Wednesday, July 21, 2010

just so you know, i'm more or less being tormented by classical music again. just, not rly telling anyone abt it, since all these stuff.. more or less similar to stuff i told before, or feel that other party will not understand. i don't like it that the only comfort i can find, in finding myself being brought to tears by music, anymore, is that "at least i am still hiok", because, previously, any comfort i could have with music only existed because i was constantly struggling and striving to make a life with music and only music revolving around me. the torment, man. my senior comes to me with girl problems and says yea he is pretty much depressed. i told him honestly, that yea chill don't worry, me too, i'm depressed all the time too. various things haha. i just.. lol. tell for what haha.

tell alr also like that haha.

Friday, July 16, 2010

hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:31:14 PM)
ya
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:31:15 PM)
and omg
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:31:18 PM)
my sis is so poor thing
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:31:23 PM)
she cry til her eyes siao alr
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:31:24 PM)
wtf
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:31:27 PM)
and my dad is a fucking god
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:31:30 PM)
fuck
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:31:34 PM)
my dad is a fucking god..
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:32:39 PM)
wah siao i want to cry alr la
x t says: (10:35:46 PM)
): bu yao ku!!
x t says: (10:35:50 PM)
what ur dad do
x t says: (10:35:52 PM)
is ur sis ok alr??
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:02 PM)
no
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:13 PM)
i think shes half on painkiller half too numbed by the pain
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:15 PM)
wtf it must be damn pain
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:22 PM)
her freaking eyes are like
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:25 PM)
got double eye bag
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:26 PM)
wtf
x t says: (10:36:29 PM)
aiyo
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:39 PM)
then me and my dad carry my sis up
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:46 PM)
i somehow feel that he took more of the load
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:55 PM)
dno i think his shoulders a bit higher
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:36:58 PM)
fk
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:37:10 PM)
first time hear him heave so tiredly
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:37:25 PM)
but wat the fk for his daughter he heave liddat he dont care he just want to carry her
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:37:27 PM)
wtf
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:37:50 PM)
and i see even my maid went into the room now to help my mum undress and wash up for my lil sis
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:37:52 PM)
wtf
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:37:59 PM)
they are reason why i want to be doctor
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:38:00 PM)
wtf
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:38:14 PM)
its alw thingsl ike this and my elder sis and my late grandma
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:38:20 PM)
my dad and his godllikeness
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:38:21 PM)
fk
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:07 PM)
and btw lol
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:11 PM)
after we got my sis out of the car
x t says: (10:39:11 PM)
yah?
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:15 PM)
my dad left the car downstairs
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:23 PM)
with engine on key inside he dont care lol
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:31 PM)
just want to get my sis up here
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:32 PM)
lol
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:34 PM)
wtf
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:56 PM)
shit my dad is such an imba human being
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:39:57 PM)
and a father
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:40:10 PM)
if i could be like him i'd be very accomplished
x t says: (10:40:56 PM)
im sure u will be la (:　
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:41:58 PM)
siao i want to cry because i feel so touched at wat a wonderful father and person he is to us
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:42:11 PM)
and rly, he is a very big reason i want to do med
x t says: (10:42:12 PM)
i rmb last time u complain bt ur dad one but now u admire him so thats gd luh (:　
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:42:15 PM)
and i want to do cip tmr
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:42:17 PM)
etc
x t says: (10:42:20 PM)
ｍｍ
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:42:42 PM)
hes such a good person
hiokhong! < : ) says: (10:42:47 PM)
i want to help save lives too