beautiful, isnt it
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
it'll be ok. thnx limpbizkit. heres another kid u helped thru his day.
well it did become ok today (: so far anyway lalalalala yay.

and yea. my buddy! thnx a lot yah! you cheer up too la ok ur fren has his reasons one. sure ok. chill yah. (:






today sucks. boring shit lecture. was falling asleep. dun understand. still have essay abt it to do soon wtf. tmr got chinese test i havent study. english erp i also havent done. history test on fri. wtf. thats why it sucks packed wif so much work ><



but i've got the sunshine and the rainbow the happiness the love (: so its all alright :D
at 10:31 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
one of the melodies that i like to listen to when i feel fucked. works well. works almost like a kurt cobain melody to me.

it'll be ok - limpbizkit

i just read your letter
it says that you'll be gone for a while
everything was gettin' better
i guess i'm just a fool strung out

what to do?
life is through
just wanna kill
myself for you

i wonder
just how sympathetic you'll be
you've come to take me under
and i've forgotten all about me

what to do?
my life is through
just wanna kill
myself for you

so tell me why you say goodbye?
and tell me why your fuckin' up my whole life?
yeah, fuckin' up my whole life

so i'm on my way
i leave today
if i get away
it'll be ok

it'll be ok

i'm looking out a window
into a world that's taking you from me
and i'm feeling so disgusted
how pathetic can i possibly be?

what to do?
life is through
just wanna kill
myself for you

so tell me why
you say goodbye
and tell me why
you're fuckin' up my whole life
fuckin' up my whole life

so,i'm on my way
i leave today
if i get away
it'll be ok

it'll be ok

if there's a better place you can take me
a better life you can give me
whatever place i can start all over

then i would never need what you gave me
never need you to save me
and never feel like this life is over

if there's a better place you can take me
a better life you can give me
whatever place i can start all over

then i would never need what you gave me
and never need you to save me
and never feel like this life is over

feel like this life is over

so, i'm on my way
i leave today
if i can get away
it'll be ok

it'll be ok




yup. i'm on my way. i shall leave today and get away by sleeping.

be it wat i see in front of me or wat i battle wif inside me.
let just hope tmr when i wake up

it'll be ok.
at 10:37 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
hey

this entry goes out to YOU
yes you. u shud know who u are :D thnx thnx thnx so much for hearing me out just now ok (: just letting me have an outlet for some obstacles i m facing is enough. you're a great fren and i m so lucky to have u as my buddy (: thnx a lot can :D
at 10:43 PM
ohwell.whatever.nevermind.
at 9:28 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
Riot Girl - Good Charlotte

She's got tattoo, and piercings
She likes Minor threat she likes Social Distortion
My girl's a hot girl
A hood rat who needs an attitude adjustment

Christina, wouldn't wanna meet her
She hates you Britney so you better run for cover
My girl's a hot girl, a riot girl and she's angry at the world

Emergency call 911
She's pissed off at everyone
Police rescue, FBI
She wants a riot, she wants a riot

And everywhere we go, she gets us thrown out constantly
But that's okay
'Cuz I know, I know, I know my baby would do anything for me
Yeah

Christina, wouldn't wanna meet her
She hates you Britney so you better run for cover
My girl's a hot girl, a riot girl and she's pickin' on the world

I said Emergency call 911
She's pissed off at everyone
Police rescue, FBI
She wants a riot, she wants a riot

She wants a riot, she wants a riot
oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh oooh
Don't ya know that all I really want is you
Gotta know that all I really want is you

Emergency call 911
She's pissed off at everyone
Police rescue, FBI
She wants a riot, she wants a riot

Emergency call 911
She wants a riot, she wants a riot
Police rescue, FBI
She wants a riot, she wants a riot



damn nice song can xD

today sucked haha damn boring.
at 9:45 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends


damn nice song can (:

sorry abt entry ytd haha was feelin fucked haha ><
at 9:20 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
you know i'm somewhere out there
with too much time to spare

my existence's for you
your name my tattoo

dont get me wrong
its far from a love song

how much darker this can be
you'll see

got some time to burn?
look wats round the turn

on a dark night
with no moonlight

along a lonely street
just your shuffling feet

i might be waiting
to do some slashing

an inanimate pen knife
that'll rob your life

deserted alley. you look left look right
too bad. behind you, i might.

body of a youngster
found in a dumpster

elderly's walking stick stuck
thru his stomach

you got a minute?
come find me i'm sure we'll meet

or i could find you
doesnt matter. ends the same too.

you'll be like an old baby
crying and covered in blood you'll be

and when the night sky gets darker
you'll know your falling deeper

death isn't sadistic
its life that's the dick

bored and nothing to do?
nvm i'll come find you!

wanna be involved in your murder?
i'm lurking just round the corner

you got a minute to spare?
i'm somewhere out there.



lol some sadistic and demented shit i wrote hahaha. i m going mad yay. fuck. ok no i m sane i just feel fucked yay. hahaha. nvm.

the crap i wrote hahaha. death could get you anytime. and he isnt obliged to make it not ugly. yea death could get you anytime. or some sadistic psychotic freak with a penknife might.
at 10:50 PM
wheee. i also dunno wat i blogging abt. its partly to keep this blog from rusting and also cos i feel fucked now at a crossroads woots. fuck. yay. i also dunno how to say oh well fuck it fuck life fuck me yay hahaha.

i'm listening to grooooove armada now! :D

i sidn you baby.
shakin that ass.
shakin that ass.
shakin that ass.

i sidn you baby.
shakin that ass.
shakin that ass.
shakin that ass.

-.- lols.
at 10:39 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
gotta take the stupid fucking yamaha grade 5 exam again. november 14-18. knnbccb. fuck. oh well wtf can i do. at least i still have dec hols. hopefully. fuck.

hmmmm. this is suspicious. other than a slight bit in the morn, i havent got jacked by life yet today. interesting. nvm soon enuf. lets wait and see.
at 5:37 PM
Friday, July 15, 2005
fuck.

i failed my music. expected tho. fuck

have to retake.

ah fuck.
at 7:41 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asked God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown
Another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right?
Just wanna make this right

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all of pain
(So let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love

So this world Is too much
For you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I'll be everything you need
In every way

We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
We believe
In this love
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)
We believe
(In this love)



gc concert! rocked! (x






wonder whens next :D
at 9:57 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
ahem

out of nowhere, he dashed out. the little boy ran and ran, tears welling up in his eyes, scream building up in his throat. he ran and ran, apparently angry and upset about the horrible wreck he held so dearly in his hands. he had speculated about throwing the piece of shit away. but he did not, time and again hoping to find some sort of salvation. hope brought high, hope dropped low.

he ran and ran. of course, tears blinding his eyes, he could not see clearly where he was going. tripped and fell he did. he bruised his arm. but that was nothign compared to this cold world that bruised his life.

thru his blurry eyes, he looked up. the sun above him making it difficult for him to see clearly the figure standing over him. with the blinding light (from the sun) behind the figure, she indeed looked like an angel. or perhaps she is an angel

'what is wrong?'

looking down at the wreck in his hands, he said

'my colouring book is all black and white and so ugly! the paper is dry and crumpled and dirty! no one wants to colour my colouring book!'

without a further word, the angel took the colouring book out of his hands and started to just put colours into the pages, making each scene of the book so much more happy, lively, and colourful. with her hands she weaved rainbows into his.. book.

it just so happened that the angel wasnt really an angel, but a little girl.
she herself wasnt really happy. her world was always filled wif rain. from drizzles to storms.

but it also just so happened that the little boy had an umbrella
and all he wanted to do in return for her was to shelter her from any rain for her life.

and together from then onwards, he held the umbrella for her while she coloured on.
lets just hope this story doesnt have an ending. not because there wont be a happy ending.

but because the two of them dont want it to stop ever. they want this bliss to last forever;

him sheltering her from the storms in her life
she continueing to put the colour and rainbows into his life

and all he wants to do now is to go under the umbrella and whisper into her ear
and tell her just how lucky he is to have found her
just how lucky it is to have her colour in the sunshine and rainbows into his life
just how much he loves her (:





perhaps only 2 people in this world would ever understand this entry. some might think the incomprehension is bad.

but i think it is good. (:
at 8:43 PM