beautiful, isnt it
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
promise myself to stop harming my face, and i can achieve anything
at 10:14 PM
Monday, January 30, 2012
i got otitis media. ITS MOTHER PAIN wth -.-
at 12:49 PM
non viable
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Friday, January 27, 2012
미안 해~
at 2:19 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
there are many reasons why i should overachieve,

and only one stopping me from doing so.
at 3:12 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2012
i get why he's so bitter about it. but its gonna happen anyway, and being bitter about it isn't gonna change anything. it won't make the world a better place. we can't make the world a better place. we can only make ourselves better people. and hopefully along the way too we choose to hold and keep the right pieces of this universe close to us, such that we make ourselves the life we'd have.

on a separate note, i feel like doing photog again! ok i will!!
at 3:57 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2012
我很想记得可是我记不得 -

just remembered that i had a dream this morning. i try and try to remember what it was about, but i just can't seem to summon any recall..
at 5:13 PM
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
yes, indeed, i'd very much like to know the answers to the questions you are asking yourself too. especially the last two you had at the end of your third paragraph. i feel that your second last paragraph is wrong, don't do it/continue it. guess i love more people than the ones i say i love you to too..
at 10:26 PM
Monday, January 16, 2012
your stairway lies on the whispering wind
at 9:52 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2012
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Friday, January 13, 2012
not fun la
at 5:16 PM
Thursday, January 12, 2012
randy's right, it's quite fun haha. but maybe it's cos there's nice music playing in my head
at 10:42 AM
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
no wonder every year 倒霉 la. cny not supposed to 欠 ppl anything. 要还得很清楚 right.
at 6:13 PM
randy says: "no what, its quite fun." hahahahahahaha. go us!
at 12:18 AM
Monday, January 09, 2012
sometimes i wonder how nice it'd be if i could just walk into my destiny
at 11:47 PM
every patho lab..
at 2:14 PM
Sunday, January 08, 2012
i think as medical students.. we're much more well equipped than others with medical knowledge, but without enough knowledge, or tools or skills or experience of real doctors. consequently, we are led to analyse how benign or malignant a complaint may be. "well it really could be anything. from differential diagnoses, to nothing." i think it is painful, but only prudent, to remember that the non-medical people will not, and should not, have the capacity to think so. these people, especially the older ones, especially our loved ones. especially our parents, our family.. will fear for poor health. and rightfully so. but it brings -or at least it ought to bring- us privilleged medical students painfully back down to earth. to remember that age and diseases will catch up to all of us eventually.. and to remind us how helpless we are still now that we haven't become freaking doctors yet.
at 7:07 PM
Saturday, January 07, 2012
hiok finds it interesting to note that whilst bad things can happen overnight, good things don't.

tonight i am feeling greedy. usually i just aim to have thoughts that are not not good, but tonight, i wish for happy thoughts.


on a very separate note though, i am very thankful i have food to eat! :) i haven't been pigging out lately, but i have been, honestly, very hungry, very often these few days, and i am truly very thankful to be fortunate enough to have food on my table. :)
at 10:39 PM
"I used to think you needed to see it, to believe it.

But now I realize that to see it, you must first believe it."


- Andre Jordan
at 5:59 PM
Monday, January 02, 2012
"and the ugly duckling turned out to be a beautiful swan. of course, this was temporary, and the inexorable passage of time absconded with her beauty and her friends, leaving her alone in a bell jar, slowly turning carbonic with her cynicism, and septic with her failed dreams."
at 9:13 PM
maybe the stars have aligned
at 12:49 AM
Sunday, January 01, 2012
"i think in the past, there were some things that i kinda knew innately but i didn't act on them much

but after that i kinda saw a broader perspective of stuff and i think that kinda changed my attitude quite a bit luh"



i've never been more aware of how i've changed the past half year than these few days.. its really interesting to note, especially because i don't know where it leads me.

you, you.. obsession with you has stolen me away from some people. perhaps you password-locking me out of your life is an. indication. that i ought to tend more to the world, than just to you. i've opened my eyes wider, my mind wider, my heart wider. but its a more tired me now, a more (quote) "aged" me. a me with a readily crack-able back. how will i fare?

but you know. so long as you exist, there will be unrest. will new saplings grow?


beginning 2012 with such a heavy post.. i'm thinking, the year will get lighter.
at 12:36 AM