Wednesday, November 30, 2005

great i gotta go sch tmr morn to buy books wow how fun wake at 9 take mrt there. great. then i have music to come after that and i'm gonna get screwed for repetoire concert as well as not being able to do the homework yay how fun fuck this.

its okay. you only took back what you gave.


idiocity, hiokhong.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

WHO ELSE IS 3P'06 COME TAG ME TELL ME WDV OMF.

you deserved it you fag (: you fucking deserved it (:

dun ask abt my nick. cos i'm getting mac office FINALLY. so i worship andrea -.-


my bro just asked me if gyrados or magikarp better -.- for someone who played pokemon more than me he sure is noob..


i realised u have to buy books way before dec 17th. fuck. nvm i'm buying on dec 1.


today is tuesday? hahaha. fuck la.

Monday, November 28, 2005

hahah i just watched hpgof second time -.- hahaha lol mum sis bro wanted to watch so i went hahaha. a bit the regretted leh i missed half of tong xin yuan and that nice 9 pm show rainbow connection hahaha. hols is when we fall in love wif the good old telly once again like we did in our p sch years xD hahaha sigh.

i gj my left hand index and middle finger inside the fingernail kena cut haha. cos i cut nails last night -.- then today play elec guitar i bend a bit alot then the metal string hit the part between finger and finger nail. then cut hahaha damn pain lol. but nvm. sweet child o mine rocks hahaha. is my blog bg music working. ):

fuck hol hmwk. i cant bring myself to do a shit. and i dun want it to fuck up good old december.

and before you were gone i already missed you

Sunday, November 27, 2005

guess wat i just tried to sign into ikts using my edulearn user and pass -.-

i'm like fucking up la haha

aiyah nothign much to blog now also maybe will blog later (:

Saturday, November 26, 2005

sigh. hahahahaha. how long has it been?


and then on nights like this, i just cant help but start wondering whether u ever thought of me too.

omg T_T why is she so chio. -.-



haha okay a post before i'm off to practice random crap for music.

i'm reading the 5 ppl u meet in heaven by mitch albom. i'm starting on the 4th person alr. i think its a brilliant book anyone who hasnt read it shud go read. even if u dun normally read. its a damn nice book that tells a lot abt life. i think after this i might even go get tuesdays wif morrie by the same guy haha.

i havent finished the book but one sentence stood out to me.

which is worse when left unexplained: a life or a death?

its quite a question we have there. dunno abt u guys but it sets me off thinking really.

well the 5 ppl u meet in heaven, at least in the book, is meant to help u understand the life you've lived.

i think both are bad to be left unexplained. but its far. FAR easier to explain a death than to explain a life.

upon reading this book i have two wishes haha. i hope that i'm going to heaven, and that there will be 5 ppl there to explain my life, or rather, life itself, to me. i really hope so. i just hope i can understand my life, and life in general, at the very end.

the book rocks its damn nice. so many life lessons to learn there. using eddie, the main character, as an example in the book, really makes u wish you had that 5 ppl in the end to explain your life to you.


when i finish the book i might post the 5 lessons taught to eddie in the book here.

i'm sorry if u ppl dun like the book or think i'm a book worm (-.- wtf?) but i dun read much and out of the little number of books i read i seldom have reccomendations. this is one book i'm definitely reccommending (:


oooh i just found my mov portfolio haha shall read thru before going to prep for music (:

Friday, November 25, 2005

hehe

oooh repertoire concert today (: hahaha i got MAJORLY SUANNED OMG. maybe everyone was like chao pro hahaha and then i dint pract so i screwed up like siao hahaha bound to get scolded next thurs xD hahaha

wahlao i'm damn lazy to do stuff leh i gotta do hol hmwk buy books buy uniform do music comp grah lazy to do anything leh.

today is 25th! i dun care i shall aim to finish at least half of my hol hmwk before december! and aim to finish all before the first week of dec ends! so i can slack the rest yay.

25th! we're a month from christmas! hahaha i get suanned by christmas -.- i spend lonely christmases hahaha sadcase rite. now much more worse my cousin one overseas working another two have their own families then left last one workaholic hahaha. hopefully they all get together again this year! otherwise lonelyyy ):

sorry hyper hahaha. for like apparently no reason -.-

ah well.

changed the blog skin pic to the one from green-ed! hahaha think its a bit more funky haha. but edited it to be black based la haha. comments?

lol. music was okay. but next week die. sing and play ahahaha cannot sing bad enuf alr i cannot play also :p

okay maybe no one got that -.-

its like 1.35 now ahahaha. lalala. i'm like online fuckin around doing nothing yay hahaha. uh.

fuck wat was i gonna say.

ahwell nvm. yay i feel high suddenly got reminded of gabby ng and will and how the three of us have LOADS OF FUN IN CLASS AHAHA. and gab ng's AHEM jellyfish swimming in seaweed spurting blood pictures :D in geog class HAHAHA.

no more geog class next year for me. happy and sad haha.

2L has a bit more than a month more.

we have a backdrop to cut.

haha i want another chalet lol. okay i'm hardore wdv (:

sidnpidnwidn. lalala just felt like blogging la like got nothing to say anyway haha. oh well.

oh yah relinked japheth. lol.

eh if u guys can hear my blog song (sweet child o mine - guns n roses) do tell me okay. that means ripway unfroze my song lol. stupid measly 15 mb bandwidth. then angelfire has to like die on me and not function dammit.

ah well like nothing much to say alr leh.






and shes buying a stairway to heaven.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

suckage. today got music.

was staying up for the liverpool real betis match. gonna go watch now. guess wat i did to pass the time.

i read my archives. hahaha.

hi ppl haha i'm on my old comp lol. cos making changed for blog skin wat. trying to do one that works well on both on windows and mac haha and i was like trying my shit to edit from other blog skins and then i gave up. then i went to blogskins and i saw the blogskin of teh day and fell in love wif it haha. i took a look and it worked perfectly on both mac and microsoft. it was originally white but i changed the whole thing to black themed lol. creditted the maker for it under credits haha.

oh well. tag ppl tag. (:

Sunday, November 20, 2005

havent blogged for damn long haha.

i finished indigo prophecy alr haha finally LOL. then the credits music was damn nice so i went to see wat song it was. santa monica - theory of a dead man! its a chao nice song u ppl shud go listen. theory of a dead man is a nice band lol haha so go listen :D i'm listening now haha.

nowadays damn boring leh only got hol homework. lol. and music over right still got lame repertoire concert on friday -.- dont care i not practicing yay haha can go up there and screw up and malu screw piano la.

oh and theres music homework -.- stupidness i thought all the shit was over.

yesterday night watched i am sam! damn touching show omg. its a damnnn nice touching show. dakota fanning is DAMN CUTE hahaahaha and michelle pfeifer looks like mrs d'cruz o.O omg hahaha really. go watch the show is chaooo touching.

lalala. damn bored haha maybe i shall start on hol homework.


maybe not. (:

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

oh my fuck its finally all over.

in a few hours time is my music exam.

i'll tell you all frankly. i'm not being humble or low self confidence or anything. but i'm being very frank now. i'm really very unprepared. i'm in fact even more unprepared than the prev time. i'm so unprepared that the only thing i am prepared for now is to fail.

i'm not nervous i'm just scared. i'm not regretting i dint practice hard enuf or anything haha cos i know i did put in quite a bit of effort in the practice. but i know my abilities and i know i'm going to fail this shit again.

but its alr 16 nov alr. no use fucking around with wat has happened haha.

sigh. today i'm gonna go there and give my best. i'm not going for an exam i'm going for a performance. and if they love it i pass. i'm gonna do my best to make them love it.

wish me luck.

Sunday, November 13, 2005

all thanks to andy and my ahem sportsmanship. i had to do this -.-
and i cant even copy paste from his blog -.- cos its either his html or stupid safari =.=

anyway

rules of the game: post 5 weird and random facts about yourself, then at the end list the names of 5 ppl who are next in line to do this. you gotta post a note on their BLOG.

tagged by almighty andy (alliteration)


1. i like goth. okay if u guys dunno what that means. its like. wilted roses. my current blog pic. black and white and sadistic and romance at the same time that kinda shit. like the blink 182 - i miss you video. u get the picture.

2. my dad wont let me get roland micro cube. and i'm trying to do something abt it.

3. i think simple plan sucks cos of their image and their lyrics. musics not bad.

4. i have hitch hiker's thumb and the top part can bend backwards till its parallel to my hand.

5. speaking of fingers. my middle finger on my right hand has a birth bone defect i think. i can make audible and disgusting knocking sounds with it when i bend my finger inwards.


i tag.

1. tom!
2. andrea!
3. yanzhi!
4. timothy!
5. japheth!

Saturday, November 12, 2005

wind beneath my wings

Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.

So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.

Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.

Did you ever know that you're my hero?
You're everything I wish I could be.
I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.

Did I ever tell you you're my hero?
You're everything, everything I wish I could be.
Oh, and I, I could fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings,
'cause you are the wind beneath my wings.

Oh, the wind beneath my wings.
You, you, you, you are the wind beneath my wings.
Fly, fly, fly away. You let me fly so high.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.
Oh, you, you, you, the wind beneath my wings.

Fly, fly, fly high against the sky,
so high I almost touch the sky.
Thank you, thank you,
thank God for you, the wind beneath my wings.


beautiful song. we're playing it for main ensem. in fact my first song in main ensem. and then sonata arctica has a damn nice rendition of this song which i love as well. the lyrics are good as well haha. the tune is very soothing also haha.


2L is the wind beneath my wings.

Friday, November 11, 2005

omg shaun owns wtf he rocks.

http://www01.quizyourfriends.com/yourquiz.php?quizname=051111005450-363157


pwned_2L'05.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

the piano
my friend my foe
he who cares
he who despairs
there when i'm down
always brings me a frown
give up for continue
i havent got a clue
but in life or in death
such two-face it hath
like major and minor key
like its ebony and ivory.


6 days to 16th nov.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

when it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel.

was just a freight train coming your way.

Friday, November 04, 2005

in ad 2004.
class was beginning.


we have barely 2 months.
two months to the start of a brand new year.
cherish every fucking thing.


because if we dont we will regret.
then we will have no chance to survive.

so make your time.