Tuesday, February 28, 2006
i started it slow and slack. but in the end got owned cos i dint start with a faster pace.
i started it full blast running with the wind in my hair and the track beneath my feet and it felt great. till i couldnt keep that good fast pace.
they gave me distance to run and it was too long for me.
then they gave me no distance to run and i feel like shit.
they gave me 23 steeples to jump and it felt ugh.
now they give me none and it really feels like shit.
i wanna do a part.
i wanna hand in good work.
i wanna learn more abt statistics combinatorics permutations logarithms calculus sumations.
too much asked for for too much a part.
too much asked for for too much a work.
too much asked for for a simple minded guy like me.
i really like running in at full blast a good fast pace with the wind in my hair and the track beneath my feet.
it feels like shit with nothing to run and nothing to jump now.
but just too much is given and too much is asked from from a guy like me.
wtf i'm just crumbling under all the work la. i wish i had the stamina.
lol but elene loo said today we should see it as an opportunity to challenge ourselves. hahaha ms elene loo from dean's office can..
haha but i cannot forget. all work no play makes you gay. must work hard play hard.
mmhmm haha hardcore work but must also hardcore slack.
yea. livin easy livin free. this sure as hell is a season ticket for a one way ride.
okay. i will have the stamina.
i started it full blast running with the wind in my hair and the track beneath my feet and it felt great. till i couldnt keep that good fast pace.
they gave me distance to run and it was too long for me.
then they gave me no distance to run and i feel like shit.
they gave me 23 steeples to jump and it felt ugh.
now they give me none and it really feels like shit.
i wanna do a part.
i wanna hand in good work.
i wanna learn more abt statistics combinatorics permutations logarithms calculus sumations.
too much asked for for too much a part.
too much asked for for too much a work.
too much asked for for a simple minded guy like me.
i really like running in at full blast a good fast pace with the wind in my hair and the track beneath my feet.
it feels like shit with nothing to run and nothing to jump now.
but just too much is given and too much is asked from from a guy like me.
wtf i'm just crumbling under all the work la. i wish i had the stamina.
lol but elene loo said today we should see it as an opportunity to challenge ourselves. hahaha ms elene loo from dean's office can..
haha but i cannot forget. all work no play makes you gay. must work hard play hard.
mmhmm haha hardcore work but must also hardcore slack.
yea. livin easy livin free. this sure as hell is a season ticket for a one way ride.
okay. i will have the stamina.
Monday, February 27, 2006
Highway To Hell
AC/DC
Living easy, living free
Season ticket on a one-way ride
Asking nothing, leave me be
Taking everything in my stride
Don't need reason, don't need rhyme
Ain't nothing I would rather do
Going down, party time
My friends are gonna be there too
I'm on the highway to hell
No stop signs, speed limit
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Like a wheel, gonna spin it
Nobody's gonna mess me round
Hey Satan, payed my dues
Playing in a rocking band
Hey Momma, look at me
I'm on my way to the promised land
I'm on the highway to hell
(Don't stop me)
And I'm going down, all the way down
I'm on the highway to hell
loooooool song i'm blasting on repeat now hahahahaha. am i on the highway to hell?
AC/DC
Living easy, living free
Season ticket on a one-way ride
Asking nothing, leave me be
Taking everything in my stride
Don't need reason, don't need rhyme
Ain't nothing I would rather do
Going down, party time
My friends are gonna be there too
I'm on the highway to hell
No stop signs, speed limit
Nobody's gonna slow me down
Like a wheel, gonna spin it
Nobody's gonna mess me round
Hey Satan, payed my dues
Playing in a rocking band
Hey Momma, look at me
I'm on my way to the promised land
I'm on the highway to hell
(Don't stop me)
And I'm going down, all the way down
I'm on the highway to hell
loooooool song i'm blasting on repeat now hahahahaha. am i on the highway to hell?
my throat must have been wanking.
yah its fucking up itself big time man its pain like shit. knnbccb.
yah and i'm here doing WORKSHEETS YAY. not even doing projects can. workthefuckingsheets. nvm i hardcore wss abit then i on to projs alr.
yes i'm not in the best of moods you can see the density of vulgarities is quite high. words/paragraph. fuck see my thinking also like physics now knn. fuck la. then tmr smp also and i dun fucking know wat to do/tell the prof. was thinking of bringing my comp to do the r program thing but now look at it right. i like dun want to bring alr. after smp chiong home mug. fuck can.
tmr got ss. nat happy lor good hahaha. :D
yah its fucking up itself big time man its pain like shit. knnbccb.
yah and i'm here doing WORKSHEETS YAY. not even doing projects can. workthefuckingsheets. nvm i hardcore wss abit then i on to projs alr.
yes i'm not in the best of moods you can see the density of vulgarities is quite high. words/paragraph. fuck see my thinking also like physics now knn. fuck la. then tmr smp also and i dun fucking know wat to do/tell the prof. was thinking of bringing my comp to do the r program thing but now look at it right. i like dun want to bring alr. after smp chiong home mug. fuck can.
tmr got ss. nat happy lor good hahaha. :D
Sunday, February 26, 2006
okay because at this fucking moment i damn buay song my shit pile of work:
1. existing random ws
2. random ws from each coming day
3. bio pt
4. ss brochure (thurs)
5. erp (7 march)
6. eng biography (10 march)
7. portfolio (21 march)
8. physics toy (28 march)
9. crp (18 april)
10. chinese proj part 1 (21 april)
11. chinese project part 2 (21 july)
12. smp
13. chem test tmr
14. physics test (wed)
15. bio case study (thurs)
16. bio test (next mon)
17. sl stuffs
this is as of today.
fuck you.
1. existing random ws
2. random ws from each coming day
3. bio pt
4. ss brochure (thurs)
5. erp (7 march)
6. eng biography (10 march)
7. portfolio (21 march)
8. physics toy (28 march)
9. crp (18 april)
10. chinese proj part 1 (21 april)
11. chinese project part 2 (21 july)
12. smp
13. chem test tmr
14. physics test (wed)
15. bio case study (thurs)
16. bio test (next mon)
17. sl stuffs
this is as of today.
fuck you.
ytd was reasonably productive..
considering the fact i actually dint get about to doing much work..
fuck.
well had physics proj discussion and nat came up with a pro and smart idea! lol so type out materials list and thigns we need from the lab and thats done yay.
left half of the one page myoglobin crap to do tho. dint finish that ytd -.- cos i dunno wtf to put in.
oh well. on to work then.
(notice how every post nowadays seems to end with 'on to work then' etc.)
considering the fact i actually dint get about to doing much work..
fuck.
well had physics proj discussion and nat came up with a pro and smart idea! lol so type out materials list and thigns we need from the lab and thats done yay.
left half of the one page myoglobin crap to do tho. dint finish that ytd -.- cos i dunno wtf to put in.
oh well. on to work then.
(notice how every post nowadays seems to end with 'on to work then' etc.)
Saturday, February 25, 2006
i just slept my whole afternoon away. i do feel better of course. but i feel damn wasyed. no workdone. sigh. die.
ok target. i must at least finish the bio 1 page thing. myoglobin. ok. at least that by today. yay.
ok target. i must at least finish the bio 1 page thing. myoglobin. ok. at least that by today. yay.
haha woke up. dint go sl meeting. sick. thigh not pain liao but throat damn pain. ears kena block. i think its swollen tonsils again. seeing doctor soon.
fuck how come i fall sick. knn.
haha oh well. i dunno wat happen ytd night why i feel like shit la. i think its just sick and tired LOL. feeling much better today except throat pain ears block la.
and btw i changed blog song! now its don't cry - guns n roses. damn own song damn nice damn nice damn nice! but sounds so sad can! haha. but yay nice song.
hmm.
to the doctors. then work work.
fuck how come i fall sick. knn.
haha oh well. i dunno wat happen ytd night why i feel like shit la. i think its just sick and tired LOL. feeling much better today except throat pain ears block la.
and btw i changed blog song! now its don't cry - guns n roses. damn own song damn nice damn nice damn nice! but sounds so sad can! haha. but yay nice song.
hmm.
to the doctors. then work work.
Friday, February 24, 2006
okay lets get down to business.
i'm not in a good mood and i dun the fucking know why. i'm quite sian of a lot of things.
today was undeniably a fun day i have to admit but dunno why on my way home after like city hall i just feel damn fuck haha. maybe cos my thigh injured or cos we have a fuck load of work i dun know. but i'm not geeling good.
i'm not in a good mood and i dun the fucking know why. i'm quite sian of a lot of things.
today was undeniably a fun day i have to admit but dunno why on my way home after like city hall i just feel damn fuck haha. maybe cos my thigh injured or cos we have a fuck load of work i dun know. but i'm not geeling good.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
in snapshotland everyone is happy all the time.
snapshotland.
snapshotland.
yay great everything is in a mess now! haha goood man esp on the day before my chinese test! lol hahaha.
haha okay i better shove that prev post somewhere into a corner of my mind only to take out if i encounter it again!
pls dun let me get mixed up in an orgy of problems again haha.
okay okay tmr.
it'll be okay.
haha okay i better shove that prev post somewhere into a corner of my mind only to take out if i encounter it again!
pls dun let me get mixed up in an orgy of problems again haha.
okay okay tmr.
it'll be okay.
last night i went to bet filled with bitter hatred.
it is an ancient grudge.
it dates back a long way.
a way long way.
realization whacked me last night.
hatred swept over me like flood.
my hair stands.
goosebumps.
and my heart bitter whenever i think abt it.
it is an ancient grudge.
maybe i was selfish maybe i was jealous maybe it wasnt even them.
i dont really care.
sorry shit. dont let me see you.
or i'll skin your fucking ass raw.
it is an ancient grudge.
it dates back a long way.
a way long way.
realization whacked me last night.
hatred swept over me like flood.
my hair stands.
goosebumps.
and my heart bitter whenever i think abt it.
it is an ancient grudge.
maybe i was selfish maybe i was jealous maybe it wasnt even them.
i dont really care.
sorry shit. dont let me see you.
or i'll skin your fucking ass raw.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
my boot scootin' baby is drivin' me crazy!
my obsession from the western; my dancefloor date!
my rodeo romeo; cowboy god from head to toe,
wanna make you mine better get in line!
5, 6, 7, 8!
hoho nice nice techno/cowboy/happy song!! 5, 6, 7, 8 by steps :D
my obsession from the western; my dancefloor date!
my rodeo romeo; cowboy god from head to toe,
wanna make you mine better get in line!
5, 6, 7, 8!
hoho nice nice techno/cowboy/happy song!! 5, 6, 7, 8 by steps :D
"lol and btw keith (as in tom's bro) was like asking me wats the aybabtu website.. haha shows how much ppl kena influenced :D
then i tell him frogstar.com/aybabtu la then after a while he came to me and was like 'tell me again i forgot' then i told him again.
how could I forget?!?!?
haha omg! i rmr lor. the day pengseng and samuel technoed in class abt some all your base thing. then i ask wth is that then pengseng was like. go frogstar.com/a-y-b-a-b-t-u, for All Your Base Are Belong To Us. go watch is techno la.
haha i miss sec 2 life can!"
looool just sent this to the 2L yahoo group la hahaha. i do miss sec 2 life! now so much work zz. i went to sleep just now and its amazing how after i sleep theres like no effect one lol. zz.
today was fuck haha. actually everyday is like fuck. its like gangbang la everything come screw on you then you get yucky shit all over. lol. really haha its like today i'm fucking sure i failed my english summary i dun want to fuckign fail pls gimme some marks plsplsplsplspls. then we got YAY more projs. and less days till the due date of projs. well at least i finished philo.. but after painstakingly killing abt 200 plus words. not fun really. i took damn long to cut to zhun zhun 800 words the word limit. can die can.
now doing random work and reading abt OMG MYOGLOBIN MY BIO ONE PAGE SHIT.
REMINDS ME BIO IS FUCKED UP BIG TIME WE ARE TESTED ABT PCR AND ALL THAT FUCK AND I DUNNO HALF A SHIT ANYONE PLSPLSPLS SEND ME NOTES GIME WEBSITES EXPLAIN TO ME OMG DIEZOR.
AND MY COURT HAVENT GIVE US NOTES ABT THOSE NUTRITION POWERPOINTS HE GO THROUGH. WTF. OMG I DUN WANT TO FAIL BIO ALSO I FAIL LIT FAIL ENG THINK I FAIL MATH CONFFIRM FAIL PHYSICS I DUN WANT TO FAIL BIO ALSO NOOOOO.
fuck.
i see why ppl dun like group sex.
back to work for me. zz.
then i tell him frogstar.com/aybabtu la then after a while he came to me and was like 'tell me again i forgot' then i told him again.
how could I forget?!?!?
haha omg! i rmr lor. the day pengseng and samuel technoed in class abt some all your base thing. then i ask wth is that then pengseng was like. go frogstar.com/a-y-b-a-b-t-u, for All Your Base Are Belong To Us. go watch is techno la.
haha i miss sec 2 life can!"
looool just sent this to the 2L yahoo group la hahaha. i do miss sec 2 life! now so much work zz. i went to sleep just now and its amazing how after i sleep theres like no effect one lol. zz.
today was fuck haha. actually everyday is like fuck. its like gangbang la everything come screw on you then you get yucky shit all over. lol. really haha its like today i'm fucking sure i failed my english summary i dun want to fuckign fail pls gimme some marks plsplsplsplspls. then we got YAY more projs. and less days till the due date of projs. well at least i finished philo.. but after painstakingly killing abt 200 plus words. not fun really. i took damn long to cut to zhun zhun 800 words the word limit. can die can.
now doing random work and reading abt OMG MYOGLOBIN MY BIO ONE PAGE SHIT.
REMINDS ME BIO IS FUCKED UP BIG TIME WE ARE TESTED ABT PCR AND ALL THAT FUCK AND I DUNNO HALF A SHIT ANYONE PLSPLSPLS SEND ME NOTES GIME WEBSITES EXPLAIN TO ME OMG DIEZOR.
AND MY COURT HAVENT GIVE US NOTES ABT THOSE NUTRITION POWERPOINTS HE GO THROUGH. WTF. OMG I DUN WANT TO FAIL BIO ALSO I FAIL LIT FAIL ENG THINK I FAIL MATH CONFFIRM FAIL PHYSICS I DUN WANT TO FAIL BIO ALSO NOOOOO.
fuck.
i see why ppl dun like group sex.
back to work for me. zz.
Monday, February 20, 2006
haha juuuuust home from school.
from a disastrous steeplechase.
from another arts at the atrium session.
hmm which first!
okay start from start!. hmm okay almost late for school! sorry sorry haha >< tmr i pray no jam okay.
ss! which is fun as usual but reminds me abt ss proj.. work work..
eng test.. gay haha i dunno how to do anyhow do just hope dun fail only.. summary part is tmr..
recess.. ate a lot.
chemistry.. lol i just rmr laughing.. something abt 'do scientists exist? isotopes discovered scientists using.. blahblah' which me and kev lim cocked up haha. so fun sit beside him can bully him and crap lame shit with him.. taonan days :D
math test.. okay la but i scared i screw up ): hope not!
re alr. quite slack since no mentor.. but i'm getting freaked by the fact that shaun is ownage in math
okay then tnf which i will talk abt later. as usual at 5 plus i meet jon ho at atrium and we arts at the atrium together.. lol random songs. him on chords i on random fill ins HAHA. zz. best was when we made the minor key mary had a little lamb marathon.. damn cool. somemore we alternated the melody. each alternate minor key we switch melody part lol. funnage can. looking forward to wednesday arts at the atrium :D stay tuned hahahaha. jon ho piano owns la.. ppl like him make me want to pract piano..
okay then runs. 200m was fine 20 plus ppl top 8 get in i confirm not in so dun really need to care. but i shudda sprinted and pushed more?
then steeple which is knnbccb i mean i understand that the track ppl will own la haha but i dint expect myself to do so crap.. sigh i think now the only way i can chill a bit is find out my timing tmr.. scully my timing kns also then i wanna die alr.. it prob will -.-
wahlao i'm damn freaking sdkjafghadskljghsdklfjghsdf abt my steeple. i definitely could have pushed myself more la. knn i shud have pushed myself more.. wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf i shud have pushed more why dint i push myself more nbcb sigh i'm pretty disappointed in myself really. and then now its like wanna do again wait one mroe year alr..
yah i think i'm going again next year. it was fun and an experience :D haha but i'm seriously damn disappointed in myself.i should have pushed more.
aiyah nvm. over alr. no use grumbling.. looking forwards to 100m finals. i sure top 8 one. :D haha 8 finalists.. i get 7 i happy alr la haha.
sigh i'm really still damn disappointed with myself. damn disappointed with myself. but nvm i think one good thing is that at least i dint stop running. dint let myself haha no matter how tired lol. kept running. i think thats good lol :D
i'm a damn not atheletic person la.. but next year. :D till then i'll keep on moving (:
(get on up! when you're down, baby. take a good look around! i know its not much! but its okay. we'll keep on mooooving one anyway!)
from a disastrous steeplechase.
from another arts at the atrium session.
hmm which first!
okay start from start!. hmm okay almost late for school! sorry sorry haha >< tmr i pray no jam okay.
ss! which is fun as usual but reminds me abt ss proj.. work work..
eng test.. gay haha i dunno how to do anyhow do just hope dun fail only.. summary part is tmr..
recess.. ate a lot.
chemistry.. lol i just rmr laughing.. something abt 'do scientists exist? isotopes discovered scientists using.. blahblah' which me and kev lim cocked up haha. so fun sit beside him can bully him and crap lame shit with him.. taonan days :D
math test.. okay la but i scared i screw up ): hope not!
re alr. quite slack since no mentor.. but i'm getting freaked by the fact that shaun is ownage in math
okay then tnf which i will talk abt later. as usual at 5 plus i meet jon ho at atrium and we arts at the atrium together.. lol random songs. him on chords i on random fill ins HAHA. zz. best was when we made the minor key mary had a little lamb marathon.. damn cool. somemore we alternated the melody. each alternate minor key we switch melody part lol. funnage can. looking forward to wednesday arts at the atrium :D stay tuned hahahaha. jon ho piano owns la.. ppl like him make me want to pract piano..
okay then runs. 200m was fine 20 plus ppl top 8 get in i confirm not in so dun really need to care. but i shudda sprinted and pushed more?
then steeple which is knnbccb i mean i understand that the track ppl will own la haha but i dint expect myself to do so crap.. sigh i think now the only way i can chill a bit is find out my timing tmr.. scully my timing kns also then i wanna die alr.. it prob will -.-
wahlao i'm damn freaking sdkjafghadskljghsdklfjghsdf abt my steeple. i definitely could have pushed myself more la. knn i shud have pushed myself more.. wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf i shud have pushed more why dint i push myself more nbcb sigh i'm pretty disappointed in myself really. and then now its like wanna do again wait one mroe year alr..
yah i think i'm going again next year. it was fun and an experience :D haha but i'm seriously damn disappointed in myself.i should have pushed more.
aiyah nvm. over alr. no use grumbling.. looking forwards to 100m finals. i sure top 8 one. :D haha 8 finalists.. i get 7 i happy alr la haha.
sigh i'm really still damn disappointed with myself. damn disappointed with myself. but nvm i think one good thing is that at least i dint stop running. dint let myself haha no matter how tired lol. kept running. i think thats good lol :D
i'm a damn not atheletic person la.. but next year. :D till then i'll keep on moving (:
(get on up! when you're down, baby. take a good look around! i know its not much! but its okay. we'll keep on mooooving one anyway!)
Sunday, February 19, 2006
my stupid fucking spoilt brother. keeps making my mother angry for like the stupidest fucking reason. he is spoilt beyond belief. and its cos of him i woke at 11am. fuck. i'm supp to sleep till like 1 plus. knn now i only have 7 hours of sleep i'll die later..
nvm i chiong work see if can sleep early..
nvm i chiong work see if can sleep early..
Saturday, February 18, 2006
zzz lol just home from music soooo much music to pract can. yamaha grade 4. -.-
but sch more work. so i think i go play music better.
zzzzz damn sian i kept fallign asleep ytd when i lie down. i think i slept like 14 plus hours all tog? wtf.
oh then after music i met my mum at eastpoint she bring me shopping HAHA. then its like at giordano i think. then the guy was like. '... yah so for slim ppl like him these pants are better...' i'm like yes i'm damn slim.... >_> i bet he was like being sarcastic -.- i'm freaking heavy now. and i dun have time to do exercise! the most is like lunch and recess... wtf la.
but sch more work. so i think i go play music better.
zzzzz damn sian i kept fallign asleep ytd when i lie down. i think i slept like 14 plus hours all tog? wtf.
oh then after music i met my mum at eastpoint she bring me shopping HAHA. then its like at giordano i think. then the guy was like. '... yah so for slim ppl like him these pants are better...' i'm like yes i'm damn slim.... >_> i bet he was like being sarcastic -.- i'm freaking heavy now. and i dun have time to do exercise! the most is like lunch and recess... wtf la.
Friday, February 17, 2006
haha omg i'm a finalist -.- for 100 m haha zz. cos maybe 9 ppl turned up and 8 were to qualify LOL haha i htink i was 7th or 8th! haha zz. and me and zhi! went to try the steeple hurdle thingy haha. actually can jump lol. its just the running part.. cos i suck at runnign haha. have to do under 11 mins leh.
i got jacked 3 times in a row.. ask gabriel tong HAHA. zz.
tired! yay projects i love them.
i got jacked 3 times in a row.. ask gabriel tong HAHA. zz.
tired! yay projects i love them.
Thursday, February 16, 2006
haha zz.
nowadays i dying.
i just slept on car then wake up giddy and headache alr haha -.-
woot.
anyway tmr 100 m i dieeee. but tmr good. 4 lessons one pe on cle one hcl the other one cant rmr but thats good enuf :D haha zz.
just came home gtg bathe soon. hope this weekend = allow me to catch up on work as well as sleep ><
nowadays i dying.
i just slept on car then wake up giddy and headache alr haha -.-
woot.
anyway tmr 100 m i dieeee. but tmr good. 4 lessons one pe on cle one hcl the other one cant rmr but thats good enuf :D haha zz.
just came home gtg bathe soon. hope this weekend = allow me to catch up on work as well as sleep ><
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outrage can.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
lol and i forgot to mention. mr teo is a daaaaaaamn nice teacher! kevin mark was like telling me abt the height of the steeple hurdle thingies or something haha then i saw this metal table (which i forgot would make a lot of noise when banged) that was abt the hurdle height. so i was talking to kevin mark and trying out the table... then apparently there was a clang when i jumped on it and mr teo was like walking past HAHA omg then he was like. eh! wat you think you doing then i explain (which isnt very believable) and he was just like. nothign happen la haha. in fact i think he half dao me -.- but yay he is a nice teacher hahaha :D
haha zz. splittingggggg head ache today man omg. couldnt concentrate haha. plus lit test a bit the fail.. 12/35 haha but uh at least i'm like 8th or 9th lowest so not that bad.. knn more than half the paper we werent taught can! -.-
sigh today damn screwed i'm realyl damn tired feel like sleeping but uh i bathed so its like ytd liddat a bit the not feel like sleeping alr.
yah then theng last night got me to replace him for steeplechase cos i'm the only person left contactable with less than 3 items? zz. but then right just now i tell my dad he like damn pissed with me for letting myself go for the comp.. cos he say i will quote 'make a fool out of myself' i kinda hurt haha zz wahlao damn no encouragement can. (like in i not stupid too.. -.-) i know i really suck at running and sports in general la haha but then no need liddat right! haha zz.
but its like it got me thinking again haha now i at dilemma -.- haha cos right on one hand i really want to try new things and do stuff for my house and all that. but on the other hand i really really dun want to malu myself, and especially especially not make a fool out of my house. i really really dun want to disgrace bayley i dun want to embarass bayley i really dun want. now i really dunno wat to do perhaps its like too late to get them to change the submitted names.? i dunno but i really cant make up my mind leh i wanna try haha i really want to give it a shot. but i dun want to jack my house. so how?
how. zz.
my head = pain and more pain haha zz. sian! maybe i'll sleep or maybe i sleep earlier tonight la. friday pon cca for 100m semis my timing not last i go buay bei pio.
sigh today damn screwed i'm realyl damn tired feel like sleeping but uh i bathed so its like ytd liddat a bit the not feel like sleeping alr.
yah then theng last night got me to replace him for steeplechase cos i'm the only person left contactable with less than 3 items? zz. but then right just now i tell my dad he like damn pissed with me for letting myself go for the comp.. cos he say i will quote 'make a fool out of myself' i kinda hurt haha zz wahlao damn no encouragement can. (like in i not stupid too.. -.-) i know i really suck at running and sports in general la haha but then no need liddat right! haha zz.
but its like it got me thinking again haha now i at dilemma -.- haha cos right on one hand i really want to try new things and do stuff for my house and all that. but on the other hand i really really dun want to malu myself, and especially especially not make a fool out of my house. i really really dun want to disgrace bayley i dun want to embarass bayley i really dun want. now i really dunno wat to do perhaps its like too late to get them to change the submitted names.? i dunno but i really cant make up my mind leh i wanna try haha i really want to give it a shot. but i dun want to jack my house. so how?
how. zz.
my head = pain and more pain haha zz. sian! maybe i'll sleep or maybe i sleep earlier tonight la. friday pon cca for 100m semis my timing not last i go buay bei pio.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
great haha now that i showered i dun feel like sleeping any more then its like later i'll be like shit why dint i sleep i'm so tired -.-
but anyway my bro fell asleep on my bed.. zz how to sleep!?!??! grah.
my tagboard is so dead! like no one visit my blog anymore lor ): haha either cos they all busy or they all hate me :D i hope its busy..
speaking of busy! i now have 9 projs including smp (: YAY. zz.
but anyway my bro fell asleep on my bed.. zz how to sleep!?!??! grah.
my tagboard is so dead! like no one visit my blog anymore lor ): haha either cos they all busy or they all hate me :D i hope its busy..
speaking of busy! i now have 9 projs including smp (: YAY. zz.
haha damn stupid -.-
100m 30 ppl 24 to qualify today and 14 turned up now straight finals -.- yay i'm semifinalist omg!
wahlao jonlim and his 800 m WTF i think 20 plus 30 ppl liddat NINE 9 turned up. 9 9 9 9 9 9. -.- of there nine were FIVE bayleyeans. FIVE 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5. -.- we own can. theirs better straight finals..
great great nice afternoon wasted i wanted to sleep can.. maybe i shud after i bathe haha :D
anyways today is sucks kept falling asleep during later part of class cos headache etc -.- now okay alr la but still damn tired! haha. somemore ytd i went offline BEFORE 12 OKAY. 11.51 i went offline omg to sleep! and i still so tired! might as well dun sleep lor. zz.
yah so i went offline before 12 ytd ): thats why here is:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL :D
to the puppy loves
to the couples
to the SCANDALOUS. (:
haha and to you! :D
100m 30 ppl 24 to qualify today and 14 turned up now straight finals -.- yay i'm semifinalist omg!
wahlao jonlim and his 800 m WTF i think 20 plus 30 ppl liddat NINE 9 turned up. 9 9 9 9 9 9. -.- of there nine were FIVE bayleyeans. FIVE 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5 5. -.- we own can. theirs better straight finals..
great great nice afternoon wasted i wanted to sleep can.. maybe i shud after i bathe haha :D
anyways today is sucks kept falling asleep during later part of class cos headache etc -.- now okay alr la but still damn tired! haha. somemore ytd i went offline BEFORE 12 OKAY. 11.51 i went offline omg to sleep! and i still so tired! might as well dun sleep lor. zz.
yah so i went offline before 12 ytd ): thats why here is:
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL :D
to the puppy loves
to the couples
to the SCANDALOUS. (:
haha and to you! :D
Monday, February 13, 2006
hoho i keep forgetting to post abt wat i was suddenly thinking ytd -.- haha. uh i dun like it when i'm sad and ppl around me are happy :D (HAHA omg sadism (: )
and i dun like the macs at plaza! dunno i just dun like to walk at the space between the indoor seating and outside seats. i hate walking there. i dun like the macs ): ardering the food that part is okay the rest of it is sucks. ):
i'm hooked to american pie by don mclean! such a nice song can! lol. gan influenced me.. lol. bye bye miss american pie. drove my chevy to the levee but the levee was dry. and the good old boys drinking whiskey and rye. saying this will be the day that i die. this will be the day that i die.. the day the music died! >< sad day can tragic hahaha.
and i dun like the macs at plaza! dunno i just dun like to walk at the space between the indoor seating and outside seats. i hate walking there. i dun like the macs ): ardering the food that part is okay the rest of it is sucks. ):
i'm hooked to american pie by don mclean! such a nice song can! lol. gan influenced me.. lol. bye bye miss american pie. drove my chevy to the levee but the levee was dry. and the good old boys drinking whiskey and rye. saying this will be the day that i die. this will be the day that i die.. the day the music died! >< sad day can tragic hahaha.
hoho today was some funneh day.
we had philo eng and chem! which had the chem test which i'm quite sure i failed LOL. as usual! haha. then i left school for nus smp! and kena suan by the prof again cos he is sooooo pro! haha omg and then the ppl whom i was going nus with! shaun yuezheng gab tan yinxiang are all like crazily smart like omg i wanna die zz -.-
haha and then back for guitar! volunteered to teach sec1s for some next few sessions :D hope its fun hahaha zz. then guitar lol okay la. then after guitar was like. crazy jamming session again -.- i take electric jon gan take bass. jon ho take.. abandoned chines ochestra drum -.- yah his not that a bad drummer you know i'm relaly considering using the abandoned drum as our drum in one of the concerts. simple, portable yet loud and good and not bad as a rhythm beat for lots of songs :D haha so our tentative rige drum set = empty co case, abandoned co drum, one or two broken er hus, a few random sticks and a piece of wood. and not to mention the random ppl who anyhow whack it :D haha fun lor play sweet child o mine on accoustic with that drum set :D hahaha.
after that was.. as usual.. ARTS AT THE ATRIUM YAY. haha jon ho gay la sit there keep playing piano ask me to anyhow impro on the top end -.- haha damn wu liao lol then we anyhow play play from 6 to 7.. then he go home like waturf hahaha. but fun funfun lol. pentatonic impro on piano -.- jazz can hahaha xD
zz damn tired i slept at 3.30 ytd! knn stupid work.. nvm today i shall anyhow rush.
my legs ache from travelling today! ): hahaha then somemore tmr running 100 m.. yah i run 100 m laugh laugh come. i starting to refret signing up.. hahaha zz tmr lor fuck la.
oh yah then tmr is valentine's day :D haha
okay i better go shower before someone kops the o beloved toilet (:
we had philo eng and chem! which had the chem test which i'm quite sure i failed LOL. as usual! haha. then i left school for nus smp! and kena suan by the prof again cos he is sooooo pro! haha omg and then the ppl whom i was going nus with! shaun yuezheng gab tan yinxiang are all like crazily smart like omg i wanna die zz -.-
haha and then back for guitar! volunteered to teach sec1s for some next few sessions :D hope its fun hahaha zz. then guitar lol okay la. then after guitar was like. crazy jamming session again -.- i take electric jon gan take bass. jon ho take.. abandoned chines ochestra drum -.- yah his not that a bad drummer you know i'm relaly considering using the abandoned drum as our drum in one of the concerts. simple, portable yet loud and good and not bad as a rhythm beat for lots of songs :D haha so our tentative rige drum set = empty co case, abandoned co drum, one or two broken er hus, a few random sticks and a piece of wood. and not to mention the random ppl who anyhow whack it :D haha fun lor play sweet child o mine on accoustic with that drum set :D hahaha.
after that was.. as usual.. ARTS AT THE ATRIUM YAY. haha jon ho gay la sit there keep playing piano ask me to anyhow impro on the top end -.- haha damn wu liao lol then we anyhow play play from 6 to 7.. then he go home like waturf hahaha. but fun funfun lol. pentatonic impro on piano -.- jazz can hahaha xD
zz damn tired i slept at 3.30 ytd! knn stupid work.. nvm today i shall anyhow rush.
my legs ache from travelling today! ): hahaha then somemore tmr running 100 m.. yah i run 100 m laugh laugh come. i starting to refret signing up.. hahaha zz tmr lor fuck la.
oh yah then tmr is valentine's day :D haha
okay i better go shower before someone kops the o beloved toilet (:
dont quit yeah
and dont ever think you're lousy
just dont compare to others
cos u'll end up feeling like shit
take it as a personal challenge and compare yourself to yourself
dont give up, and dont let down the people who love you
cos whether u see/feel it or not, you are loved (:
you're not perfect, but so is everyone
you just dont see the flaws of others, but i can tell you they themselves can see their own flaws very well. the grass always looks greener on the other side rmb?
i can see my flaws very clearly. and how horrible i can be.
you dont have to have self confidence abt smth tt u have/can do
just be confident abt being you.
haha i've got to be happy again!. wait i alr am happy :D haha i must stay positive (: lalala haha yay stay positive and be confident abt being me! i guess that means to be happy with myself la! haha yupyup i am back :D
yay happy with myself! who i am what i do what i have and who i have (:
and dont ever think you're lousy
just dont compare to others
cos u'll end up feeling like shit
take it as a personal challenge and compare yourself to yourself
dont give up, and dont let down the people who love you
cos whether u see/feel it or not, you are loved (:
you're not perfect, but so is everyone
you just dont see the flaws of others, but i can tell you they themselves can see their own flaws very well. the grass always looks greener on the other side rmb?
i can see my flaws very clearly. and how horrible i can be.
you dont have to have self confidence abt smth tt u have/can do
just be confident abt being you.
haha i've got to be happy again!. wait i alr am happy :D haha i must stay positive (: lalala haha yay stay positive and be confident abt being me! i guess that means to be happy with myself la! haha yupyup i am back :D
yay happy with myself! who i am what i do what i have and who i have (:
actually i dont see the fucking point in doing my chinese compre i'm going to fail it anyway. i dun understand how everyone around me is just so fucking pro and know all that shit and can score so damn high. its stuff like this that makes me feel like the lousy shit i am and i just want to quit school quit music quit life and just die cos i'm never good enough and dun tell me its lack of self confidence cos theres nothing i have to have self confidence about. admit it i have no strengths and i shud just fucking jack and be a screw up.
i dun see the point in doing my chinese compre. i'm going to fail it anyway.
i dun see the point in doing my chinese compre. i'm going to fail it anyway.
Sunday, February 12, 2006
rah. i'm damn gay omg! haha omg! lol i dunno why i think its cos i listen to layla accoustic version and its like stuck in my head and i'm in this like damn wtf groovy mood or wdv haha i also dunno how to say but it feels damn gay! i'm like not feeling happy not feeling sad just feel damn.. wtf. i also dunno how to say la! wtf! ahgsildjgsdfgsdfhgjkdflgsdfkjgh FUCK. noooo theres like jazz piano. wtf! sorry for random post but its like really screwing up zz. zzzzzz. wtf. this is gay.
haha just came back from watching i not stupid too! its damn nice! haha jackneo owns lor lol. i like chengcai's dad so touching can haha. tom and jerry's dad also lol at the ending part. the auntie damn cool hahaha call prank call -.- lol.
haha jack neo movies are own la haha everyone shud watch i not stupid too! damn nice haha :D
haha jack neo movies are own la haha everyone shud watch i not stupid too! damn nice haha :D
Saturday, February 11, 2006
(200th post)
tonight your faith has come down. to money and a tv.
(hey. is anybody home?
has anybody wasted tears on
loneliness that everyone..)
knn i tell u itunes really really dun like me today play all the our lady peace song damn fuck can.
wahlao this reminds me of national day eve last year lor! haha staying with gab ng and kevin mark in xlab to rush our dieded proj. omg. then we were rushing this proj and playing this song from my blog. then we ate kevin mark's boarding biscuits, gab ng wrote a testi for me which i got to edit and we chagned his email to wankerleirbag@hotmale.com or somethign haha omg. national day eve was a farny day for me damn fucked up..
omgomg. memories!! zz. and lots others la haha sigh. gay la.
oh great then now its like playing the internet is for porn HAHAHAHA wtf omg own damn funny can. grab your dicks and double click for porn porn porn. -.- hahahahahhaa
tonight your faith has come down. to money and a tv.
(hey. is anybody home?
has anybody wasted tears on
loneliness that everyone..)
knn i tell u itunes really really dun like me today play all the our lady peace song damn fuck can.
wahlao this reminds me of national day eve last year lor! haha staying with gab ng and kevin mark in xlab to rush our dieded proj. omg. then we were rushing this proj and playing this song from my blog. then we ate kevin mark's boarding biscuits, gab ng wrote a testi for me which i got to edit and we chagned his email to wankerleirbag@hotmale.com or somethign haha omg. national day eve was a farny day for me damn fucked up..
omgomg. memories!! zz. and lots others la haha sigh. gay la.
oh great then now its like playing the internet is for porn HAHAHAHA wtf omg own damn funny can. grab your dicks and double click for porn porn porn. -.- hahahahahhaa
just like sunny days that we ignored. because we're all dumb and jaded.
omg haha shuffle is fucking up can! i'm listening to 4am by our lady peace! damn guai lan lor shuffle. knn.
omg haha shuffle is fucking up can! i'm listening to 4am by our lady peace! damn guai lan lor shuffle. knn.
good job now i listening to a story about a girl by our lady peace lol damn gg can.
wahlao knn i put my itunes on shuffle and it throws me all the songs and now all the memories coming back can!
2 am and the rain is falling.
2 am and the rain is falling.
and did i say how ownage a show the march of the penguins is! we were shown for ss la then its like omgwtf so frikin cute can! omgomg! the penguins are daaaaaaamn cute! and so awwwwwwwwwww cos like when they do the mating dance shit itsl ike omg so loving! and caring for their young etc! haha omg the show owns!
and the songs! heres one damn nice one!!! omg!.
the frozen world
emilie simon
Won't you open for me
The door to your ice world
To your white desert
I just want to stare
Out over these snowfields
Until we are one again
We belong to the frozen world
When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea
Oh, you will see
How beautiful we can be
Everything is calm
At the end of the planet
In our white desert
The sun kissed the ice
It glistens for me
And we are one again
We belong to the frozen world
When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea
Oh, you will see
How beautiful we can be
actually not much of the words la the musique is damn nice! omg!
haha headache go away homework go away projects go away ):
and the songs! heres one damn nice one!!! omg!.
the frozen world
emilie simon
Won't you open for me
The door to your ice world
To your white desert
I just want to stare
Out over these snowfields
Until we are one again
We belong to the frozen world
When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea
Oh, you will see
How beautiful we can be
Everything is calm
At the end of the planet
In our white desert
The sun kissed the ice
It glistens for me
And we are one again
We belong to the frozen world
When the ice begins to thaw
Becomes the sea
Oh, you will see
How beautiful we can be
actually not much of the words la the musique is damn nice! omg!
haha headache go away homework go away projects go away ):
haha this is derived from another cock session with jon ho. lol i just rmred on the train home today haha -.- quite some time ago liao. dun think its one of those i wanted to post la haha zz.
see ar we all want ppl who are 里面美，外面也美 one.
a lot of ppl are only 外面美，里面不美.
but then right when someone 里面美，外面 to you 自然也会美.
so moral of the story dun always look on the outside look on the inside! hahaha.
zz i'm damn tired! still got music later zz. and so much work can.. fuck la lol.
see ar we all want ppl who are 里面美，外面也美 one.
a lot of ppl are only 外面美，里面不美.
but then right when someone 里面美，外面 to you 自然也会美.
so moral of the story dun always look on the outside look on the inside! hahaha.
zz i'm damn tired! still got music later zz. and so much work can.. fuck la lol.
Friday, February 10, 2006
haha today damn screwey!
screwed guitar performance lol everyone was rushing like SIAO can.
then we had uh arts at the atrium :D starring me jon ho jon gan pan zi xiang and eugene gan. held at 8 pm :D lol. damn lame la everytime after guitar its always me and jon ho screw around one. -.-
(and yes i wanted to blog abt somethign and apparently i forgot again! FUCK.)
yah so today was damn screwey la. after performance had dinner lol just came home. as usual me and jon ho went patrolling j8 haha today is night shift :D -.- haha anyway i like saw claire at j8 ahaha she watching movie with who i think are her parents.?
then patrol till my parents come lor. sian can.
tmr gotta go sch somemore! haha sl meeting for games comm! damn siannnn.
i shud start on work soon!
hope i rmr wat i wanted to blog abt.. -.-
everynight i take out some stuffs and look at them!
screwed guitar performance lol everyone was rushing like SIAO can.
then we had uh arts at the atrium :D starring me jon ho jon gan pan zi xiang and eugene gan. held at 8 pm :D lol. damn lame la everytime after guitar its always me and jon ho screw around one. -.-
(and yes i wanted to blog abt somethign and apparently i forgot again! FUCK.)
yah so today was damn screwey la. after performance had dinner lol just came home. as usual me and jon ho went patrolling j8 haha today is night shift :D -.- haha anyway i like saw claire at j8 ahaha she watching movie with who i think are her parents.?
then patrol till my parents come lor. sian can.
tmr gotta go sch somemore! haha sl meeting for games comm! damn siannnn.
i shud start on work soon!
hope i rmr wat i wanted to blog abt.. -.-
everynight i take out some stuffs and look at them!
Thursday, February 09, 2006
okay today i am damn tired zz.
anyway jevon got jacked haha he got owned by his taxi driver. he was going to music by taxi and fell asleep. so the taxi driver being nice and considerate dint wake him up.. until he woke up and saw the fare meter and realised he was 30 plus minutes late for music..
gj. owned by taxi driver HAHA.
hmm thought of the day! everyone else is selfish. everyone else doesnt share. they keep all the best for themselves. even the smallest things like sweets they refuse to share. everyone is doing wrong.
but does that mean its okay for you to do wrong too?
okay anyways i was feelign okay and nice and happy all the way till SOMEONE SCREWED IT UP YAY THANKS FOR RUBBING IT IN NOW MY NICK CAN STAY THE WAY IT IS DUN HAVE TO CHANGE.
anyway jevon got jacked haha he got owned by his taxi driver. he was going to music by taxi and fell asleep. so the taxi driver being nice and considerate dint wake him up.. until he woke up and saw the fare meter and realised he was 30 plus minutes late for music..
gj. owned by taxi driver HAHA.
hmm thought of the day! everyone else is selfish. everyone else doesnt share. they keep all the best for themselves. even the smallest things like sweets they refuse to share. everyone is doing wrong.
but does that mean its okay for you to do wrong too?
okay anyways i was feelign okay and nice and happy all the way till SOMEONE SCREWED IT UP YAY THANKS FOR RUBBING IT IN NOW MY NICK CAN STAY THE WAY IT IS DUN HAVE TO CHANGE.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
haha omg and i rmred wat else happened today!
mdm fong pwns la haha she damn nice and i think our class starting to appreciate and respect her omg! haha like how she gave us a bad first impression on day 1 and everyone dun like her lol. but its like slowly and steadily she damn fun one her class haha everyday talk abt ren sheng dao li and her experiences with students etc and its damn interesting to listen and all that! plus she also teach kewen lol. haha she really really pwns i think she got like aura la ppl like me will start to love chinese lessons -.- hahaha. she is really a damn nice and damn pro teacher who can teach damn well LOL.
so anyway yah today she came into class i saw her frowning and its like when she talked i was like omgwtf happened?!?!!? lol apparently she lost her voice la haha and talk damn weird. she say no pain but sound like damn strained liddat >< haha yah and then ben tay (random -.-) gave her a strepsil like wtf!? hahahaha. yah then its like omg our class has never been so quiet before okay haha our class like damn quiet during that hour so she can talk lol. yah haha so glad she really really is one of the pwnage teachers, so glad we got her, and so glad our class starting to respect her :D hahaha yupyup! hope it stays this way man :D i think end of year i intro her to msn or something la then i add her then spam her :D LOL
haha oh and another mention is yumin! lol. i miss french lessons can -.- haha yah yumin who's girlfriend's name is p-e-n-i-s or however he spelt that. yup haha today we went j8 lol he really quite a jiang yi qi person haha and damn nice to bully also :D lol. damn fun la haha lol today we caught up a bit! haha yay yumin is a friend woot. :D
lol zz i'm tired!
mdm fong pwns la haha she damn nice and i think our class starting to appreciate and respect her omg! haha like how she gave us a bad first impression on day 1 and everyone dun like her lol. but its like slowly and steadily she damn fun one her class haha everyday talk abt ren sheng dao li and her experiences with students etc and its damn interesting to listen and all that! plus she also teach kewen lol. haha she really really pwns i think she got like aura la ppl like me will start to love chinese lessons -.- hahaha. she is really a damn nice and damn pro teacher who can teach damn well LOL.
so anyway yah today she came into class i saw her frowning and its like when she talked i was like omgwtf happened?!?!!? lol apparently she lost her voice la haha and talk damn weird. she say no pain but sound like damn strained liddat >< haha yah and then ben tay (random -.-) gave her a strepsil like wtf!? hahahaha. yah then its like omg our class has never been so quiet before okay haha our class like damn quiet during that hour so she can talk lol. yah haha so glad she really really is one of the pwnage teachers, so glad we got her, and so glad our class starting to respect her :D hahaha yupyup! hope it stays this way man :D i think end of year i intro her to msn or something la then i add her then spam her :D LOL
haha oh and another mention is yumin! lol. i miss french lessons can -.- haha yah yumin who's girlfriend's name is p-e-n-i-s or however he spelt that. yup haha today we went j8 lol he really quite a jiang yi qi person haha and damn nice to bully also :D lol. damn fun la haha lol today we caught up a bit! haha yay yumin is a friend woot. :D
lol zz i'm tired!
lol zz haha today surprisingly i'm not as tired as ytd?! hahaha
okay la today not that eventful. except we half taupokked paul tern cos he lie on table i climb on him then suddenly brandon come from behind come lie on two of us -.-damn squashed can haha aww poor paul. -.- lol.
no lit! no test also lor yay hahaha so last period free period i shudda gone home can! haha but yah slacked and finished a ws :D lol. i'm proud of myself.. zz haha
just home from the barber! omg my hair returned to screwed state! LOL. zz apparently this guy whom cut my hair twice alr is a liverpool fan. no wonder la.
haha yay proj count = 6! yay so fun.
this fri = old folks concert or something? haha and we are barely ready for it can! chinatown is such a cool song i wish i had it zz.
okay la today not that eventful. except we half taupokked paul tern cos he lie on table i climb on him then suddenly brandon come from behind come lie on two of us -.-damn squashed can haha aww poor paul. -.- lol.
no lit! no test also lor yay hahaha so last period free period i shudda gone home can! haha but yah slacked and finished a ws :D lol. i'm proud of myself.. zz haha
just home from the barber! omg my hair returned to screwed state! LOL. zz apparently this guy whom cut my hair twice alr is a liverpool fan. no wonder la.
haha yay proj count = 6! yay so fun.
this fri = old folks concert or something? haha and we are barely ready for it can! chinatown is such a cool song i wish i had it zz.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
haha omg today is fun lol. tiring as well.
okay sch kept sleeping as usual wdv haha then after sch immediately got smp. i waste money buy expresso to stay awake for smp can! i still kept sleeping anyway lor haha >< but anyway yah at there shaun again suanned me at how pro he is haha.
and then i found out excel = own! cos omg excel owns la haha it can calculate for you so much omg. haxxor. excel is ownage omg me and smp's new best friend lor. zz.
random memory for the day! omg rmr in sec 1 for french we went the auditorium watch tais-toi!!! omgomgomg! haha it was a nice show la dunno why suddenly kena reminded. i miss french alr can. but damn sad i suck at it otherwise i would take lor! and then i rmr omg! me and sibi got everyone to sign the petition form to have mme tse again next year after the movie! haha lol we were childish then la haha but yea! i rmr mme tse she real cool and damn nice teacher omg! haha nice memories xD
its a bit random lor!
but random or remarkable? yea random or remarkable a bit the our smp topic.. -.- back to smp i guess.
okay sch kept sleeping as usual wdv haha then after sch immediately got smp. i waste money buy expresso to stay awake for smp can! i still kept sleeping anyway lor haha >< but anyway yah at there shaun again suanned me at how pro he is haha.
and then i found out excel = own! cos omg excel owns la haha it can calculate for you so much omg. haxxor. excel is ownage omg me and smp's new best friend lor. zz.
random memory for the day! omg rmr in sec 1 for french we went the auditorium watch tais-toi!!! omgomgomg! haha it was a nice show la dunno why suddenly kena reminded. i miss french alr can. but damn sad i suck at it otherwise i would take lor! and then i rmr omg! me and sibi got everyone to sign the petition form to have mme tse again next year after the movie! haha lol we were childish then la haha but yea! i rmr mme tse she real cool and damn nice teacher omg! haha nice memories xD
its a bit random lor!
but random or remarkable? yea random or remarkable a bit the our smp topic.. -.- back to smp i guess.
yes! at 1.02 am now i owned my math proj woot.
tmr give paul tern then like done liao omg!
omg first proj done of the year!
zzz DIE TMR CANNOT STAY AWAKE KNNBCCB.
tmr give paul tern then like done liao omg!
omg first proj done of the year!
zzz DIE TMR CANNOT STAY AWAKE KNNBCCB.
Monday, February 06, 2006
hmm just to add on for my sake and your sake so i wont forget anything and you wont be left clueless.
well yea i learnt lots lots lots of stuff.
like how much me and this friend of mine have in common, and how much we actually are different as well haha. well you know who you are haha. yea imho we're really so much alike, yet so much different. i really love him yet i really hate him. its really weird i know but i realized that. hope we can open up more :D hahaha great times ahead esp for this year!
then i learned how much i loved some people. how i really really loved them and i just dunno how else to express it but to say i really really love them. i dun think i've ever felt so much affection for a friend? but sad to say imo i dun think i was really treated right. but i really love them i cannot leave them behind from others. sometimes i'm really really tired and i just think abt giving up on them and not care but i just cant. i really cant. cos i really really love them. well they might have mixed opinions abt me and so on and i cant be bothered to slowly sit down and waste my saliva and sort out the facts from the fictions with them. in fact i cant be bothered to do that with most ppl. but i really really love them and i just hope for once they would at the very least know i love them and really want to love them. higher chinese text book kewen 2.4 states love is not just abt giving but about accepting as well. if you give love you would want your love to be accepted. it isnt that true in the sense it is of course more impt to give love. but accepting love is part of loving too. i dun like the way i was treated. nor the way they behave. pls change.
i still cant believe how much i love them haha never so much affection for a friend LOL. (:
then i learnt about how impt it is to bond with cca mates :D hahaha like me and jon ho cocking and walking around j8 every single fuckign time after guitar can. eat macs then patrol j8 then browse rings like gays :D hahaha but its so fun man i dun mind losing time to do work time to sleep haha its so fun lol spend time with them spend time with jon ho haha stupid lame cockster -.- wat zhu gu li dan gao zzzzz hahaha damn lame can. but yay :D
then i also learnt something good abt myself! however much i dont care/cant be bothered/not serious/siao siao one/etc. when i love someone i love all the way. i love all the way man (: (haha i know sound a bit ego la but i'm really grateful i found that out abt myself :D) haha yea. however fucked up i am, when i love someone i love allllllll the way (: i'm really grateful and i'm damn lucky and blessed. i'm really one lucky fucker man. i love you :D
so happy yet so sad hahaha xD
but today rocked (:
am i happy and satisfied with myself?
:D you say leh!
well yea i learnt lots lots lots of stuff.
like how much me and this friend of mine have in common, and how much we actually are different as well haha. well you know who you are haha. yea imho we're really so much alike, yet so much different. i really love him yet i really hate him. its really weird i know but i realized that. hope we can open up more :D hahaha great times ahead esp for this year!
then i learned how much i loved some people. how i really really loved them and i just dunno how else to express it but to say i really really love them. i dun think i've ever felt so much affection for a friend? but sad to say imo i dun think i was really treated right. but i really love them i cannot leave them behind from others. sometimes i'm really really tired and i just think abt giving up on them and not care but i just cant. i really cant. cos i really really love them. well they might have mixed opinions abt me and so on and i cant be bothered to slowly sit down and waste my saliva and sort out the facts from the fictions with them. in fact i cant be bothered to do that with most ppl. but i really really love them and i just hope for once they would at the very least know i love them and really want to love them. higher chinese text book kewen 2.4 states love is not just abt giving but about accepting as well. if you give love you would want your love to be accepted. it isnt that true in the sense it is of course more impt to give love. but accepting love is part of loving too. i dun like the way i was treated. nor the way they behave. pls change.
i still cant believe how much i love them haha never so much affection for a friend LOL. (:
then i learnt about how impt it is to bond with cca mates :D hahaha like me and jon ho cocking and walking around j8 every single fuckign time after guitar can. eat macs then patrol j8 then browse rings like gays :D hahaha but its so fun man i dun mind losing time to do work time to sleep haha its so fun lol spend time with them spend time with jon ho haha stupid lame cockster -.- wat zhu gu li dan gao zzzzz hahaha damn lame can. but yay :D
then i also learnt something good abt myself! however much i dont care/cant be bothered/not serious/siao siao one/etc. when i love someone i love all the way. i love all the way man (: (haha i know sound a bit ego la but i'm really grateful i found that out abt myself :D) haha yea. however fucked up i am, when i love someone i love allllllll the way (: i'm really grateful and i'm damn lucky and blessed. i'm really one lucky fucker man. i love you :D
so happy yet so sad hahaha xD
but today rocked (:
am i happy and satisfied with myself?
:D you say leh!
today was a sad day, a happy day, well basically a day of self realization!
haha eh apologize if i sound like those kind of seriously pissed ppl!
haha cos i'm not really pissed or anything la haha just kinda put off that shit happens! lol. and in a lighthearted way haha!
haha i probably like cant be bothered too much LOL so thats why lighthearted! but oh well haha so i blog out la!
dont get misconceptions okay haha everything's always alright (:
(thats damn lol la u know i took damn long to write this damn entry cos i dunno how to write -.- lol damn gay la haha)
haha cos i'm not really pissed or anything la haha just kinda put off that shit happens! lol. and in a lighthearted way haha!
haha i probably like cant be bothered too much LOL so thats why lighthearted! but oh well haha so i blog out la!
dont get misconceptions okay haha everything's always alright (:
(thats damn lol la u know i took damn long to write this damn entry cos i dunno how to write -.- lol damn gay la haha)
Sunday, February 05, 2006
immediate double post!
wahlao!
i'm really tired of!
i'll really start to jack up real soon la atthe rate i'm going and what i'm doing! wtf!
wahlao!
but at least i dont think i'll go into some depressy mood! ahaha but
wahlao!
WAHLAO!
fuck la hahaha. oh well. nvm see how things go yay.
(haha nvm if u all dun understand this blog's meant for me)
wahlao!
i'm really tired of!
i'll really start to jack up real soon la atthe rate i'm going and what i'm doing! wtf!
wahlao!
but at least i dont think i'll go into some depressy mood! ahaha but
wahlao!
WAHLAO!
fuck la hahaha. oh well. nvm see how things go yay.
(haha nvm if u all dun understand this blog's meant for me)
wahlao!
i'm tired!
so i'll start to song jong again! wtf!
wahlao my life is destined lor!
i'm tired!
so i'll start to song jong again! wtf!
wahlao my life is destined lor!
HAHAHA
OMG
SOME GUY FROM BAYLEY EXCO JUST CALLED ME.
DAMN FUNNY CAN he asked if i was good in sports and said some one said i was good at sports and 100 m etc!
WTF!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG WTH
WHAT IS WRONG WITH PPL.
but anyway i did sign up for 100m, 200m and 4 x 100 m (i hope) haha cos i wanted to try mah never try before zz. but apaprently theres limited spaces for who can join and they are debating over me and samue lim.
SAMUEL LIM LEH HE IS AN EX TRACKER
HAHA WAHLAO I WAS LAFFING LIKE SIAO CAN. choosing sam lim or me -.- haha so i told them to choose sam haha so sad! i want to try for track and field heats for house lor! but oh well haha
OMG
SOME GUY FROM BAYLEY EXCO JUST CALLED ME.
DAMN FUNNY CAN he asked if i was good in sports and said some one said i was good at sports and 100 m etc!
WTF!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG WTH
WHAT IS WRONG WITH PPL.
but anyway i did sign up for 100m, 200m and 4 x 100 m (i hope) haha cos i wanted to try mah never try before zz. but apaprently theres limited spaces for who can join and they are debating over me and samue lim.
SAMUEL LIM LEH HE IS AN EX TRACKER
HAHA WAHLAO I WAS LAFFING LIKE SIAO CAN. choosing sam lim or me -.- haha so i told them to choose sam haha so sad! i want to try for track and field heats for house lor! but oh well haha
haha i want to change blog song! but uh i always cannot upload one -.- okay so i gonna get help later!
and wahlao! how come the world so sao3 xing4 one! everytime i feel happy something will happen to remind me i'm destined to be jacked for life! haha yah lor so spoilsport one. wahlao! spoil my mood!
(yes i'm trying to remain optimistic still!)
i am happy! but i want to feel happy!
(haha all the fucking time)
and wahlao! how come the world so sao3 xing4 one! everytime i feel happy something will happen to remind me i'm destined to be jacked for life! haha yah lor so spoilsport one. wahlao! spoil my mood!
(yes i'm trying to remain optimistic still!)
i am happy! but i want to feel happy!
(haha all the fucking time)
haha oh and i forgot to mention ytd. the hax part abt coming back from ngee ann poly was the fact that i -ahem- -accidentally- -ahem- took daniel's bottle and readon accidentally forgot to give it back to him so readon its all your fault why u keep daniel's bottle wahlao wat kind of fren are u keep taking other ppl's things.
haha i am tired to blog hoho but today was fun and nice hahaha :D lol i shall uh go watch simpsons on dvd again soon hmm. (:
haha i am tired to blog hoho but today was fun and nice hahaha :D lol i shall uh go watch simpsons on dvd again soon hmm. (:
Friday, February 03, 2006
haha today was an okay day till just now which is hax.
so there was pe which i camper become cramper cos peng penged me by whacking me then i kena cramp!??!!? wtf haha
then physics etc random gay lessons etc then smp launch! haha saw a lot of ppl! kept sleeping lol. and theres the funny safety man dr chang or somethign haha who was damn hax in explaining the lab rules to us omg he is damn cute damn funny haha and he is like 60 plus! lol
then i dint know wat group i was in so i just stayedi n lt -.- then listen to this scotting sounding chinese guy talk abt aseptic stuff or wdv i wasnt listening haha again he was like damn random and damn funny. damn random lor hahaha then tour! lol quite fun.
discovered the secret of a person. abt how green actually = stealthmode, not black. :D
then after that go bugis eat then nothing much alr la actually except my sms bill = dead
then come home okay la lalala then some shit hax me omg hax haha i have to go roll around on the ground soon because of its haxness. so much haxness all around omg haha. omgomgomg haxxxxxx.
DELIRIOUS!
yes i feel delirious! but i dunno wat delirious really means i just feel delirious!!! i'm going crazy HAHAHA crazy delirious omgomg!
hmm mood now: smoke on the water. LOL dunno why! HAHA.
so there was pe which i camper become cramper cos peng penged me by whacking me then i kena cramp!??!!? wtf haha
then physics etc random gay lessons etc then smp launch! haha saw a lot of ppl! kept sleeping lol. and theres the funny safety man dr chang or somethign haha who was damn hax in explaining the lab rules to us omg he is damn cute damn funny haha and he is like 60 plus! lol
then i dint know wat group i was in so i just stayedi n lt -.- then listen to this scotting sounding chinese guy talk abt aseptic stuff or wdv i wasnt listening haha again he was like damn random and damn funny. damn random lor hahaha then tour! lol quite fun.
discovered the secret of a person. abt how green actually = stealthmode, not black. :D
then after that go bugis eat then nothing much alr la actually except my sms bill = dead
then come home okay la lalala then some shit hax me omg hax haha i have to go roll around on the ground soon because of its haxness. so much haxness all around omg haha. omgomgomg haxxxxxx.
DELIRIOUS!
yes i feel delirious! but i dunno wat delirious really means i just feel delirious!!! i'm going crazy HAHAHA crazy delirious omgomg!
hmm mood now: smoke on the water. LOL dunno why! HAHA.
knn la wtf i still cant rmr wat i want to blog abt. -.- nvm i shant waste brain juice over it lol. doubt i'll ever rmr haha. there goes something meaningful in life. well i guess HERE is another lesson to learn haha. great things dont come by often, and they often dont last. so treasure while you can :D
wootwoot.
wootwoot.
Thursday, February 02, 2006
today was own.
ponned assembly for lunch. i mean for smp. yah. lol really haha me and shaun went nus for smp meeting wif mentor. assoc prof choi! looks like quite a nice guy ahaha and he is pro pls lol. as usual me and shaun talk a lot of cock on the journey there la
then its like we went to the building and we wanted to piss -.- then the toilet on the 7 floor was female -.- and the lift services odd floors (SEXISM?!?!?!?) so we went down one staircase just to answer dear nature's call. haha so fun wasting time.
so we went up into the office building thinking like omgomgomg let us have a cool mentor then we were walking down the office corridors like omgomgomg let us have a cool mentor. then we reach the door shaun abt to knock then being a lamefuck i stopped him. then we shook hands and put an arm on each other. then i started like saying shit like its been nice knowing you hahaha. no but actually i wanted to wish his group all the best for smp. i think his group is damn pro la. got him and hiokhong lor. okay jk haha but yea sort of wished each other good luck for the up coming year haha. uh huh then knocked togehter and went in hahaha.
lol haha then admin stuffs etc then shaun and prof started suanning me with mathematics haha shaun will spout random facts he knows abt statistics and the prof will be suanning us wif probability and etc and i'm like faaaaaaark. lol then started calculating funny stuffs like the possibility of having two ppl born on the same day in the year, which progressed to wats the least number of ppl needed to be born in a year to ensure at least above 50% chance that 2 ppl will be born on the same date or some thing liddat la i cant even rmr lor spent the whole afternoon staring at n and k(n) and then the next thing i see wil be knn lor. -.- dunno la i think shaun is like haxing the project but i think its gonna be damn tough how.
anyway own la today haha. music was damn fun also HAHA jevon got owned by the orange haha mr yeo split the mandarin orange he received among us la like one person take one part then jevon hax he take till juice spill out damn gg hahaha then twice somemore xD haha then i was trying to get jevon to be ahem friendly ahem after music and he was like so unwilling to wave!! so bad haha.
yay then now 1130 i am starting to unpack my fucking bag yay!!! lol.
eh i wanted to post something meaningful abt life or some shit and apparently i forgot hmm. fuck. i'll post if i recall.
ponned assembly for lunch. i mean for smp. yah. lol really haha me and shaun went nus for smp meeting wif mentor. assoc prof choi! looks like quite a nice guy ahaha and he is pro pls lol. as usual me and shaun talk a lot of cock on the journey there la
then its like we went to the building and we wanted to piss -.- then the toilet on the 7 floor was female -.- and the lift services odd floors (SEXISM?!?!?!?) so we went down one staircase just to answer dear nature's call. haha so fun wasting time.
so we went up into the office building thinking like omgomgomg let us have a cool mentor then we were walking down the office corridors like omgomgomg let us have a cool mentor. then we reach the door shaun abt to knock then being a lamefuck i stopped him. then we shook hands and put an arm on each other. then i started like saying shit like its been nice knowing you hahaha. no but actually i wanted to wish his group all the best for smp. i think his group is damn pro la. got him and hiokhong lor. okay jk haha but yea sort of wished each other good luck for the up coming year haha. uh huh then knocked togehter and went in hahaha.
lol haha then admin stuffs etc then shaun and prof started suanning me with mathematics haha shaun will spout random facts he knows abt statistics and the prof will be suanning us wif probability and etc and i'm like faaaaaaark. lol then started calculating funny stuffs like the possibility of having two ppl born on the same day in the year, which progressed to wats the least number of ppl needed to be born in a year to ensure at least above 50% chance that 2 ppl will be born on the same date or some thing liddat la i cant even rmr lor spent the whole afternoon staring at n and k(n) and then the next thing i see wil be knn lor. -.- dunno la i think shaun is like haxing the project but i think its gonna be damn tough how.
anyway own la today haha. music was damn fun also HAHA jevon got owned by the orange haha mr yeo split the mandarin orange he received among us la like one person take one part then jevon hax he take till juice spill out damn gg hahaha then twice somemore xD haha then i was trying to get jevon to be ahem friendly ahem after music and he was like so unwilling to wave!! so bad haha.
yay then now 1130 i am starting to unpack my fucking bag yay!!! lol.
eh i wanted to post something meaningful abt life or some shit and apparently i forgot hmm. fuck. i'll post if i recall.
wahlao na bei i had to sleep thru all three lit lessons abt greek theatre.
tmr got quiz YAY. i just so good luck real good luck damn good luck la zz.
tmr got quiz YAY. i just so good luck real good luck damn good luck la zz.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
okay that is not related but yay i feel like shit now hahaha i have moooood swinggggs yay fuck lol.
i think its just cos i'm fucking tired hahahaha or maybe just everything is fucking up yay thanks hahaha.
i'm damn stairway to heaven now haha cos its fucking playing on my itunes -.-
i really have nfi if its cos i'm damn freaking tired or i'm really feeling damn gay now haha
but i thought i can blog then maybe lessen up abit la haha.
i must learn to be a rock and not to roll. yah i must.
okay that is not related but yay i feel like shit now hahaha i have moooood swinggggs yay fuck lol.
i think its just cos i'm fucking tired hahahaha or maybe just everything is fucking up yay thanks hahaha.
i'm damn stairway to heaven now haha cos its fucking playing on my itunes -.-
i really have nfi if its cos i'm damn freaking tired or i'm really feeling damn gay now haha
but i thought i can blog then maybe lessen up abit la haha.
i must learn to be a rock and not to roll. yah i must.
haha today i m fucked tired omgomgomg! lol
cos i slept at 3 am ytd! cos i was ahem watching simpsons on dvd -.- lol. and feeling hax abt something HAHAHA.
its damn cool la when i think abt it i hyperventilate freakout and go MNBVCXDFGHJHGFGHJ and JHGFDFGHJHHGHJ and wtf lol. its damn screwy la hahaha its damn wth!
(lol sorry if u dunno wat i talking abt la this is MY blog after all -.-)
anyway yah so ytd i was KJHGFGHJHGFDFGHJ until 3am -.-
great so today i feeling a bit tired. i shall try my best to sleep slightly earlier.
(and to resist watching simpsons omg.)
i'm going to strip now! and bathe! duh then wat -.- just got back from sch lor and half the ppl ponned guitar la na bei -.-
cos i slept at 3 am ytd! cos i was ahem watching simpsons on dvd -.- lol. and feeling hax abt something HAHAHA.
its damn cool la when i think abt it i hyperventilate freakout and go MNBVCXDFGHJHGFGHJ and JHGFDFGHJHHGHJ and wtf lol. its damn screwy la hahaha its damn wth!
(lol sorry if u dunno wat i talking abt la this is MY blog after all -.-)
anyway yah so ytd i was KJHGFGHJHGFDFGHJ until 3am -.-
great so today i feeling a bit tired. i shall try my best to sleep slightly earlier.
(and to resist watching simpsons omg.)
i'm going to strip now! and bathe! duh then wat -.- just got back from sch lor and half the ppl ponned guitar la na bei -.-