds. i ran like siao i swear. i dint time tho. i hope i'll run liddat for 2.4 MUST SUB 11 I DUN CARE. >< i know sub 11 is like damn slow alr la. but its a and i want a thats good alr sigh.

then physics! okay la. i did bonus question. so even if i screw up last qn i think i can still do okay la. considering i dint study cos i slept woke up tried to study and slept >_>

chi! some crap essay haha. -_____- i dunno wat to write so i look at my hand then eh! i holding a pen. so i write abt the pen. -.-

cle was like wtf la. my stomach grumble like shit haha i thought i was gonna die >_>

haha then i went to play soccer and carvin was being RANDOM AGAIN HAHAHA. XD

'i bet tmr u will own all the other raffles trail teams. cos i bet there is one station they ask for pro guitar skillz. then u go there and u pwn them. then when they ask if u know how to play this metal song, you can say. I KNOW THE SCORE. (as in music score la)'

WTF!!!! OMGZ RANDOM WTF HAHAHAHAHAH DAMN FUNNY XD carvin rocks! :D

speaking of tmr! its ora! and raffles trail! haha. damn sian wake up a bit the early -.-

lols if i can upload the song, i'm changing blog song. (:
at 9:02 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
fuck i dun feel like going music i got headache and i'm damn tired la fuck.


if you dont know yourself well, dont judge yourself. i'm sure your 'too nice a person' la. make me tor then laugh leh. i know i may seem like a fucked up and evil idiot to you. i probably am. but the least i do is i dont think i'm 'too nice a person'. and i dont act like i deserve to be treated as one. i'm tolerating you like crazy haha.
at 5:40 PM
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
haha today was okay la.

carvin was like wtf la at astro xD hahaha cos my ipod dropped then he helped me pick up then he DAMN RANDOM STARTED TALKING ABT WANT TO KOP MY IPOD -.- lolz then he was like. wah i shud have koped ur ipod. then i can listen to all the metal songs and become super hiok. -___________________-" OMGZ RANDOM!!!!! HAHAHA CARVIN IS CUTE LOLZ. hoho merrill is jealous. nvm!

anyway today was 5 stations and i SCREWED UP LIKE SIAO LA WTF. i dint even try my best for some cos i got a -.- wahlao. shit. i did 10s for shuttle, 210 for standing board jump WHICH IS LIKE SUCKAGE ITS C. then 50 for situps, 54 for sit and reach and 33 for incline only. wtf. wahlao. why dint i get better this is like the last time i can even pass napfa alr la. next year pull up alr -.- screw la now its like 4 As 1 C WAHLAO. shit.

oh yah then there were like really hax ppl like peng and moses! haha moses jumped like 240+ for jump?!?!?!?! HE HAD HANG TIME I SWEAR HE JUMP AND HUNG THERE FOR A SPLIT SECOND BEFORE LANDING HE IS SO SKINNY I BET HE IS -5 KG AND THE WIND HELPS HIM. omg he is HAXXXXX DAMN PRO OMG >< then PENG. i bet he use his head gravity one. his sit and reach was wtf 66 cm!??!?!?! WTF WTF WTF OMG WAHLAO. crazy ppl.

i'm gonna sprint the whole of 2.4 push like siao i dun care i must get the gold this year so that i can get my gold badge last year so i get some gold before i am doomed to pull ups. tmd.


skipped last period to go nus for some talk. i was doing work throughout the whole talk la dint catch a thing. then library talk the lady daaaaaamn nice!!! but a bit boring so i kept sleeping. ponned the tour. next time i not signing up. in fact next time i not doing smp lor i think. i think i want to do something music related.? hahaha xD

come back also damn sian. i better bathe before ppl kop the toilet.. byebye :D


new best friend is wrong. the concept of a new best friend in itself is a sin. it is dirty and foul and wrong.
at 7:13 PM
haha today is another not good day! not when i came back anyway. sure it was slack and i played guitar a lot and dint do my work and i'm going to sleep now. but well. i dunno! haha today is a mess of lots of things! esp since i came back haha. i just know it is. i'm too lazy and too tired to go think abt what exactly. and i'm wondering why i dint blog abt it immediately haha. stupid.

haha i hope its cos i'm tired that i'm feeling this way. i sure hope so haha.

tmr napfa.

haha i'm like feeling something that i cant describe now. usually when i feel something i can like change my nick to what i'm feeling. but now i cant. i cant. haha. screwz. i really dunno wtf is going on haha.

i dunno what i am now but i think its like a bit/quite a lot of the dont care mood? haha.

i'm listening to sympathy for the devil. cannot leh the song doesnt fit. shit.

the zephyr song. sounds like it leh. fits quite okay. but not really leh. esp the lyrics its like garble that i dun understand hahaha. hmm.

only one. eh cool it sort of fits haha. but then. wtf?!?!??! i'm sure i'm in that mood now!

BLACK SHEEP OMG it fits my mood! but. i think its cos i havent heard in like a hellllll long itme omg. lolz sonata arctica.. i'm listening through this haha. so yah i'll keep my fingers busy a bit first.

tmr napfa. then ponning maths (NOOO MY MATH ALR DIE WTF) to go some stupid talk. >_> oh well. for smp. haha come back need to mug math and philo. funikuck tasbard la.

i dun feel like mugging alr. actly i not even mugging la i stoning at notes i read at like a relaxed pace and slowly and slack. thats not mugging -.- fuck la.


FUCK WHAT AM I FEELING NOW HAHAHA. wahlao. i really dunno leh. cheebye.

live with the black sheep live with me!

-.- okay its like the keyboard solo. okay guitar solo now. omg.


haha shiz. i'm like getting pwned here. and i dunno why. wahlao wahlao wahlao!!!!!!!!.

fuck!.

oh yah then before this i was like blog surfing haha aiyah. then fuck la.

so chio so fucked up. the world. haha.


ooh is anybody home by olp is playing haha. fits quite nice. reminds me of. omg OMG. AUGUST. WTF WTF. CHEEBYE. its nice leh. and its like nice for this mood now but it sounds very angsty haha cos of his unstable voice lols.

wahlao. i am damn confuddlezorzed now la. wtf is going on!!!!!!

wahlao i'm pretty lost la haha wtf.

omg i'm singing to the song this is weird haha.

i really dunno whats going on argh!!!! haha wtf. lols.

wah shit really remind me of aug. national day celebration haha slogging out in xlab.

knfb i dunno wats the feeling i'm having now.

cycles. life suanning me haha. history haha.

omg haha its all like coming and swarming and suanning and jacking and ahaha no one knows wtf i'm talking abt but i dun care lols. i dunno. i dunno haha. i dunno. wah fuck i realise i dun talk to anyone abt any matter at all alr. lolz. i pro la pro wat. wtf la. omg.

shit.


wah really damn FUCK LA I CANNOT THINK OF WORDS TO DESCRIBE WHAT I'M FEELING NOW I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT MYSELF. lolz fuckzzzzz fuck fuck fuck wats going on?!?!!??!?! -.-

OHOHOH OMG I KNOW WAT SONG. PANIC ATTACK BY DREAM THEATRE. and i dunno why! i dun even know its lyrics la wtf. okay i shall go find out then haha.

actly. u know wat i think. i think its really cos i have no one to talk to la haha. this cannot that cannot. some i dun want some they dun want some i cannot some really cannot blahblah in the end i have no one to talk to yah i know everyone is like never think ur alone ur never alone yah i know i'm not alone its just its not really like appropriate for me to talk to anyone at all. not anot appropriate la i dunno the word but somehow yah i not relaly able to speak to anyone abt anything and i think its like all inside thats why i'm feeling liddat haha. shit why cant i cope. lolz.

fuck. why i let it eat me from inside instead of pouring it out? wtf? lolz i also dunno wat i'm saying. fucking cheeebye. fuck.



i think its cos i'm scared. i'm scared of facing a very real possibility in this very real reality of ours. yah. i'm scared of facing this very real possibility haha.

its hard to hold a candle. in this cold november rain.

when's the last time you walked in the rain?




OKAY ITS 12 I'M GOING TO SLEEP I HOPE IT ALL BECOMES BETTER HAHA LIKE I TELL EVERYONE ELSE. HAHA. FUCK YOU WORK FUCK YOU MUGGING SEE YOU TMR.
at 12:00 AM
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
when was the last time you walked in the rain?

haha. its been so long since i walked in a good nice rain man.. and today's walk from home was nice :D haha. sigh. brings back good and bad times.

when was the last time you walked in the rain?
at 3:41 PM
Monday, April 03, 2006
LOLZ COMPARE AND CONTRAST HAHAHA.

at 11:36 PM
wahlao. guess what stupid jon ho has got me addicted to now.

okies.

-.-

wahlao. damn lame la he whole day.

okies.

yah.


okies.
at 10:51 PM
lolz. i listen to shuffle mode instead of my playlists today! haha. brought back loads of memories can! haha. its like ipod is guai lan la everytime i shuffle it it gives me a fixed set of memories one -.- hoho actually not but yah! sometimes got like one wholeeeee consecutive list of horny songs/ songs i listened like later half of last year! then got like stuff i listen to during last april and may, last june, last aug/sept, last nov! lots of funny shit la haha.

today's notable songs were like. SHE LEFT ME by mcfly xD and DIRTY LITTLE SECRET by all american rejects! :D hahaha so cool! i'll keep you my dirty little secret! dirty little secret. dont tell anyone or you'll be just another regret. just another regret i hope that you can keep it my dirty little secret. who has to know, when we live such fragile lives, its the best way we survive. etc etc :D hoho. the songs i heard made me become better mood. plus guitar today la haha. not bad.

yah made me in better mood cos i just rmred when i got home that today was one fucked up piece of shit -.-

lets start the day.

i wake up tired. =.=

first lesson philo. actly okay. plus its as usual not like stressful, nor boring. mr azlan got attitude haha :D he makes it fun in this guai lan sort of way and i dunno why..

then came english! HAHA I BET ITS LIKE OUR ALL TIME FAVE LESSON NOW. damn fun la.. haha cos ms then damn nice then we all damn slack make lots of noise have lots of fun.. :P ahahaha. then lots of random things happen la. lots of cock being talked i cant rmr. i know leoson made this daaaaamn good imitation of the 'shit SHIT fire of shitz!' of the ussr in the end of ze world flash movie -.- haha. and OMG HAHAHAHA MOSES IS DAMN WTFFFFFFF. he wore his ahem the wrong way round. =.= and how do we know?!?!?! HE SAID IT OUT LOUD LA WTF. then he went toilet to change WTF WTF WTF OMG MOSES IS HAXXOR KEPT ME LAUGHING LIKE SIAO hahahaha moses is RANDOM!!!!!! like his quote abt our ora money being used to renovate 'kwan wai siew peck san theng' =.= he is RANDOM LA HAHAHAHA. then ms then also random -.- like she go scare slau from behind -.- creep behind him and SLAUUU then slau scream into my ear i was like in front of him -.- haha cos he making noise wat :D and ms then said she dint know i was so naughty >_> HAHA OMG UNDERSTATEMENT YAY. HAHA HIOKHONG I DINT KNOW YOU WERE SO NAUGHTY DO YOUR WORK. =.= hahahaha ms then is COOL. OH THEN she was like saying. my god my god! at like random things then slau was like dont defame the name then she look at us and was like. its better than saying cheebye right!

then. then -.- LOLZ. NVM. then was chem which i screwed up big time haha i am very very very sure i failed the fucking quiz and the worst part is everyone said it was easy i'm like WTF LA WAHLAO I THINK I FAIL U ALL SAY EASY KNNB. shit la that was like first thing alr lor -.- make me feel damn jhGFDSDFGHJ.

then i go canteen nicely want to eat my lunch. guess who comes along. this king kong. he sits down beside me, tries to arm wrestle peng, gets chilli on me and his hands, tries to whack me and gets my chilli on his hands, wipes it on my fucking long pants. i tell u that was it man i stood up. and i stared at him. i cant rmr wat i said but i think it was something like you fucking cheebye. but in a soft tone. then that king kong back away and zao. haha not bad leh got ppl scared of me.. haha. but i was seriously fucking pissed and if he stayed i dunno wat i might have done. washed the shit away and went abt with a slight stain la. stupid king kong go back to skull island you mother fucking cheebye.

then had re. okay la. lolz.

except during last period after lunch i got booked haha. soccer in class with merrill. dunno if merrill got booked but eh if you did sorry yah haha. yah fucking cheebye. then mer mer was being damn gay la! he put the dustpan between his legs run around and throw the ball, shouting 'AND MERRILL HAS THE QUAAAFLE!' -___________-" wahlao! damn lame la! haha


haha. looking back at today. i must say i was damn tolerant today.


haha yah then guitar. then go macs and eat with jon ho and jon gan hahaha. wahlao then on the bus the bus owned us la. the inertia like owned us la omgomg. then there was. the bishan.. man. yah. yah. grinning at us =.= and he was sitting next to this small little boy.. poor boy. then we went kfc right saw mingmei -.- haha. then walk out. see vinna -.- VINNA AGAIN LA HAHA WTF itsl ike just saturday see her at macs after raffles trail -.- then today meet her again like coincidence la wtf.

ooh then at macs we were owning jon gan like siao haha. like how the machine is so slow. his astonishment at the macine working -.- saying 'okies' to him. -.- hahaha.

today was quite a day! haha. but sad to say its like. an oreo with shit as filling la. nice then fucked up then nice. >_> lols.


oooh i better start on work! haha. eh ppl tag tag tag :D

omg so many chat windows i shall stop daoing them. -.-
at 8:54 PM
Sunday, April 02, 2006
haha today! me and sexyyyyyy paul tern. :D

at 11:48 PM
hi people. a new lay! created by yours truly -bows-, by means of not doing my work.

-.- okay lolz i just random made the bg pic la. then i was like. omg coolz can be the bg pic for blog. so i stuck it there and rearranged the html la. now u get wat u see haha. yes yes as usual its perfect on a MACINTOSH COMPUTER because i am USING ONE. yah. so pc users.. bear with it. :D

anyways! help tag and comment! i want to know hows it. :D


okay i better start on work :D its 10.51 pm on sunday. (:
at 10:50 PM
lolz. just came back from the play 'doubt' ownage shit la haha. lim yu beng lols the guy from triple 9 then go become drama actory guy. he damn own can. lolz. damn ownage la all the actor/actresses haha. the play not bad. but i'm still left wondering if the pastor is a gay paedophile or not.. ):

anyways!

shit i forgot wat i wanted to blog abt. -.-


nvm. anyways! then after the play is damn cool got pics of me gaying paul tern. damn cool we horny hahahaha. then we got go macs. wanted to walk to bugis mrt but some seetow shiun yang grabbed me and they mobbed me to raffles city there -.- so from city hall la. lolz.

this week end has been PACKED. i am starting work NOW very gg. in fact i'm not even starting yet.. i'm like blogging, then getting some pics/vids from my phone to comp haha. this week end damn packed i v tired ):

LOLZ MY ELDER SIS IS LAUGHING LIKE CRAZY NOW -.- cos the aircon spoil then my uncle draining the water sounds damn like pissing -.- damn LAME!! hahahaha.

hmmm. shit i forgot some more stuff. =.= aiyah i think basically was abt how the weekend was packed etc wat i did blah.

then at raffles city there we saw some busking ppl. actly they werent even busking they just perform. raise awareness for their music i think haha. they damn cool la. they take buckets and hardcore drum like siao. and its damn nice and pro and fast the drumming haha. then got drum solo one leh. the guy kick the bucket out then he solo lolz. so cool next time i kick my amp out. oh no no i stand on grand piano.

anyways they were damn pro la. ppl living for art. for music. >< haha this is wat i really want to live for next time. reminds me lor haha that i want to be like this when i grow up. but then my education wasted leh. cheebye.

i got some vids of them! haha. but all 9 secs long -.- cos yah. so ppl if u want to see ask me for the vids :D

other vids i have include. ben tay imitating a dog and biting kev's bottle -.- MIKEY BIN'S TOPLESS SHAMAN DANCE at gep camp. hahahaha xD

okay okay i better try to get some work done.. (: see i guai kia..
at 6:57 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:18:15 AM)
and its a nice photo btw hahahaha
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?[woltos] busy april... April's full! whoops. hiok.. -.- says:? (12:18:37 AM)
lol i also took a photo of u tt time, but then my old hp kena jacked
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?[woltos] busy april... April's full! whoops. hiok.. -.- says:? (12:18:51 AM)
and all the 2L'05 photos.... >.<
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:19:39 AM)
lolz
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:19:40 AM)
haha
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:19:40 AM)
OMG
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:19:41 AM)
YAH
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:19:43 AM)
WAHLAO
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:19:49 AM)
UR CRAZY COLLECTION of random photos!
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?[woltos] busy april... April's full! whoops. hiok.. -.- says:? (12:20:13 AM)
yess.... got damn lots of people in random positionss!
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:20:36 AM)
hahahahaha YAH!
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:20:40 AM)
lolzorz
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:20:44 AM)
u and randomness
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:20:48 AM)
u own la own la omg!
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?hiokhong! 'i know the score.' - carvin in class today. yah la i know he know the score! suannage! says:? (12:20:49 AM)
lolz
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at 12:28 AM