beautiful, isnt it
Monday, September 21, 2015
I'm just a decaying, rotting piece of flesh
at 11:03 PM
Thursday, September 17, 2015
sometimes, i see something beautiful before my eyes and end up picturing it happening for me, but i just know that things don't end well for me.

for all things beautiful, good and ?true in this world haha

i need to not forget good things i have just because they are not in front of me.


"don't do anything. things are not gonna end well for you."
at 2:30 PM
Thursday, September 10, 2015
Sian also must work, not happy, also must work. Might as well just work and try not to be sian. That's what uncle advised haha..

Well I have to say I rly agree with it. But not sure if I can do it. Will just try to give timely reminders to self..
at 1:29 PM
Tuesday, September 08, 2015
なるかみの,すこしとよみて,
ふらずとも,
わはとどまらむ,
いもしとどめば

[A faint clap of thunder,
Even if rain comes or not,
I will stay here,
Together with you.]

- from Man'yōshū, Book 11, verse 2,514
at 12:34 PM
a bit sad :/

i treasure these memories preciously and dearly, but what good are my pictures if i can't hang them around my house, i.e. on my Facebook wall?

sad that i still don't have the time to go sort out my japan, taiwan, and india photos.

chill times, good times.

that is why i must pass tmr :/ so that i can do all this shit! fk

at 1:53 AM
Monday, September 07, 2015
?一塵不染的真心
at 11:39 PM
Friday, September 04, 2015
moving on to next posting.

sinking feeling, and just sad feeling, as less nights to be tgt, due to distance to hospital in north.

still tired all the time, still always back and neck pain.

worst of all is mrcs without studying in 4 days time. with a call for two of the days. oh man how fucked am i sigh.

feel like shit really.
at 1:34 AM