Monday, April 28, 2014
it's a nice morning post-rain, drenched in a sunlight i've not experienced in a while. there's a baseline of clear rain smell, and for a moment i thought i caught a familiar smell from my childhood that i couldn't pinpoint (no it's not softener haha?). cody chestnutt's 5 for a joy ride playing all the way from before i put on my ipod til after :) this morning makes me happy :)
Thursday, April 24, 2014
날 바라보지마 don’t look at me
아무 말 하지마 제발 don't say anything, i beg you
너의 기억 저편에 in the other side of your memory
날 묻고 살아가 bury me, and live on
점 점 피어나는 사랑이란 가시가 the thorn in the name of a gradually flowering love
널 세상의 끝으로 내몰며 while driving you out of the end of this world
아픔들을 줄지 몰라 will it hurt you? i don't know
go away, stay away
i'm your pain
내 이름까지 다 모두다 지워 everything even my name, erase everything
to far away, get away
이제 날 놓아줘 now let me go
우리들에겐 아무것도 없어 there's nothing for us
널 그리워 하면 now when i long for you
긴 한숨만 남아 이젠 nothing but a deep sigh lingers
그 마지막 숨결이 널 찾을지 몰라 i don't know if that last breath will reach out for you
점 점 깊어지는 추억이란 상처가 the wound in the name of slowly deepening memories
내 아리고 찢겨진 가슴에 left in my smarting broken heart
흔적들만 남기잖아 nothing but traces
go away, stay away
i'm your pain
내 이름까지 다 모두다 지워 everything even my name, erase everything
to far away, get away
이제 날 놓아줘 now let me go
우리들에겐 아무것도 없어 there's nothing for us
Away, go your way, to my pain
난 처음부터 널 하나씩 지워 i've been erasing you piece by piece from the start
to far away, get away
부디 날 잊어줘 please, forget me
너와 나에겐 남을 것이 없어 there's nothing left between you and me
Monday, April 14, 2014
yes, it's damn jialat. but whatever it is, i'll see you through to the end of it. that's the make of a trauma surgeon haha.
Thursday, April 10, 2014
great learning first day of dstc and trauma conf. and i realise I quite like the vivocity part by the water. saw an auntie operating the novelty train ride working her shift, and the excited malay kids and their mum the only passengers on that slow ride. felt nice, the atmosphere. also listening to love foolosophy now haha. q tired. but otherwise is nice haha..
Tuesday, April 08, 2014
i didn't realise that was what i bought from time to time. i think now i'll think more about when i can buy some again :)
Friday, April 04, 2014
i had this post where i said smth must be too long ago if it invoked this feeling in me where i feel like it was from another world, like another time and age and era of my life, and makes me feel like i would like to visit that period again for a while haha
listening to IU's red shoes now makes me feel like that. that means m4 playhouse period where i listened to this modern day big band style song has now become that period haha.
i guess many things are gonna become that feel with time haha..