Tuesday, October 31, 2006
zz just spammed 4 h of piano. i know its v little to some of you la but its a hell lot to me.
its a hell lot esp cos my back is fking pain and suan. so was my neck. cos i damn tired. now my hands also suan. my back rly damn zzzzzz la wl its cos not enuf rest la i think cos its the kind of like tired kind of suan. then its like the whole time play that time feel v fked up. dun feel like rly productively practing. feel damn fked up. then spam some phrases that time have to endure la. zz fk.
and i dun even know why the hell am i doing all this because ultimately i'm going to fail anw. fk la. i damn =.= cos i waste my time plus i fail plus my back. tmd.
i'm damn hungry. i shall go eat dinner now. i rmred not long ago that i dint take lunch -.-
zzz! hope to play a bit after dinner haha. as in -.- play games and guitar or smth la. must smaoooo. zz.
edit! yea i feel more light now! haha. ok la actly i feel heavy cos i ate my dinner -.- but i feel mroe lighthearted now! haha just v v tired and suan haha. still thinking if i shud change layout! >.<
its a hell lot esp cos my back is fking pain and suan. so was my neck. cos i damn tired. now my hands also suan. my back rly damn zzzzzz la wl its cos not enuf rest la i think cos its the kind of like tired kind of suan. then its like the whole time play that time feel v fked up. dun feel like rly productively practing. feel damn fked up. then spam some phrases that time have to endure la. zz fk.
and i dun even know why the hell am i doing all this because ultimately i'm going to fail anw. fk la. i damn =.= cos i waste my time plus i fail plus my back. tmd.
i'm damn hungry. i shall go eat dinner now. i rmred not long ago that i dint take lunch -.-
zzz! hope to play a bit after dinner haha. as in -.- play games and guitar or smth la. must smaoooo. zz.
edit! yea i feel more light now! haha. ok la actly i feel heavy cos i ate my dinner -.- but i feel mroe lighthearted now! haha just v v tired and suan haha. still thinking if i shud change layout! >.<
zz! changed song to pennyroyal tea haha. pennyroyal tea is a herbal tea for abortion or smth lol.
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
anw! lol. the song is not playing on my comp T_T i hope it is on all of urs! haha its a nice nice song.. this one unplugged ver damn nice.. haha do tag and tell me if u can hear..
very very tired today! as u know i slept at 3 ytd.. but i not rly satisfied with the lead part for purple haze maybe i touch up later. zz i super super tired leh ): my whole body aching and suanning (me) zz.keep stretching still v zz. cannot conc on piano. thats why i blogging now -.-
zz. ok la i shud go back play. i think i might want to revamp the blog abit during hols if i have time? shrugs. dunno. jon lim was saying don use iframes.. it look sa bit squeezy to me now that he said it -.- lol. i dun mind changing it to let it flow la. but i like the 'splatter' picture that i made! and nice cross lor dividethe iframes links with the frame itself.. maybe if i change i'll still use the same pic, or maybe a variation la. but right now. a bit lazy and not thinking much abt the lay out so yea ):
today not bad quite fun.. we had class deco.. :D very nice decos.. like glueing a coke bottle to the ceiling, a chair, two books and a prefect shoe (dunno why got ONE shoe in the class no one wear) to the wall. i tired! ):
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
Distill the life that's inside of me
Sit and drink Pennyroyal Tea
I'm anemic royalty
anw! lol. the song is not playing on my comp T_T i hope it is on all of urs! haha its a nice nice song.. this one unplugged ver damn nice.. haha do tag and tell me if u can hear..
very very tired today! as u know i slept at 3 ytd.. but i not rly satisfied with the lead part for purple haze maybe i touch up later. zz i super super tired leh ): my whole body aching and suanning (me) zz.keep stretching still v zz. cannot conc on piano. thats why i blogging now -.-
zz. ok la i shud go back play. i think i might want to revamp the blog abit during hols if i have time? shrugs. dunno. jon lim was saying don use iframes.. it look sa bit squeezy to me now that he said it -.- lol. i dun mind changing it to let it flow la. but i like the 'splatter' picture that i made! and nice cross lor dividethe iframes links with the frame itself.. maybe if i change i'll still use the same pic, or maybe a variation la. but right now. a bit lazy and not thinking much abt the lay out so yea ):
today not bad quite fun.. we had class deco.. :D very nice decos.. like glueing a coke bottle to the ceiling, a chair, two books and a prefect shoe (dunno why got ONE shoe in the class no one wear) to the wall. i tired! ):
woot! its 2.30 am! :D but i don care i'm not tired and as dawn light smiles on you leaving its my contentment! ok nvm i'm incoherent but fk! i just made my own purple haze on garage tunes :D
WOOT. haha. cos sometime ago. actly it was the day i went to cut hair. i went to funan right. then i bought a usb audio port! for a line in to my laptop haha. then i got a the big to small jack converter thingy i forgot the dimensions alr. this let me plug in the guitar haha :D then i used garage tunes (which i nubly still dunno how to operate well haha i need to explore it more) to record real time playing haha. but the sound is simulated one la. and since its a usb audio, the sound come out will lag one. so i turn of the input monitoring then play the elec 'unplugged' for the real time sound la. then recorded will be real time also since there's no confusion haha.
anw, then i recorded purple haze guitar! and made some damn lame random bass haha but quite groovy la. then loop some preset drum fills! and there it is! haha my own cover of purple haze! :D but lol i just learnt it today and its quite screwy the garageband timing i cant hear the metronome lol. then some parts sound a bit nub. but otherwise it sounded damn good on the whole esp with drums! (Y) yay. haha then i put the wrong sound for guitar so the dist sounds a bit grunge :D funkiness haha. i like the E7#9 chord for purple haze!
yay. hope can make more songs in the future! :D woot i shud sleep soon! x.x tmr get back papers.. carrot very cute! :D
WOOT. haha. cos sometime ago. actly it was the day i went to cut hair. i went to funan right. then i bought a usb audio port! for a line in to my laptop haha. then i got a the big to small jack converter thingy i forgot the dimensions alr. this let me plug in the guitar haha :D then i used garage tunes (which i nubly still dunno how to operate well haha i need to explore it more) to record real time playing haha. but the sound is simulated one la. and since its a usb audio, the sound come out will lag one. so i turn of the input monitoring then play the elec 'unplugged' for the real time sound la. then recorded will be real time also since there's no confusion haha.
anw, then i recorded purple haze guitar! and made some damn lame random bass haha but quite groovy la. then loop some preset drum fills! and there it is! haha my own cover of purple haze! :D but lol i just learnt it today and its quite screwy the garageband timing i cant hear the metronome lol. then some parts sound a bit nub. but otherwise it sounded damn good on the whole esp with drums! (Y) yay. haha then i put the wrong sound for guitar so the dist sounds a bit grunge :D funkiness haha. i like the E7#9 chord for purple haze!
yay. hope can make more songs in the future! :D woot i shud sleep soon! x.x tmr get back papers.. carrot very cute! :D
Sunday, October 29, 2006
meet carrot! carrot the mashimaro! (:
damn cute right!! :D
haha i havent blogged NOR visit any blogs the past few days!
yea i was v busy! busy being happy :D lol. well haha hmm! lets see. fri! fri went out and also watch movie till v v v late haha. watched the jackie chan movie haha. rob-b-hood i think.. v nice! super funny can haha. but v touching also! lol. the baby is uber cute :D and as usual, even tho he's old, jackie chan still acting and doing stunts haha. quite pro lor.
sat! had to wake early! haha music.. supp to be two hours but teacher wasnt feeling well. so one hour la. lol. and the lesson sucked lol. i'm rly gonna fail my yamaha exam haha. i have 9 days to pract, and my piano is so freaking lousy some more. its like. rly confirm fail alr. zz. fk. i tell my parents but they don believe i think.. haha.
haha then sat. happened to meet some dum ppl at carrefour. no actly. the person is very smut. the person know don have money. then tell me. eh i need to buy masking tape. so i. er ok. then the dum person take the masking tape to the counter. then queue a while then look at me. but i dont have money leh. T_T v smut.. ask me go so that i can pay. -.- v suay ):
anw later that afternoon i went ecp! haha :D then play with water. play with a lot of water. play with a lot a lot a lot of water. very wet. lol. haha but very very fun :D yay haha :D :D :D
yay! haha past few days v fun lor! >.< :D haha i shud eat dinner soon! :D
EDIT. LOL wtf blogger was down ytd for me >_> cannot republish index. -.- dum. haha anw last night! i tuned my classical guitar.. to random hawaiian slide guitar tuning -.- yes hahaha my open string is now an E maj chord (Y). then damn fun leh. i use my pen and play slide guitar chords! :D haha v nice sound lor. barre then is a chord! so i put one pen cover the whole 6 strings is also a chord :D yay.
hmmm! maybe i shud change blog song soon! hmm to wat. lol. ok set i change to metal everyone gonna come make noise to me. oh wait haha. i think i shall change to nirvana's pennyroyal tea.. unplugged ver.. not noisy or anyth but haunting haha.. or maybe if one day i feel like a change i can change to hmm. when i'm 64 by beatles! damn funky and cute song! (: zz i eating lunch damn early leh. damn hungry =.=
damn cute right!! :D
haha i havent blogged NOR visit any blogs the past few days!
yea i was v busy! busy being happy :D lol. well haha hmm! lets see. fri! fri went out and also watch movie till v v v late haha. watched the jackie chan movie haha. rob-b-hood i think.. v nice! super funny can haha. but v touching also! lol. the baby is uber cute :D and as usual, even tho he's old, jackie chan still acting and doing stunts haha. quite pro lor.
sat! had to wake early! haha music.. supp to be two hours but teacher wasnt feeling well. so one hour la. lol. and the lesson sucked lol. i'm rly gonna fail my yamaha exam haha. i have 9 days to pract, and my piano is so freaking lousy some more. its like. rly confirm fail alr. zz. fk. i tell my parents but they don believe i think.. haha.
haha then sat. happened to meet some dum ppl at carrefour. no actly. the person is very smut. the person know don have money. then tell me. eh i need to buy masking tape. so i. er ok. then the dum person take the masking tape to the counter. then queue a while then look at me. but i dont have money leh. T_T v smut.. ask me go so that i can pay. -.- v suay ):
anw later that afternoon i went ecp! haha :D then play with water. play with a lot of water. play with a lot a lot a lot of water. very wet. lol. haha but very very fun :D yay haha :D :D :D
yay! haha past few days v fun lor! >.< :D haha i shud eat dinner soon! :D
EDIT. LOL wtf blogger was down ytd for me >_> cannot republish index. -.- dum. haha anw last night! i tuned my classical guitar.. to random hawaiian slide guitar tuning -.- yes hahaha my open string is now an E maj chord (Y). then damn fun leh. i use my pen and play slide guitar chords! :D haha v nice sound lor. barre then is a chord! so i put one pen cover the whole 6 strings is also a chord :D yay.
hmmm! maybe i shud change blog song soon! hmm to wat. lol. ok set i change to metal everyone gonna come make noise to me. oh wait haha. i think i shall change to nirvana's pennyroyal tea.. unplugged ver.. not noisy or anyth but haunting haha.. or maybe if one day i feel like a change i can change to hmm. when i'm 64 by beatles! damn funky and cute song! (: zz i eating lunch damn early leh. damn hungry =.=
Thursday, October 26, 2006
i'm sorry, but i think its fucking retarded to blame the chairman for this kinda stuff.
seriously, do you think people really throw chairs because their 'chairman told them to' (no one told anyone to do anyth) or they start throwing because they are 'following their chairman'? in all honesty, we are, ffs, individuals, and there are moments where we individually get angry. do you really think its like. oh i throw chairs. because people from my cca throw chairs too. and that is the sole reason behind my actions and my cca people are to be blamed. i think this connection is seriously stupid. you are degrading your intellect.
i ought to be stopped if i do smth wrong. he oughts to be stopped if he does smth wrong. but i dont really think my cca is the reason behind any of my actions, neither should i be blamed for his actions. he is an individual and he gets pissed too. i dont see a [fucking] connection.
hey fren. relax and cheer up yah!
anw! today was a tiring day can. zz get back a lot of papers. ): sian la. then i dunno why. i v tired leh. i slept at like. 7 pm ytd -.- i played piano then fell asleep while playing so decided to rest a while but woke to a dark room at 3 am -.- (Y). then went to sleep alr lor. 11 hours leh. then today go sch also sian sian one. haha i feel like napping.. -.- but tmr no sch anw haha. going to rent movies! :D
went to eat with josh and jot and jorel. omg -.- all same letter one. lol v fun.. i keep getting whacked by the slutty jotham! cos er. he say i trying to touch him or smth -.- i'm damn sure la haha. then jorel and jotham keep arguing lol damn funny.. haha oh and jotham thought me synonymous as hot can. i v honoured (Y). he said smth like 'isnt the food very hiok. i mean. hot.' -.- (Y) job la hahahaha..
went home! overslept my stopped -.- as i woke up the train close door leaving. zz haha.. ok la shall go chong liang now! my grade 4 exam in nov gonna die la zz. srs i confirm fail alr.
seriously, do you think people really throw chairs because their 'chairman told them to' (no one told anyone to do anyth) or they start throwing because they are 'following their chairman'? in all honesty, we are, ffs, individuals, and there are moments where we individually get angry. do you really think its like. oh i throw chairs. because people from my cca throw chairs too. and that is the sole reason behind my actions and my cca people are to be blamed. i think this connection is seriously stupid. you are degrading your intellect.
i ought to be stopped if i do smth wrong. he oughts to be stopped if he does smth wrong. but i dont really think my cca is the reason behind any of my actions, neither should i be blamed for his actions. he is an individual and he gets pissed too. i dont see a [fucking] connection.
hey fren. relax and cheer up yah!
anw! today was a tiring day can. zz get back a lot of papers. ): sian la. then i dunno why. i v tired leh. i slept at like. 7 pm ytd -.- i played piano then fell asleep while playing so decided to rest a while but woke to a dark room at 3 am -.- (Y). then went to sleep alr lor. 11 hours leh. then today go sch also sian sian one. haha i feel like napping.. -.- but tmr no sch anw haha. going to rent movies! :D
went to eat with josh and jot and jorel. omg -.- all same letter one. lol v fun.. i keep getting whacked by the slutty jotham! cos er. he say i trying to touch him or smth -.- i'm damn sure la haha. then jorel and jotham keep arguing lol damn funny.. haha oh and jotham thought me synonymous as hot can. i v honoured (Y). he said smth like 'isnt the food very hiok. i mean. hot.' -.- (Y) job la hahahaha..
went home! overslept my stopped -.- as i woke up the train close door leaving. zz haha.. ok la shall go chong liang now! my grade 4 exam in nov gonna die la zz. srs i confirm fail alr.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
hmm! today was bullshit! haha a day of talks. yea. cos i talked a lot.
yah first was some talk by dunno who. oh yah gary. um. abt porn and sex and the tv. which was ok. it was an ok talk.
then i dint go. lol and they hardcored lined everyone up class by class reg no by reg no to mark attendance. our class. (: then jot was like quite scared we get screwed for psl-ship. yea so was i. but i figured we alr pon so wats the use of being worried. i just either dont get in or i get in wat.
eitherways. after that was some talk. abt something. i think its work attachment cos we got some form. then i fill in conrad where melinde works haha i hope she help me pull strings.. >_> but then again, i dunno if i wanna commit so many weeks leh. lol.
hand in form then we had a 'five minute break' and then there was some talk. where i sat behind jon ong and beside ewen and i kept bullshitting ewen HAHA damn fun. i keep disturbing jon ong LOL. then i talk a lot to ewen haha. catch up on times since er. gep camp wow its been quite a few years lol. ok fine not. its been two half years. haha ewen looks like tony leung haha and he forever smiles i nv see him pissed before. then i was like asking him when does he get pissed one. then he goes like. um i get pissed.. (: when i fail some test la.. (: then he smile again.. lol i rly nv see ewen pissed one lor. the most a bit irritated.. then i was palm reading ewen hahaha. doing dumb stuff -.-
'.. you see these four creases on ur fingers here..'
'yah (:'
'.. means u have abt. four knuckles.'
'wow ok'
'.. yah then these four line right.'
'yah -.-'
'means you got another set of four knuckles right there.'
'ok'
'see when u bend your hand, there's this piece of meat here?'
'yea?'
'means you're gonna have a pussy. somewhere.'
'wth?'
lol. i dunno wat the talk was abt anw. after that they release psl results. lol.
very nice lol. our class which initially probably had close to 20, had 6 in the end, and none axed cos of 'this morning's incident'. 6 of which 4 are prefects la. so er maybe only er maybe er 2 ppl got in.
lol i dint rly expect to get in (conduct) but i think if the rest of the class had been kicked out, it should be because of something like 'this morning's incident' and not prior cutting down. our class, in fact sec 3 gep, has a lot of potential. many of them have AND can utilise their ability to lead when it is called for. i just think it is really wasted and the potential not exploited.
i think using a person's conduct to judge his capability to lead is a stupid, if not childish, thing to do. not everyone leads by modelling the way. in fact there are many people i know who will make good psls. i think sebby would make a great psl. i think dan lee and ben tay would make great psls too. leo is guai, AND he will make a good psl. i just think its really intellectually degrading to assume that violent people cant lead. people with misconduct cant lead. people with poor grades cant lead. people who break sch rules cant lead. pls remember that psls have a different duty as the prefects, a different mission to carry out. conduct is a good-to-have, but not-part-of-the-deal thing. this is not just bad in the sense that (poor) assumptions are being made, but it is unfair in the sense that just because of an unrelated, not uncommon flaw, the potential is prevented from shining.
haha i'm just really amazed that they werent axed cos of today's thing, but cos of prior vetting. i'm rly sad for my class because they are really just so full of potential and its rly not right to judge us by our conduct.
LOL to those who think like i'm emoing and venting anger abt me not getting in or like hitting out at ppl or wdv, sincerely from the bottom of my balls, i'm not. i'm just quite amazed and appalled that only 6 from 3P got in. i know i probably didnt get in and i'm actually surprised i'm not very disappointed. maybe it'll hit me later on or smth? (the er mark and pain part was some rly rly old promise i made to myself, its not cos i'm like :@ and angry now so i wanna do smth rash or smth). i'm not rly like >: ( or ): now cos i'm not letting it get to me. but what rly got to me was that there are only 6. SIX. from 3P that got in. how can that be?
i'm really appalled at the way things are run. i'm not saying i can do better (because i probably cant) but i am really shock-horror-dignity at some stuff la. well, i always tell myself there are somethings in life we cannot change and we just have to live with it and move on. its true. but its sad that today, one thing we cannot change is this aspect of the school system and we just have to live with it and move on.
dont get me wrong! the sch is a really fun place to be in! i do appreciate the effort made to enrich us and etc. teachers and staff and prefects putting in effort to organise activities and plan things for us. i esp appreciate frens and batchmates who are just sincere and good people and i respect their friendship and their efforts in making the world a better and more fun place. this post is not one to hit out at the sch or anyth. and there ARE other good aspects about this place, and if anyone were to ask me if i were proud to be a rafflesian, i would say yes, one especially for the friends.
but i think that this aspect of the sch system has lost my respect for it. i also strongly believe that judging leadership capabilities by a person's conduct. slamming a person for his leadership capabilities just because he broke sch rules. i think thats really stupid and childish. things are never black and white, and in different situations, different people have their own different cases. its really stupid and childish to assume one thing.
nice one getting it off my chest! haha. yea. i'm not really frownie or anyth la. just needed to say my piece. haha i shall go play stepmania now :D my bitches (msi) in easy mode can get a alr! not bad for beginner lor! oh shit i dao a lot of sms cos of long post. >_>
yah first was some talk by dunno who. oh yah gary. um. abt porn and sex and the tv. which was ok. it was an ok talk.
then i dint go. lol and they hardcored lined everyone up class by class reg no by reg no to mark attendance. our class. (: then jot was like quite scared we get screwed for psl-ship. yea so was i. but i figured we alr pon so wats the use of being worried. i just either dont get in or i get in wat.
eitherways. after that was some talk. abt something. i think its work attachment cos we got some form. then i fill in conrad where melinde works haha i hope she help me pull strings.. >_> but then again, i dunno if i wanna commit so many weeks leh. lol.
hand in form then we had a 'five minute break' and then there was some talk. where i sat behind jon ong and beside ewen and i kept bullshitting ewen HAHA damn fun. i keep disturbing jon ong LOL. then i talk a lot to ewen haha. catch up on times since er. gep camp wow its been quite a few years lol. ok fine not. its been two half years. haha ewen looks like tony leung haha and he forever smiles i nv see him pissed before. then i was like asking him when does he get pissed one. then he goes like. um i get pissed.. (: when i fail some test la.. (: then he smile again.. lol i rly nv see ewen pissed one lor. the most a bit irritated.. then i was palm reading ewen hahaha. doing dumb stuff -.-
'.. you see these four creases on ur fingers here..'
'yah (:'
'.. means u have abt. four knuckles.'
'wow ok'
'.. yah then these four line right.'
'yah -.-'
'means you got another set of four knuckles right there.'
'ok'
'see when u bend your hand, there's this piece of meat here?'
'yea?'
'means you're gonna have a pussy. somewhere.'
'wth?'
lol. i dunno wat the talk was abt anw. after that they release psl results. lol.
very nice lol. our class which initially probably had close to 20, had 6 in the end, and none axed cos of 'this morning's incident'. 6 of which 4 are prefects la. so er maybe only er maybe er 2 ppl got in.
lol i dint rly expect to get in (conduct) but i think if the rest of the class had been kicked out, it should be because of something like 'this morning's incident' and not prior cutting down. our class, in fact sec 3 gep, has a lot of potential. many of them have AND can utilise their ability to lead when it is called for. i just think it is really wasted and the potential not exploited.
i think using a person's conduct to judge his capability to lead is a stupid, if not childish, thing to do. not everyone leads by modelling the way. in fact there are many people i know who will make good psls. i think sebby would make a great psl. i think dan lee and ben tay would make great psls too. leo is guai, AND he will make a good psl. i just think its really intellectually degrading to assume that violent people cant lead. people with misconduct cant lead. people with poor grades cant lead. people who break sch rules cant lead. pls remember that psls have a different duty as the prefects, a different mission to carry out. conduct is a good-to-have, but not-part-of-the-deal thing. this is not just bad in the sense that (poor) assumptions are being made, but it is unfair in the sense that just because of an unrelated, not uncommon flaw, the potential is prevented from shining.
haha i'm just really amazed that they werent axed cos of today's thing, but cos of prior vetting. i'm rly sad for my class because they are really just so full of potential and its rly not right to judge us by our conduct.
LOL to those who think like i'm emoing and venting anger abt me not getting in or like hitting out at ppl or wdv, sincerely from the bottom of my balls, i'm not. i'm just quite amazed and appalled that only 6 from 3P got in. i know i probably didnt get in and i'm actually surprised i'm not very disappointed. maybe it'll hit me later on or smth? (the er mark and pain part was some rly rly old promise i made to myself, its not cos i'm like :@ and angry now so i wanna do smth rash or smth). i'm not rly like >: ( or ): now cos i'm not letting it get to me. but what rly got to me was that there are only 6. SIX. from 3P that got in. how can that be?
i'm really appalled at the way things are run. i'm not saying i can do better (because i probably cant) but i am really shock-horror-dignity at some stuff la. well, i always tell myself there are somethings in life we cannot change and we just have to live with it and move on. its true. but its sad that today, one thing we cannot change is this aspect of the school system and we just have to live with it and move on.
dont get me wrong! the sch is a really fun place to be in! i do appreciate the effort made to enrich us and etc. teachers and staff and prefects putting in effort to organise activities and plan things for us. i esp appreciate frens and batchmates who are just sincere and good people and i respect their friendship and their efforts in making the world a better and more fun place. this post is not one to hit out at the sch or anyth. and there ARE other good aspects about this place, and if anyone were to ask me if i were proud to be a rafflesian, i would say yes, one especially for the friends.
but i think that this aspect of the sch system has lost my respect for it. i also strongly believe that judging leadership capabilities by a person's conduct. slamming a person for his leadership capabilities just because he broke sch rules. i think thats really stupid and childish. things are never black and white, and in different situations, different people have their own different cases. its really stupid and childish to assume one thing.
nice one getting it off my chest! haha. yea. i'm not really frownie or anyth la. just needed to say my piece. haha i shall go play stepmania now :D my bitches (msi) in easy mode can get a alr! not bad for beginner lor! oh shit i dao a lot of sms cos of long post. >_>
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
today went ecp! rollerblading with jon lim, hw, xt, andrea and rachel!
hmm er. i was late! lol cos i woke late -.- then i just chiong out. with nice bed hair (Y) -.- met jon at bk haha then went to meet hw and xt at tanah merah. played gba ffta all the way haha (Y) lol then dao everyone.
mmm. on the bus! went parkway and met andrea and rachel! ate at swensens haha. shared a baked rice with him and a gian earthquake with everyone. this one lousy leh ): the smoke v little and the ice cream the cream all topple one -.- not chio plz ): last time one at bugis nicerrrrr!
then after eating. we took some time to solve the bill (Y) hahahaha me and jon lim math = (Y). in the end we left it to andrea and she solved it.. with 2.40 extra -.- which jon lim took but anw he eventually ran out of money. dep head boy owe me 3 bucks.. help me pay class fund tmr leh.
walked to eastcoast. lol then rented blades v rip off la zz haha so exp! we blade for an hour only.. i not bad leh.. i nv fall down :D and its only my second time can.. lol but some times still wobbly ): haha return skates alr we went 711! lol then went to sit and breakwater. then some evil ppl make me and jon lim guard bags while they play on sand. -.- then me and jon lim talk a lot leh nice hahaha. then we see some evil ppl wave at us we thought eh can join. turns out some evil ppl want us to take pic for them -.- v hurt. but nvm. lol the sand felt good under my feet haha. rly good haha.
left before sunset, but there shudnt be a sun set anw. cos the haze then cannot see sun lol. zz. mm. went macs then went 'home'. but i think they decidedto eat? then we went parkway again haha then hw complain dowan walk wanna take bus. but we walk anw. went the parkway foodcourt treats haha. buy food etc haha. i bought ban mian. the ban mian is like. some thermoflask hax shit la it was freaking hot (temperature) even after dunno how long haha and i couldnt finish the soup -.- cos it was damn hot and burn my mouth and keep making me pespire and v hot. even i ask jon lim help me eat he took one spoon and he was like WAH SO HOT. dowan. -.- how they make the eternal hot one.
um.then went to walk around parkway then went home. lol. took bus. then me jon lim talk on the bus.. reach mrt then take to simei alr. i still walk with him a while haha talk a while lol..
fun la today. rly rly fun haha. srsly. ppl like jon lim make me feel good abt myself can. cos its like. who the hell want to hang out with me one la. but ppl like him. haha everytime got something fun he'll ask if i wanna go along. he'll ask if i wanna hang out together. rly makes me feel wanted and i appreciate it :D thnx! (:
i think i was super super quiet today haha. maybe its here to stay. anw it was rly rly fun hahahaha. shud have more in the future!
(i think i blog maybe not ext enuf.. maybe jon lim blog got more to say..)
(oh wait he just told me he blog v short also -.-)
hmm er. i was late! lol cos i woke late -.- then i just chiong out. with nice bed hair (Y) -.- met jon at bk haha then went to meet hw and xt at tanah merah. played gba ffta all the way haha (Y) lol then dao everyone.
mmm. on the bus! went parkway and met andrea and rachel! ate at swensens haha. shared a baked rice with him and a gian earthquake with everyone. this one lousy leh ): the smoke v little and the ice cream the cream all topple one -.- not chio plz ): last time one at bugis nicerrrrr!
then after eating. we took some time to solve the bill (Y) hahahaha me and jon lim math = (Y). in the end we left it to andrea and she solved it.. with 2.40 extra -.- which jon lim took but anw he eventually ran out of money. dep head boy owe me 3 bucks.. help me pay class fund tmr leh.
walked to eastcoast. lol then rented blades v rip off la zz haha so exp! we blade for an hour only.. i not bad leh.. i nv fall down :D and its only my second time can.. lol but some times still wobbly ): haha return skates alr we went 711! lol then went to sit and breakwater. then some evil ppl make me and jon lim guard bags while they play on sand. -.- then me and jon lim talk a lot leh nice hahaha. then we see some evil ppl wave at us we thought eh can join. turns out some evil ppl want us to take pic for them -.- v hurt. but nvm. lol the sand felt good under my feet haha. rly good haha.
left before sunset, but there shudnt be a sun set anw. cos the haze then cannot see sun lol. zz. mm. went macs then went 'home'. but i think they decidedto eat? then we went parkway again haha then hw complain dowan walk wanna take bus. but we walk anw. went the parkway foodcourt treats haha. buy food etc haha. i bought ban mian. the ban mian is like. some thermoflask hax shit la it was freaking hot (temperature) even after dunno how long haha and i couldnt finish the soup -.- cos it was damn hot and burn my mouth and keep making me pespire and v hot. even i ask jon lim help me eat he took one spoon and he was like WAH SO HOT. dowan. -.- how they make the eternal hot one.
um.then went to walk around parkway then went home. lol. took bus. then me jon lim talk on the bus.. reach mrt then take to simei alr. i still walk with him a while haha talk a while lol..
fun la today. rly rly fun haha. srsly. ppl like jon lim make me feel good abt myself can. cos its like. who the hell want to hang out with me one la. but ppl like him. haha everytime got something fun he'll ask if i wanna go along. he'll ask if i wanna hang out together. rly makes me feel wanted and i appreciate it :D thnx! (:
i think i was super super quiet today haha. maybe its here to stay. anw it was rly rly fun hahahaha. shud have more in the future!
(i think i blog maybe not ext enuf.. maybe jon lim blog got more to say..)
(oh wait he just told me he blog v short also -.-)
Monday, October 23, 2006
maiden on piano hand v pain. ):
the school system is the most flawed and screwed system in the world..
lol i dun expect to get in and i probably wont. cant have earhole nao anw. do u think the tattoo shop does under 16? >_>
in the white room, with black curtains, at the station. lol back in love with clapton and his wah wah work in white room.. the chord prog is nice lor.. haha. he's coming s'pore leh ): but i no money. malmsteen also T_T i wanna go T_T. nvm la haha zz. lol was listening to it! shall play it later i guess.. oh yea i have to pract piano wahlao confirm fail alr still pract :/ waste time haha. nvm i shall arrange aces high for piano likethat guy who did a piano iron maiden tribute.
interclass today. ponned and screw around in class haha. then went ne quiz which was quite lame but very fun haha. mm then talk. then er. eat at longjohns haha saw paul. we want to play hotd4 tog at arcade sometime.. zz time to pray for money to drop from the sky.. ate v full ): haha collected pez! :D :D :D come with free half a lollipop somemore. but sweeter than the lollipop was eyecandy :D
mmm! caught in rain! shall bathe and sleep/piano/stepmania -.-/GUITAR. (:
(i'm tired! but happiness is a choice. :D)
anw! haha i was up till 2 plus last night -.- thnx to. stepmania -.- lol its some fun dance dance revolution sim on comp. press up down left right one haha damn fun.
oh and xiaoxin gave me this vid its damn dum but its damn funny hahahahaha MUST WATCH:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2aFahNkwG4
lol i dun expect to get in and i probably wont. cant have earhole nao anw. do u think the tattoo shop does under 16? >_>
in the white room, with black curtains, at the station. lol back in love with clapton and his wah wah work in white room.. the chord prog is nice lor.. haha. he's coming s'pore leh ): but i no money. malmsteen also T_T i wanna go T_T. nvm la haha zz. lol was listening to it! shall play it later i guess.. oh yea i have to pract piano wahlao confirm fail alr still pract :/ waste time haha. nvm i shall arrange aces high for piano likethat guy who did a piano iron maiden tribute.
interclass today. ponned and screw around in class haha. then went ne quiz which was quite lame but very fun haha. mm then talk. then er. eat at longjohns haha saw paul. we want to play hotd4 tog at arcade sometime.. zz time to pray for money to drop from the sky.. ate v full ): haha collected pez! :D :D :D come with free half a lollipop somemore. but sweeter than the lollipop was eyecandy :D
mmm! caught in rain! shall bathe and sleep/piano/stepmania -.-/GUITAR. (:
(i'm tired! but happiness is a choice. :D)
anw! haha i was up till 2 plus last night -.- thnx to. stepmania -.- lol its some fun dance dance revolution sim on comp. press up down left right one haha damn fun.
oh and xiaoxin gave me this vid its damn dum but its damn funny hahahahaha MUST WATCH:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L2aFahNkwG4
Sunday, October 22, 2006
haha past 3 days have been rock hahaha.. but super exhaustive..
yea. the prev post la then got jamming and all that stuff haha which was nice and productive. supp to go jamming today but gan sick and i v tired haha i just woke up at like 215 lol. yea jamming was good haha clairvoyant and readymade (Y).
then um wat happened ar. came back. slept till next day. which was friday. played piano and went choons house for xbox lan party and stay over :D :D :D :D :D :D haha at kovan i saw a pair of blind buskers.. harmonica and beat box thingy, and the other was fanning him and holding bells haha.. not bad leh rly he got like variate the song for like extension and expansion and a lot more haha and nice beatboxing thingy la. the beats were pro haha variations also.. lol but everyone just walked past them.. and i am not htat much different when it comes to this kind of stuff. sometimes its like not shun shou to take out wallet.. but that day i did la.. zz i nv do this kinda stuff in some time wat.. everytime i walk past/in a rush i feel fking ashamed of myself la. damn cb of me can.. just a bit of spare change also gd wat.. izzit so hard to brighten up up someone's life?
haha just triggered off some thoughts la that sight.. haha i must do my best to be more cheery and sunny so i can brighten up other ppl's lives! haha now say also dunno if can do it or not..
anw, met choon sunyoong and ajay for dinner at heartland mall haha.. damn funny.. sunyong dint bring wallet then we lend him money then he buy student meal no ezlink card to show and the counterperson insisted.. -.- and sunyoong guailan her -.- then manager come allow him, the girl buaysong when putting the cup with ice then spill the ice on herself -.- then sunyoong laff, but after he took his meal, the girl ask me. your fren ar. then i was like shit is she gonna bitch abt him. no. its cos he nv take his change -.- very jacked la both of them winnage hahaha.
dinner and on way home fun talking abt consoles and gaming and er -.- ct papers lol.. haha damn fun.. walk to choon house, went in and started setting stuff up. haha played a lot of halo and one match of fifa -.- then when everyone v tired we played fatal frame and everyone was like zz scared even tho erm -.- the lights were on lol..
anw. ajay rocks hahahahah i love ajay.. -.- ok nvm but rly he rocks la. i nv see him angry or pissed before one -.- he whole day go around say random crap then group hug ppl, squong ppl taupok ppl and randomly spout rly rly rly random comments -.- lol hahaha. and he gets super high when he owns in halo he goes to the other two rooms and pelvic thrust and say who owned baby wtf -.- hahahaha damn funny la he he rocks la i practically laff the whole night thnx to him la. esp the macdonalds debt -.-
yah we order macs then some ppl pay first la. then we try to settle the bill and we couldnt -.- so many errors in calculation everywhere -.- then ajay was like. ok ok come come lets settle sit down. we need to work this out. -.- hahaha then i was like come lets do math pt 5 haha then everyone was rackign their brains on double checking calcs for bill paid, who paid wat, who sup pto pay wat, etc etc then we hardcore math and double check for abt 1 hour plus -.- then resorted to checking if we drop money anywhere -.- then leo realise. eh choon did u pay. choon check. the 10 bucks we were missing was with him -.- haha ajay talk a lot of random cock again haha damn funny -.- then he was like i bet the macs man stole it la blahblah -.- hahaha ajay rocks lol. anw that was math pt 5 done :D hahahaha unforgettable the macs bill..
then played fatal frame la. then screw around sleep till morn. wuss rocks he spoil choon disk and tv -.- no la. apparently the tv switch is unstable alr, so we worry for no reason la. then choon disc got scratched severely T_T and wuss stuck it under water which is alright, but my ajay keep bullshitting abt how damaging it i and speculate a lot of bull shit like the water will rust the metal in the disc -.- and abt how sunyoong keep sleeping it must be him who spoilt everything cos he sleeping it away and daoing us -.- lol me ajay damn bullshit. oh yah then we talk abt how stairway and hotel are satanic songs and abt back masking -.- lol ajay is damn cool can haha he got listen all this stuff plus learn guitar! :D haha
yah then i took back choon halo 2 disc (along with his ps2 and the games lol) to help him remove scratch la. well i hardcore the disc and spam the scratch repair thing.. i removed a hell lot of the scratches but the deep circular one cannot.. i tried in my xbox also cannot >.< have to tell choon later get the 2nd hand disc la haha..
anw took a lift from ajays parents in the morn.. haha yay nice day at choons house! v tired i only slept 2 hours lol..
then came home, showerr go out haha to suntec! haha watched deathnote which surprisingly was damn damn nice. except the god of death is rly some spastic peace of shit.. and we agreed that light's gf don look nice lol.. haha i think its a damn cool show lor a lot of schemes and twists haha.. then played at suntec and just stoned and screw around hahaha v fun. got like toysrus and all the kiddie places haha..
then went esplanade stone! haha v fun! watched a lot of stuff eg the cool jazz band :D :D the drummer is damn pro he knows his stuff and fill in damn well. the bassist was some damn pro black guy also! haha just normal jazz basslines then when his bass solo come then he hax la start spasming on the spot and run up and down his 5-string. >.< damn prooo haha.
then went to see the bollywood dance show :D haha v v v nice i wanna learn bollywood dancing alr haha.. the songs are uber funky can then their dance moves also v cool one i wanna learn la i wanna dance bollywood so cooool! haha.. the audience can dance but we dint ): lol -.-
zz went home damn late ytd then set up ps2 LOL but dint get to play cos the controllers dint respond leh wtf. shall try soon. haha myfamily just went grandma's place and abandon me here at home la -.- my dad said i went alr so nvm la don go more space on car also. then my mother is like yah la ok la he DOWAN to go then DON go lor i'm like -__________-" wtf? anw here i am at home, left with piano and games.. lol.
zz haha been barely home lor past 3 days haha. esp ytd. home for like. 1 hr or less then zao out alr. with 2 hr sleep haha but v fun lor! the only thing is i'm gonna fail my yamaha exam thats all lol.
yea. the prev post la then got jamming and all that stuff haha which was nice and productive. supp to go jamming today but gan sick and i v tired haha i just woke up at like 215 lol. yea jamming was good haha clairvoyant and readymade (Y).
then um wat happened ar. came back. slept till next day. which was friday. played piano and went choons house for xbox lan party and stay over :D :D :D :D :D :D haha at kovan i saw a pair of blind buskers.. harmonica and beat box thingy, and the other was fanning him and holding bells haha.. not bad leh rly he got like variate the song for like extension and expansion and a lot more haha and nice beatboxing thingy la. the beats were pro haha variations also.. lol but everyone just walked past them.. and i am not htat much different when it comes to this kind of stuff. sometimes its like not shun shou to take out wallet.. but that day i did la.. zz i nv do this kinda stuff in some time wat.. everytime i walk past/in a rush i feel fking ashamed of myself la. damn cb of me can.. just a bit of spare change also gd wat.. izzit so hard to brighten up up someone's life?
haha just triggered off some thoughts la that sight.. haha i must do my best to be more cheery and sunny so i can brighten up other ppl's lives! haha now say also dunno if can do it or not..
anw, met choon sunyoong and ajay for dinner at heartland mall haha.. damn funny.. sunyong dint bring wallet then we lend him money then he buy student meal no ezlink card to show and the counterperson insisted.. -.- and sunyoong guailan her -.- then manager come allow him, the girl buaysong when putting the cup with ice then spill the ice on herself -.- then sunyoong laff, but after he took his meal, the girl ask me. your fren ar. then i was like shit is she gonna bitch abt him. no. its cos he nv take his change -.- very jacked la both of them winnage hahaha.
dinner and on way home fun talking abt consoles and gaming and er -.- ct papers lol.. haha damn fun.. walk to choon house, went in and started setting stuff up. haha played a lot of halo and one match of fifa -.- then when everyone v tired we played fatal frame and everyone was like zz scared even tho erm -.- the lights were on lol..
anw. ajay rocks hahahahah i love ajay.. -.- ok nvm but rly he rocks la. i nv see him angry or pissed before one -.- he whole day go around say random crap then group hug ppl, squong ppl taupok ppl and randomly spout rly rly rly random comments -.- lol hahaha. and he gets super high when he owns in halo he goes to the other two rooms and pelvic thrust and say who owned baby wtf -.- hahahaha damn funny la he he rocks la i practically laff the whole night thnx to him la. esp the macdonalds debt -.-
yah we order macs then some ppl pay first la. then we try to settle the bill and we couldnt -.- so many errors in calculation everywhere -.- then ajay was like. ok ok come come lets settle sit down. we need to work this out. -.- hahaha then i was like come lets do math pt 5 haha then everyone was rackign their brains on double checking calcs for bill paid, who paid wat, who sup pto pay wat, etc etc then we hardcore math and double check for abt 1 hour plus -.- then resorted to checking if we drop money anywhere -.- then leo realise. eh choon did u pay. choon check. the 10 bucks we were missing was with him -.- haha ajay talk a lot of random cock again haha damn funny -.- then he was like i bet the macs man stole it la blahblah -.- hahaha ajay rocks lol. anw that was math pt 5 done :D hahahaha unforgettable the macs bill..
then played fatal frame la. then screw around sleep till morn. wuss rocks he spoil choon disk and tv -.- no la. apparently the tv switch is unstable alr, so we worry for no reason la. then choon disc got scratched severely T_T and wuss stuck it under water which is alright, but my ajay keep bullshitting abt how damaging it i and speculate a lot of bull shit like the water will rust the metal in the disc -.- and abt how sunyoong keep sleeping it must be him who spoilt everything cos he sleeping it away and daoing us -.- lol me ajay damn bullshit. oh yah then we talk abt how stairway and hotel are satanic songs and abt back masking -.- lol ajay is damn cool can haha he got listen all this stuff plus learn guitar! :D haha
yah then i took back choon halo 2 disc (along with his ps2 and the games lol) to help him remove scratch la. well i hardcore the disc and spam the scratch repair thing.. i removed a hell lot of the scratches but the deep circular one cannot.. i tried in my xbox also cannot >.< have to tell choon later get the 2nd hand disc la haha..
anw took a lift from ajays parents in the morn.. haha yay nice day at choons house! v tired i only slept 2 hours lol..
then came home, showerr go out haha to suntec! haha watched deathnote which surprisingly was damn damn nice. except the god of death is rly some spastic peace of shit.. and we agreed that light's gf don look nice lol.. haha i think its a damn cool show lor a lot of schemes and twists haha.. then played at suntec and just stoned and screw around hahaha v fun. got like toysrus and all the kiddie places haha..
then went esplanade stone! haha v fun! watched a lot of stuff eg the cool jazz band :D :D the drummer is damn pro he knows his stuff and fill in damn well. the bassist was some damn pro black guy also! haha just normal jazz basslines then when his bass solo come then he hax la start spasming on the spot and run up and down his 5-string. >.< damn prooo haha.
then went to see the bollywood dance show :D haha v v v nice i wanna learn bollywood dancing alr haha.. the songs are uber funky can then their dance moves also v cool one i wanna learn la i wanna dance bollywood so cooool! haha.. the audience can dance but we dint ): lol -.-
zz went home damn late ytd then set up ps2 LOL but dint get to play cos the controllers dint respond leh wtf. shall try soon. haha myfamily just went grandma's place and abandon me here at home la -.- my dad said i went alr so nvm la don go more space on car also. then my mother is like yah la ok la he DOWAN to go then DON go lor i'm like -__________-" wtf? anw here i am at home, left with piano and games.. lol.
zz haha been barely home lor past 3 days haha. esp ytd. home for like. 1 hr or less then zao out alr. with 2 hr sleep haha but v fun lor! the only thing is i'm gonna fail my yamaha exam thats all lol.
Friday, October 20, 2006
cts are finally the fking over lol.
today go cut hair even yanyan say my dark eye rings are fking big and prominent la. and its like irreversible and i'm kinda screwed. my eyesight my jing shen my hei yan quan my health la tmd. fk you.
just back from jamming, string snapped and i fixed a fast one to play. gonna restring whole guitar, maybe scrub down haha. fking tired. slept standing without support thru like dunno how many stops just now. its the first time i slept so far without falling.. how the fking tired am i actly.
haha 'after ct activities' today was fun.. very nice pile of tables and chairs. stacks i mean.
today go cut hair even yanyan say my dark eye rings are fking big and prominent la. and its like irreversible and i'm kinda screwed. my eyesight my jing shen my hei yan quan my health la tmd. fk you.
just back from jamming, string snapped and i fixed a fast one to play. gonna restring whole guitar, maybe scrub down haha. fking tired. slept standing without support thru like dunno how many stops just now. its the first time i slept so far without falling.. how the fking tired am i actly.
haha 'after ct activities' today was fun.. very nice pile of tables and chairs. stacks i mean.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
haha i realise humans senses rock.. this short post wont do them justice -.-
well its definitely a blessing to have them, esp have them all. taste, sight, smell, hearing, touch. damn freaking pwn..
prob recopy this and post it again soon, elab if i have time? lol. but yea. i got talking abt hearing before la, that post abt all the cdefgabc solfege stuff. touch is (Y).
but yea wat made me blog this is, oddly, smell.. sometimes i just catch some scents in the air u know. like the scent of softener from the neighbouring block across the carpark. depends on what softener. the one that triggers vividly, is the one my aunt uses since dunno when. cos thats the smell of all my clothes when they are washed there, and its the smell that reminds me of that place, of my childhood haha.
then sometimes got unidentified scents in the air. some i think are perfume, some i think shampoo, from opposite also. the shampoo like smells diff got remind me of diff things, like some weird memory, or of my mother, father, or some part of my life (e.g. last time when i played magic, i dunno why -.-). mostly it reminds me of some part of my childhood, usu cant be pinpointed one. but the smell just trigger off my thoughts and my memories.
i blogged cos i was eating a slice of cheese, and the smell triggered me to rmr a certain memory, the memory was that of last time looooong long time ago, my mum got buy some cheese cubes, quite big i think, shaped and wrapped like objs, such as cars or buildings. maybe some of u all have eaten before, cos i think last time come out one.. yea i rmr the thing v cute, and i just kept thinking of how intricately ppl created this, as an attraction and luxury to small innocent children. how i dint bear to unwrap it, to eat it. actly. i also dunno how to describe that feeling, its a feelign i have from time to time, inexplicable, but vaguely and weirdly connected to the theme of innocence. i dunno.
zz i've stayed longer than i've should. today's is on smell, perhaps some other day one smth else? haha.
well its definitely a blessing to have them, esp have them all. taste, sight, smell, hearing, touch. damn freaking pwn..
prob recopy this and post it again soon, elab if i have time? lol. but yea. i got talking abt hearing before la, that post abt all the cdefgabc solfege stuff. touch is (Y).
but yea wat made me blog this is, oddly, smell.. sometimes i just catch some scents in the air u know. like the scent of softener from the neighbouring block across the carpark. depends on what softener. the one that triggers vividly, is the one my aunt uses since dunno when. cos thats the smell of all my clothes when they are washed there, and its the smell that reminds me of that place, of my childhood haha.
then sometimes got unidentified scents in the air. some i think are perfume, some i think shampoo, from opposite also. the shampoo like smells diff got remind me of diff things, like some weird memory, or of my mother, father, or some part of my life (e.g. last time when i played magic, i dunno why -.-). mostly it reminds me of some part of my childhood, usu cant be pinpointed one. but the smell just trigger off my thoughts and my memories.
i blogged cos i was eating a slice of cheese, and the smell triggered me to rmr a certain memory, the memory was that of last time looooong long time ago, my mum got buy some cheese cubes, quite big i think, shaped and wrapped like objs, such as cars or buildings. maybe some of u all have eaten before, cos i think last time come out one.. yea i rmr the thing v cute, and i just kept thinking of how intricately ppl created this, as an attraction and luxury to small innocent children. how i dint bear to unwrap it, to eat it. actly. i also dunno how to describe that feeling, its a feelign i have from time to time, inexplicable, but vaguely and weirdly connected to the theme of innocence. i dunno.
zz i've stayed longer than i've should. today's is on smell, perhaps some other day one smth else? haha.
Monday, October 16, 2006
as i walked into my parents' bedroom, i saw the wedding photos, hung on the wall, beside the bed, postered to the side. lol my parents look rly rly young can! haha and in the photos they were always grinning and the grins were of genuine happiness. my parents look like the perfect 90s couple can haha! haha my mum is pretty and my dad is shuai! i think if i were older, or had a moustache, or if i had those big glasses and side parting i might look a lot like my dad lor! haha his 90s side parting and glasses make him look rly rly guai and honest and a down to earth hardworking and honest man which he is.
haha yea. as i walked into my parents' bedroom and saw the photos, i realise how fast time must past..
as i stepped into the toilet i saw an unmoving ant on the wall. i blew on it and told it to not waste its life away. it moved along.
dont you find that sometimes the day passes damn fast? and its not like you were slacking or playing it away. it feels like, you've done nothing, and u dunno wth has just happened u have no concrete recollection of wat exactly have you accomplished today.
dont you find that sometimes? that suddenly the sky is dark and you have just zoomed past one day.
zz i dont want to zoom past any day i want to live each day to its fullest leh. i hope that if i start living each day as if it were nothing, someone will blow on my face and tell me not to waste my life away. to bustle along, not to get things done, but to do things itself.
i will not zoom past any more days. i will look people in the eye when i'm with them and i will cherish and make the most out of everything i do everyday i live from now on. (:
haha yea. as i walked into my parents' bedroom and saw the photos, i realise how fast time must past..
as i stepped into the toilet i saw an unmoving ant on the wall. i blew on it and told it to not waste its life away. it moved along.
dont you find that sometimes the day passes damn fast? and its not like you were slacking or playing it away. it feels like, you've done nothing, and u dunno wth has just happened u have no concrete recollection of wat exactly have you accomplished today.
dont you find that sometimes? that suddenly the sky is dark and you have just zoomed past one day.
zz i dont want to zoom past any day i want to live each day to its fullest leh. i hope that if i start living each day as if it were nothing, someone will blow on my face and tell me not to waste my life away. to bustle along, not to get things done, but to do things itself.
i will not zoom past any more days. i will look people in the eye when i'm with them and i will cherish and make the most out of everything i do everyday i live from now on. (:
Saturday, October 14, 2006
fk la i just like got pissed -.- was in the mood to blog one just now maybe. then some ppl scold me for nothing, just cos they tired or lazy or anyth then they find excuses to scold me. maybe this whole day, in fact the past week i've been fking guai only la. maybe la. cb. i dint even do anyth at all they also can come scold me. its not even my tone or anyth cos i'm like a bit headache now so i talk quite softly and gently la. maybe only la. i dun even know what i'm being scolded for cos i dint fking do anyth.
anw, lame, not letting it get to me.
so as i was saying, haha yea ytd i was super tired -.- tried to read on polynomials and fell asleep straight -.- lol at like 9 plus 10 liddat -.- woke at 8 today haha.. and er. played final fantasy tactics advance on the gba i gave my bro -.- cos lol fun hahaha i like turn based rpg lor lolz..
went music lol. after music my phone wonderfully spoilt hahaha.. well er. its just the screen la. it started rotating and moving about randomly -.- rotating hahaha i rmr laughing out loud -.- cos it looked damn funny -.- some cool animation liddat.
except its not funny when u try to read stuff and u get headache -.- and once u off the phone/close cover the whole screen goes blank instead and u have to try damn lot of times to revive it back to the rotating state where u can at least still use it (albeit with a headache). lol. sian. i liked this phone lor. but one year plus alr haha.
oh well, um. shall try to do work.. unless i see my bro's gba again. oh its on his table.. great..
anw, lame, not letting it get to me.
so as i was saying, haha yea ytd i was super tired -.- tried to read on polynomials and fell asleep straight -.- lol at like 9 plus 10 liddat -.- woke at 8 today haha.. and er. played final fantasy tactics advance on the gba i gave my bro -.- cos lol fun hahaha i like turn based rpg lor lolz..
went music lol. after music my phone wonderfully spoilt hahaha.. well er. its just the screen la. it started rotating and moving about randomly -.- rotating hahaha i rmr laughing out loud -.- cos it looked damn funny -.- some cool animation liddat.
except its not funny when u try to read stuff and u get headache -.- and once u off the phone/close cover the whole screen goes blank instead and u have to try damn lot of times to revive it back to the rotating state where u can at least still use it (albeit with a headache). lol. sian. i liked this phone lor. but one year plus alr haha.
oh well, um. shall try to do work.. unless i see my bro's gba again. oh its on his table.. great..
Friday, October 13, 2006
lol eng was ok, but ss was fked lol.. zz i dunno if i can get my needed 20 anymore.. if not damn wasted to miss the gpa by 1 or 2 marks leh tmd..
lol i realise i like orange tic tac a lot :D haha ok random. i eating it now -.-
anw lol. we are damn hardcore ppl -.- lol.. today me and chee owned AC.. lol no more details (:
then after class we tayed back in class to wait for lit remedial la lol. then we pro k.. we got nat to go s11 tapau chicken rice back for all of us -.- we hardcore again lol.. mass eating session.. somemore we ask him get extra packets of rice.. i ate two packets i cant believe..
i hungry again -.- lol shit la i'm damn fat zz
lol anw, lol during lit we hardcore yy challenge points -.- lol cos i cannot find my bottle then she wasnt in class so i kop her water -.- then everyone started koping -.-
then she come back she dunno la -.- but we all laughing hahaha damn pro. but i got damn thirsty -.- then she talking talking i just kop her bottle again lol. then afterwards empty alr i go refill then kop a damn lot again lol (Y). i confirm win yy challenge today la kop water in front of her haha.
anw i found my bottle later -.- under some table zz. but lit was good la got a lot of points and concepts etc, but er i cant rly rmr that much off hand so i'm hoping when i see the qn i know wtf to write -.-
sian. tmr still got music ): i dowan go i barely mugged anyth for next week la wtf.. nvm i shall relearn polynomials and expo and log tonight i think.. or chinese?
lol i realise i like orange tic tac a lot :D haha ok random. i eating it now -.-
anw lol. we are damn hardcore ppl -.- lol.. today me and chee owned AC.. lol no more details (:
then after class we tayed back in class to wait for lit remedial la lol. then we pro k.. we got nat to go s11 tapau chicken rice back for all of us -.- we hardcore again lol.. mass eating session.. somemore we ask him get extra packets of rice.. i ate two packets i cant believe..
i hungry again -.- lol shit la i'm damn fat zz
lol anw, lol during lit we hardcore yy challenge points -.- lol cos i cannot find my bottle then she wasnt in class so i kop her water -.- then everyone started koping -.-
then she come back she dunno la -.- but we all laughing hahaha damn pro. but i got damn thirsty -.- then she talking talking i just kop her bottle again lol. then afterwards empty alr i go refill then kop a damn lot again lol (Y). i confirm win yy challenge today la kop water in front of her haha.
anw i found my bottle later -.- under some table zz. but lit was good la got a lot of points and concepts etc, but er i cant rly rmr that much off hand so i'm hoping when i see the qn i know wtf to write -.-
sian. tmr still got music ): i dowan go i barely mugged anyth for next week la wtf.. nvm i shall relearn polynomials and expo and log tonight i think.. or chinese?
Thursday, October 12, 2006
lol.. i was just replying some [dum] person's sms asking hows my revision.. and i realised that 'mug' in phone dict is the same as 'nth' and that rly pretty much sums up my revision so far..
but had a great talk with fzh haha.. (Y) haha hope it all works out! lol as i said, i rly appreciated when u waved back at rj a few days ago haha..
oh well. mugmug!
but had a great talk with fzh haha.. (Y) haha hope it all works out! lol as i said, i rly appreciated when u waved back at rj a few days ago haha..
oh well. mugmug!
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
lol.. i wonder how many days have i consecutively fallen asleep alr? zz i barely even started on any subj, and those that i 'started' i havent done much.. then i see ppl all around me READING and DOING WORK and MUGGING in class and i get freaking scared all over again T_T
yea.. must do ss and math today.. hmm maybe after i take nap.. =.=
lol.. i love my parents a lot haha.. i love my mum! u know its like me and my sis are in my room then suddenly she came in smilling and clapping her hands and damn enthu and said smth like 'wo men kai na ge box of ice cream yao bu yao! (:' then i was like shit la she damn teng wo men can.. >.< lol she bought two small boxes of the walls dunno wat. hazelnut icecream thingy like the mini one la. small one then eat like one bite finish alr lol.. then its like, imho slightly exp and not like we got express interest in it.. but then she just bought for us lor, to like, give us a treat or smth >.< she damn dote on us plz..
then i know got the children's day weekend right, cos abt a week after my bday mah. then she was like. 'ni deng yi xia you mei you chu qu? yao bu yao jiao pizza lai chi? i thought u all might like wat' then i was like !? how come suddenly?! then she 'no la thought u all might like wat.. plus children's day and ur bday we also nv celebrate or eat cake..' i was v >.< also.. but i went out so we dint buy..
then instead of food, she gave us each a sort of 'gift pack' thingy la.. like one bag with all the sweets and crackers and jelly that ppl give out in kindergarten one.. (: haha then got like the party 'clicker' thingy, and the one u wave then the top will make clicking sound one, then got whistle also.. maybe its left over for when she bao for my sis classmates la, but the fact that she got make for us.. >.< lol.. then its like. i wont be waving the party stuff or blowing whistle wat =.= but then i rly appreciate it lor.. keep it in the left drawer of my table haha.. thats where most of the impt/memorable/very impt stuffs go haha.. zz guess in our mother's eyes we are all still the young kids we are.. she rly damn teng wo men lor..
then like, last time she always nag say 'come back early tan yi dian qin la' then i'm like T_T orh. then damn sian cos i rly dun like practing piano much, and i dun fking pract and i suck too much alr since i stagnant 3 years.. rly rly damn wasted and now i rly rly rly rly fking regret wasting it T_T esp gu fu le my mother's ku xin and hopes la. fk la why dint i work hard? now it is rly rly hopeless alr and i am doomed to fail yamaha grade 4 at nov, and prob dip (which has been FKING STAGNANT DAMMIT FOR 3 YEARS ALR) later on. zz this is damn stupid la. why did i waste my music education? i'm a stupid cb la..
anw as i was saying, my mother usu say that one lor. come back early can play piano.. but then right.. nowadays, i rly got try to mug (but keep sleeping) then she see me like v tired and all that.. its like when she got see me liddat (like these few days) she got say 'come back early la.. get some rest' no actly she say 'zhao yi dian hui lai la.. ke yi xiu xi..' zz haha she v teng wo men lor..
zz haha i know 'cool' teenage guys my age all like wah very macho v man, talking abt cool things in cool ways one, brag abt how rebellious and paikia they are.. but i dun care if this is damn mushy lor.. i love my mum :D
(oh well.. she prob wont ever get to see this :/ i hope she knows! :D)
yea.. must do ss and math today.. hmm maybe after i take nap.. =.=
lol.. i love my parents a lot haha.. i love my mum! u know its like me and my sis are in my room then suddenly she came in smilling and clapping her hands and damn enthu and said smth like 'wo men kai na ge box of ice cream yao bu yao! (:' then i was like shit la she damn teng wo men can.. >.< lol she bought two small boxes of the walls dunno wat. hazelnut icecream thingy like the mini one la. small one then eat like one bite finish alr lol.. then its like, imho slightly exp and not like we got express interest in it.. but then she just bought for us lor, to like, give us a treat or smth >.< she damn dote on us plz..
then i know got the children's day weekend right, cos abt a week after my bday mah. then she was like. 'ni deng yi xia you mei you chu qu? yao bu yao jiao pizza lai chi? i thought u all might like wat' then i was like !? how come suddenly?! then she 'no la thought u all might like wat.. plus children's day and ur bday we also nv celebrate or eat cake..' i was v >.< also.. but i went out so we dint buy..
then instead of food, she gave us each a sort of 'gift pack' thingy la.. like one bag with all the sweets and crackers and jelly that ppl give out in kindergarten one.. (: haha then got like the party 'clicker' thingy, and the one u wave then the top will make clicking sound one, then got whistle also.. maybe its left over for when she bao for my sis classmates la, but the fact that she got make for us.. >.< lol.. then its like. i wont be waving the party stuff or blowing whistle wat =.= but then i rly appreciate it lor.. keep it in the left drawer of my table haha.. thats where most of the impt/memorable/very impt stuffs go haha.. zz guess in our mother's eyes we are all still the young kids we are.. she rly damn teng wo men lor..
then like, last time she always nag say 'come back early tan yi dian qin la' then i'm like T_T orh. then damn sian cos i rly dun like practing piano much, and i dun fking pract and i suck too much alr since i stagnant 3 years.. rly rly damn wasted and now i rly rly rly rly fking regret wasting it T_T esp gu fu le my mother's ku xin and hopes la. fk la why dint i work hard? now it is rly rly hopeless alr and i am doomed to fail yamaha grade 4 at nov, and prob dip (which has been FKING STAGNANT DAMMIT FOR 3 YEARS ALR) later on. zz this is damn stupid la. why did i waste my music education? i'm a stupid cb la..
anw as i was saying, my mother usu say that one lor. come back early can play piano.. but then right.. nowadays, i rly got try to mug (but keep sleeping) then she see me like v tired and all that.. its like when she got see me liddat (like these few days) she got say 'come back early la.. get some rest' no actly she say 'zhao yi dian hui lai la.. ke yi xiu xi..' zz haha she v teng wo men lor..
zz haha i know 'cool' teenage guys my age all like wah very macho v man, talking abt cool things in cool ways one, brag abt how rebellious and paikia they are.. but i dun care if this is damn mushy lor.. i love my mum :D
(oh well.. she prob wont ever get to see this :/ i hope she knows! :D)
Monday, October 09, 2006
lol.. am i withdrawing to myself :| o.o lol. i also dunno haha.. but i rly rly seem to like taking mrt home by myself -.- not just cos can sleep, or for today, can mug abit, but. lol. most of the time i just listen music and stare into space or think abt stuff haha.. its not exactly the most happy cheery jumpy bouncy thing to do, in fact it makes u zz and sometimes :/ but i dunno leh i prefer that to going back with ppl.. lol.. is this counted as introvert T_T dunno i like the going home time to be alone..
well of course theres exceptions, like 2L going back or smth, then got like stuff to talk abt/catch up on. or taking till like. before city hall only. company might be appreciated.. haha.. and eating la. i dun like eating alone -.- but i like going home alone.. lol.. in fact i want to go home alone.. dunno if its cos i do that so many times that its habit and normal, or its cos of some other reason, but i like and want to go home alone, and sometimes i go to extents to get people to go first, or i do some other thing first, so that i can avoid company.. dunno la lol.
anw, weirder things aside, i just packed out all the notes and ws for the cts -.- ok i know a bit the slow la, but its super fast considering its me alr lor.. usu i pack on like thurs then mug on thurs for ss on fri lol.. then the rest is yah. the day before also one.. sec 1 sec 2 still can la, since i rly got study.. this year.. well. this year ct1 period was torturous like siao la.. cannot study, worry, sleep like 1 or two hours only but still nv study enuf. cannot concentrate, feel unprepared etc.
zz will do my best to study as much while still got a few days la.. >.< its like. fk lor i go everywhere EVERYONE IS FREAKING MUGGING and they mug a hell lot alr and i'm like wtf i havent even start much i havent even finish a bit of bio which i wanted to start on.. i rly quite worried la why everyone mug so much mug so early one!??!?! yah i damn worried i tryingto start now.. haha yup packed out the stuff.. willtry to clear some stuff by tonight.. :/ all the best to everyone.. it'll be over soon rly :D not to mention maybe after each ct paper can like go with ppl to eat macs breakfast or smth before go home mug -.- like last time everytime also hahaha.. miss last year lor lol.. still can watch aybabtu before studying =.= haha..
speaking of which i'm hungry, i shall eat, then study..! good luck to me this is a first..
well of course theres exceptions, like 2L going back or smth, then got like stuff to talk abt/catch up on. or taking till like. before city hall only. company might be appreciated.. haha.. and eating la. i dun like eating alone -.- but i like going home alone.. lol.. in fact i want to go home alone.. dunno if its cos i do that so many times that its habit and normal, or its cos of some other reason, but i like and want to go home alone, and sometimes i go to extents to get people to go first, or i do some other thing first, so that i can avoid company.. dunno la lol.
anw, weirder things aside, i just packed out all the notes and ws for the cts -.- ok i know a bit the slow la, but its super fast considering its me alr lor.. usu i pack on like thurs then mug on thurs for ss on fri lol.. then the rest is yah. the day before also one.. sec 1 sec 2 still can la, since i rly got study.. this year.. well. this year ct1 period was torturous like siao la.. cannot study, worry, sleep like 1 or two hours only but still nv study enuf. cannot concentrate, feel unprepared etc.
zz will do my best to study as much while still got a few days la.. >.< its like. fk lor i go everywhere EVERYONE IS FREAKING MUGGING and they mug a hell lot alr and i'm like wtf i havent even start much i havent even finish a bit of bio which i wanted to start on.. i rly quite worried la why everyone mug so much mug so early one!??!?! yah i damn worried i tryingto start now.. haha yup packed out the stuff.. willtry to clear some stuff by tonight.. :/ all the best to everyone.. it'll be over soon rly :D not to mention maybe after each ct paper can like go with ppl to eat macs breakfast or smth before go home mug -.- like last time everytime also hahaha.. miss last year lor lol.. still can watch aybabtu before studying =.= haha..
speaking of which i'm hungry, i shall eat, then study..! good luck to me this is a first..
Sunday, October 08, 2006
lol. just watched advent children.. well er i shud have been studying but hey idid my lit alr lor so i promised myself to let myself watch wat..
zz haha dunno why leh. everytime watch or look at ff stuff (advent children, ffx, ffx2, etc), listen to some of the music, got some weird feeling leh. rly. dunno why haha. or maybe its just wat i feeling now la zz. /edit well i had the same feeling when i first knew yuna in sec 1 -.- then now look at yuna got same feeling again.. wah scully i really fall in love with a game character T.T die..
dunno leh. got this feeling of. emptiness. feeling of yearning for the past. and i dunno what past -.- dunno la. just feel zz and :/ like yearning for smth liddat.
or maybe i'm just tired out from all the sneezing? lying down felt good..
zz haha dunno why leh. everytime watch or look at ff stuff (advent children, ffx, ffx2, etc), listen to some of the music, got some weird feeling leh. rly. dunno why haha. or maybe its just wat i feeling now la zz. /edit well i had the same feeling when i first knew yuna in sec 1 -.- then now look at yuna got same feeling again.. wah scully i really fall in love with a game character T.T die..
dunno leh. got this feeling of. emptiness. feeling of yearning for the past. and i dunno what past -.- dunno la. just feel zz and :/ like yearning for smth liddat.
or maybe i'm just tired out from all the sneezing? lying down felt good..
Saturday, October 07, 2006
haha i dont think anyone can see the method in the madness. just take it as i'm some loser and a jerk with a bad attitude to things or smth lol.
lol. i realised this morn that i nv blog abt ytd lol. anw. yea. parodies were brilliant hahaha rly rly good lol..
i rmr going home with purple haze all in my brain lol. cos the sky was purple thnx to the fog lol. bucuo i managed to see the moon on the way to j8, but after that i nv see alr lol. it was round la, but not the brightest i've seen it lol..
yea. lol and ytd after the parodies thing i got a shock of my life can. -.- cos mrs d cruz came to me and was like hi hiok. then like talk abt the plays, then asked which one i was in. i said oedipus one, then she was like aww thats the only one i missed! then yah la damn wasted -.- but i told her i did lighting and blocking anw lol then she was like why nv act etc la. then she 'anw, these are my two daughters..' -point-. then she said 'yah girls, this is hiok.' then they like had this big response of 'OHHHH' like 'thats the guy' -.- then i'm was like 'WTF' cos how come they know me!??!?! o.o wth la lol.
anw i miss sec 2 can haha. lol zz. oh well. came home right, i ate cup noodles and fell asleep next to my bro -.- bu cuo.. i woke up with my half eaten noodles cleared and me in my bed alr. i asked my parents and they both indiv said they dint wake me/clear the stuff.. zz lol what happen one..
haha oh and jotham was a damn pro slut lol. he rly look quite slutty. lol i had to delete the 'she' and chagne to 'he' in the prev statement -.- er yah after the play i keep unconsciously calling him 'she' -.- lol. bu cuo leh. i help him arrange his wig and his boobs (and ahem. do other stuff in the process lol.) before the play hahahaha. during rehearsal his 'where am i?!' + his slut tousle/shake thing was damn >.< cos it seemed so slutty -.- i dunno how he do his upper body shake thing while kneeling sluttilly on the ground one la. but i think its a wonderful bed move for girls :D ok nvm (: sadly he dint do it in the actual play, just in reheasal. nvm i ask him do on mon. lolz. haha jorel be jealous -.-
yea for whole week ppl keep hugging me -.- lol i v violated plz hahaha esp jorel la. pro can 'hiok is comfy' then jotham say 'i dont mind fucking hiok' and i'm liek 'o.o wtf!??!' then friday jorel keep hugging me i dunno HOW many times i became the unfortunate centre of a group hug -.- can die plz. then ppl keep taking turns to sit on me -.- wtf wtf wtf wtf then got like mass sitting la. lol everyone sit on each other.. on me -.- lol. then lawrence came.. and i gg-ed..... haha. then backstage before daniel's play jot and jorel were still like fighting over me -.- tsk. hahahaha damn funny la =.=
zz oh then there was beatboxing which was freaking cool lol.. but i think we too stone for those guys -.- lol. shi bai. mudan went up la :D i think him and nat shud have gone up to do titty shake and ass shake la haha so fun. would be funky lor lolz -.- hahaha.
yea i better go like shower and do lit la tmd. must finish by tonight! omg its 4 alr T_T.
i rmr going home with purple haze all in my brain lol. cos the sky was purple thnx to the fog lol. bucuo i managed to see the moon on the way to j8, but after that i nv see alr lol. it was round la, but not the brightest i've seen it lol..
yea. lol and ytd after the parodies thing i got a shock of my life can. -.- cos mrs d cruz came to me and was like hi hiok. then like talk abt the plays, then asked which one i was in. i said oedipus one, then she was like aww thats the only one i missed! then yah la damn wasted -.- but i told her i did lighting and blocking anw lol then she was like why nv act etc la. then she 'anw, these are my two daughters..' -point-. then she said 'yah girls, this is hiok.' then they like had this big response of 'OHHHH' like 'thats the guy' -.- then i'm was like 'WTF' cos how come they know me!??!?! o.o wth la lol.
anw i miss sec 2 can haha. lol zz. oh well. came home right, i ate cup noodles and fell asleep next to my bro -.- bu cuo.. i woke up with my half eaten noodles cleared and me in my bed alr. i asked my parents and they both indiv said they dint wake me/clear the stuff.. zz lol what happen one..
haha oh and jotham was a damn pro slut lol. he rly look quite slutty. lol i had to delete the 'she' and chagne to 'he' in the prev statement -.- er yah after the play i keep unconsciously calling him 'she' -.- lol. bu cuo leh. i help him arrange his wig and his boobs (and ahem. do other stuff in the process lol.) before the play hahahaha. during rehearsal his 'where am i?!' + his slut tousle/shake thing was damn >.< cos it seemed so slutty -.- i dunno how he do his upper body shake thing while kneeling sluttilly on the ground one la. but i think its a wonderful bed move for girls :D ok nvm (: sadly he dint do it in the actual play, just in reheasal. nvm i ask him do on mon. lolz. haha jorel be jealous -.-
yea for whole week ppl keep hugging me -.- lol i v violated plz hahaha esp jorel la. pro can 'hiok is comfy' then jotham say 'i dont mind fucking hiok' and i'm liek 'o.o wtf!??!' then friday jorel keep hugging me i dunno HOW many times i became the unfortunate centre of a group hug -.- can die plz. then ppl keep taking turns to sit on me -.- wtf wtf wtf wtf then got like mass sitting la. lol everyone sit on each other.. on me -.- lol. then lawrence came.. and i gg-ed..... haha. then backstage before daniel's play jot and jorel were still like fighting over me -.- tsk. hahahaha damn funny la =.=
zz oh then there was beatboxing which was freaking cool lol.. but i think we too stone for those guys -.- lol. shi bai. mudan went up la :D i think him and nat shud have gone up to do titty shake and ass shake la haha so fun. would be funky lor lolz -.- hahaha.
yea i better go like shower and do lit la tmd. must finish by tonight! omg its 4 alr T_T.
Thursday, October 05, 2006
lol. i pro. just bathed haha. home not long ago can. cos lit parody rehearsal (which was ok ok bu cuo la) and i went to aunt's place with parents!
where i saw jaide!!! yay my cute little naughty niece haha she's still v naughty haha.. like still dowan to call me T_T lol. but that day she called to say happy bday she v nice lor haha! and more talkative to me! :D but ok la shes like 2 or smth so its ok :D shes uber uber cute! haha
then i saw my dearrrr aunt! omg! haha i miss my childhood ): the times spent staying with her! cos yea i lived with her since i was born till p1! :D then p1 then come back to my house to stay haha. omgggggggggggg i rly rly rly rly miss those days!! :D like as i sat there it just all hit me! this sense of reminscence! haha nostalgia! of the days where i keep hearing and singing the hokkien songs my uncle liked to play damn loudly, days where there werent vcds there were LDs omg can u guys actly rmr!??! LDs!!! the big big big vcd like things lol! omgomg :D:D:D:D and i rmr smtimes my uncle will go out late at night to get us supper! against my aunt of course.. but he rly nice lor! buy us like. o lua, fish ball noodles (a bit random..) but uber uber uber nice food and EVEN uber nice of him can... (: then got char kway tiao, cai tao kuay, etc. i miss the o lua and fishball noodles tho ): ): ): ): ): ): and esp the hokkien songs lehhhh.! omgggg ):
boo! i miss my childhood at my aunts place ): miss my aunt miss my uncle. its sad they had to end this way lor.. my uncle v short tempered leh. plus lots of years of tension alr.. but i know he loves us alllll a lot a lot a LOT. ta hen teng wo men de lor. i rmr last year i think. alr left, but during this time of the year mooncake festival, he actly spent money and bought us 4 siblings each a lantern... those kind like kiddie hold and press button then light up inside one la.. i prob not holding one anytimesoon/ dunno where those went... but i rmr when i received it and heard it was from him, i felt uber >.< cos its like. he spend the money buy smth for us la even tho he left alr. he means for us to be happy, have a happy mooncake festival. that was his love for us la. zz. dunno when i'll ever see him again can omg. wahlao. u know. in their eyes we'll forever be those young young kids they took care of till p1. they'll teng us forever one lor. zz i feel like crying nao la. lolz. rly miss those long long long ago days..
): nostalgia! ah well. it makes me sad but its good memories at least! (: zz miss my childhood with them pls. i hope my uncle is well and i rly rly want him to know i know he loves us! and i want him to know he is appreciated >.< zz. those kiddie lanterns..
(deja vu, i think i blogged abt this same time last year -.- but zz)
anw! haha i've been wanting to blog this for quite some time but i didnt! i cannot freaking study with music.. lol. -.- cos when i listen i auto start concentrating on the music instead of the work -.- lol. its as if everytime i listen i wanna look for details and analyse la. listen our for the guitar part etc. air guitar pract it -.- lol.
yea today in sch! haha was like blasting orion and call of ktulu (metallica instrumentals, if u dint know) while studying lol. well er leoson was on earphones on the ear nearest to me, and could hear my music with his other ear -.- ok a bit loud.
but yea. i think i see intrumentals/intrumental parts a lot more differently than most ppl! i think that the guitars and the bass and the drums when they have their instrumental parts they are voices of their own. they are living. its as if the guitar is singing out its part in words. but no. in smth more beautiful than words..
i rmr i was listening to orion and the front part which was the anthem, sounded like something both guitars were chanting together. then when the first solo came in. it sounded like one guitar was doing the backing chanting, while the other guitar was individually singing another part. deeggaabbddeeegbagf#gf#d. thats the starting ascending melody. like got bend that time, etc its like as if its a voice and its just pitch pending. zz. shit. esp orion. the interlude part for the bass is like. some baritone guy crooning a soft low part. f#c#f#, aea beb, ebe. when the guitars come it its like they are vocals harmonizing with each other, singing out some story. some picture. singing out smth. not just a scale or a riff or a run. it is a voice and it is telling us smthing. af#ac#ac#, ac#ec3d-dddbg#be, eg#bg#. af#ac#ac#, ac#ec3d-dddbg#be, eg#bg#. zz. thats what it is telling us.
likewise, solos the same. like stairway to heaven solo right, its like as if page's guitar was plant's co vocalist, cameoing at that part by singing a melody of its own. d'e, agedcadcagf. accc-dcaagacdcagfga. d'eagedcadcagegacacc, agedcadcagagf-acfdcacegegac, d'edcdcc agedd'edca: "cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cg'a!" gegedcacd'ege'dcacd'e~~~. [cb, c-a] d'egagedcdcacd'e~~. [cb, c-a] a'c, cagaga~~ [cb, c-a] f'g# fdcdccdedca~~. [cb, c-a] ecaecaecaecaecaecaec'd!
omg. i tabbed the solo out on solfege o.o but everytime i listen to that song that is what the guitar tells me. oh ya dont think i said before but i like singing solos when i listen/think of the songs.. lol i dunno i just like singing solos on solfege. i listen too many times alr then can replay in my head can -.- then i start singing it note for note la lol ask jon gan and taufiq.. they hear me sing that before T_T. zz i think i too engrossed alr -.- but i'm rly interested in all this. and i think its a good exercise. but i dunno i do it cos i auto do it when i listen to those songs one -.-
ok i blog damn long, both length and time hahaha. zz ok i shud start studying for trigo tmr! (: i rly love and respect the guitar. it is something that is very much alive and has a voice of its own that talks to us in those solos.
where i saw jaide!!! yay my cute little naughty niece haha she's still v naughty haha.. like still dowan to call me T_T lol. but that day she called to say happy bday she v nice lor haha! and more talkative to me! :D but ok la shes like 2 or smth so its ok :D shes uber uber cute! haha
then i saw my dearrrr aunt! omg! haha i miss my childhood ): the times spent staying with her! cos yea i lived with her since i was born till p1! :D then p1 then come back to my house to stay haha. omgggggggggggg i rly rly rly rly miss those days!! :D like as i sat there it just all hit me! this sense of reminscence! haha nostalgia! of the days where i keep hearing and singing the hokkien songs my uncle liked to play damn loudly, days where there werent vcds there were LDs omg can u guys actly rmr!??! LDs!!! the big big big vcd like things lol! omgomg :D:D:D:D and i rmr smtimes my uncle will go out late at night to get us supper! against my aunt of course.. but he rly nice lor! buy us like. o lua, fish ball noodles (a bit random..) but uber uber uber nice food and EVEN uber nice of him can... (: then got char kway tiao, cai tao kuay, etc. i miss the o lua and fishball noodles tho ): ): ): ): ): ): and esp the hokkien songs lehhhh.! omgggg ):
boo! i miss my childhood at my aunts place ): miss my aunt miss my uncle. its sad they had to end this way lor.. my uncle v short tempered leh. plus lots of years of tension alr.. but i know he loves us alllll a lot a lot a LOT. ta hen teng wo men de lor. i rmr last year i think. alr left, but during this time of the year mooncake festival, he actly spent money and bought us 4 siblings each a lantern... those kind like kiddie hold and press button then light up inside one la.. i prob not holding one anytimesoon/ dunno where those went... but i rmr when i received it and heard it was from him, i felt uber >.< cos its like. he spend the money buy smth for us la even tho he left alr. he means for us to be happy, have a happy mooncake festival. that was his love for us la. zz. dunno when i'll ever see him again can omg. wahlao. u know. in their eyes we'll forever be those young young kids they took care of till p1. they'll teng us forever one lor. zz i feel like crying nao la. lolz. rly miss those long long long ago days..
): nostalgia! ah well. it makes me sad but its good memories at least! (: zz miss my childhood with them pls. i hope my uncle is well and i rly rly want him to know i know he loves us! and i want him to know he is appreciated >.< zz. those kiddie lanterns..
(deja vu, i think i blogged abt this same time last year -.- but zz)
anw! haha i've been wanting to blog this for quite some time but i didnt! i cannot freaking study with music.. lol. -.- cos when i listen i auto start concentrating on the music instead of the work -.- lol. its as if everytime i listen i wanna look for details and analyse la. listen our for the guitar part etc. air guitar pract it -.- lol.
yea today in sch! haha was like blasting orion and call of ktulu (metallica instrumentals, if u dint know) while studying lol. well er leoson was on earphones on the ear nearest to me, and could hear my music with his other ear -.- ok a bit loud.
but yea. i think i see intrumentals/intrumental parts a lot more differently than most ppl! i think that the guitars and the bass and the drums when they have their instrumental parts they are voices of their own. they are living. its as if the guitar is singing out its part in words. but no. in smth more beautiful than words..
i rmr i was listening to orion and the front part which was the anthem, sounded like something both guitars were chanting together. then when the first solo came in. it sounded like one guitar was doing the backing chanting, while the other guitar was individually singing another part. deeggaabbddeeegbagf#gf#d. thats the starting ascending melody. like got bend that time, etc its like as if its a voice and its just pitch pending. zz. shit. esp orion. the interlude part for the bass is like. some baritone guy crooning a soft low part. f#c#f#, aea beb, ebe. when the guitars come it its like they are vocals harmonizing with each other, singing out some story. some picture. singing out smth. not just a scale or a riff or a run. it is a voice and it is telling us smthing. af#ac#ac#, ac#ec3d-dddbg#be, eg#bg#. af#ac#ac#, ac#ec3d-dddbg#be, eg#bg#. zz. thats what it is telling us.
likewise, solos the same. like stairway to heaven solo right, its like as if page's guitar was plant's co vocalist, cameoing at that part by singing a melody of its own. d'e, agedcadcagf. accc-dcaagacdcagfga. d'eagedcadcagegacacc, agedcadcagagf-acfdcacegegac, d'edcdcc agedd'edca: "cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cd'e'dca, cg'a!" gegedcacd'ege'dcacd'e~~~. [cb, c-a] d'egagedcdcacd'e~~. [cb, c-a] a'c, cagaga~~ [cb, c-a] f'g# fdcdccdedca~~. [cb, c-a] ecaecaecaecaecaecaec'd!
omg. i tabbed the solo out on solfege o.o but everytime i listen to that song that is what the guitar tells me. oh ya dont think i said before but i like singing solos when i listen/think of the songs.. lol i dunno i just like singing solos on solfege. i listen too many times alr then can replay in my head can -.- then i start singing it note for note la lol ask jon gan and taufiq.. they hear me sing that before T_T. zz i think i too engrossed alr -.- but i'm rly interested in all this. and i think its a good exercise. but i dunno i do it cos i auto do it when i listen to those songs one -.-
ok i blog damn long, both length and time hahaha. zz ok i shud start studying for trigo tmr! (: i rly love and respect the guitar. it is something that is very much alive and has a voice of its own that talks to us in those solos.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
its been a lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely time!
ok not rly. that line is from rock'n'roll by led zep haha. well it has been some time since i blogged..
zz past two days kept falling asleep before i could study/do much work -.- zz.
and i slept on the train! result = headache duh. but oh well!
anw today we had a talk by mr gilbert tan! he's some mouth and foot artist association painter and he is damn hax haha. plus he is daaaamn guai lan and keep making random funny remarks and cracking bu hao xiao jokes :D:D haha. and his paintings are hax! so is his fren who brought him into all this.. i cant rmr his name >.< but i saw his paintings too and its damn hax T_T.
yea and i think to be able to pick yourself up after such a terrible accident is a very pro thing! he sounded strong and optimistic haha.!
well the talk was v inspirational rly and is prob one of the only useful talks i've had in my life so far -.- but yea. learnt quite a few things from it la. like how actly everyone has the 24 h a day one, and it depends on us how we want to spend it, whether we gonna let smth small prevent us from enjoying and making use of our day etc. also got like. somethings are not meant to go our way/be ours and we should just learn to move on because life's not gonna wait for us. it goes on. we must too, optimistically.
yea and most of all, very repeated and cliched but rly (Y), is that happiness is a CHOICE. (: i'll do my very best!
ok not rly. that line is from rock'n'roll by led zep haha. well it has been some time since i blogged..
zz past two days kept falling asleep before i could study/do much work -.- zz.
and i slept on the train! result = headache duh. but oh well!
anw today we had a talk by mr gilbert tan! he's some mouth and foot artist association painter and he is damn hax haha. plus he is daaaamn guai lan and keep making random funny remarks and cracking bu hao xiao jokes :D:D haha. and his paintings are hax! so is his fren who brought him into all this.. i cant rmr his name >.< but i saw his paintings too and its damn hax T_T.
yea and i think to be able to pick yourself up after such a terrible accident is a very pro thing! he sounded strong and optimistic haha.!
well the talk was v inspirational rly and is prob one of the only useful talks i've had in my life so far -.- but yea. learnt quite a few things from it la. like how actly everyone has the 24 h a day one, and it depends on us how we want to spend it, whether we gonna let smth small prevent us from enjoying and making use of our day etc. also got like. somethings are not meant to go our way/be ours and we should just learn to move on because life's not gonna wait for us. it goes on. we must too, optimistically.
yea and most of all, very repeated and cliched but rly (Y), is that happiness is a CHOICE. (: i'll do my very best!
Sunday, October 01, 2006
i think i'm dumb; i know my dynamics stuff but i keep thinking no confidence leh >_> wahlao. lol. how. nvm i read again.
i think right. this year i learn how to be mean to ppl leh haha. mean to myself mean to others. :/ oh well. but its a good thing, cos i got look at things from perspectives outside of the box. consider many diff possibilities. and been open to myself about my thoughts, abt which perspectives i should except. try out other perspectives and beliefs just for the sake of opening up the way for myself. actly i also dunno how to put into words. but. a lot of things go on internally for me la. esp when i dun tell stuff to ppl much alr. and by being that harsh inside my head, i think it really helped me progress? zz ok i'm bad with words this para haha the sucks english phrasing my oh no.
i think right. my guitar playing sucks alr -.- i nv take out my elec guitar much alr got stuff to do ): then its like. the only times i ever practice is when i listen to the song and figure it out on air guitar >_> haha then i pract on air guitar.. ie burn solo, readymade solo -.- lolz.
i think right. this year i learn how to be mean to ppl leh haha. mean to myself mean to others. :/ oh well. but its a good thing, cos i got look at things from perspectives outside of the box. consider many diff possibilities. and been open to myself about my thoughts, abt which perspectives i should except. try out other perspectives and beliefs just for the sake of opening up the way for myself. actly i also dunno how to put into words. but. a lot of things go on internally for me la. esp when i dun tell stuff to ppl much alr. and by being that harsh inside my head, i think it really helped me progress? zz ok i'm bad with words this para haha the sucks english phrasing my oh no.
i think right. my guitar playing sucks alr -.- i nv take out my elec guitar much alr got stuff to do ): then its like. the only times i ever practice is when i listen to the song and figure it out on air guitar >_> haha then i pract on air guitar.. ie burn solo, readymade solo -.- lolz.
"he could keep his door open again. the child was sad he had to leave his xbox.
for the progress of society. she gave me beer mixed with poison and that left a bitter aftertaste. the thief tied me down with earphones, all for nothing.
locked inside your box, his right hand makes his left hand put down the call. i guess i wanted to free both you and me, since she wouldnt tell me what she wanted and i was tied down for no reason,
to accomplish nothing in the end. yet you still want me to stay for dinner. but please, dont ask for my appetizer when your main course is over. because he readily defecates time, effort and mood, and you are leeching the shit out of me.
i dont see him stabbing little girls with his penis, so please dont bite me with your lips.
the morning suns set now. see you soon!"
for the progress of society. she gave me beer mixed with poison and that left a bitter aftertaste. the thief tied me down with earphones, all for nothing.
locked inside your box, his right hand makes his left hand put down the call. i guess i wanted to free both you and me, since she wouldnt tell me what she wanted and i was tied down for no reason,
to accomplish nothing in the end. yet you still want me to stay for dinner. but please, dont ask for my appetizer when your main course is over. because he readily defecates time, effort and mood, and you are leeching the shit out of me.
i dont see him stabbing little girls with his penis, so please dont bite me with your lips.
the morning suns set now. see you soon!"
=.= i feeling very =.= and zz now lol. zz. its partly because i'm not productive haha.
what the nehneh la. i sleep 8 hours only. cb.
and two v dumb stuff. ok la one v dumb stuff is like affecting me for no reason -.-
nvm i go cut my sideburn then i go mug phy alr. nehzor la tmd.
in bloom
nirvana
Sell the kids for food
Weather changes moods
Spring is here again
Reproductive glands
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
don't know what it means
When I say
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
don't know what it means
and I say yeah
We can have some more
Nature is a whore
Bruises on the fruit
Tender age in bloom
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
don't know what it means
When I say
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
don't know what it means
and I say yeah
He’s the one
who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
dont know what it means
When I say
He’s the one
who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
dont know what it means
dont know what it means
dont know what it means
When I say yeah
and two v dumb stuff. ok la one v dumb stuff is like affecting me for no reason -.-
nvm i go cut my sideburn then i go mug phy alr. nehzor la tmd.
in bloom
nirvana
Sell the kids for food
Weather changes moods
Spring is here again
Reproductive glands
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
don't know what it means
When I say
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
don't know what it means
and I say yeah
We can have some more
Nature is a whore
Bruises on the fruit
Tender age in bloom
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
don't know what it means
When I say
He’s the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
don't know what it means
and I say yeah
He’s the one
who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
dont know what it means
When I say
He’s the one
who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he dont know what it means
dont know what it means
dont know what it means
dont know what it means
When I say yeah
been pondering on the question for quite some time.
what am i doing with my life?!
lol. today was no exception. but i think at the end of today. perhaps i know what i'm doing with my life.
(:
what am i doing with my life?!
lol. today was no exception. but i think at the end of today. perhaps i know what i'm doing with my life.
(: